Fifteen
Copyright © 2019-2020 by VeryWellAged
Author's note: These chapters are NOT stand-alones...The story starts here.
In the beginning...5
Where you want me to sleep?
Here, why?
I think maybe just Lyn here.
You are equal to Lyn... and if Mel works out, you are equal to Mel. No difference.
But they are older. Most important!
Yes, a little bit older, not much. Maybe to you they are more important, not to me.
So are we really all sleeping here?
For now, I haven't really given it any thought. Maybe not tonight depending on what happens with Mel, but yes, this is our bedroom unless you want something else. Do you have a preference on how I should do it?
Me? No, I not! OMG why you ask me? Better you ask Lyn. But this is your house. We do as you say. Simple.
You do anything I say? Anything? Really? I don't think you really mean that.
Yes! Why not? Why you not believe me?
Because there are evil things in the world and if I asked you to do an evil thing, you will say you won't do it.
I not care if it evil. I not think you will do that, but if you do, I do.
I am just not sure what to make of all this. It is true that not one thing I have asked for has been denied me. Is that part of what Jana is saying now? She is a really cute kid. But she is a kid, and as much as I find the whole concept as unreal as it can get, I want to kiss her, knowing she will say, yes, absolutely.
Jana, can I get a kiss from you?
She launches off the bed and into my arms. She is attached to me as completely as she is able. Her mouth is connected to mine. Her breath is in sync with mine. I actually feel her heart beat, her chest against mine.
Will this last? Does it matter if it doesn't? Will there not be another Jana should this one graduate from here? We have had unprotected sex. What if she or one of the others get pregnant?
I am engaged in a 'does this scratch my itch' game.
It is not a game for them. It is life for these girls. I am being remarkably cavalier with the potential of fucking these girls over and giving them possibly more than false hope, in the form of offspring.
Jana is still in my arms and making demands on my heart I am scared to accept. Am I really ready to leave all I know and have held dear?
I know I said that is the plan, but was I kidding myself? Can I really do it? Do I belong at the Eire Pub, remembering this as a dream?
I feel Jana's desire. It is real. It may not be love, but the need and desire, that much is real. She wants to feel my desire, my need. I have the desire. But the need? Do I have the need or was I just kidding myself?
She may not think of herself as a prostitute, but if this is desire and not need on my part, if I walk away later, is it not prostitution in which she is engaged?
Jana has a hand on my clothed crotch. She is hoping for far more than what she is getting right now. If Mel was not expected a little later, I would give Jana what she so clearly wants from me physically. But the timing is not propitious.
Maybe I will give her a little. My hand moves to her clothed pussy. She is wearing shorts. It wouldn't take much to drop them to the floor if that is what I want. No, scratch that. It is what she wants, as her hand briefly moves from my crotch to her shorts, unbuttons and unzips them. She wiggles her ass as the shorts fall to the floor. Her hand regains purchase on my crotch.
My hand is touching the thin, well-worn panties. There is little the fabric hides from my touch. I feel her warmth. I feel her moisture. I feel the coarse stubble of a shaved pussy that needs another shave.
Jana is pushing her cunt into my hand. She is pulling my shoulders into her. Her tongue is everywhere in my mouth. Her breasts squeeze against me, with her heart pounding rhythmically against my abdomen.
I slide my hand up enough to find the elastic of the panties and slide my hand under it. My middle finger now parting her labia.
She gasps, moans and, if possible, ramps up her assault on my mouth and crotch.
Am I a monster? Do I have any damn business ravishing this teenager? Ought I to know better? Father Dan at Boston College High School might want to beat the ever-living shit out of me right now. Wouldn't you, Father?
I came to this island to find a place I could live comfortably based on my finances. Period. It had not a damned thing to do with underage girls. It had not a damned thing to do with the hot juices flowing over my finger. Nothing to do with the mouth firmly attached to mine. Nothing whatsoever to do with the hand stroking my now rampant cock.
Dare I ever confess again? Dare I ever take communion again?
Oh, Lord Jesus, how can this be so wrong with a girl of such a good heart who only wants love, commitment, and safety in my arms? I truly do not understand.
I do not understand as Jana unbuttons my slacks and lowers the zipper.
I do not understand as Jana reaches in under the briefs and secures her hold on that rampant member, now pumping it gently, as my finger continues to work her cunt.
I most certainly do not understand as Jana takes both her hands and yanks my slacks and briefs down before pulling her panties down, kicking them away and pulling me down on the bed on top of her.
And finally, I do not understand why I slide into her and fuck her with all the energy I have. Fucking her hot, wet, tight cunt until she cums a river on me, and the bed, and I, for the second day running, plant seed in what might well be a fertile cunt.
Fuck.
Are you trying to get pregnant?
I hope.
I see.
I do see. I am not angry with her, not frustrated with her. I guess I am beginning to understand her. She does not want me to be a one or two day thing. The thought that I might impregnate her and abandon her, which she might well want to consider, is not present in her brain. She is earnestly trying to create a family with me. She wants a forever thing.
Yesterday, I was worried if I was being played as a patsy in a scam of some type that might well end up quite badly for me.
In a way, this is a scam too. But in it, Jana is playing for keeps.
Seventeen-year-old Jana wants her foreigner guy and his baby and a life of safety with him and her child. Yes, it is a scam. Am I not complicit?
I lean over and give Jana a kiss, not one of passion, nor one of dismissal. It is a kiss of caring, I guess. Her scam might well be working.
We are dressed when Lyn walks in and asks, What is my bedroom?
Don't you want to be here with me and Jana?
Oh! OK. Yes, this is good. What we do with all the bedrooms?
I have no idea.
Jana smiles and says, Maybe ... one for a nursery!
Lyn says something in their language. Jana responds, No, Ate, no secrets from our Craig. Better that way. English only.
Lyn turns to me and says, I say to your Jana, be careful. If you get pregnant and he leaves, what you do?
Huh. And she called you something. What was that?
Oh, she calls me, Ate. It mean older sister... like Kuya for boys.
I like Lyn. She is no fool. She knows what she wants, but she also knows the risks.
Ate, yes he will leave but he will come back. He will buy a motorcycle before he leave.
This true, Craig? You leaving?
Yes, I must. This was just a trip to see if it was possible to stay here. I never planned to stay without at least returning once. To stay here, I must return and end things there.
When you go?
In sixteen days.
Why then?
My visa expires.
Extend it. The Immigration here on the highway.
Yes, I know, but staying longer before I go back or going back now is a matter of money. I am better off going back now. It will save me a lot of money, if I am going to be living here.
Why it costs you? It is more expensive there, true?
Yes, but I have a house there. I need to move my stuff out of it and lease it out. Allowing the house to sit unused costs me a lot of money, and it is dangerous. It is very cold there. If the heater fails and the water pipes freeze, there could be huge damage. Next I need to work with my bank there to transfer money to a bank here. I have to do the bank stuff in person. I have to cancel services and subscriptions that come to my house there. I can do some of it from here but not all of it. I want to get my medical workup from my doctor there so I have it for a doctor here. Do you see now?
OK, yes, I think it like us. I think it just pack a bag and go.
I know. But like I told Jana earlier, my life there is more complicated.
You really coming back?
Yes.
How we know?
And here Jana breaks in. Why you think he tell me he will buy a motorcycle before he return? Because he trying to teach us he will return. Why waste that money just to lie?
Craig, is Jana correct?
Yes. She is exactly correct.
How we get along when you are gone? We have nothing without you. I quit my employment.
Yes, you told me. While I was not happy with that, I accept it. I will provide you allowances to take care of everything until I return.
How we contact you?
Tomorrow, we will buy two phones. OK?
Yes, good but why. I have. Nice you buy for Jana, but why?
So we can stay in contact.
We can chat every day you are gone?
Yes.
OK. Craig, ... there is a problem.
I thought you just said OK.
Not about that. About Mel.
If she doesn't want to come, it's not a problem. Tell her it's OK.
No. It not that.
What is it, Lyn?
She not want to come alone.
You mean she needs a chaperone? Really?
No, no, you not understand.
Clearly. Explain better.
Her sister live with her.
Her sister wants to join too?
Craig, her sister, she fifteen. Too young to be alone.
I don't think this is a good idea.
Mel say her sister say, if you refuse to let both, then she will run away and Mel come alone. Mel afraid her sister really do this. Mel want you to not allow her to come alone. She want you to make sure her sister know you not allow Mel to come alone! Mel want to come but she need you to allow because she needs her sister to be safe.
Jana, what do you think I should do?
Really? You ask me?
Yes. What do you think I should do?
Ha! Remember what we say before? I say be evil! Do it! Tell Mel to tell her sister, Mel only allowed to come here if her sister is in your bed. Ha! I bet the sister say she not want that. Then they both not come.
Jana, what if the sister says, OK?
Then be evil. Their choice.
Lyn? You want to tell Jana how wrong she is?
No. My love, I think this is best.
Oh, Father Dan. What do I do now?
Craig, what you want me to tell Mel. She waiting for my text.
OK, text her exactly what Jana said. Her sister must say she wants to have sex with me, or neither can come. Tell her that if the sister runs away, Mel still can't come. She is only allowed to come if her sister comes. ... Lyn can you call her rather than text?
Yes, but then my load is gone.
How much for a new load?
Thirty pesos.
I give her a five hundred peso note and tell her, Load up that damned phone, you and I need to text a lot.
OK. I call her now.
And off she goes. Jana is laughing. I look at her and ask, Why?
Well, Lyn has low bat on her phone. That why she not holding it I think. And... no one ever give her five hundred pesos for load in her life. I sure of this. And... OMG, what will happen with Mel and her sister!
I grant you, that is quite a bit to laugh about, I guess.
The threat does place the burden on the child to knock the shit off. If this was the USA, I would not be in this situation, but for argument's sake, if I was, what we are doing would definitely work. No fifteen-year-old in the States would jump into my bed. Will it work here? I have no idea. Be evil, indeed!
I just sit back down on the bed. This life better settle down. So far it is just nuts and, just now, I am beginning to think it is unsustainable.
Jana snuggles in to my side and I put an arm around her. It is not sexual. It is just comfort.
We are like that, not talking, when Lyn returns.
I tell her exactly what you say. She say tell Lexi. So I do this. Lexi is yours or Mel not allowed to come. It not matter if Lexi run away.
I gather Lexi is the sister?
Yes. That true.
What did Lexi say?
She ask if she can meet you before she make up her mind.
Really?! OK, well what did you say?
I say, come now. We will feed you. ... Ha! She surprised.
What?
Yes, she surprised I say, come and they eat here.
I am confused. Why?
Feeding someone is an act of respect, of good manners. So the message is, if you are here, you are like family. See?
Yes, I do, and one part of me wishes you had not offered to feed Lexi. I understand why you did, but maybe it would have been better if you have not.
Now, Sir Craig, it me who confused. Why you say that?
Because, they will stay, Lyn. Because they will stay.
Jana snuggles back in and says nothing at all. Lyn sits down on the other side of me. I put my arm around her and she leans in. It was my fault today for inviting Mel. Completely my fault. I was seeing how far this thing could be pushed before things pushed back.
I was being an egotistical ass when I ask Jana what she would do if I asked for something evil.
Now what? I was pretty sure, OK not sure, but hoping, the kid would be repulsed and that would be the end of the kid and of Mel. The two that are here are quite enough, truth be told.
I really don't think they are short-timers. I was not looking for any 'timers' at all but I have them — if I live here.
The economics of it all argues that this is actually the best place to hang my hat. The matter of security is a concern but, on review, any place that offers the economy I need will come with security problems. It's a two-fer. Need one, get the other.
Lyn jumps up and announces she needs to make more rice.
Jana jumps up and announces that she will be right back. Three minutes later Jana reappears with two all-weather plastic chairs you might see at an outdoor venue.
Craig, will you open the balcony door?
A minute later, we are both out on the balcony on this completely pleasant evening, enjoying the breeze and the activity around us. I guess I am staying inside my own head and not there for Jana. But the girl needs me with her out here and says, This is cool.
It is cool.
For me there is a great deal more to it tonight, than it just being cool.
I have not been in GenSan for forty-eight hours. In this compressed time of activity I have a home and two sweet girls. Try doing this anywhere else in the world. It just isn't going to happen.
And I guess I am back in my head because Jana sees them before I do.
She does nothing other than tap my arm and, with her head, indicate activity below us.
Those below are not looking up. Jana is not wanting them to; I agree. The two exit the tricycle, and pay the driver, maybe sixteen pesos. It looks like Mel is texting. Shortly thereafter, Lyn is out by the manhole ushering them in.
Let them eat first. I will stay up here. I am about to impart that decision to Jana, when she announces, Craig, after they eat, I will send Lexi up to you. Mel should stay downstairs. You be evil with Lexi. Make sure she willing to do all or send them away. I not care if she fifteen. I know you will not hurt her if she stay. It be OK. But if she a problem, send her away.
OK. Thank you for the advice.
You're welcome, Sir. I go downstairs now. OK?
Yes.
Sitting here feels good. The fact that I will never have to shelter inside for months at a time feels surprisingly good, too. My winter coat will get possibly just one more workout before it enters perpetual retirement.
Yes, this feels good, but downstairs there is a juvenile who is deciding if she will become a mistress among other mistresses to a man she has never met.
The kid should simply not even be in this house. I know why she is here. All in this house know why she is here. All in this house, except for me, are sure of one thing... I am not evil.
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