Charlie Part 25
By Captain J
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copyright 2008 by Captain J, all rights reserved

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Part 25

Charlie woke alone but could hear multiple girls' voices coming from downstairs via the heating duct beside his bed, which connected to the heat vent beside the kitchen table. They were laughing and giggling, but the voices were too low, to understand what was being said. Today he was to begin learning how to act and behave as a girl, makeup and start on all of the small things that would allow him to function as a girl in society.

Sitting up on his bed, he checked his diaper and as expected it was soaked. He stood, only due to the assistance of his desk chair being within reach and using it to lever himself up. He'd lost weight during his hospital stay and forced bed confinement since then. "I'm skinny and so weak... I'm pitiful... I was never all that strong, but now anyone could knock me on my ass without even trying." He thought to himself.

Removing his diaper, he slowly made his way to the bathroom and turned on the shower. He was just finishing up when the shower curtain was pulled back and he saw that the bathroom was full of girls. Susan, Carol, Cindy, Sally, Pamela, Lacey and Suko were all present and all smiling at him. Almost automatically, his hands went to cover his privates and it was Susan's voice that stopped his panic. "No need to cover up Charlie, we've all seen you and washed you down there. You have nothing to be ashamed of, so just relax, we're all here to help you."

"Uh... OK Susan, I guess..." but his hands although not gripping himself, still stayed to obscure the view of his mutilated groin.

"Time to get those legs all silky smooth Charlie, then we'll get you diapered again and go have some breakfast. Then it's time for our new girl to have her lessons." Cindy advised, and held up a plastic bottle. "Turn off the water, and we'll coat your legs with this, then after we give it time to work, we'll wash it off, and those legs will be as smooth as a baby's butt!"

Charlie turned off the water and quickly Cindy and Pamela were in the tub with him and coating his legs, they made him stand with his legs spread wide, then coated his hips and even his butt with a smelly lotion. "We need to do his arms too, a little too heavy for a girl," Pamela advised and she coated his right forearm. Cindy looked and nodded then did his left forearm, once they were done, they stepped out and washed their hands in the sink. "We have to wait about 15 minutes Charlie, so just relax, but don't rub where the depilatory is and don't let your legs touch each other either." Pamela told him.

The girls talked among themselves while they waited, and Charlie just stood there. Finally, the time was up and the two girls got back in the tub with him and using the hand shower head, rinsed off the lotion, while wiping his legs with washcloths. Charlie watched them, and noticed that the water looked dirty as it ran around his feet. It only took a few minutes, before they announced that they were done. Charlie looked down at his arms and saw that they were now totally hairless, he was looking at his legs when, Carol just reached in and picked him up and then set him on his feet. Quickly Suko and Sally were dabbing his body with towels. "Don't ever rub yourself with a towel when you use that stuff, just pat yourself dry," Suko told him, as she worked on his left leg. Then handed him the towel so he could dry his chest, while Sally dried his backside.

"Cindy? Where's my Dad, it's Sunday and he should be home?" he asked as he finished drying.

"Went to Church early, and said he was putting in an overtime shift, replacing a supervisor, who's on vacation. He'll be home this evening."

"Oh... ok, I wish he didn't have to work so much... I almost never see him anymore..."

"OK Charlie, Diaper time," Carol announced and again picked him up and then to his embarrassment, carried him naked like a toddler from the room, her big hand holding his behind as his legs wrapped around her. Then into his room and didn't put him down until she laid him on his back on the changing table. The girls watched as Carol quickly coated him with lotion and powder and then had him diapered tightly. "All done Charlie, Sally should have your breakfast waiting downstairs," she said lifting him and putting him down on his feet. "Need help getting there or are you going to be ok on the stairs. I know walking up steps hurts; is down ok?"

"Going down steps, I'm ok Carol, climbing steps, pulls at my groin and hurts a little, but I need to do that regardless. I can't stay on one floor forever. I need to get those muscles used to stretching that way even if it hurts a little. Cindy said I'm healed down there so I can't be pulling at stitches or something like that. I'll just have to do it."

"OK," she replied with a raised eyebrow, "But any 'stabbing' type pain and I'm picking you up and carrying you."

"No it's not like that, it's a 'pulling' type feeling, you know 'stretching' both my groin and the inside of the thigh muscle. I think it's because I've been stuck in bed so much and just need to exercise it."

Carol walked beside him as he descended the steps and soon he was in the kitchen.

Sally placed a plate with two poached eggs and toast in front of him and he looked at them and his lip curled in disgust. "What's the matter?" she asked.

"Poached?"

"You're not allowed anything greasy for another week, maybe longer." She replied, so no fried eggs, bacon, or fried potatoes, which is what Cindy told us you like. Sorry Charlie, but that's what the doctor said."

"But runny eggs, yuk! Can't I have hard boiled at least?"

"Yes you can," Cindy replied, "Sally just didn't know you hate runny eggs. Sally he usually eats them either scrambled or fried and cooked hard."

"Hey no one told me! Ok I'll eat these and put some on to boil for you Charlie." Sally replied.

"Thanks Sally, I'm sorry no one told you and I appreciate the effort you made, even if I can't stomach runny eggs. You made the effort and that's what counts. Thanks!" he replied giving her a small smile.

Once breakfast was finished, he was placed in a chair in the kitchen and covered with a sheet, and Susan was quickly working on his hair again, combing it this way and that, as the girls considered possible hair styles for him. Finally they came to a decision, he had no idea what, but she used a spray bottle and wetting his hair and was working with comb and scissors snipping here and there as she worked. Meanwhile, Lacey leaned in front of him with a pair of tweezers in hand. "Charlie, I'm going to clean up your eyebrows some, nothing drastic, just shape them a little and you've got a couple of stray hairs between them that will have to go. Just relax, this isn't painful, just uncomfortable, but if I do it quick it doesn't hurt." Charlie just nodded that he understood.

"Ouch!" he said as she pulled out the first hair between his eyebrows. "I thought this wasn't supposed to hurt?"

"Charlie stop being such a baby, this doesn't hurt hardly at all. If you think this is painful, wait until you have your first bikini wax!"

"I can't wait," he grumbled, but didn't say anything as she jerked more hairs out with her tweezers.

After awhile, Susan was drying his hair with a blow dryer, combing it with her fingers as she waved the dryer along the sides of his head, then used a big comb, and parted in it the middle and combed down and back each side. "All done," she announced and handed him a mirror. Charlie held the mirror up and looked at himself, his long blond hair was parted in the middle and was about collar length, tapered back on each side of his face, framing it. It was a 'semi-pageboy' style and looked good. "I'll alter the style some when it's longer Charlie, but for now, this looks good on you, it's kind of unisex, but it's easy to take care of. Just part it in the middle and blow dry it back on the sides, then a quick combing and your done." She explained.

"Thanks Susan, it looks good and I can tell it'll be easy to do myself."

"Well I didn't want to do anything that would require curlers or anything complicated. You're not ready for that. So this is what I came up with." She replied.

"Thanks for that too, I'm not ready for anything like that. And no 'Shirley Temple' type tight curls; thank god! At least you don't hate me enough to do that to me!"

"Charlie Honey, I don't hate you at all, not even a little, you've never done anything to even upset me. Besides I'd never do that to you. You're too sweet to do that to!" She said planting a kiss on his cheek and getting a nice blush in response.

"OK now we'll need to go up to your sister's room, because we need her dressing table, it has 3 mirrors and the right kind of lighting. Sally is our best on makeup Charlie and she's going to show you how to do it, so that you'll look good, but use a minimum amount. Because she's a blond too and has fair skin like you do, she's the best to do this because it'll be similar to what she does herself."

Charlie, turned to 'really' look at the little blond girl for the first time, deciding he liked the way she looked, he smiled at her. "Sally if you can make me look half as good as you do, I'll be happy, I can tell you're wearing some, because I see your eyeliner and eyeshadow, but otherwise, you look totally natural and very pretty."

"You're going to look BETTER than I do Charlie, because you have better bone structure and finer features, not to mention those eyes. God I wish I had your eyes! And I wish my hair was even close to yours, mine's limp and stringy most of the time and I have to really work at it to get any volume out of it." She replied blushing.

Upstairs and 35 minutes later, Charlie looked into the mirror and couldn't believe his eyes. He looked like a girl, and not 'just' any girl, a really pretty young girl. Sally had completely surprised him in how little makeup she actually applied. Just a touch here and there and a little blush on his cheeks, some pink lipstick and gloss and she was done. "You don't need to use foundation or any of the heavy stuff Charlie, you've got such clear skin and it's so nice just the way it is. I just used a little mascara, eyeliner, a touch of eye shadow to set off those big blue eyes and a touch of lipstick; that's all you really need. Actually you don't need the blusher but I decided to try it to add a little color to your cheeks. Now we're going to clean that all off and I want you to try putting on the same things I did." She directed and then showed him how to remove the makeup.

Charlie's hands were shaking as he attempted to duplicate what she'd done, and he was 'generally' successful he only had to remove some of it twice and try again. When he finished, he looked up at the mirror and saw her smiling face perched over his shoulder. "Very good Charlie, a little more practice and you'll have it down perfect." She said then kissed his cheek.

"Thanks Sally, you're a really good teacher. I have to be honest, I was worried about all this makeup stuff, I didn't want to look like a clown or something. You used a lot less than I expected."

"You didn't need much Charlie, you don't have a beard to cover or anything like that, so it doesn't take much. Hopefully with the hormones, you'll never start growing face hair, since you're on them at a young age. Usually when you see a girl with heavy makeup, she's covering acne or some other blemish problem. Now all of the stuff we used today is brand new and they're yours now, a little gift from me to my new girlfriend."

"Thanks again Sally you're really great!" he replied then stood and hugged her and gave her a little peck on the cheek and was rewarded with a nice blush and a big smile.

"Charlie, how about we move this dressing table to your room, you're going to need it, and it won't be used over here; either that or you could switch rooms. This one's bigger and already set up for a girl; we'll just clean all of your sister's stuff out." Carol suggested.

"OK we can move the table Carol, but I really don't want ANY of her stuff, especially not her bed or stuff like that. That's a connection to her and I don't want ANY connection. If I had my way, we'd throw away everything in the house that belonged to her!" he replied.

"Easy there Charlie, I know how you feel about her. We'll move the table today, minus her makeup and personal items of course. We don't have to do anything else today, other than move the table so you don't even have to come in here again if you don't want to. Tell you what, when I'm here, later this week I'll pack up all her stuff in here and either put it in storage, or your father can give it away, that's his decision. Then we'll scrub all evidence of her from this room and switch your bed and dresser in here if you want and then see what you think. This IS a better room, with more closet space and well I'll be honest, your room is a 'Boy's' room and you need a 'Girl's' room to help you mentally adjust to the changes you're making."

"I'll think about it Carol... All this is just so much change..."

"We know Charlie and we don't want to push too hard... you and I can talk about it Wednesday when I'll be here all day."

"OK, let's move the table then," he replied.

"We'll get it Charlie, you just supervise, I don't want you lifting stuff right now, you're still healing." Cindy told him, then turned to Suko, "Suki how about going down to the rec. room and getting one of the school uniforms, along with knee socks and a training bra and there should be a pair of black skimmer shoes that will fit him in one of the plastic bags. He/SHE should get used to wearing the uniform, since that's probably what she'll wear most at the beginning. Sorry Charlie, I'm still having trouble with the whole he/she thing."

"Don't worry about it Cindy, little slips will happen, I make them myself. After all I was a boy for 13 years, I've only been a girl for a few days really." Charlie said slipping his arm around her and hugging her shoulders. "I'm used to being referred to as 'he' it's going to take time for all of us to make the change."

Across the hall, several furniture items had to be shifted to fit the dressing table, where it's lights could be plugged in and still not look totally out of place in the room. By the time they were done, Suko was back with the clothes and the girls helped him put them on. The skirt was the only real problem for him, since it both buttoned and zipped in the back and he wasn't used to closing clothes behind him. The blouse was a temporary holdup also, since all of the buttons worked backwards from how he was used to on boy's shirts.

While he was dressing in his first skirt, three girls were emptying all 'boys' clothes from his closet and dresser and packing them in a couple of boxes to be stored in the basement. Then his new 'girls' clothing would all be brought up and put away.

When he was fully dressed including the matching blazer Cindy led him to the mirror on his closet door since it was full length. There looking back at him was a pretty schoolgirl, he tugged at the skirt, it seemed awful short, showing quite a bit of thigh.

"Isn't this skirt too short?" he asked.

"No actually it's just right, Charlie, the same as all of us wear ours." Pamela replied.

"Seems too short," he said fidgeting.

"It's perfect Charlie," Cindy advised him. "Charlie, boys like to look at girls legs. I seem to recall that YOU enjoyed that yourself. Kathy used to dress to show her legs off, just to please you."

Blushing brightly as the whole group of girls snickered at him. "Uh... yeah I did...I guess I'm busted... but it's MY legs they'll be looking at now..." which got laughs from all the girls.

"Not just your legs Charlie, think about it. Boys look at ALL of the girl, especially their chest, legs, behind and of course face. You did that and so do all boys. You're a girl now and you have great legs and a nice little behind and a really pretty face, all you need is some boobs and you could have any boy in the school!" Pamela observed, hugging him. "You're really lucky to be so good looking, us plain girls have to work at getting boy's attention."

"Plain? You think you're plain? No... No... No... Pamela, you're the willowy model type, slim long legs, and nice one's too I might add, you could model professionally!" he replied.

"I don't think so Charlie, but thanks for saying that. It makes me feel good that you think that." She said and he collected another peck type kiss on the cheek.

"So back to this skirt, I still think it's too short," he said to the assembled girls.

"Nope, not so, wrong," were some of the answers.

"OK so I guess, I'll have to be really careful not to show too much then," he grumbled. "Why does wearing a skirt have to be so hard?"

<giggle> "Then don't be careful and flash your panties at the boys Charlie, They'll love it!" <laugh> Lacey informed him; Getting a very red blush in response from Charlie.

Charlie spent the next two hours walking around the house, getting pointers from the girls and sitting in various seats and chairs, constantly being reminded to keep his knees together when sitting down or standing up and also while seated. His hands were inspected and he was told he needed to take better care of his nails and got a manicure, then it was lunch time and he learned how to 'eat like a young lady, not a boy'. The afternoon was more of the same and he was constantly being corrected finally, dinnertime approached and all of the girls except Susan went home after he thanked all of them and gave each a hug and kiss for helping him.

Susan and Charlie were fixing dinner, when his father came home. Charlie was standing at the sink washing potatoes when he came in. "Hi girls, how's Charlie doing?" he said looking at Susan and glancing at the other girl.

"Charlie's doing fine... DAD..." Charlie replied turning around and walking to his father while Susan giggled.

"Thanks Dad, the girls did a really great job didn't they," he said, hugging his father, then stretching up and kissing his father's cheek. His Dad, hugged him tightly and looked down at his beautiful new daughter and then kissed her forehead and lightly brushed his fingers on her cheek.

"They really did Charlie, you really are a beautiful girl, I hate to say it but you look better as a girl than you did as a boy; you were always a little too feminine looking as a boy. But that really works for you now!"

"Don't be sorry about it Dad, I knew that about myself. It and my size were the two big reasons I was having so many problems and getting beat up all the time. Well now my girly looks help a lot and I'm glad I came out that way. It'll make things a whole lot easier, since I won't look like a boy wearing girl's clothes."

Charlie started to go back to the sink to finish the potatoes, but Susan interrupted. "No Charlie I'll finish dinner, you show your Dad what you learned today and spend some time with him. You said you don't see him much, so now's your chance."

"Thanks Susan." Both replied and Mr. Miller guided his daughter into the living room and watched as Charlie was careful to tuck his skirt under him as he sat, and then leaned in beside his father, who's arm pulled him closer and Charlie told him about his day and all the things the girls had taught him. His father, noted that Charlie seemed excited and was happy he was adapting so well.

After dinner, Susan left and went home, saying she'd be back in an hour, she needed to pick up her school clothes for the next day. Charlie, his father and later joined by Susan, watched a movie on Cable TV and when he was showing signs of tiring, she took him up to his room, helped him remove his clothes and clean off his makeup, then diapered him and put him to bed. Once tucked in, she put a small device on his nightstand and turned it on and a red light flashed.

"What's that?" he asked looking over at the device.

"Baby monitor," she replied.

"Baby monitor? I'm a baby now?"

"No Charlie you're not, this is a listening device, it's sound activated and transmits to a receiver I'll have over in your sister's room, where I'll be sleeping. If you need me just call me and this will let me hear you without you having to yell or something. Charlie, I'll probably be gone when you wake up in the morning, but we want you to dress in girls clothes, preferably a dress or a skirt and blouse at minimum and do your hair and makeup. You need to do that every day, just for the practice if nothing else. I'm not sure who's scheduled to be with you tomorrow, but I want you to practice everything about being a girl all day. Don't do anything as a boy. You have to learn to do this stuff so that it's natural and second nature to you. After all from now on you ARE a girl and you need to BE one all the time. Understand?"

"Yes Susan I understand and I'll try my best to do what you said. I know I need to learn and practice this stuff so that I don't have to think about it. Believe me, I want to be as 'natural' as possible when I go out and people see me. I don't want to be seen as a freak or something, so I have to learn this."

Charlie woke up alone and the house was silent. Removing his diaper, he took a quick shower, and looked at the clothes he had to choose from and decided to try wearing goodnites instead of a full diaper; then picked a sleeveless blouse and a short skirt and the flats he'd worn the day before. Sitting at the dressing table, he carefully did his makeup the same as the day before, then spent several minutes with his hair until he was satisfied that it was the best he could do. He had no idea who was staying with him that day and took a deep breath before heading downstairs, to greet whoever it was.

Charlie entered the kitchen and found Max sitting at the table drinking coffee. "Hello Max," he softly greeted his friend.

"Charlie? My God you're beautiful!" Max responded rising and then quickly crossing to Charlie and griped him by his bare upper arms and then looked closely into his eyes. Then pulled him into a hug, "Charlie it's so good to see you up and around and I never expected you to look anything like you do," pushing him back a little, he looked down again at the beautiful girl smiling at him and kissed her full on the mouth."

Charlie responded by hugging Max and pressing against him as she returned the kiss, putting everything she had into it. When they broke the kiss, both breathing hard, she whispered, "Thanks Max, it's good to see you again too." Then stepped back and meekly moved away, a small smile on her face, and went to the stove and put two eggs into a pan of water and turned the heat on to fix her breakfast.

Putting bread in the toaster followed, then pouring herself a cup of coffee, before moving back to the table and remembering her lessons, carefully positioned her skirt as she sat. Max just stood there still stunned at how Charlie looked, watching every movement of the creature before him. Finally, he shook his head and sat back down at the table and looked across at his friend.

"Charlie, what can I say? I mean, if I didn't know who you were, I'd never know you weren't a real girl!"

"I AM a girl now Max, I will be from now on. I don't have any choice in that so I have to do it as best I can. I still have a boy part that no longer works, but sometime this winter or maybe next spring, they'll fix that and then, no one but a doctor will be able to tell the difference."

"Charlie, I mean, I know you have to change, but I never expected you to be so convincing so fast. I realize you have to think like a girl and convince yourself since you HAVE to make the change, I... I just wasn't ready for you to be talking that way or looking that way..."

"Max I have to think that way. I'm a girl, I'll never be a boy again, the only real boy part I have is damaged and other than a little feeling in the head, that's it. It won't get hard and I have no balls anymore. So if you were like that, you'd make the same choice and feel the same way. As far as how I look, well the girls spent all day yesterday teaching me to look like this. I guess they did a really good job." She replied as she got up and got her toast and buttered it then got her eggs before returning to the table to eat her breakfast.

Max just sat quietly and watched her eat, when she was finished, Max helped her clean the dishes, then pulled her into a gentle hug. "Charlie, I've been really worried about you all through this and I just want you to know, that I'll be there for you. Anything you need, I'll do it if possible, I promise Charlie, this is all my fault. If I hadn't broke up with her, she wouldn't have gone all crazy like that and... and then you wouldn't have been hurt... and you'd be ok..." he said sobbing with tears streaking his cheeks by the time he finished as the pulled the smaller boy/girl tightly against him.

"Don't go there Max. Mary did this to me; SHE is the one who hurt me, NOT you. The doctors told Dad she's been psychotic for some time, so she could have done it at anytime. What I want, what I need from you is for you to treat me like a girl. Just the way you would any other girl. I... oh hell, I'm not just 'any' girl, we've had sex, even if I was a boy at the time. Max I need you to help me learn how to be a girl with a boy. I need you to hold me and show me what to expect as a girl when I'm with a boy. I don't have much experience at that; what experience I do have is all this summer and wasn't normal at all, since I was sick most of the time. Max I've never even been on a date with a girl, let alone been in a normal relationship with one. I need to learn how to act with a boy."

"Well the first thing is forget about 'acting' Charlie, just be yourself. But as far as the rest, yes I'll help you learn whatever you want. Let's go sit down where we can be comfortable and then we can talk about what you need here, then we'll work on whatever you need. Is that ok with you?"

"I'd like that Max," dhe replied and pulled back, then lead him to the sofa. "The boy is usually in charge, since he's bigger right? So sit down and I'll sit on your lap." Charlie told him.

"That doesn't sound like I'm in charge, but that's what I'd want anyway, so don't worry about it Charlie, we would have gotten there anyway". He replied as he guided Charlie onto his lap and they shifted around a little until both of them were comfortable.

"So Max where would you go from here? Kiss me? Feel my legs? Try and feel my boobs? What does a boy do with a girl on his lap? The only experience I have is with me starting naked or in a diaper and the girl usually undressing herself and either holding me or rarely me holding her and she already wanted sex or at least to play with each other and get each other off; but both of us starting naked? Hell most of the time, I was the one naked being held and she had her clothes on and it just developed from there!"

"Well Charlie, unless you've already agreed to have sex with the boy, usually they would start off talking to you and telling you how good you look and cuddling. A hand on the thigh is usually acceptable, like this" and he gently stroked from her knee up to her skirt. "Any higher should require your permission Charlie, you have to insist on that. Always remember you have the right to say NO or STOP and the boy needs to do that or you walk, better yet run away, you don't want to be raped."

"You feeling my leg like that feels really good Max," she replied, "I wouldn't object to a boy doing that, I just don't want him groping my crotch or boobs without permission from me. When I get boobs that is, right now I'm still flat, just swollen nipples, and that's from the drugs they tell me."

"So usually you two will talk and cuddle and he'll touch your legs and then if you move further, you kiss and that can get pretty intense. Some boys will go for touching your breasts through your clothes while kissing you, that's when to say no if you don't want to go further. Just tell them to cool off some, that you don't want that. Most guys will stop and even apologize for having done it. I would, but usually I ask before doing it to begin with. Did you say your nipples are swollen?"

"Yeah all puffy and standing out, really sensitive too, anything rubbing on them is really distracting. Cindy said hers are like that too and that it's the hormones like I'm going through female puberty. Want to see them?"

"Are you OK with that?"

"Max you've seen my naked chest all summer, you've played with every part of me, hell we've fucked each other several times. I don't have anything to hide from you?"

"Yeah but NOW you're a girl remember? So I won't ever assume that doing things like that are ok unless you tell me."

"Oh right... guess my 'boy' mind was doing the thinking. Yes Max you may see and feel my nipples all you want. You can also see and feel any other parts you're interested in, because you've already seen them, even as they are now, since I know you've seen and touched my ball-less crotch and butchered dick. I have nothing to hide from you Max. I loved you before all this happened and I still love you and trust you never to hurt me." Charlie then unbuttoned her blouse, again having trouble with the buttons working backwards, and pulled the fabric aside, so that his right nipple was visible. "See all swollen and puffy. It feels a little hard behind it like it's being pushed out, here feel..."

Max's fingers gently felt around the base of the nipple and tweaked the tip, "Yeah I see what you mean Charlie, it's like a small firmer mass behind it. Is that where it's growing or something?"

"Yeah I think so, at least that's what Cindy said is happening."

"Well your skin is really soft and smooth, but then it always was. Your legs look great and feel great too. No hair, really sexy looking."

"They're skinny, all of me is too skinny. I've lost weight during this whole mess and I didn't have any I could afford to lose to begin with!"

Sliding his hand down inside the blouse from where it was still playing with the nipple, he rested in on Charlie's ribs. "Guess you did lose weight, I can feel your ribs sticking out. Are your ribs healed now? I don't want to hurt you."

"Yeah just about everything is healed, my left eye's still screwed up making my vision a little blurry on that side, and they told me to be careful not to force it when I take a dump, and to look at it for blood, so I suppose I'm still healing inside there. They said I only need to check for blood for another couple of days though. But otherwise, I'm just weak and too thin. I need exercise and to gain a little weight back. From what they tell me, new body mass will end up going to female places. You know bigger butt and thighs, and all that. I'll have thin shoulders and arms and a slimmer waist by the time it's all done, as well as boobs of course. The doctor said I should basically develop just like any normal girl."

"Max all this has you excited doesn't it? I can feel you boner poking my hip."

"Yeah Charlie it does, I still can't get over how beautiful you are as a girl."

"Max this gives me an opportunity to learn and practice something else. I want to lean to give really good blowjobs Max. If I'm going to be a 'real' girl, I'm going to be sucking cocks from here on out and I want to be the best at it. Max can I practice on you? The only experience I really have with it is having those boys force their dicks into my mouth and throat while choking me or beating on me. I know it can be better much better than that. You really seem to enjoy doing it and so does Nick and both of you are really good at it. I remember how nice it was when you did me."

<laugh> "Yeah Charlie, if you want to suck me, you're welcome to do that whenever you want! I'd just never force you to do that. Do you really want to try?"

<giggle> "Well that seems to be a really important skill for a girl to have, so yeah, Max I want to learn, and at least you're not so big that you'll gag me and I trust you not to force me to do more than I'm comfortable with. I promise, I'll get you off even if I have to finish by giving you a handjob, but I DO want to try and learn this."

<Chuckle> "OK Charlie, first thing, you can't do it sitting on my lap. You need to get up and well I need to get my pants off or at least down so you can get at it."

<giggle> "I know that dummy. I DO know about boys' bodies, I used to have one myself you know," she replied jumping up and then pulling him up to a standing position. Max, I want you completely naked, because I want to kiss you all over before I suck you." Max just nodded and started pulling his t-shirt up. "No Max, let me take them off," Charlie ordered, and knocked Max's hands away, then grasp the shirt and lifted it, exposing the boy's slim torso as he moved it up, then pulled it from his head and arms. Reaching down, she unbuckled his belt and then quickly unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped them and pushed both them and his underpants down together to a pile at his feet. Gently stroking his chest with soft hands Charlie looked up at him. "You've got a great body Max, slim and toned, not all muscle bound like one of those freak jocks. I really like your body, I always have." He was told. "Now kiss me Max, I need to feel like a girl here." Max didn't need to be told twice, he pulled Charlie against him and kissed her thoroughly.

When they broke off the kiss, Charlie gave him a little push and he fell back onto the sofa, and Charlie knelt and removed his tennis shoes, socks and then his pants and underpants. "That's better," Charlie said as he moved between Max's thighs and gently stroked them with her hands. Leaning over his body, so that their noses were just touching. "Max I'm going to go slow and try some different things, just don't get antsy on me, I remember some things that felt really good when you and Nick and Susan did things with me, and some others I felt with Cindy, Kathy and Mary. I've never done most of them with a boy. But I want to try them and see how they feel for you. Max I want to make love to you not just give you a quick blowjob here. So just relax and let me try different things. Tell me if something feels particularly good or not, so I can learn what's best and what's not. Can you do that for me?" Max nodded yes. "Thanks Max I really appreciate you letting me learn on you. I'll try my best to make you feel really good." She said before leaning in and kissing Max firmly on the lips, smiling, that Max eagerly returned the kiss, but made no move to grab her and force things.

Charlie spent the next half hour slowly kissing, stroking and sucking her way down Max's body, paying particular attention to his neck, with kisses, while stroking him elsewhere, but only occasionally touching his cock. Then moved to his chest and worked on two very erect nipples teasing them and even nipping them with her teeth. By the time she'd kissed her way over Max's firm stomach, Max was squirming and when she grasp the boy's straining erection, it was leaking pre-cum. Charlie looked at it closely has she held it by the root firmly with her hand and then tasted it, with little flicks of her tongue. By the time she actually got most of it into her mouth after licking it up and down and around the head in particular, and playing with Max's balls, Max was thrusting his hips at her and she had to use her forearm to hold the boy down some. Charlie marveled at how hard, yet soft and silky a cock could be and decided she liked the way Max tasted. Once she started sucking it in earnest, she snuck a finger up inside his behind, rubbing Max's prostate. Max didn't last long and Charlie's mouth was soon filled with salty tasting cum, so much she had to swallow quickly to get it down her throat. After his final spurt, Max just collapsed and Charlie still spent a couple of minutes, licking and sucking cleaning up saliva and cum from Max. When she was done, she leaned forward again and lay on top of the still heaving boy, and nestled her head on his shoulder after capturing another brief kiss. Max's arms were holding her close and Charlie felt really good that she'd made Max a happy boy.

It took Max a few more minutes to recover and his voice was a little gravelly when he finally spoke. "Charlie, you don't need to 'practice' that, you're perfect at it... I've never had a blowjob like that. Charlie you're the best already!"

"I enjoyed doing that too you know," Charlie murmured into Max's neck. "You really do have a great body Max, I enjoyed the things we used to do, but well, I never took time to really pay much attention; we just fucked and it was usually kind of fast you know... I really like spending time at letting you know I love you like this. Hell until today I've never really looked at your cock before, I mean I felt it and it was really nice inside me, but I never looked at it or paid it the kind of attention it deserves. It's a really nice one Max, not too big where it would make me choke on it, but big enough for a really good fuck. Does that make any sense or am I just babbling?"

"It makes sense Charlie and I loved every second of it. You 'little girl' have permission to do that anytime you want or practice anything else you want."

"I think I'd really like that Max, you know, Nick told me once that he didn't want me jerking off by myself and wasting a nice erection. Now I know what he was talking about. Max, I don't want you doing that either. If you get hard, I want that cock treated right. I want you to come to me or Nick or one of the girls and we'll take care of it for you. That cock is too nice to be wasted with you jerking off by yourself and it's not necessary."

"Really?"

<giggle> "Yeah really. I want to be the one to treat that cock really well when it needs it, so just bring it to me and I'll take good care of you. Got that mister?"

<chuckle> "OK Charlie, I promise, no more jerking off alone, Charlie gets to have my cock to play with."

"I really mean it Max, I expect you to do that."

"OK Charlie, you can have all of my erections if you want. Well Nick will want some and so will the girls, but you get to have it too."

"Good!"

"Charlie? Just a thought, you still have your prostate don't you? I mean she didn't manage to damage it did she?"

"As far as I know it's still there and still ok. Cindy gave me some printouts of stuff she found on the internet about Male to Female sex changes and it says that even after they do the operation, I'll still have it. It's too dangerous to try to remove it unless absolutely necessary. Might have nerve damage if they try and slipup. So they leave it and in fact my new vagina will rest against it, so that it gets stimulated."

"So what I was thinking and it was your finger up my butt that reminded me, is that rubbing the prostate can cause orgasms. I know it can, because I've had them even after I couldn't cum anymore because I was out of sperm. So if it's still there, then you can have orgasms even with no balls and your dick not working."

"I thought that when they cut off my nuts, that it was over? Are you sure I don't have to have them?"

"Think about it Charlie, you didn't even need to have someone touch your dick or shoot cum when you did anal sex and your prostate was manipulated before. Why would you need that now? I mean the only thing that comes out of the prostate itself, when it's massaged is a clear liquid that's mostly water and some slimy lubricant. And even after it's empy, it's still incredibly sensitive. The prostate just triggers you to move cum out if you have any, but if you don't, then it still lets you have orgasms. When Mary did me with that vibrator, I only could produce cum a couple of times but I had at least five or six more orgasms after that."

"So you think I can still have orgasms if my prostate is manipulated? That would be wonderful if I could... too bad I can't do anal sex right now, because I'd sure like to find out..."

"Charlie, would it hurt you if I just put my finger in there? I'd be really careful and go really slow. Any pain and I'll take it out immediately. But if I can touch it, then it will at least tell you that it's still working and whether it still gives you good feelings."

"That should be ok, just don't pull at the hole, it's still tender where they repaired it. Only one finger though and be really careful."

"OK let's try then. Get some lubricant, because I want you really slick. I don't want to hurt you Charlie." Charlie, jumped up and ran to the bathroom and came back with a bottle of Astroglide lubricant and handed it to Max.

"Where did you get this stuff? Nick says it's the best there is. Better than that K-Y stuff anyway."

"Actually Nick left it here, before all... all of this happened... <sniffle> Sorry Max but it still gets to me when I think about what she did to me..." she said and was quickly pulled into a firm hug by Max and held tightly until she recovered control. "Thanks Max, I needed to be held right then."

"I know you did Charlie, and I'm sorry my question brought up bad memories. You ok now?"

"Yeah I think so. Just pull my diaper down and try with your finger Max, I need to know. And please hold me while you do it, I... I'm a little scared right now..."

Max turned her sideways on his lap and Charlie rolled into him onto her side, pulling her knees up against Max's side, her head resting against Max's left shoulder as Max gently stroked her thigh, until Charlie was relaxed. Then Max pulled down the back of the diaper and Charlie lifted her hips enough so that her butt was exposed. "Relax Charlie, I'm not going to hurt you," Max gently told her as he stroked Charlie's behind, "I love you Charlie and I don't ever want you to be afraid of being with me," he continued while softly kissing Charlie's lips. Max lubricated the hole and then his finger and gently rubbed at the hole with just the fingertip, until Charlie gave a sigh and relaxed herself, letting the finger inside. Max carefully probed, stopping anytime he felt Charlie tense even the slightest. When he reached the bump, Charlie jerked slightly and moaned "Ohhhh."

"OK there sweety? I'm not hurting you am I?"

"No... feels good Max, keep doing that..."

Max gently stroked the bump with his fingertip and Charlie was giving little gasps and moans and a few times her body trembled. "I think that's enough for now baby," Max murmured just before kissing Charlie firmly and removing his finger, then stroking Charlie's behind. "I don't want to take the chance of hurting you." Charlie just sighed and relaxed totally against Max's body enjoying the feel of being held.

"So I take it that it still works and feels good?" Max asked after awhile.

"Yeah it felt really nice Max, not as intense as it used to be but really nice regardless. Hey! What's with this 'sweety' and 'baby' stuff?"

"Terms of endearment, you know, 'honey, love, baby, babygirl, sweety,' things to let a girl know a boy cares about her. Charlie I love you and well they just slipped out, hope you don't mind too much, but you DO look and feel like a girl in my lap you know."

<kiss> "I AM a girl on your lap Max so I won't mind if you say those things from here on out, I love you too and well I'm just not used to a boy saying those things to me. It was really sweet the way it sounded though. I think I'll like that once I get my head around the idea that, I'm the girl."

<kiss> "You're getting there really quick Charlie and I kind of like you being the girl. I always enjoyed being with you, but now, you're really someone special. I want to do this as much as you're willing."

"I'm willing Max, I'll always be willing to be with you, even if all you do is hold me..."

After lunch, Charlie went and got the doctor's business card and decided to call him. Once he was on the telephone, she started getting a little nervous. "Uh Doctor, I need to ask you something and well this is kind of embarrassing."

"Ask me anything Charlie, and there's no need to be embarrassed about anything."

"Well, Max, he's one of the boys I told you about, and I well we discovered my prostate is still there and working and can make me feel good. Am I allowed to have anal sex?"

"OK, well I wasn't expecting that but first I need to know something. How big is he?"

"You mean his cock don't you... Uh about 5" and about an inch in diameter... Not really too big but big enough if you know what I mean..."

"OK he shouldn't hurt you then. I want you to wait a few more days to make sure you're healed up good Charlie, let's say wait until this weekend and if your stools are still clear of any blood by then, then it should be ok. Is he there? I'd like to talk to him for a minute."

"Yeah, he's standing here looking even more embarrassed than I am... Here I'll give him the phone..."

"Hello Doctor?" Max said his voice trembling a little.

"Hello Max, tell me what you did today to make our little Charlie so interested in this. You didn't have sex with her did you? She's not ready physically for that."

"No we didn't do that sir. We were talking and remembered about how the prostate can make a boy feel when it's massaged, and she wanted to know if it still worked for her. So I just used one finger and a lot of lubricant, and went really slow and just gently massaged it a little... Honest that's all I did."

<chuckle> "It's ok Max, don't sound so worried, I'm sure you didn't hurt her. So I told her to wait until at least this weekend, then you two can get together if you want. But listen up here Max. I want you to go really slow and be very gentle with her. Any pain and you stop immediately and no rough stuff understand? I don't want to have to go back in and fix her again."

"Well you did the right thing in calling me and you sound very responsible and caring. Max take really good care of Charlie, she needs you right now, more that you know. She'll have some really difficult periods during the next year making this change and she'll need all of her friends to stay close and help her get through them."

"I will Sir and thank you for talking to us today. I feel better now, I was really worried about even putting my finger in there and possibly hurting her. I feel better now and I know Charlie does too."

"Goodbye Max and take good care of our girl."

"Bye Doctor, thanks again for taking the time for us..."

The two of them spent the rest of the afternoon, talking and cuddling. Max stayed naked all day at Charlie's request and Charlie remained dressed (mostly) in her same outfit. Learning more about each other and enjoying being together. Charlie got to practice his oral sex skills twice more that day when Max got erections and both of them were happy with the way it went.

"Who's scheduled to be here with me tomorrow? I know Carol said she has Wednesday, but no one told me who's scheduled when." Charlie inquired.

"Girls mostly," Max replied, "Hold on I've got the list in my billfold." Then went and retrieved it from his pants. "OK, tomorrow is Pamela, Wednesday is Carol, Thursday is Sally, Friday is Suko, Saturday all of them plan on taking you shopping, Sunday is Susan, Monday is Lacey, then Candy and I have next Wednesday. Then the whole thing repeats until the following weekend and if you're well enough, you start school two weeks from today. If not it rotates again until you're ready for school."

"Nick and Cindy aren't in there?"

"No, their teacher didn't want them to miss any classes unless absolutely necessary. But they'll be here on the weekend and Nick wants to visit in the evenings."

"Two weeks! God I have so much to learn..."

"You'll be fine Charlie, I know you will. You'll be surrounded by friends who care about you and want to help you. No one will make fun of you no matter what happens. 86 Angels are standing by to thump anyone who even makes a snide comment to you. Those girls are really fired up right now, you'll have more bodyguards than the President!"

"OK well I know I'll make mistakes, I'm still having trouble with the whole he/she references to me. What if I go to the wrong bathroom? That could be a disaster! Max, I'm really worried about the whole school thing."

"I doubt that you'll ever go to the bathroom alone Charlie, girls tend to go in pairs and given your diaper situation, you'll be going to get your diaper changed usually for awhile anyway, and probably not to the bathroom, but to the old nurse's office. We don't have a nurse anymore, she was let go with the last budget cuts, but her old office is still there and I suspect that's where you'll go to get changed. There's a private bathroom there too so I suspect, that will become Charlie's bathroom this year. Mr. Baily the Principle is a real prude and isn't happy about having a boy/girl attending this year. Be prepared for him to make restrictions like that. He won't want you using the girl's bathrooms since you still have a cock, even if it doesn't work; and certainly you can't use the boy's bathroom. You'll be in girl's gym classes, but I doubt he'll let you use the girl's locker room either. I'm just giving you a little warning in advance so you're not surprised by it."

"Yeah, ok, thanks for the warning anyway..."

"Don't worry Charlie, it'll all work out..."

Max left when her father came home and she and her Dad, for the first time in a very long time had a quiet dinner, just the two of them. No one stayed with her at night after that first night, her father had the receiver for the 'baby monitor' in his room and Charlie slept alone. She didn't sleep very well, for the first few nights, she'd gotten used to sharing her bed with another warm body.

The week flew by with a different girl every day, each giving heer lessons and pointers on how to behave as a girl and correcting her when necessary. She got her first correction the next morning when Pamela arrived and she was wearing a blouse similar to the one she'd worn with Max. "Charlie, if you're going to wear that blouse, then you need to wear either a bra or a camisole under it. Your nipples are clearly visible through the fabric," she informed her then took her up to her room and made her change and helped her put on a training bra under her blouse. That was a typical correction and just one of many small things that she'd never even thought about as a problem.

The day Carol visited, they spent most of it packing up all of her sister's belongings and taking them to the basement storage room, then moving her bed into Mary's old room and hanging her clothes in the closest and filling the dresser with her girl clothes. They also packed up all of his old 'boy' clothes from other rooms in the house to be given to goodwill or another charity. The only clothes remaining in her room now were female. Carol moved all of the heavy things and Charlie rearranged the room so that early morning sunlight wouldn't hit the bed like before, and Carol scrubbed the whole place with a pine cleaner, so it no longer smelled like Mary. By the time they were done, she was happy with her new room. It still felt a little too 'girly' to her, but she had to get used to frilly things.

Friday was interesting for her, spending the day with Suko was something totally new. It turned out Suko's father was Japanese and her mother an American. He'd been sent here as a manager for a Japanese owned plant and met his wife here. She was so tiny that initially Charlie had a hard time believing she was only two years younger than herself, but she was so smart and funny to be with that soon Charlie didn't notice her size anymore. Especially when she'd take charge of something and tell her what to do or how to do it. There was no doubt in her mind, that Suko was 'in charge' when she'd change modes like that.

Saturday morning, Charlie was in a panic as she tried to dress herself. Today the girls were taking her out shopping. In Public! People would see hierfor the first time as a girl, kids her own age, plus adults and little kids. What if she made a mistake and they 'knew' she was a boy dressed as a girl? When she finally came downstairs wearing a blouse and skirt as she'd been told, with a training bra and a pair of goodnites instead of a full diaper under hierskirt, all of the girls were waiting. Carol, Cindy, Candy, Susan, Lacey, Sally, Pamela, Suko and a couple more he didn't know.

"Wow! I didn't expect her to look THAT good!" one of the new girls exclaimed.

"Hello, I'm Charlie... I don't believe we've met," she offered stepping over to the girl. A slightly overweight dark haired girl.

"Oh right, well I was here once with the Angels when Candy gave you your t-shirt, but I wouldn't expect you to remember me, there were quite a few of us. I'm Beth Cartwright and we'll be in classes together."

"Nice to meet you Beth, and you're right, I don't remember most of the girls who were here that day, I was kind of flustered by the whole thing. It's all kind of a blur."

"Hello Charlie, I was here that day too! I'm Janet Roberts, by the way, and you sure don't look anything like you did then!"

"Hello Janet, no I don't, a lot's happened since then. Nice to meet you also." Charlie replied and noted the girl was only a little taller than herself, but had huge breasts for her size. She had short light brown hair and wore glasses, 'classic nerd' look she thought to herself, except for those boobs!

"Sit down Charlie, Sally fixed you some eggs, boiled this time, and we'll plan out our trip while you eat your breakfast. We'll be taking a bus to the mall, then split up this afternoon. All of us except Cindy, Susan and I will be doing other things this afternoon. But Susan will call her mother on her cell phone to come get the four of us when we're done with your shopping."

"So what are we shopping for?" he asked.

"Mostly you need casual clothes, you know everyday stuff for when you're not at school. You have two uniforms, but you need more blouses to go with them, more knee socks and other socks and shoes and what you'll need the most is a good supply of underwear that fits you properly; that includes, bras, slips, half slips, pantyhose and a good selection of panties. Those two training bras you have just aren't enough." Carol informed him.

Charlie just nodded her head, this was going to be a really long day, she just knew it! The only really good thing she could see about this trip, was the camouflage of 10 girls going with her, she'd be part of a group and not feel so conspicuous. That thought had just flashed through her mind when Susan voiced it.

"Charlie, there will be 11 of us total, we did that intentionally so that you would feel more secure your first time out. You'll be part of a group and won't feel like people are staring at you or watching you personally. Don't worry if you make a mistake, we'll be there for you and help coverup if necessary. There's no reason for you to be nervous about this, you look good and you've been really good learning how to behave, so you have nothing to worry about. Oh and your Dad left this for you," she finished handing him an envelope.

Charlie opened the envelope and just stared. It was a credit card, but with a name he'd never seen written out before 'Charlene R. Miller' was embossed on the surface of the brand new Mastercard.

"He got the final paperwork from the court two days ago and wanted to surprise you. Charlie and you're now 'legally' a girl in all respects!" Susan informed him. "Lucky too, not many girls our age have our own credit cards!"

Charlie just looked at the plastic card, and gulped, this made it all real. She was now 'Charlene' to the world and always would be.

The next six hours were a whirlwind as Charlie was shepherded from one shop to the next in the huge shopping mall. Boys and men stared at the group of girls, but she never felt conspicuous in that group. By the time they were done, all four remaining girls (including herself) were carrying several bags of clothing items, when Mrs. Hudson finally arrived and picked them up. Back at home, Charlie just collapsed on the sofa as soon as they were inside the house. Cindy and Susan took the bags to her room, while Carol sat down beside her and pulled her onto her lap.

"Long day huh Charlie? Stressful for you too I would guess."

"Yeah," she softly replied as she curled himself against her. "Thanks Carol I needed this right now, I'm so tired. I didn't know shopping could be so exhausting."

"Charlie I expected you to feel that way. This was your first time in public as a girl and well girl's shopping is more work than boys shopping. We have to try on everything, we can't just go in and grab something off the shelf by size, they'd never fit right. Besides, you did a lot of walking today and you're not used to that."

"Charlie, that's a fact of life for girls and women. Not all boys and men are sweet like you were when you were a boy. Most are nice and we don't have to worry about them. But don't go to a mall like that alone Charlie, always go with another girl or at least a boy to protect you. You're too pretty a girl and you don't want to have to deal with that alone. When you're older and grown up, you could go there alone but, not right now, it's just not safe."

"Not safe? But we were in the middle of a crowd of people?"

"Not safe for a young girl alone, especially one as good looking as you are. Boys would be bothering you the whole time, trying to get a date or just hitting on you to get your attention. Charlie, this is the 'real' world we're talking about. A young pretty girl alone is considered fair game by many boys and men out there. You need to be careful and always be aware of what's going on around you."

"Ok thanks Carol, I never thought about that part of being a girl. I was scared alone in a place like that as a boy; I guess girls have it even worse..."

"That's why you always see girls together in a place like that Charlie, it's much harder to isolate two than one; the more the better; and it's just necessary, unfortunately. I wish it didn't have to be like that, but it is. So if you ever need to go there, just give me a call and big Carol here will be happy to take you and make sure no one bothers you, unless you want to deal with them."

"OK I'll do that. Thanks Carol you're really a good friend you know."

"So are you Charlie and I don't want you hurt ever again!"