The Mailing List

The Mailing List 7

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This story is set in the Puericil Universe.

These are extracts from the email correspondence between four boys, who became friends as cabin mates at summer camp. All their families are believers in the Conservative Resurgence and in the need to keep boys under strict parental control to prevent them from becoming juvenile delinquents. In fact, the summer camp where they met is run along those lines. All four are given Puericil as a way of making them easily manageable and docile.

There is more boyish chatter in the list, but I have only included the bits most relevant for those interested in the treatment of boys under the Conservative Resurgence.

One of the boys, Brandon, 13 years old, is son of the famous psychologist Dr. Cassandra Miller, who has written several bestsellers about parenting boys and keeping them under strict parental control. He has two older brothers.

Zachary (or Zac) is also 13. He has a larger family, with four sisters, two of them older and two younger, and also a younger brother. He is a sport-loving boy who only started taking Puericil recently, although his mother has always believed in the Conservative Resurgence parenting style.

Cody is the youngest one, at 12. He has a twin and his mom is a new convert to the Conservative Resurgence parenting style.

Benji is 13 and has been recently adopted, so he has an adoptive mother and younger sister. Before that he lived with his elderly grandmother until she died.

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PART 7
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

I got spanked again :(

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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)

Aw, man! What happened. Who spanked you?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

My sister Olivia again.

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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)

What did you do?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

I found a book in the school library with the solutions to all the problems in our math book, so I borrowed it and I was using it to do my homework, and Olivia caught me.

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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)

That’s too bad. Is she still so bossy?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Yeah, pretty much. I mean, she’s 11 and I’m 13. Shouldn’t I be the one bossing her around? Well, nope. It's the other way around, and she’s not shy about exercising her authority. “I’m the girl here,” she told me once, “so I’m in charge. I’ll take care of you, little bro, and I’ll always do my best to be fair. But what I say goes, and I expect total obedience from you.”

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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)

She still calls you little bro, even though she is younger than you?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Yep. She says age does not matter a bit, that she’s mature and I’m not, so she has to take care of me, and because of that she’s the big sister and I’m her little brother.

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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)

But does she really take care of you?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Well, I guess she does. No one bullies me at school any more since she and her friends kicked those bullies’ asses. She’s much tougher than me, but she doesn’t bully me. She just treats me like she’s a woman and I’m a kid. Like she’s a kind but strict adult. She’s really smart, you know. She’s in my grade even though I’m two years older, and she gets much better grades than me. It’s like she understands everything easy. She helps me a lot with my homework, but she doesn’t let me just copy hers. She says she’s happy to explain it to me whenever I don’t understand something, but that I have to do the work or I won’t learn anything.

I just wish she weren’t so bossy, and I wish she would let me bathe myself. Since that first time she bathed me after spanking me, she gives me my bath everyday. I get I should be used to it by now, but somehow I never do. Not all the way. When I’m naked in front of her I always feel ashamed even if it happens so often. There’s something about being naked in front of an 11-year-old girl, even if she’s your sister and she’s used to seeing you that way. I’m always conscious that my peenie is hanging right there and she can see everything. I’m older, but I have no idea what she looks like without clothes, and she knows every square inch of my body.

I have tried to follow your advice about trying to think of her not as my little sister, but as an adult big sister, and that helps a lot, but not when she’s seeing me naked.

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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)

But can you convince her that you can bathe yourself? Geez, we are not babies!

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Yeah, well... no, I can’t convince her. And I have tried, believe me. But it’s like I said, she’s in charge. I know mom has put her in charge, but it’s more than that. She’s like super-confident in herself. You’d expect an 11-year-old not to be so confident, but she is. Like the idea of her not being in charge of me is so ridiculous that it would never enter her head. So if she says that boys need supervision to make sure they wash themselves properly, and that she’ll take care of my bath, then that’s what’s going to happen.

I have tried to explain that It's shameful to be bathed like that. But the she just says, “You are a boy, Benjamin. You do not need modesty, and my little brother is not going to go around dirty when I can help it. I’m bathing you every day, and that’s final.”

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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)

So what happened when she found you with that book, the one with the math solutions?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Ah, yes, well... Exactly what you’d expect. She was not happy. She gave me such a scolding! She really sounded like a grownup, saying how I was only cheating myself, and that all the time I spent at school was a waste of time if I was not gonna do the work. Let me tell you, she made me feel real little and bad.

So after telling me off for a long time she told me she was going to spank me. She took off all my clothes herself. When she pulled down my briefs and my peenie was right in front of her eyes... Oh boy! It’s just like I told you before. I can never get used to it.

I covered myself with my hands, but Olivia was having none of that.

“Benjamin Grady O’Connor, you know better than that! Hands away from your peenie!”

I quickly removed my hands, but she scolded me some more, “When I bare you, you do not get to cover your peenie from me, young man. It’s disrespectful. I have seen your peenie and your bottom before, and I’m going to see them many more times. You’re too immature to be covering yourself anyway, so no more nonsense.”

“You should be ashamed of yourself,” she told me, “a teenager and stripped naked by your sister for being so naughty and irresponsible. Don’t you see how irresponsible it is, wasting your education like that? Well, I’ll make sure you don’t waste it, even if I have to spank your bottom every day. Go bring me my hairbrush!”

I was sobbing by then, so I ran for the hairbrush and brought it to her. She sat on the sofa and made me go over her knees, and she spanked me really hard, first with the hairbrush and then with her hand.

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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)

Did you cry?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Are you joking? You bet I did! I bawled my eyes out. It hurt so much! There’s no way any of you wouldn’t have done the same.

Then she let me do the after-spanking dance for a while before she sent me to the corner. I had to stand there naked for a long time, with my hands on my head.

When she let me go she had me sit with her on the sofa and cuddled me for a while. And after that she took me to the bathroom, still naked, and gave me my bath.

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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)

Does she still... you... put her finger up there, behind you, when she bathes you?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Yeah... sigh... every single time. When she is washing my bottom she always puts her soaped finger inside my bottomhole. She says she had to get me clean everywhere.

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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)

At least my mom doesn’t do that when she bathes me.

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Lucky you.

Well, and that’s it, I guess. After my bath she dressed me in my pajamas and we watched some TV. Only shows she says are appropriate for me, of course. She’s really commanding, but I guess when I’m no longer naked I don’t mind it so much. She’s so much smarter, and confident and determined that it feels normal to have her in charge. She kind of make me feel safe. I just hate the being naked part, and getting spankings. I tried telling her that, but she says it’s up to me whether I get spanked. If I behave I won’t. And that being naked in front of her is just normal, since I’m a boy and boys are naked in front of people all the time, and it doesn’t matter ‘cause boys don’t need no modesty.”

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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)

And what about your mom? Does she know how Olivia bosses you around? Is she OK with that?

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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)

Yes, she knows, and she is. She’s OK with it, I mean. Sometimes, after Olivia bathes me, if mom’s home, she (Olivia) makes me go naked where she (mom) is, so that I can show her how clean I am, and she always praises her for being responsible, and tells me to keep being a good boy and obey my sister.

Mom also knows Olivia spanks me when I’m naughty, and she’s perfectly OK with it. She says Olivia is her little helper, and that she has full authority over me.

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PART 7b Interlude - Interview with Olivia (Benji's younger adoptive sister)
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Q: Your brother Benji wrote that you don’t let him cover up when you bare him...

A: That’s right. The whole point of stripping him off is for him to be naked.

Q: You told him that covering up was disrespectful. What did you mean by that?

A: Well, you know how little kids, even those who are old enough to be shy about their bodies, do not cover themselves when they are naked in front of their mom. It’s like they realize that it doesn’t matter if their mom sees them naked, because she is their mom, she loves them and she’s on a whole different plane altogether.

That’s how it should be when Benji is naked in front of me. By covering up, it’s like he’s denying that I’m on a whole different plane from him, on a plane so superior that it’s natural for me to see him naked.

Q: You consider yourself superior to him?

A: Yeah, sure. I don’t mean that he is not important. He is a human being and he deserves love. He really is a good boy, and I would never let something bad happen to him. But when it comes to maturity, yes, he’s inferior. The difference between me and him is like night and day. And if I’m to take care of him and help him out, I need him to realize and acknowledge that, so that he’ll listen to me and accept my authority without question.

That’s what I mean when I told him that covering his peenie from me was disrespectful. When he tries to cover it, it’s like he is saying that I shouldn’t have the right to see him naked anytime. And that won’t do. He should think of me like a little kid thinks of his mom, because that’s where we are in terms of maturity, and he needs to understand that.

Q: But you know that it must not be easy for him, being naked in front of a girl?

A: Yes, of course I understand it. It’s not like I don’t notice how shy he is.

Q: I mean, surely you’d be mortified if you were naked in front of a boy.

A: (laughs) Well, of course, but that`s totally different. It’s the maturity question again. That’s why I won’t be naked in front of a boy, I mean, not until I’m old enough to have a boyfriend and it’s a situation of my own choosing. I just won’t put myself in that position. With Benji it’s different. He doesn’t have the maturity to take control of his life and avoid putting himself in that position.

Q: He is actually two years older than you, does it make any difference?

A: Not any actual difference. He’s still so immature that I treat him as I would a younger boy. But I admit it does make a difference in how he sees the situation. He’s hung up on the fact that I’m younger, and that makes it more difficult for him to accept my complete authority over him.

Being naked in front of me helps with that.

Q: How does it help?

A: Well, it makes him realize the difference between us. I mean, when he is naked in front of a girl two years younger than him, it does make the point, doesn’t it? He can’t pretend he is some kind of big shot teenager with a little sister when I strip him off in front of me. It drives home the message that I’m the boss of him and I’m in charge, that I’m the young woman and he is the child.

Q: You’re certain that it’s right for you to have complete authority over him?

A: Yes, of course. That’s pretty obvious. Benji is really immature. The difference is so big that it wouldn’t make sense for me not to have complete authority over him.

Q: So what do you use that authority for?

A: To help him. From the first moment since we adopted Benji, mom and I knew he was very immature. I mean, duh, he’s a boy, but the knowledge that boys are immature is one thing, and seeing it in the flesh is a different one. Benji is nice, but he just doesn’t have much self-control. If it were up to him, he wouldn’t make any effort at school, he wouldn’t put away his things, he wouldn’t even wash properly. He is 13, but he’s still a child. So I help him with his homework. I make sure he does it and, more importantly, that he understands it. I make sure he does his chores at home. I wash him to make sure he is clean. I order him around and set him rules for his own good. I spank him when he’s naughty, so that he’ll keep being a good boy.

Q: How does that make you feel, having so much authority over an older boy?

A: Having that authority feels right to me. It’s the way it should be, considering how much more mature than him I am.

Q: What about when you spank him? How do you feel about that?

A: It’s part of having that authority. Boys are immature and lack self-discipline, so you have to impose it on them, and spanking is a very immediate and basic form of discipline that they understand well. It’s very suitable for boys. How do I feel when I’m spanking him? Well, I do not like hurting him, but I like how it signals that I’m in control. It makes me feel proud that I’m so much more mature than a 13-year-old boy, that I have so much authority and control over him. Yes, I guess I feel proud and strong. The same happens when I give him an order and he obeys me unquestioningly, or when I take off his clothes, or make him strip, and I see him naked. It feels right that I’m in charge. I even like that he’s older, because it shows that it’s not a matter of age. I’m in charge because I’m a girl and he’s a boy. Because I’m mature and he is not. It makes me feel grown-up and powerful, and makes me want to protect him, because he is so helpless.

Q: Recently you spanked him for copying the solutions to his math homework from a solution book.

A: Yes, can you believe it? What’s the point of spending time doing your homework if you are not even going to try to understand it?

Q: I guess, so that he wouldn’t get in trouble?

A: Yep, that’s how Benji thinks. So immature and short-sighted. I sure warmed up his bottom for that, and he deserved it.

Q: Does Benji cry easily when you spank him?

A: Oh, yes, he cries very easily. He’s not tough at all. I mean, when you take the hot-headedness and aggressivity away with Puericil, boys really are quite wimpy. He starts sobbing when I’m scolding him, and he really bawls when I’m smacking his bare bottom.

The first time I spanked him it was all with the hairbrush. I thought I wanted his bottom to hurt, not my hand. But since then I have adjusted the way I spank him. Now I start with the hairbrush but once his bare bottom is tender and he is bawling I go on with my hand. I thought a 13-year-old boy’s bare bottom would be tough, but it’s not. My hand is much harder, and once we are at that point I do not need to spank really hard. Just using moderate strength, my hand on his bare bottom is enough to keep him very sorry, bawling like an infant. As I said, I do not like hurting him, so if I don’t need to use the hairbrush all the time I’m happy to use my hand. In fact, there’s something that feels right about my bare hand spanking his bare bottom.

Q: How long do you see yourself in control of Benji? When will he be old enough not to need spankings and discipline?

A: Until he matures. Which, unless I’m much mistaken, won’t be for many years. Adolescence is a difficult time for boys. They need structure and discipline.

Q: So you intend to keep bathing and spanking him for years.

A: Yeah, sure. As I said, it’s a matter of maturity, not of age. When he is 16 and I’m 14, do you think he’ll be as mature as me? I very much doubt that. I bet I’ll still be bathing and spanking him then. Teenhood is a difficult time for boys, full of confusion and new temptations, and usually teenage boys are still very immature. They need control and guidance more than ever.

Q: Won’t he be difficult for you to control then?

A: Nah. Puericil makes it easier to control. It also tends to delay their physical development a little bit, so he won’t be that big, but even if he is, it doesn’t matter. You do not control a boy through size and strength. You control it through his mind. You have authority, confidence and maturity, and they do not, so you just take control.

Q: You sound like you know what you are talking about.

A: I do. I have experience. Now that I take care of Benji I don’t babysit so often, but I used to babysit a lot, and one of the boys I babysat was 15.

Q: How did that go?

A: It went well. He was easy to control. He was on Puericil, of course. He had a 12-year-old brother, and in the beginning the older boy tried to pretend I was only babysitting his little brother, even though his parents had told both of them in front of me that they had to mind me. The first time he kept out of my way. He was in his bedroom doing homework and listening to music or whatever, but when it was time for their bath, of course, he had to take a reality check.

Q: You bathed him?

A: I sure did. It was part of the job I was getting paid for. He didn’t want to, and said he could bathe himself later, but I was having none of that. I got in his face and told him that either way I was going to do my job. I could bathe him or I could spank him and then bathe him.

Q: So did you spank him?

A: I didn’t need to. When I confronted him he backed down, and I bathed his brother and him together. They were very cute, naked in the tub together while I bathed them. Of course, the older boy was as bald down there as his little brother. Even the little one was actually older than me, but they were both childish and immature, and I didn’t have any more problems getting them to mind me. I babysat them several times, and every time I bathed them together without any backtalk.

Q: You know that, long ago in the past, society assumed that boys were better than girls. What do you think about that?

A: I guess it comes from ancient times, when brute strength was more important than maturity or anything else. Thinking about it now, the idea is so absurd that it’s difficult to imagine. I mean, just look at Benji and me. What 13-year-old girl would allow her 11-year-old brother to boss her around, to give her a bath, to spank her? I mean, it’s just unthinkable. Puericil helps with that, of course, taking away boys’ aggressivity. Before they had that, boys with so much aggressivity but still so immature must have been a constant source of trouble. But the fact is that boys are too immature to be in charge of themselves.

Q: Something I’m curious about: in his emails to his friends, Benji mentions that when you bathe him you always wash inside his anus, but introducing your finger there. Why do you do that? You told him that you want him to be clean everywhere, but is that really necessary?

A: Not really necessary. I mean, not for hygiene. It’s important that his peenie and bottom are clean, but washing the outside is enough. However, I think it emphasizes that I’m in total control, that there is no part of his body that is private from me. I think it helps Benji realize that, and realizing that is good for him. So every evening, when I’m giving him his bath, I wash between his bottom cheeks and then I slip the tip of my finger inside. I keep it there for a little bit, too. I want him to feel it there, and realize how much control I have over him.

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