A full house.
There is nothing for me to report as regards Gerlyn, because we are told nothing. Analyn sees her in school and reports that she is very happy. The change in schools - if it is to happen - will be at the next school year. That's the sum total of what I know.
Not much is happening other than everyone is tense. Analyn is struggling with whether she really wants to go to a place that is so cold and so dark, so much of the year. I am staying out of this. It has to be her decision. I give Maricris the same advice I am taking. I do not think she is following it, but that's between them. In some ways, this is a golden opportunity for Analyn. In other ways, it will be cutting herself off from her entire world. This is a Hobson's Choice.
Joy2x is a mess. Svea called her out on what she did. She is both mortified, but at the same time, goofy with a crush on this blonde bombshell. I hesitate to call it love. I doubt that it is pure lust. She desperately wants Svea to stay, but my money is on Svea leaving. Joy2x knows this and though I have nothing to do with the decision, the options I made clear, that she will have to vacate, if she is not asking to be part of us, is a high hurdle. Joy2x thinks it is too high. Maricris, Angeli, Lyla and most especially, Noime, thinks it is exactly right.
Most nights Svea does not make it here until long after we have eaten. She has a very heavy work load to carry in her position. I respect her dedication to doing a job that has many frustrations and few real rewards. We talk about it a little, but I can't say I am fully versed in what she is doing.
Anyway, as is the way of things, seven days do eventually pass and this is decision day for both Analyn and Svea.
We all assemble at the supper table. All are tense and no one has a clue as to what the answers will be. I sure as hell have no idea. As no one is talking, Noime looks at me and asks me to do something!
OK, I guess we need to hear from Analyn and Svea tonight. Since the first matter was Analyn's, last week, we will start with that. Analyn, what have you chosen?
Sir, may I ask Svea a question?
You may ask. I cannot assure you of a satisfactory answer, but go ahead.
Ate, may I tell you 'no' now and ask that you allow me to change my mind later?
Svea smiles, and visibly relaxes. Yes, Analyn, you may. May I ask you a question?
Yes, Ate. What you want to know?
Why have you chosen this?
Ate, I know I am not right for Joy2x, but I am confused about my feelings about Sir and about this place. I am safe here. I can and do have love, and sex, Ate, with the other girls here. It is not that I am alone. I have a fantasy about one true love. But maybe it just a fantasy? What if I believe I am only lesbian and I am not? Maybe I am confused. I need time to think about it. ... Sir, may I ask you a question?
Yes, Analyn.
Sir, may I come to your bed?
Analyn? Really? This is your request and not your mother's pushing?
Hehe. Yes, Sir. My mother say, go to Sweden, I can always come back! But I think, maybe I have been makulit. Maybe I need to really know.
Then yes, you may. When would you like to come to me?
Is tonight too soon?
Tonight is fine. But, if you want to stop at any point, you must stop, and tell me to stop. Do you understand the rule?
Yes, Sir, it is the same rule that Noime and Joy2x tell me about. I know, Sir.
OK. Well, there is one other matter to be resolved tonight. Svea? What is your decision?
Damn! Lewis, did I just hear all that correctly? This pretty little girl wants in your bed and you are questioning if it is really her decision and then you tell her that even if it is, she can tell you to stop at ANY time? AND the other girls know that's the rule here?
Yes, you heard correctly. Why? Everyone here, is here because she wants to be here. I am not forcing any to stay. I refuse to allow any other girl to force a girl to have sex with me. They either want to or they do not. It is very simple.
No! Analyn is strident and clearly disagreeing with me. That is only partly true. If you do not want to, then you need to find somewhere else to stay. So if you want to stay with Lewis and this family, you need to be in his bed. That is why I had asked to leave. I did not want to be in his bed. Now I am not sure about that.
Lewis, is Analyn's description correct?
Yes, it is entirely correct.
You girls all agree that this is correct?
There was no sound but eyebrows went up on each female.
And you are all OK with this?
Once again the eyebrows went up.
Well, that clarifies why you made the requirement that you did last week. So if I say I want to stay, I become part of your harem? Is that right?
You could say that.
And I could still leave if I wanted to?
Anyone here can leave. But if they have been honest in their feelings, they won't.
Yes, good point. If they truly love you and have accepted the way things are here, there is no reason why they would leave. If I stay, I will be making love with all of these girls?
Probably.
Even little Laarni?
Yes, even little Laarni.
Do you have any idea how jealous Lars would be if he ever knew I have access to more underage girls than he did?
Oh, yes, I do!
You think that's funny! You didn't do what you did, for Lars. You did this for Gerlyn! Oh, my God! Joy2x wanted me and you wanted to support her, but you did this for Gerlyn! Son of a bitch! The bitch was special to you! She must be a very important friend to one of the girls here! She was not yours, but because she is a friend, you wanted to set her up with a man who would take care of her and who would never leave her because of the scandal it would cause if he tried! You don't give a shit for other men. You only care about your girls! You'll do anything you can to take care of them. That's why they stay! That's why Analyn is staying! If they wanted to go, you'd help them, but they would be with a guy they could not depend on. They know, deep in their heart, they can depend on you. That's why they stay! That's why they love you. You really love all of them, completely! But, you'll fuck over anyone else to protect them.
Yes, that's about right.
OK, so if I stay, you protect and love me too?
Yes, if you really join us, though I suspect you don't need much protecting.
Do I understand that I can pursue any employment I desire?
No.
No? Explain.
No sex work. No sexual contact with anyone outside of this house, ever.
OK. That's reasonable. I hadn't thought of that as employment, but yes it could be. Excluding sex work, are there any other limitations?
None.
And I can travel for work?
Yes.
Do I have to check in or prove I have been 'good.'
No. We live a life here based on trust.
Must I have children?
No.
Do you expect me to have children?
No.
Will you want me to have children?
No. I want you to know what you want. If you want a child by me, come and talk to me and tell me why you want that. Otherwise, no.
Must I join your religion?
No! Heavens no. None of these girls do.
Must I be Joy2x's, to live here.
No. Joy2x may not be happy about that, but if you join us, you are a free agent as regards that issue, however you need to be clear on this, everyone who lives here is mine and no one else's. You may room with someone, but you are not 'theirs.'
OK, then I have my decision. I want to stay if you, Lewis, will have me. What do I need to do to convince you that you should want me?
Well, you can start by divorcing Lars.
I started that two days ago.
Whom do you want to bunk with?
You mean I can stay?
Yes. You are staying.
I am bunking with Joy2x. That will not change, so long as we are equals. But … I want to taste the rest of you. All of you! Including you Analyn! And one other thing. I do want a child. I did not want to be told I have to have one, but I do want one.
Joy2x is crying, I assume with relief.
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How did this happen? I was sure we would see Svea leave! I am still not convinced that she will be with us for long. Let her actions speak. We will see. In the meantime, Joy2x is happy. That is a consolation as she will be with someone who doesn't get between us. Svea is correct. I am not a big tit guy. But hers are fantastic. Of course in the coming years, gravity will assert its preeminence and all the reasons I do not like large tits will become clear. That being said, I just don't think she will be with us long enough to see this happen in her case.
I was reasonably sure Analyn would leave and I never expected her to ask to come to my bed.
I think Analyn is suffering from cold feet. Running away with a school mate to another house in town is very different from leaving your country. I will be good to her tonight, but not try to sway her, or sweet talk her.
I do not see tonight's events as a real change, but rather as a waypoint that will foster a larger and more complete resolution some time in the near future.
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Analyn sits on my bed. A pink floral patterned silk wrap around her. Her feet are bare. Her hair is down and hangs down to the lowest reaches of her shoulder blades. She smiles wanly at me as I enter the room.
Are you sure you want to be with me? It is not too late to stop. I will understand completely.
You not want me?
No, Analyn, I did not say that. I am worried that you are here because of the fear of leaving, more than anything else. If you really want to be a mistress to me, I will happily accept you as my lover. But I honestly am not sure you want to be a lover to me.
Sir, I am here to find this out too! I do not know. But I want to try. OK? Sir, everyone outside our home say you are normal or you are lesbian. They say not possible to be Bi. Here all the others are Bi. It is very confusing. You do not force any to be Bi, but it true that they cannot stay unless they are normal or Bi. Still, no girl here is normal. I wonder, how can that be? So maybe I am just confused that I am lesbian. I think, maybe I wrong.
OK, Analyn, OK. Maybe and maybe you are lesbian. It is about your heart and your real desires. It is not about anyone else. Also, not everyone wants to live in a big family like we have. If this is not for you, you need to be honest with your heart. Don't try to be someone else.
Sir, before we begin, I am confused about something. Do you love me?
Yes, Analyn, I do.
But we do not make love. How you love me?
Making love, seals the love but does not create it.
Huh, I will think about that later. Thank you for your answer, Sir.
OK, now I have a question. When you make love with Joy2x, what do you like best?
Hehe. When she lick me and play a little with my bottom. I like that very much.
If it was any other girl, I would lean in for a kiss, but with Analyn, I suspect that would be a mistake. Instead, I open up her wrap, and gently cup one of her exposed breasts, with my thumb directly over the little nipple. My thumb moving the nip, back and forth. I lean in and kiss the nape of her neck and then her shoulder. As she sheds the rest of her wrap behind her, I lay her back on the mattress and kneel on the floor, with her legs spread wide to accommodate my body.
Analyn sucks in her breath, as I tongue her cunt and lick her clit. My hands are on her thighs. My tongue is snaking in and out of her cunt.
Using my hands, I urge her to move herself further back on the mattress and I climb on to it. My mouth is still attached to her cunt. We roll over. I am on my back and Analyn is now on her knees with her cunt mashed into my mouth. While sucking her clit, I have a hand on, and am teasing, the rosebud of her anal opening. I continue sucking, flicking my tongue.
I sense Analyn is getting very excited as my jaw is dripping with her juices. I keep this up until my jaw can't do any more, at which point I ram a finger into her ass. That does it and she cums, big time.
I choose to not go face to face with her. Rather than a missionary position, I get behind her and enter her cunt in one firm motion. She gasps and then moans.
I sense her clit may be a little tender at this point and play with her nipples as I ream her from the rear. Analyn is doing fine. She is clearly horny and pushing her cunt against my cock. I keep it up, fucking her without any interruption. She does not want to stop. That much is clear. I am getting audible encouragement to fuck her cunt.
Is this what you want Analyn?
Yes, fuck me, Lewis. Fuck me. Make me your girl. Fuck me.
You want to be my girl?
Yes. Yes.
Maybe you want to be Svea's girl!
And she cums hard. Well, that tells me something.
But Svea is Bi, she wants cock, Analyn.
I don't care anymore. I want a girl and she can fuck you. I will fuck you. I like it. I want you to fuck me, hard. Lewis. Hard.
There's my answer. She will take cock now and enjoy it, but she is fundamentally a lesbian at heart. That's OK with me.
She wants me to fuck her hard and that is what I do. I give up trying to be careful of her lesbian nature. I put the girl on her back, pin her legs to my shoulders and push into her, running my pubic bone hard on to hers. All I get from her is a look of sexual hunger and acceptance. She wants what she is getting.
Analyn is not on any birth control. I am completely aware of this as my cum boils up and out of me, coating her uterus with my seed and bringing her to another orgasm.
We are lying on the bed, just looking at each other. I am stroking her hair. She is kissing my arm. Her left leg is draped over me and she is smiling, when she asks, Lewis, is this how you make love to the others?
No, Analyn, it is not.
What you do different?
Well, I kiss them on the mouth and I have them take me orally.
Analyn slides down on me and takes my cock into her mouth. The fact that it is coated with the remains of our lovemaking doesn't stop her for a moment. However, she is totally without understanding of how to do this correctly. It feels good and I do not complain. I will have one of the girls with her next time and they can teach her. Still I am excited that Analyn is doing this and thanks to some Viagra I took before, I am getting a little bit tumescent. Analyn giggles at this, looks up and asks, Again?
I pull her up so that we are face to face, put her on her back and push into her. I am getting harder as I work in and out of her very wet cunt. God, does it ever feel good. Her arms are around my neck. I look at her and while fucking her, ask, Analyn, do you want to belong to Joy2x, Svea, and me?
Yes. Sir. Sir, I am sorry I call you Lewis before.
Oh, Analyn, I like that! Please do it every time we make love. OK?
OK, Lewis. Lewis, I do love you. I love you but I want to be owned by a girl.
Owned? I don't know why, but I am getting really hard now and the pace of our fucking increases though the conversation continues too.
Yes. Owned. That is how I feel. Is that OK?
Yes, it is perfectly OK.
God damn, I swear her cunt is on fire, it is so hot!
Good, then I am staying.
I pinch her nipple, as I fuck her and we really kiss, tongues dancing, saliva merging, breathing each other's breath. She cums.
Analyn, why don't you want to go where you can have a girl of your own?
You mean, do what Svea say?
Yes.
Then I not have all you and I will be lonely, Lewis. When I leave to be with Gerlyn I am lonely. When we are outside the house all night I think, I am a stupid girl. I not want to leave all here. I think, I make a big mistake. I am playing with her butt hole and she is gasping between words. Then when I learn Gerlyn not lesbian, I decided I am worse than stupid. I completely bobo, Lewis. I never have chance to talk to you after that. Too many things happening here. I not want to leave. I am pounding her cunt, fingering her ass, as she cums and says, Never, Lewis! Never!
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