Charlie Part 18
By Captain J
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copyright 2008 by Captain J, all rights reserved

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Part 18

Down in the Recreation Room, Charlie dropped onto the old couch there and just watched as the two brothers looked around the room.

"Wow you've got some great DVD's" Nick exclaimed, "Could we just watch a Movie? I've never seen one on a TV that big."

"Sure, just pick one," Charlie replied and leaned back against the arm of the sofa, one hand on his stomach.

"You ok Charlie? You're looking a little green there." Max asked concerned.

<sigh> "Yeah I'll be fine, just an upset stomach, the medicine does that. It'll go away in awhile."

"OK but is there anything I can do or get you to help?"

"No it just takes time, it'll go away and then I'll be tired and probably sleep through half the movie..."

"I'm sorry that stuff makes you feel that way Charlie," he said sitting down beside him and putting his arm around his shoulders, their bodies rubbing along their sides. "I just wish there was something I could do to make you feel better."

"There nothing really anyone can do as long as I have to take that stuff." Charlie replied his head lolling back on the couch back. "I just have to wait for it to pass."

"OK then," Max said then leaned over and kissed Charlie on the temple, before withdrawing his arm and moving to the other end of the sofa. Meanwhile Nick turned on the TV and started the movie and plopped between them on the couch, leaning against Charlie's shoulder. They sat there together for a while, not saying anything, just watching the movie, until Charlie noticed the small boy's head laying against his shoulder. "Comfortable?" he asked.

"Yeah," Nick whispered back, and Charlie put his arm around the boy, who then scooted in tighter and rested his head more on Charlie's chest. "This is nice," the boy said with a sigh. They sat that way for a while and then Nick looked up and softly asked. "Charlie could I sit on your lap and you hold me?"

"Yeah I can do that if you want," he replied and Nick quickly moved and sat his rear on Charlie's lap, then wiggled a little as the bigger boy lifted his right arm and Nick tucked his shoulder under it, so that his head rested on Charlie's right shoulder and then pulled Charlie's left hand over his side so that it rested in the small of his back.

"There," Nick whispered, "this is really nice, you smell good and you're so warm against me, I could just stay here all day." He said looking up at him.

Looking down, Charlie saw two big green eyes looking back and traced a finger along the ridge of Nick's nose, then his lips. "Bet those green eyes get a lot of attention from the girls," he said to the smiling boy. "Put some round glasses on and you could pass for that Daniel Radcliff kid who plays Harry Potter; especially how he looked in the first movie. Dark Hair, green eyes, small and skinny."

"He has blue eyes like yours," Nick replied.

"Yeah but according to the books, Harry's supposed to have green eyes."

"You've read the books?"

"Sure! Why not?"

"Well you're older, I didn't think older kids read them."

"Lot's of teenagers and even adults have read them, it's a good adventure story. I'm not too big on how Rowling ended them in the last two books; I think she could have done much better but then she's the author and can do what she wants."

"Yeah I thought the ending sucked too. I've read some fanfiction that had much better endings than the original." Nick replied. "So you think I'm cute do you?"

"I didn't say that did I? I said you look like that actor and that those eyes of yours probably get a lot of attention," he said with a raised eyebrow. Nick kind of frowned in response. "But in fact you are cute, and gullible too," Charlie said smirking at him.

"Hey that wasn't nice to do that! I think I deserve a kiss for putting up with that? Besides Max says you kiss really good and I'd like to find out for myself."

"You think I should kiss you just because I didn't tell you how cute you are right off the bat? My we do have an ego problem here." Charlie snickered.

"No I think you should kiss me because you like holding me as much as I like you doing it. I can feel how much your body likes doing this because there's something poking at my butt and besides I AM cute and loveable and all kinds of good things." He replied grinning.

"But won't Max get jealous?" Charlie asked.

"Not if I get kissed too," Max replied and cuddled up alongside the two of them, and wrapped his arm around Charlie's shoulders.

"Well I guess I'll just have to kiss both of you then," Charlie replied and then proceeded to explore Nick's mouth, then turned his head and was soundly kissed by Max.

"Max is right you certainly are a good kisser," Nick said his chest still heaving from the kiss he'd gotten. Then leaned up and started lightly kissing along the side of Charlie's neck and the tender spot where it joined his shoulder, while Charlie continued kissing Max."

When they broke off, Charlie pulled back from Max, "I think we should stop," he said looking deeply into Max's eyes.

"Enough Nick," Max said patting his brother's behind. "Charlie isn't comfortable with doing this right now."

"Well OK then," Nick said obviously disappointed, "But can I stay here on your lap and you hold me? I really like it."

"Yeah you can stay on my lap," Charlie said with a sigh, "Maybe even kiss some more, but not any more than that; not right now anyway. I... I've had some bad experiences with boys and I'm not ready to do more..." he replied, his voice trailing off.

"Oh, I'm really sorry Charlie, I didn't know... We'll just do whatever you feel ok with then." Nick said looking up his face expressing more emotion than his voice.

"I'm sorry too Nick, you and Max are really nice and even though my body is responding to you, like you said, my brain isn't ready to go there, so holding you and kissing you and petting you is about the most I can do right now." He said lightly kissing the full lips and then resting his head against Nicks. "I hope that's ok with you."

"Yeah it is Charlie, you're really sweet and I love the way you're holding me, so just do whatever you feel comfortable with and that will be fine with me. We don't need to talk about it, I'll just relax here and enjoy it. Talking about it seems to make you nervous, to just relax and feel good like I do."

"Thanks Nick," he replied and pulled he boy tighter, then gently stroked his body, while also enjoying the feel of Max's arm around him and their sides pressed together. After a while, Charlie patted Nick's side. "I hate to do this but I really need to go to the bathroom or I'm going to pee all over us; so I need to get up."

"That's ok," Nick said quickly sitting up and putting a quick peck on Charlie's cheek before standing and then pulling him up by the hand to help him up from the deep sofa. Charlie blushed as his boner bobbed while he walked across the room, but was quickly up the steps and out of sight.

Nick sat back down and leaned into his brother, who immediately wrapped his arm around him. "I screwed up didn't I?" he asked.

"No I should have warned you," Max replied kissing his brother's cheek. "Charlie had the worst possible experience with boys and he's still getting past it. Just go really slow and don't push at all. He's very loving and likes holding and kissing and touching. He'll come around eventually because he IS so loving, but he needs to do it at his pace and no one else's."

"OK, wish you would have warned me though, I feel like a real creep putting moves on him like that."

"Sorry Nick, I didn't think ahead and we almost pushed too hard."

"Just don't forget something like that again. He's really sweet and what a great little body, I'm going to have trouble keeping my hands to myself."

"Well for now, keep your hands in 'safe' areas and let him lead wherever he wants to go."

"Got it!"

Charlie returned shortly and sat back down and quickly found himself with a small boy leaning on his shoulder again as Nick sat tightly between his brother and Charlie. Charlie reached out and stroked the thigh resting against his, then took Nicks hand in his and gave it a squeeze. Then leaned to look at the smiling boy and just said, "It's ok Nick you didn't do anything wrong." And then leaned his head back on the sofa and closed his eyes, not paying any attention to the movie still playing on the TV.

Charlie woke when he heard a female voice say, "Is it safe to come down there?"

"Carol!" he yelled and jumped up from the couch just in time to see her coming down the steps then ran over to her and all but jumped up her body, as she caught him under the arms and swung him around and then placed him on her hip as his arms and legs encircled her as she laughed heartily.

"I'm glad to see you too Charlie," she said kissing his cheek before he rested his head on her big shoulder.

Charlie was quickly joined by Max and Nick who enveloped the big girl in a group hug and led her over to the sofa, where she sat down with Charlie still wrapped around her and Nick quickly snuggled into her other side. "So how are my three favorite naked boys doing?" she asked smiling at them.

"We're fine," Charlie replied and both brothers nodded agreement. "Why did you yell from the top of the steps?" Charlie asked, "We were just watching a movie since it's raining."

"Well the rain's stopped," she replied, "But with these two down here, almost anything could have been going on," she replied with a chuckle; "so I called out so that I wouldn't see anything I wouldn't want to see."

"Carol!" Nick responded giving her a dig in the side; "We were just watching a movie!"

<Laugh> "I know that NOW Nick but I DIDN'T know that at the top of the steps!"

"So what? You thought we might be having our way with his sexy young body?" Max asked sounding offended.

"Relax guys I don't care WHAT you do with each other and if Charlie wanted to join in, well that's ok too, as far as I'm concerned," she replied smiling. "I just stopped over to see how things were going with Charlie and I knew you two would be here and well; just how can a girl pass up on seeing three beautiful naked boys?"

"Carol you see naked boys every day? I've been over at your place when you're babysitting and you have them all over the place." Max observed.

"Yeah I do Max and I love it; but you three are special to me."

"Why?" Charlie asked.

"Because you three are older and are the only older boys who don't seem to be embarrassed about me seeing you naked and holding you like I'm doing with Charlie here. Older boys seem to get all uptight about their bodies; but you three don't and I love all of you for that."

"That's because we love the way you treat us Carol; you're so nice to us, how could we be embarrassed about it." Charlie said then planted a kiss on her cheek.

"We love you Carol," Nick said scooting up higher so that he was now on her lap and Max moved in beside her and cuddled up against her, with Nicks legs across his lap.

"I love you boys too," Carol responded and then kissed each of them. Nick laid his head against her chest and Charlie looked at Max and both of them just grinned, as they watched Nick snuggle his head between her large breasts. Carol just looked down and kissed the top of his head. "He's almost a bad as you are Charlie about getting to see my boobs."

"No one gets to see them Charlie," Max said with a sigh, "We've been trying for years."

"Actually Charlie was successful in that," Carol said with a snicker.

"What!" Both Max and Nick yelled and jumped up to face her. "You let him see them and you won't let us? Even though we've been your friend for years? I thought you loved us?" Max sputtered.

"I DO love you Max and you too Nick and since Charlie broke the ice, as it were, I'll let you see them too and even touch them like he did. He just had a much better sales pitch than you and didn't pester me quite like you did; so he got there first." She said smiling at the boys. "So everyone off of me for a minute and I'll take my top off and let you boys play a little."

All of them were quickly standing and watching as she slowly unbuttoned her blouse and removed it and then unhooked her bra and removed it and was pleased to see three very stiff erections as her breasts came into view. "OK now just be gentle with them," she said and Charlie was quickly back at her side and Nick between her legs, while Max took the other side. Quickly Charlie cupped the right one, Max the left one and Nick was rubbing his face between them, until Charlie's hand gave him an opening and his mouth closed over the right nipple and gently sucked. "Oh that's really nice Nick, you're such a good boy," she murmured and Max took that as a 'go' and was immediately suckling the left breast, while Charlie was kissing her face and mouth.

Over the next fifteen minutes they traded places as each took their turn at either working on a breast or kissing Carol who was breathing very hard. "OK Boys that's enough!" she said as she moved two boys back to her sides and held Nick's head still between her breasts. "That was really wonderful boys and we'll have to do that again sometime, but not right now, so get up and let me get dressed again, she ordered and they reluctantly complied and she quickly put her bra and blouse back on and then leaned back. "You boys are too much for one girl, I'll need to bring help before I do that again." She said smiling at them. Then stood and hugged and kissed each of them.

"OK now that I know all of you are safe and well, especially Charlie, I need to go over to Kathy's and help Cindy. She has trouble lifting her and I agreed to come help her until her mother is well enough to do it."

"So you're leaving?" Nick asked disappointed.

"Yes Nick, I've stayed here longer than I expected; I just intended to do a quick check on my way over there."

"Well OK," Max said sliding up and hugging her, "Carol thanks for letting us do that, I've wanted to do that for a long time. You're really beautiful you know and have the best breasts in the whole school."

Nick hugged her too and looking up said, "Yeah thanks Carol, you know I love you."

Charlie hugged her other side and "Thanks from me too, and tell Kathy I love her and I'm thinking about her? I'll visit later today, but I want her to know, every chance possible."

"I will Charlie," she replied rubbing his back and then was quickly away from them and heading up the steps.

"Damn that girl is something!" Max exclaimed.

"Yeah, great boobs!" Nick added, "Only problem is she does that and leaves all three of us hard and no relief. Max I need some help here."

"Charlie would it be alright if Nick and I take care of each other? You can join if you want, but you don't have to and neither of us will think anything if you don't."

"Go ahead," Charlie responded blushing, "It's ok by me... I'll just sit here and let it go down on it's own..."

"You're sure it's ok?" Nick asked, "You don't need to be embarrassed Charlie, you're not doing anything to be embarrassed about."

"No it's ok," he replied and quickly both of them were on the floor and assumed a '69' position and sucking each other, while Charlie just sat there watching them fascinated. Both came quickly and then were up from the floor and kneeling in front of him.

"You sure we can't help you Charlie? It's no big deal really." Max asked.

"You wouldn't mind doing that?" he meekly asked.

"I'd love to!" Nick replied and was between his legs so fast that Charlie didn't even notice him moving his legs apart. Nick took hold of his cock and stroked it a few times, feeling the hardness; "Wow this is a really nice one Charlie," then opened his mouth and swallowed it all the way down until his lips touched bottom before starting to work it. Charlie just leaned back and closed his eyes and let the boy do what he wanted and was filling his mouth in just a matter of a few minutes. Nick kept sucking even after Charlie'd cum until he was sure it was empty and then licked the head, before sitting back on his heels looking very happy as he licked the cum from his lips. "Great!" he said then got up and sat beside Charlie, while Max sat on the other side of him, both holding him and stroking his body.

"Thanks," Charlie softly replied his voice raspy, his chest still heaving from his orgasm; "that was really nice Nick."

"Anytime Charlie, I loved it," Nick responded and then kissed his cheek before settling his head against Charlie's shoulder again.

The three of them just sat the cuddled up until almost 11:00 when Charlie stirred. "I'd like to go see Kathy now if that's ok. I want to do it before lunch, because when I take that medicine after lunch, I'll feel like shit for a couple of hours." He said looking at Max. "You guys don't need to come unless you want to, it's only three houses down the street and well she looks pretty bad Nick. It's really hard seeing her look like that."

"He's right Nick, Kathy's pretty banged up, why don't you hang out here and I'll go with him, we won't be gone long." Max suggested.

"Ok you guys go ahead, and I'll build us some sandwiches and we can have lunch when you get back. You're right, I'd just as soon not see her that way, she's really pretty and she's always been so nice to me. I rather not have to see her if she's hurt bad."

"I'd rather not have to see her that way either Nick but she's my best friend and I just have to be there for her. It tore me up seeing her so helpless laying there with a cast on her leg and another on her arm and bruises on her face, not to mention the ones we couldn't see, where her ribs are broken and her side banged up. I could hardly find a place to even touch her without hurting her."

"Sorry Charlie," Nick said then stepped up and hugged him, "that's even worse than I'd heard, but I know how close you two are so yes you have to do this. Go ahead and see her and I'll wait for you. Max and I will be here to get you through it."

"Thanks Nick," he said returning the hug, we won't be gone long. She's on heavy duty pain medicine and we can't stay long anyway. I just have to go and see her and let her know I care."

With that said, they broke apart and Charlie went to his room to get dressed, while Max retrieved his clothes from the living room and they were soon outside and headed towards Kathy's house. When they arrived there Cindy met them at the door. "Hey guys, good timing I need some help with Kathy and you came just at the right time."

"What's the problem?" Charlie asked.

"I need to change her diaper and she shifted in bed after Carol was here earlier and helped with the bedpan and I can't lift her enough to change it." Cindy replied. Then led them through the house to Kathy's room. "I found some help just when we needed it," she announced as they entered the room. "Charlie and Max came to visit."

"Oh God this is going to be so embarrassing..." Kathy whimpered.

"Why?" Charlie asked. <sigh> "Kathy you've changed my diaper a hundred times and we've seen each other naked, so what's the big deal?"

"Well Max hasn't seen me that way..." she answered exasperated.

"No but I've seen several hundred girls and women naked and it's no big deal to me Kathy, you have nothing to be embarrassed about." Max replied.

"I know you have Max and I've seen you naked so much I don't even pay attention to it; but I will be embarrassed so we might as well just get it over with." She replied.

"OK well she needs to be lifted straight up and then moved to her left just a little, but you need to be really careful in lifting her; no pressure on her right side, especially along her ribs. Once you lift her, I'll remove the used diaper and, if you can keep her tilted up in the pelvis, I can get her changed quickly. Then we'll lower her back down where she's supposed to be and after that, I'll be able to change her without having to lift her, because she can tilt her body for me."

With that, Cindy positioned the right arm and cast across Kathy's stomach and then motioned for Max to come to her right side. "This is the heavier side due to the casts so you take this side and Charlie can take her left side. Slide your hand in under her shoulder here and then your other hand in the small of her back. It's going to be awkward due her leg in the sling which will want to pull her towards her feet, but I need her actually moved back towards the head of the bed when we're done." Then circled the bed and motioned for Charlie.

"OK Charlie, I want you to lift this side using her left leg here at her thigh and the small of her back. She can help some by pushing down with her left foot on the bed, if you allow her leg to be bent, that will lever her up some, but she can't do much or it will make her hurt. Once her pelvis is up, just hold her there and I'll do the diaper and then guide you guys in lowering her back down. Understand?" she asked and both boys nodded.

Kneeling on the bed, she then looked at her sister. "Kathy I know this will hurt when they move you but I'll do it as fast as I can, so just grit your teeth and we'll do is as quickly as possible."

Kathy just nodded and then closed her eyes and clenched her jaw. "OK Boys real gentle now, lift!" Cindy ordered and they brought her up about six inches and Kathy moaned in pain, as Cindy quickly stripped off the wet diaper and wiped her sister with baby wipes, then coated her with lotion and put the new diaper under her and quickly had it fastened. "OK boys, a little to the left and towards her head until she's near the headboard, then down." She ordered and when they set her down, Kathy gave a big sigh of relief that it was over. "Max move her arm back along her side if you would, just don't bump her ribs." And he carefully picked up the cast and gently moved the arm onto the bed beside her.

"You ok Kathy?" Max asked, gently brushing her hair back from her eyes where he could see tears leaking.

"Yeah Max I'm fine now, thanks for being so gentle that helped a lot." Then turned to face Charlie who had tears leaking down his face also, his hand still resting on her thigh. "You too Charlie, you guys were both as careful and gentle as possible. Thanks for helping."

Charlie gave her thigh a squeeze and then reached for her hand and held it as he sat down on the edge of the bed. And then leaned in and brushed his lips on her cheek.

"It's ok Charlie, you didn't hurt me hardly at all. The leg pulling against that sling is what hurts and Max was really careful to not put any pressure on my ribs. You two did it with the least amount of pain possible. It hurt some, but nothing like when they moved me in the hospital, that's what I was expecting to happen."

Kathy pulled her left leg up and rested it against him and Charlie without thinking, wrapped his arm around her knee and his left hand stroked her thigh as he held her left hand in his right. Tears were streaming down his cheeks as he just sat there looking at her. "Cindy, Max could Charlie and I be alone for a few minutes?" she softly asked. Both nodded and quickly left the room and closed the door behind them.

"Charlie honey, come here and put your head against my left shoulder she said and he knelt beside the bed, and laid his head gently where she wanted and looked up at her with sad eyes. "Charlie, I'm going to be ok, you don't need to cry for me. I know I'm a mess right now and will be in these casts for some time, but I know you love me and it hurts you to see me this way. Just you being here proves how much you care about me and I could see how much it hurt you to cause me that little bit of pain. It's ok Charlie, I know you don't ever want to hurt me and I love you more than I can find word to say it."

"Oh Kathy," he whimpered, and cried against her shoulder as she stroked her fingers through his hair. "I'm doing this all wrong!" he growled at himself, "I'm supposed to be helping you get through this and here you are trying to help me when you're hurting so bad. Please forgive me Kathy I just love you too much to see you like this..."

"It's ok Charlie, all I want from you is that you keep coming over to see me and that you keep loving me... we'll get through this together, you and me, and then we can be together like we want to. Just be strong like I know you are, Charlie, with what you've been through yourself, how could you be otherwise and still be the loving boy I know."

"OK I'll try, I'll try real hard Kathy," he replied wiping his nose and his eyes. "I just hate that this happened; I don't ever want you hurting ever."

"Thanks Charlie for helping me today, now I need to take my pills and it's almost time for you to go take yours and then we'll both probably be out of it for a few hours. So wipe those eyes and give me a kiss and a smile and then go take your pills and I'll see you tomorrow."

"Ok," he said with a sniffle, then wiped his eyes and leaned in and kissed her gently, then stood and smiled at her and stroking her still raised thigh said, "I'll see you tomorrow Kathy, sleep well."

"Bye Charlie," she softly replied and watched him leave the room.

Outside he was hugged tightly by first Cindy and then Max and each of them held his face and looked into his eyes. "I'm ok now," he told each of them and finally Max led him home, with an arm around his waist, their hips touching as they walked. Once inside, he led him to the table where Nick had lunch ready and they sat quietly eating together. When he was done, Max handed him his pills and he took them and then went to his room with Max following him.

"Max, I'm going to sleep for a few hours, could you diaper me so I don't have an accident, I almost did yesterday, I would have if Mary hadn't woke me up when she did."

"Sure Charlie, no problem," he replied and Charlie quickly undressed and lay on the changing table.

Max quickly applied lotion and powder and had him diapered in only a few minutes, before helping him down and guiding him to his bed, then covering him and tucking him in.

"Guess you DO know how to do that Max, most boys don't you know."

"Charlie I told you I'd diapered Nick when he was having bedwetting problems, so yes I've changed quite a few."

"Max thanks for helping with Kathy today, she said you were really gentle with her, I hate her hurting that way..."

"Charlie I just did what I could. So are you feeling better after your talk with her?"

"Yeah, I'm on an emotional rollercoaster most of the time I know that and seeing her in pain was just too much for me and I lost it for a little while. We talked and I'm better now."

"Do you want me to stay here with you or will you be ok alone?"

"I'm just going to sleep Max up thanks. Those pills will have me really tired in a few minutes and then I'll sleep. You don't need to stay with me."

"I'd like to stay with you Charlie, I think you need someone to support you right now, so I'll stay until you're asleep and then leave you alone. Your sister should be coming home soon anyway so it won't be that long for me."

"Ok if that's what you want," he replied and rolled onto his side and curled up some as he dug his face into the pillow.

Max just reached out and gently stroked his back until he heard from the boy's breathing and saw that he was asleep, then pulled the blanket up over his shoulders and quietly left the room.

"Is he ok?" Nick asked his brother downstairs, "He looked like shit when he came back."

"We had to lift her and reposition her so that Cindy could change her diaper. It was painful for her, but even more so for him to see her hurting. Nick, the drugs he's on make him lose control of his emotions more easily than normal and well he's very sensitive to begin with and he loves that girl more than anything. Both times we've gone over there, he's lost it emotionally, last time he managed to hold up until we were out of the room. Today, he didn't. Kathy talked him through it, but he's taking it really hard, you saw how he was during lunch. He's sleeping to escape the emotional pain he's feeling. At least he can do that. It hurt me to help her today, lifting her broken body and trying not to cause her more pain and I don't love her like he does."

"Shame, he's such a nice guy and so well put together, cute face, great hair, slim body that's nicely toned, and well endowed for his size; just so fragile with all these health problems and then the emotional stuff on top of it. I really feel for him, I just wish I could do something to help him." Nick replied.

"Who are you and what did you do with my insensitive brother?" he chuckled. "No really," he continued when he saw the frown on Nick's face, "Nick that's the most sensitive thing I've ever heard you say. You must really like Charlie. I mean I do, he's all those things you said and a lot more."

"Yeah he is Max, I could give up girls for him, if that's what he wanted. Max you know I'm more Gay than Bi and the girls are just a fill-in for me. I want to be with a boy like him and I don't care who knows it."

"Really?"

"No doubt in my mind at all. He's everything I've ever wanted." He finished just above a whisper.

Not long afterwards, Mary arrived and Max briefed her on Charlie's condition and told her that he was asleep in his room. "He took the visit to Kathy really hard, we had to lift her for Cindy and it hurt him worse than Kathy. He lost it emotionally and that's a lot of why he's sleeping now."

"Maybe he shouldn't visit then?" she replied.

"Don't even go there, he needs to visit her and she needs him to do it. It hurts him to see her like that, but he does need to see her, and know that she's getting better. Mary your brother loves her more than he does himself and if you were even to suggest that, the fight would be on right then and there."

"Yeah I know he does and it was really stupid to even suggest it; I just hate him being so down with all that's going on with him and this is just one more thing to cause him pain. I don't know why I even said it."

"Because you love him and want the pain to go away Mary. Just think before you ever say something like that where he can hear it."

"You're right Max; 'engage brain before engaging mouth' like one of my teachers used to say, I just need to make sure I do it. So any other problems today?"

"No, all was quiet until we went to see Kathy, the three of us watched a movie and Carol stopped by for a visit mid morning, but all together an uneventful morning."

"Ok then, I'll take over and see you in the morning, before I leave."

"Right," then went to get his brother who was waiting in the living room. "Ok Nick all done for today time to head home," he said wrapping his arm around the younger boy's head and then messing with his hair.

Mary went up and looked in on her brother, but found him fast asleep, just like Max had said and decided to just let him sleep until closer to dinner time.

She woke him before dinner and after he ate and took his pills, he went back to his room and tried reading, but when she checked him at 8:00 he was sleeping again; he'd never bothered to removed the diaper Max had put on him and when she checked it, it was wet, so she changed it and then just covered him up and let him sleep. He never woke up during the diaper change.

When she joined him in bed at almost 11:00 his only response was to snuggle into her and give a little sigh when she stroked him and rubbed his face against her shoulder as he slept.

An ice cold hand on his back was what woke him in the morning and he opened his eyes to see Max perched on the edge of his bed with wet hair. "Jesus Max your hand is freezing!" he exclaimed and then noticed that the boy was shivering and his teeth were chattering. "Max YOU are freezing, get in bed here with me and get warmed up!" he said flipping his covers back and pulling on the arm. Max didn't fight at all, just crawled in with him and Charlie covered them both and then pulled the boy against him using his body to add heat.

Max just lay there clinging to Charlie as Charlie's hands swept over him rubbing him while pressing himself tightly against the bigger boy. "Max how the hell did you manage to get so cold, it's summer out there?" he asked as he continued to rub Max all over.

"Rain..." Max managed to respond through chattering teeth, "Got caught in a rain storm half way here... cold..."

After a few minutes, the shivers stopped, but Charlie kept him tightly against him and continued rubbing him, since he could still feel 'goose bumps' on his arms and his skin still felt way to cold; Max just lay still and let Charlie warm him. After another 10 minutes or so, he stopped rubbing him and just held him, then backed his head up so he could see Max's face, then ran fingers through his damp hair. "You ok now Max?" he softly asked looking in to brown eyes.

"Sill a little cold, but not like before, thanks Charlie," and kissed Charlie full on the mouth and Charlie responded. Then for the first time that morning, Max's arms pulled Charlie close and he pressed his body against him; up until now, Charlie had been the one pressing them together.

When they broke the kiss off, Charlie was blushing a nice shade of red and trying to hide it but the way they were holding each other, that wasn't possible. "Charlie? Why are you blushing? Does this embarrass you?"

"Yeah a little. I AM kissing another boy... Max, you're really good at that you know..."

"OK but you're not bad at it either Charlie, and I seem to recall you tongue trying to find the back of my throat. <chuckle> So what's the problem?"

<sigh> "Max, I'm still trying to get my head around the fact that I can enjoy kissing a boy. One part of my brain says I'm not supposed to like doing that; but the rest says go with what feels good, it's all so confusing. But I do know that I like kissing you and well Nick's pretty nice too. So I guess my body response to these mixed up feelings is to blush."

"Is that all?"

"Well there's also that I just spent the last 15 or 20 minutes trying to warm up my freezing friend and managed to touch every part of you in the process and that hard dick I can feel pressing against the front of my diaper tells me your body liked it. That's kind of embarrassing, since we're both boys..."

"Well since I can feel another hard one down there trying it's best to get OUT of that diaper, I think YOUR body liked it too Charlie."

"Yeah I know and now I'm blushing again, it's all just so confusing Max."

"OK well don't dwell on it. Are you comfortable with us holding each other like now? And you said you enjoy kissing. Just relax and don't worry about it, this is between just you and me and no one else has to know. I think that's the part that worries you is someone finding out you like to do this with me."

"Max I really do like holding you like this and kissing you and well it was really nice holding Nick yesterday. Unusual for me, because he's actually smaller than me, but really nice. Max I'm not gay, I like girls too much to ever be that way, but you two are so nice and it feels so good to hold you and kiss you... I guess that's what's so confusing. And you're right about someone finding out; that scares me. I get picked on all the time about my size and I don't need people thinking I'm gay on top of it."

"Charlie, if we ever got to the point where we actually did anything, I'd never tell anyone and neither would my brother if you two got together that way. Kids know I'm bisexual and they know that my brother is too; we love sex with girls and boys both, as long as we have a willing partner. But no one but the three of us knows anything that way about you. And since we haven't gone beyond kissing and holding, you don't qualify as anything but straight."

"Your sister knows. She and you both, you know, did oral on me..."

"Charlie, other than provide a nice cock to suck, you didn't actively participate in that blowjob. We did you and you just stood there and let us. You didn't do me and made no move to do anything with me. It's no different than if Susan had just done it alone. Same thing yesterday with Nick, you just allowed him to do what he wanted to do; you didn't do anything to get him off. It could have been a girl sucking you rather than a boy and it wouldn't have made any difference."

"Max I have to be honest with you, because, well you're so nice to me and I like you. Sometimes I do want to do more with you and well yesterday I wanted to do more with Nick too. But, when I reach that point I remember those boys and what it was like and then I just can't go there."

"Listen to me Charlie, what those boys did to you was nothing like sex with another boy. It was rape, clear and simple. Sex with a boy you care about and who cares about you is nothing like that and never could be. Just like sex with a girl you care about and who returns those feelings in nothing like rape. You were raped Charlie, you didn't have sex with those boys."

"I know that intellectually. Emotionally is another matter."

"Charlie did you like it when Susan and I gave you that Blowjob?"

"Yeah it was really good."

"How about when Nick sucked you yesterday?"

"That was really nice too. He's really good at it, better than any girl who's done it with me."

<chuckle> "Yeah well he's had lots of practice. But my point is, none of the three of us, were trying to hurt you or do anything but make you feel good. Rape is about power not sex. Rape is domination and sex is the means to prove they have power over you. REAL sex is about love and caring for the other person. Real sex is about wanting to make each other feel good about themselves and each other."

"I think I understand Max, I never thought about it that way. Max are you warm enough now? I need to get out of this wet diaper and take another pee. If I don't then it'll probably leak, it's all soaked as usual."

"Then get the hell up! I'm not into being peed on! Not even leaked on. <chuckle> But with you I might even try that one Charlie! Come on, up and into the bathroom."

With that, they were both out of bed and quickly down the hall into the bathroom and Max removed the wet diaper and Charlie relieved himself. When he was done, he turned around and faced Max and both of them were still hard, but Charlie just stepped in and hugged the other boy tightly. "Max your body still feels cold, you should get in the shower with me and we'll make the water as hot as we can stand it to warm you up."

"OK Charlie," he replied smiling as he returned Charlie's hug.

Charlie turned on the water and got it steaming and then took Max's hand and they both stepped under the spray and Charlie pulled him back into a hug as they stood together under the hot water. Charlie rubbing against him, enjoying the feel of his body as Max's hands stroked his back. Charlie moved them out of the direct spray and grabbed a bottle of liquid soap and smiling looked up at Max and then using his hands started rubbing the soap over the bigger boy's chest and arms. Max took the bottle and started doing the same, then turned Charlie around and did his back, massaging as he went, then just said "My turn," and they reversed positions. Max moaned as Charlie's hands worked on his lower back, his thumbs working along his spine and then was surprised when the hands moved to his hips and stroked down along the outside of his thighs. But even more so when Charlie's hands massaged his behind and slid up and down the crack, reaching under and feeling his balls between his legs, then one hand came around his hip and grasp his hard cock and gently stroked it with soap providing lubrication. Max jus stood still and let Charlie do whatever he wanted, until he heard "My turn," from behind him.

Max turned around to find a smiling boy looking up and decided to do exactly what Charlie had just done to him in return. Charlie was squirming as Max's fingers played with his behind partly because it felt good but also because Max was working his cock at the same time and Charlie's hips were involuntarily thrusting at the soapy hand holding his cock. Then suddenly it stopped and Max turned him back around and their soapy bodies pressed together and Max tilted his chin up and gently kissed him. "Want to try more?" Max asked in a raspy voice.

"Yeah I do," Charlie gasp in return.

"How about you do my butt? I want to feel you in me..."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, use your fingers to open me some and then I want all of it in there. Don't worry you won't hurt me Charlie."

"I've done anal before, just not with a boy," Charlie replied.

"Good then you know what to do, it's no different than with a girl except it will feel really great for me!" Max responded and turned around rubbing his behind against Charlie's front so that Charlie's cock was sliding in his crack."

"You mean your prostate?"

"Yeah, awesome! You'll know when you hit it, then just keep working it right on it."

Max bent forward and put his hands against the wall and wiggled his behind against Charlie, then looked over his shoulder smiling and just said "I'm waiting. Go for it!"

Charlie applied more soap to Max and used his small fingers to probe and was surprised that Max opened right up in response to his fingers pressing at his hole, he quickly had two fingers working in and out, spreading soap and when he pressed his erection against it, slipped halfway inside immediately getting a groan from Max. "Max am I hurting you?"

"No feels really good!" Max replied and then pressed back taking the rest of him, until he grunted, and said "Right there, that's the spot!"

Charlie gently gripped Max's hips and shifted his feet to get a better footing and heard, "Awaa God Yes!" and realized that moving must have applied pressure. "You OK?" he asked.

"Yeah just fuck me! This is great!" and Max started moving on his own.

Charlie didn't need to be told twice, and started moving in and out, meeting Max's thrusts and trying to keep hitting that spot, Max wanted, and was surprised how had Max was thrusting back at him, causing their bodies to 'slap' together each time he was fully inside. Max was so warm and tight inside that Charlie felt like this was the best possible thing as he just stopped thinking and concentrated on his cock. Max was moaning and groaning but not slowing any and at one point dropped to his knees and Charlie followed him down, never pulling out, and they ended up directly under the spray, Max on hands and knees and Charlie between his legs, kneeling and thrusting as the water poured down beating on them. Finally Charlie came and emptied himself inside Max and collapsed over the other boy's back, knocking them both onto the floor of the bathtub sprawled out, Charlie still inside him and the water beating down on them. Both gasping for breath, their chests heaving from exertion.

When his cock softened and slipped out, Charlie washed both himself and Max's behind, before moving up Max's still body and wrapped his arms around him, kissing the back of his neck and hugging him tightly. Max turned over and gathered the smaller boy and then kissed him as deeply as possible, all but crushing him with the tightness of his hugging. "That was the best ever Charlie, I want more of that anytime you're willing." He said still gasping.

"But I didn't do anything for you," Charlie replied, reaching down and cupping Max's balls and his soft cock.

"You're kidding? I came twice really hard! Charlie you're a perfect fit for me, not too big, not too small, perfect. You emptied me with that cock of yours!"

"But I didn't even touch you while we did that? Girls need to be touched?"

"Charlie you were touching me inside, where it really counts and doing a great job of it. You're the best I've ever felt. Charlie, I don't care if you never touch my cock or never suck me but you have to do that to me again!"

"You mean that? Really"

"Yes! No doubts what so ever! I'd like you to do more, but as long as you'll do that; I'll never complain."

"Well ok, I guess, it was really nice for me too you know. Hey we need to get out of here we're running out of hot water and I don't need a cold shower right now and you sure don't," He responded and reached to turn off the water. Max just sat there on the floor of the tub laughing. Charlie just looked at his laughing friend and realized what he'd just said, then started laughing too, and the two of them lay there wet, holding onto each other and laughing together.

After a few minutes, Max sat up and said, "Hey you're late taking you pills, we need to get downstairs!"

"An hour one way or the other doesn't make any difference Max, as long as I don't miss taking them all together. But you're right I do need to take them."

Both were quickly up and then dried each other off and went naked to the kitchen. Charlie took his pills immediately while Max fixed them breakfast and piled it all on one big plate. Charlie looked questioningly at the plate but didn't say anything. Then Max sat down and pulled Charlie onto his lap and sitting him sideways across him, started feeding him like a toddler. Charlie started to object.

"Quiet! Eat!" Max said sternly, then smiled at him. "I need to make sure you're well fed so that you have lots of energy to take care of me." When Charlie looked questioningly at him, he continued. "Charlie that was the best sex I've ever had, and I've had quite a bit for my age. You'll need energy, because I want more of that." Then kissed his cheek and fed him another fork full of eggs.

"What about you and Nick?" he managed to get out between mouthfuls of eggs and fried potatoes.

"Nick is great, best cocksucker you will ever find and I love him dearly. But he's too small to reach the right spot when he fucks me. It's nice, but it's better for him than me. He loves it when I do him, because I'm big enough to get to his prostate. But YOU young man are the perfect size for ME and now that I've had it; I want more of that!"

"It's that good?"

"Yeah, she was changing my diaper and a lotion covered finger slipped in and yeah it was like you describe. My mother hit it once too when she was doing an exam on me..."

"Well think of that shock being almost continuous. Sending ripples of shock waves through you, it's the best possible feeling. Charlie with regular sex you cum and you get soft and that's it right? At least until you can get hard again."

"Yeah that's about right."

"OK well I came twice really hard with you and was about to cum again when you shot your load. If you could have lasted longer I could have had more orgasms. One right after the other, the third one was almost on top of the second one, it would have only taken another minute. In fact they get closer together, with each one."

"But I didn't even touch your cock?"

"I emptied myself into the bathtub so you probably didn't notice, but I was spurting everything I had out below me. I'm not even sure I could get hard right now, I'm so empty."

"Really?"

<sigh> "Charlie do you remember how big my balls looked the other day? Feel them now," he said parting his knees and letting Charlie reach down. "Small right? I'm as empty right now as I've ever been since my balls dropped and I started producing sperm. You did that Charlie and it's the best I've ever felt in the way of sex."

"Well ok if you say so, but I'm having a hard time believing it."

"Well believe it mister, you did a real job on me."

"Does your butt hurt any? When... when those guys did me it hurt not only when they did it but afterwards."

"No not at all, that's why I said you're perfect. Big enough to do the job but not too big; I'm not stretched or anything and the soap was enough lubricant that I don't feel any irritation down there. Lubricant is important Charlie, girl or boy, doesn't make any difference with anal sex. Lots of lube or their butt gets irritated. Charlie how many times do I have to tell you that was the best I've ever had?"

"I still am having trouble believing it Max. Sorry but I don't have any reference to compare what you're telling me to."

Taking Charlie's chin in his hand and turning his head so that they were eye to eye. "Then listen, it was so good that if I could find a way to permanently put that hard cock of yours up my butt, I'd do it in a heartbeat. It's THAT good Charlie!"

"Really?"

"Yes! Now quit talking and eat, you are going to need lots of energy." <chuckle>

<giggle> "OK Max I'll eat..."

Even after they'd cleaned the plate, Max sat there with Charlie on his lap cuddling him, not letting him get up, and Charlie wasn't arguing about it, he just enjoyed being held and his body stroked, until he needed to go to the bathroom. Even then, Max went with him and stood beside him holding his shoulders as Charlie peed.

When he finished, he turned and looked up at the bigger boy, who was still holding him by his shoulders. "Max, I love it when you hold me, but I'm not going to run away or something, you don't need to hold me all the time. I like cuddling with you and all that, but when you do it even while I'm peeing it's kind of 'over possessive', I guess is the best term I can come up with."

Max pulled him into a hug and then brushed his hair back from his face and looking down said, "I'm sorry Charlie I didn't realize I was even doing it. You gave me something so amazing today that I just didn't want it to stop ever; I've never felt like this before and well I guess I AM being possessive, I don't want to let you go."

"Max, I'm not going anywhere and you and I will be together at least until I get well, so ease up some. I'm not a possession and I can't let anyone control me again; I've had too many bad experiences like that. We'll be here together and we'll cuddle and kiss and if you really want it and I feel like it at the time, I'll do your tight little behind for you, but don't start acting like you own me or something. Are we clear on that?"

"Yeah that's pretty clear Charlie, I'm sorry I've been acting that way."

"OK then as long as we understand our relationship, then kiss me and let's go down to the rec. room and relax some, I'm a little tired from that exercise this morning."

"OK Charlie, whatever you want," he whispered in reply and their lips met.

Down in the basement, Charlie turned on the stereo and then plopped on the couch and looked at Max who was still standing, not sure what to do. "How about you lay across my lap and I'll hold you this time," he suggested and Max scrambled to do what Charlie wanted and ended up with Charlie's arms around his shoulders, his head leaning against the armrest, and his torso over Charlie's lap, but his behind and therefore most of his weight on the couch his lower back against Charlie's hip. "Comfortable?" Charlie asked and Max just nodded his head, watching Charlie's face, and a small tremble passed through his body. "Scared?" Charlie asked and Max shook his head no. "Then why are you trembling?" Charlie asked his hand lightly caressing the boy's chest and felt his breathing quicken and another tremble.

"Excited," Max gasp out, "Charlie you're in charge and I'm not used to that... I want... you could do anything with me right now and I'd do it... I've never seen you like this... It's exciting to feel this way with you."

Leaning over, he brushed his nose against Max's, "Relax Max, I'm not going to hurt you, I'd never do that to anyone. But I've never been in this position with a boy and I'm a little nervous here. It feels kind of nice being the one in charge and that bothers me some, because I don't want to abuse it. What I'd like, is for both of us to relax and I'd like to explore your body a little while I hold you. I promise not to hurt you and I hope it makes you feel good to be with me." He said then lightly kissed his lips. "Max I've never held another boy like this; I held Nick but it wasn't like this, so are you ok with this?"

"Yeah, do whatever you want Charlie, this feels good to me. I feel all; I don't know weak, right now and it's strange but nice. I trust you Charlie."

"OK then, I'd like you to just relax and close your eyes and I'm going to explore you a little, I promise not to hurt you and hopefully we'll both feel good about it."

"I'm yours Charlie," he whispered back and closed his eyes and smiled when he got another light kiss.

Charlie smiled back and then considered the naked boy on his lap, how firm his muscles were even though his body was slim. He gently stroked the chest some more and noticed the nipples responded just like a girls did, to teasing, getting puffy and harder, then stroked Max's right arm and felt the tendons and muscle, then lifted the hand and looked at the long slim fingers, and kissed them before putting the hand back down and reaching under and feeling along his back, tracing the spine, then along the hip and the soft yet firm muscles of the boy's behind. Max stayed still for the most part, but rolled towards him to give him better access as Charlie's hand massaged his rear, then turned back again when the hand stroked his thighs and parted them to give better access. Charlie's hand slid up along his side and ribs and toyed along the ridges there, before returning to his chest and tweaking his nipples again, then slid down over his flat tummy and stroked the taunt muscle there. Max's breathing quickened as the hand reached lower and found a very stiff cock and gently stroked it a few times before, reaching lower and feeling between his legs stroking at the sensitive skin and then gently cupping his balls and rolling them between fingers. Soon the hand was back on his cock and it was hard for Max not to thrust at it as it gently stroked him, the thumb rubbing at the head, while fingers held the shaft, gently moving up and down. "Faster please," Max whimpered, but didn't open his eyes and Charlie moved his hand faster and could see the tension building in the boy's body, his back arching slightly, and got a startled response when he again kissed him then when he knew Max was about to come, whispered, "Open your eyes Max, I want you to cum for me." And when Max did open his eyes, he saw two deep blue eyes hovering only inches away, "Cum for me Max, I know you want to," Charlie softly said and then his whole body arched up and he felt a wave of shock pass through it, then again and again as his orgasm shook him, but his eyes were locked onto the blue eyes above him and when it was done, he was kissed again, the best kiss he'd ever had. Then he closed his eyes and tried to get his breath back, his chest still heaving and that hand still gently stroking him.

When he got his body back under control, he opened his eyes and Charlie was still hovering, watching him closely. "Thanks Charlie that was wonderful," he whispered and got another kiss in response. "Charlie I... I think I really like you in charge."