Unfair To Girls - Laia's Letter

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Unfair To Girls - Laia's Letter V

A letter to the advice column "Unfair To Girls!" in the monthly magazine Teen Miss published for girls six to twenty. The letters are usually from girls who protest and complain about things they don't like generally about lack of privacy and that (frequently younger) boys are in charge. A Puericil-G story!

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Unfair To Girls

Letter by: [email protected]
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Laia (16)

Dear Unfair to girls;

That’s my last letter and it’s going to be a long one, I hope it fits into your magazine section. I've split it into some parts just in case you can't put it all at once.

I’m in my new home with my Mommy and my new family. As I advanced mom had settled into a new country, found a good mom who married here and then, once she was ready took me back with her.

I have a room now, only for me, and that’s cool... I think, I was used to sleeping with my cousins and sleep alone in a new big house was a bit scary, but now I find it’s great.

We’re on a big farm, with animals, horses, goats, chickens, cows and pigs, and also two cute dogs, Ares and Thor.

We have plenty of space here and a whole new family.

Three brothers, Roger, who is 11 years old and he’s the one I love more, then is Sullivan, 13 years old, I had problems with him at first, but now I think we’re good with each other.

The older one, Derek, he’s 15 years old, only a few months younger than me, and then there’s Jenna, she’s 17 years old. My new dad is William, he is a nice and works a lot, same as mom, that she works at an office.

After finishing my school year my cousins brought me there. Aunt had to work, and mom invited my cousins to the farm so they could spend a couple of weeks with us, I was happy, I knew I was going to miss my cousins a lot, and spending two extra weeks with them was a lovely feeling.

I had a little goodbye party with all the people I had learned to love, my cousins and aunt, Samantha Jenniffer and Daniel, some of my classmates, some of my cousin’s friends, they gave me plenty of gifts and card wishing me a good luck.

We went to my new house by train, I remember that I was wearing a beautiful dress Samantha had brought for me, It was a frilly blue dress, straps instead of sleeves, and short, it was a bit shorter than I had expected, reaching only to my mid tight, but the design was about animals, and I loved it, I was also wearing my new hat, and a pair of awesome shoes.

I had been nervous for the last days, my cousins wanted me to wear diapers, but I had convinced them on the contrary because I didn’t want to step in my new house wearing those, instead, I was wearing my favorite panties, with some beauty and the beast drawings on them.

We shared the cabin with a family, a mom a dad and a pair of kids, the trip would last more than 10 hours, and we learned that the twins were 9 years old.

I had brought a book to read, and my cousins were with their phones and video games and the travel went well for the first hours, then, I got bored of the book and began to move around the cabin, then, stood on the seat and opened the window, the wind made things went crazy, and I saw my hat flying outside before I could reach it.

“Aww!!” I complained, feeling a smack on my butt. “My hat!!!” I began to sob, my cousin Samuel stood up and close the window and looked at me.

“Laia! sit down.” I blushed, the kids were looking at each other, the man was staring me and the woman shaking her head. “B... but my hat...” I began but got another smack.

“Sit down! you’re the one who opened the window in first place, do now don’t complain” Alex insisted, I pulled my dress down covering my panties, sighed and sat down. I loved that dress!

“Feets out of the seat, Laia!” I heard Samuel some minutes later. I had put my feet on the seat and was making ugly faces to the boy, I looked to his dad, and saw he was looking right between my legs. I checked right there with my hand to see if there was something wrong. Nope! I was dry. I hugged and did as told, damn! travels are boring!

The little girl pulled her mom’s sleeve and asked to go to the bathroom, my cousins asked me if I had to go, I hadn’t, I had found a ladybug on the window and was busy watching it. After a while, I was sleeping.

I woke up and looked around, my brothers were still with their games, the girl and the woman were sleeping, the boy was reading a comic book and the man was again staring at me, while I slept one of my straps had dropped down and half breast was exposed, I also had my dress all pulled up exposing my panties. I smiled at him and placed my clothes in place when noticed that my panties were all wet. I tried to hide it, but it was uncomfortable, my panties were soaked, it had been a big pee that time.

“Laia! Can’t you stop moving, please? what’s now?” Alex asked. “N... Nothing Sir..” I said, blushing deep red and trying to pull my dress down to cover my dress.

He looked at me. “Let me see” He ordered, and bushing in shame, I pulled my dress up exposing my wet panties.

The little boy moved his eyes away from the comic and noticed what had happened, he began to laugh, making his mom and sister wake up while the father hushed him.

“Laia... really? We told you, didn’t we?” Alex said checking my panties with his hand. “Also the dress?” He complained making me feel more and more ashamed.

Samuel had left the video game and was looking for one of our bags, most of our luggage was into another wagon, but we had brought a few bags with us. While Samuel searched, Alex made me stand and checked the seat.

“Look at this mess,” He said. “Samuel, see if we have a towel, please,” He asked, as he pulled my dress down. I was looking down but could feel everyone’s eyes on me, the kids were having fun but the man was looking at me in a different way.

Samuel was taking things out of the bag while he apologized to the family. “Sorry, but we have to change her” Alex placed the towel on my seat, pulled my panties down and made me lie on the bench took off my shoes and made my bend my knees so they could take care of me.

I didn’t like the way the man was looking at me and I was unable to cover my bottoms, so at least I put my arms on my chest.

“Do you need help?” I heard the mother asking.

“No, thank you, we’re used to this, we’re just sorry for all the inconvenience, we shouldn’t have listened to her and put her diapers before leaving,” Alex said, with a bit of recrimination on his voice.

“Is she a baby?” Asked the little girl.

“No, she’s not! she has breasts dummy! I’ve seen them!” Replied the boy.

“She’s like a baby” Confirmed my cousin while he took a wet towel. “Have you finished, Laia?” He asked and caught me confused. He sighed. “I mean, if you have to pee because we don’t have more diapers here and if you wet them, you will spend with them until we arrive.

“N... No.. I’m finished.” I said blushing.

“Ok,” He said lifting my legs and wiping my butt first, then, with another towel he did my kitty. I was amazed at my cousins, they were a good team.

Samuel had ready everything just at the right time, so Alex just had to take and use it. The applied the talcum and finally put my diapers on. Then, took my wet clothes and put them in a plastic bag.

Samuel was looking for something in my bag.

“Laia.. the clothes I’ve given to you this morning, did you put them in your bag as I told you?”

I blushed again, maybe I had forgotten, I didn’t pay attention when he talked to me. I shook my head.

“I won’t spank you with the diaper, but you, young lady, will get to your new house with a very red bottom.” I was sobbing again. “S... Sorry, Sir.”

“No clothes then, sit down, and don’t move.” He sentenced, while they put things back on the bags.

I sat down and didn’t move, I had earned a spanking and wasn’t risking a new one, the kids were whispering at each other.

Soon I stopped worrying about the man, he was looking at my breasts, especially when the woman seemed distracted by something else. I had started to squeeze my nipples softly, I did it sometimes when I was nervous, my cousins were tired of telling me that it wasn’t a good thing to do but I kept doing it anyway.

“What are you doing?” Said the girl looking at me curiously. I shrugged, then I saw her trying to do the same over her dress.

Samuel caught me and slapped my hand. “Naughty hands get slapped!”

I huffed but stopped playing.

Soon I was bored again, I watched the boy and he seemed interested in his comic book.

“What are you reading?” I asked.

“A boys thing,” He said showing his tongue.

“Paul! Be nice” The man said, and the boy apologized.

“Go with her so you two can read it” Insisted the man. The boy huffed and sat next to me, my cousins moved a little so he would fit.

The comic was a big guy with a big hammer, he threw it to his enemies and the hammer always flew back to him. Soon I was asleep again and when I woke up I had the boy sleeping with me. His head on one of my breasts and one of his hands over the other. The man was still looking at me, but that time, only smiled for a few seconds before moving his attention back to the newspaper.

The boy was drooling, I could feel my breast getting wet, I wanted to wake him up and dry myself, but he was sleeping so peaceful that I let him stay.

I woke up again, that time feeling some pressure on my nipple, his father was staring us, I looked down and saw the boy lips around my nipple while he made little sounds. I had been doing it because I felt something I hadn’t felt in the last months, it was the tingle I felt sometimes before taking Puericil. I didn’t know what to do. Stop him? Was that wrong?

I looked to my cousins, they were sleeping, just the same than the rest, only the man was watching. He stood up and walked to me.

“Here, let me help you,” He said, and gently moved the boys head until he released my nipple, then, with his hand, he wiped my breasts, not only the wet one but both of them.

“Sorry,” He said with a smile before going back to his seat.

The travel ended without more trouble, Samuel had to lend me one of his shirts before we could leave the train, I had my top covered, but my diapers were at sight from everyone.

We went to pick our luggage and then, they led me to the bathrooms.

I was a bit scared when we headed into the man’s area, of course, my cousins couldn’t get into the woman’s so that made sense.

Inside, two guys were standing and I could hear the sound of their pee. Alex took off my shirt while Samuel did the same with my diapers.

One of the guys turned around.

“Hey, what are you...” He began, but got silent, he didn’t turn around, instead, he looked at me, I did the same with him, and noticed that he still had his thing on his hands.

Alex led me into one of the stalls, used some tissues to clean the lid and then ordered me to sit down.

I knew what to do, and it was clear that I couldn’t stand until I had finished. The stall was too small, so my cousin had to stand outside so he could supervise me.

I was feeling weird, hearing manly voices around, the few who walked in front of me stopped for a few seconds before moving away.

After some minutes I was able to pee, Alex wiped me with a wet towel and then we walked out of the stall.

A couple of boys of about my age were washing their hands, I tried to cover myself, but it was difficult while my cousins were dressing me.

“What happens to her?” Asked one of the boys to my cousins.

“She needs special care,” They said without going into details, the boys waited until my cousins had put me a fresh pair of panties and a white dress. I would have preferred the blue one, but I had peed it.

“Here we go, I hope you can stay dry until we arrive,” Samuel said, patting my butt.

At the station, we took a cab and we went to the farm. I was happy because my cousins had forgotten about the spanking, and tried to not get in trouble.

“Once we get there you’ll get a bath first thing.”

“Yes, Sir”

We arrived, the house was huge, three big floors, mom came to meet us first, and after her, a man, I supposed it was my new dad.

Mom came to hug and kiss me, she was smiling and saying how happy she was for having me again, the man shook my cousin's hands, then I saw a little boy.

Let me do the introductions, said mom.

“She’s Laia, my daughter and my nephews, Alex and Samuel,” She said, pointing to me and my cousins, then she turned. This is William, my husband, and Roger, our little one.

William walked and hugged me, it was a bear hug. “Welcome Laia,” He said, then he faced the boy. Roger, come meet your sister. The boy came and offered his hand, I shook it and he smiled.

“Nice to meet you, Sirs.”

William seemed shocked, but shrugged and led us into the house.

We went upstairs and he showed our rooms, my cousins would have one room for each one, same as me.

“Aunt, Laia needs a bath, she had an accident.” My cousins said.

“Oh my, is that true Laia?” I blushed and nodded. “Yes, mommy... Sorry”

She smiled and hugged me again.

“Is fine, don’t worry sweetie.” She said, then turned to my cousins, ok, why don’t you all have a shower and some rest, I’ll get lunch ready and once the rest are back we can eat.

She showed us the bathrooms, one on each floor, and the Master room had a private one. Samuel took one of the bathrooms and Alex took charge of me, picking fresh panties for me, and a whole set of fresh clothes for him. Then, we went to the other bathroom.

At Aunt’s home I was used to taking baths instead of showers, but the few times we were short of time, they helped me with the shower. That was one of those times. He undressed and washed me, then, after drying me, I had to wait until he took his shower. Once dressed we meet on the main floor, where the rest of the family was gathering.

There I meet my new sister, Miss Jenna, and my other two brothers, Sir Sullivan and Sir Derek. I acted as the polite little girl I’m supposed to be, a light bow, big smile and nice words for everybody.

My cousins were soon talking with everyone, I was more silent, Roger was making faces to me, and I was having problems to not laughing out loud.

“So, I’ve heard that you’ve done well at school this year Laia” Said Sir. William.

“Yes, Sir, it’s been hard, but my cousins and Miss Jennifer had been helping me a lot and I’ve passed thanks to them.”

“You talk weird.” Said Sullivan.

I looked at him and smiled. I had been told that if you don’t know what to say, a nice smile is always welcome.

“Yes Sulli, later we will talk about this, I’m sure you will find something as shocking as I found them, but we will get used.”

Everyone in my new family looked at me each time I talked and I began to become even shyer.

“Hey Laia, what kind of music do you like?” Asked Jenna. I had to think about it, I liked music, but my tastes had changed once I became less interested in boys. “Uhm... Some Rock I guess, and songs of my favorite movies. I have a few CD’s that I could lend to you, Miss.”

“Laia, enough juice for now, you don’t want to have an accident don’t you?” I heard Alex say.

“Yes, Sir, Sorry, I’m sorry,” I said, pulling the glass away.

“Laia, stop singing.”

“Laia, stop playing with the bread.”

Yes, I was still nervous, I used to behave well at the table, but I had finished eating and I was getting bored.

“Ok Laia, enough! Get your dishes, put them on the sink and go to the corner for five minutes” Samuel said tired of fighting me.

I blushed and looked around, everyone was looking at me, I stood up, and put my dishes in the sink, then looked around.

“W- w.- which corner, Sir?” I asked.

He sighed. “Laia, come here, please” He said, I walked to him.

“You know why I’m sending you to the corner, don’t you?”

I blushed and nodded. “Because I’ve been annoying everyone during lunch.”

“Good, and do you think the corner you choose does really matter?”

I shrugged, and after some thinking shook my head.

“Good, now choose the one you prefer and go there, I will let you know when times come.”

I nodded. “Yes, Sir...” And walked into one of the corners, it had a window really close so I could see the farm.

“Boys, I can’t believe how much she has changed.” I heard mom saying.

“Thank you, Aunt, we’ve learned a lot thanks to this experience.”

They kept talking, and I soon stopped listening to them, those chats were boring, then, I felt someone pulling my dress, it was Roger. I looked at him.

“They say that you can go and play with me.” I smiled. “Ok! Thank you, Sir!” I said, and he looked at me.

“I’m not Sir! I’m Roger! Why you call me such thing?”

“Uhm... that’s the way I’ve been told to address everyone...” I said, he seemed to think and finally shrugged.

“Ok. Come to my room.” He said, and before I could talk, he had my hand and was pulling me upstairs.

We went to his room, he had plenty of things there, toys, posters, comics, he wanted to show me everything and we spent there some good time playing and talking.

He told me that his brothers and sister had plenty of friends who came over or to go out with, but was alone often since there were no kids of his age in the area. Sullivan and he used to play together, but lately, Sullivan had stopped being interested in games anymore.

“I have to pee,” I said.

“Uh, the bathroom is two doors at the left.” He said, but not making any move.

“I can’t go alone...”

“I can’t go with you, you’re a girl”

“Uhm.. oh.. ok, I will ask my cousins then.”

I went down, I was about peeing myself, they were sitting in the living room talking when I appeared giving little jumps. My cousins knew what happened just watching me.

“Ok, let’s go Laia” Said Alex, and walked with me into the bathroom. I was pulling my panties down before we reached the bathroom.

“That was close, Laia, you don’t have to wait until the last second.”

“Everything is ok?” I heard mom saying as she walked in.

“Yes... just close to an accident but we made it in time.” Samuel said.

“I asked Roger, but he said he couldn’t come with me because I’m a girl,” I said while peeing.

“Yes Sweetie, we’re still talking and we’ll see how things are going to work.” Mom said. I nodded and stood up.

“Ready!”

Alex took some paper and wiped me, then pulled my panties in place.

“Now you’re!” He said dispatching me with a gentle smack on my butt.

“She’s so sweet now!” I hear mom say before I stepped into Roger’s room. I was happy hearing mom’s words.

Sir William called us, he would give us all a tour around the farm. That’s when I discovered how big was the place, and all the animals that they had.

He said that I could help during summer if I wanted to. Everyone helped, and for me, the sound of taking care of animals was great.

Sir Roger was with me, holding my hand and giving me explanations about everything, He’s so smart!

Sullivan, Derek, and Jenna were a few steps back, I think they were not interested in the visit because there spent all the time talking to each other.

Roger and I would be taking care of the chickens, that meant feeding, getting the eggs and cleaning the pen. He was happy that I would help him and willing to teach me everything.

Back home we all sat for a short family sitting.

“Ok kids,” Sir William began, “We’ve been talking about this, you know Laia is living with us and you all know about her special needs, things are going to change so we all can take care of her.

I’m working all day at the farm, and your mother has her work at country, that means that during the day, you’ll be in charge of your sister. Jenna and Derek, you’re the oldest, and I expect you to take the responsibility.”

I felt sorry because the two of them seemed mad. Roger was next to me, he had been with me all the time and missed the previous taking just the same as me.

“Your cousins will stay here a couple of weeks, they’ve been taking care of Laia, but here we want them to enjoy and have fun, those weeks are meant to be a fun and relaxing time for them. So they’re going to teach all us what to do. Understood?”

They all nodded with different degrees of happiness on their faces. And I realized the burden I had been for my cousins, they deserved their holidays.

After dinner, I had some more time to play with Roger before it was time to get ready to sleep.

“Ok, Laia is bath time.”

“Yes mom”

She took my hand and we walked to the bathroom.

She was undressing me when Sullivan stepped in.

“Sullivan, why you didn’t knock on the door?” said mom. I looked at the boy and his eyes were staring me. I was only in my panties.

“You said you wanted us to help” He replied.

“You will have plenty of chances to help, Sullivan, but that doesn’t mean that you can step into the bathroom without knocking.”

He huffed and left the room. Mom walked and closed the door.

“I’m sorry Laia, he’s at that age.”

“How old is he, mom?”

“13, but already curious about girls, the other day I found porn in his room...”

I nodded. “Is fine, curiosity is good”

She looked at me. I can’t believe how much you’ve changed, you’re so sweet now. I remember the last time I stepped into your room when you were getting changed, you made such a big fuss.

I shrugged, I couldn’t remember that moment, but it was like the old me would have done.

“I’m sorry mom”

She pulled my panties down.

“Do you have to pee?” I shook my head, then, she took off her clothes, that was different, the only person I had bathed with had been David, now, mom and I sat on the bath, I was sitting on her lap.

“Laia, are you happy?” She asked.

“Uh? Yes, Mom, I’m happy.”

“You know what I mean, don’t you? about, your new situation, you’ve changed a lot, and now, you’re so sweet, I can’t stop thinking we’ve stolen something from you, your freedom.”

She had her arms around me, and I was feeling so good, how I could not?

“I have freedom mom, I don’t have to worry anymore, I’m told what to do and when.”

“And your cousins? I know they’re sweet, but, have they done something to you that you didn’t want? They are the same age as Sullivan.”

“You mean like a spanking? is fine, they only give me those when I’ve been naughty, mom”

“No Laia, I don’t mean spankings, do you remember the talk we had when you were 6 years old? about inappropriate touchings?”

“Ah...”

“N... No mom, they never... They’ve been always nice to me.”

“Good, you can always talk to me, ok?”

“Yes mom, thank you.”

She washed me, and then, he called my cousins so they showed her how to do the massage, it lasted longer than usual because mom wanted to try, then, after the suppository and the diapers, I went to sleep.

Part II

Mom woke me up, she kissed me and told me how happy she was for having me there.

“Do you mind if William helps you with your shower? Or should we wait until your cousins are up?”

I had to think about it, I have never been bath by a grown-up man. Jennifer’s father had offered himself often, but my cousins never let him do it.

I had learned that two type of grown-up man existed, the ones that saw me as the little girl I was, and the ones that stared me in a way that made me uncomfortable.

Jennifer's dad and the man at the train were the second types, William, I thought it was the first type, he had looked at me with a sincere smile.

“It's ok mom, this way they can have their holidays without taking care of me.” She smiled and kissed my cheek and removed my diapers, then, sent me to the bathroom. I was wearing only the top of my Pj.

“I’m leaving you two changes of clothes on your bed. Just ask someone to help you if you have to change. I’m going to work.” She said.

William came into the bathroom and smiled. “Good morning Laia”

Good morning Sir.

Ok. It’s been a long time since I’ve done this, so you will have to tell me if I’m doing something wrong. OK?

I smiled back. Yes, Sir.

He walked to me and helped with my Pj’s, then led me into the shower.

“Sir... I have to pee”

“It’s fine, you can do it in the shower”

I looked at him and shrugged, well that made sense.

He removed his shirt and pants, then, after some seconds, he pulled down his trunks and stepped into the shower.

He began with my hair while I had my mind into what I had seen, his penis was bigger than Daniel’s, I had never seen one that big. Once he had finished with my hair he worked with my neck, arms, and back, then my front, but he skipped my breasts.

Then moved down to my legs, he did my buttocks but he was skipping all the dirty spots.

“Sir... You’re missing... some spots” I finally said.

“Yes... Sorry Laia, I’m just... not used to this. Don’t want to make you feel bad”

He was talking with a soft voice.

“I’m not feeling bad, Sir, you’re one of the good ones,” I said. He smiled, and went back to work, this time doing a good job, he washed my boobies, crack and kitty, firm but gently, then, he washed, and before I knew we were wrapped in a pair of towels.

“I did it right?” He asked while brushed my hair.

“Yes, Sir. Thank you!”

We crossed paths with Jenna who opened her mouth, huffed and left.

Ok, you will help Roger at the pen, so let’s get you ready.

There, over the bed a shirt, a pair of denim shorts and panties, on the floor I saw a pair of boots. I could barely remember the last time I wore pants or boots, but, I thought those were farm clothes.

I was facing the bed while Sir William was holding my panties so I could step in.

“Derek, do you need something?”

I turned my face and saw Derek.

“Good morning Sir,” I said with a smile.

He blushed. “Yeah, good morning, and... No, Dad, I’m good”, he said and left.

Sir William looked at me for a while. “You really don’t mind, don’t you?”

I looked confused. He smiled. “Never mind” He added before pulling my panties up and helping me with the rest of my clothes. “Your mom forgot about a bra, do you know where they are?”

I shook my head. “I don’t wear them anymore.” He shrugged and looked at my breasts, my nipples were standing because of the bath and everything. Then, shook his face and helped me with the shirt.

“Ok, ready, go and begin breakfast while I get dressed.”

“Thank you, Sir”

Everyone was up and sitting at the table, I said good morning and sat down. Sir William was back, dressed in his work outfit.

Ok, Jenna and Derek, one will have to stay home, and the other will show your cousins around.

“Aw. Dad!!! I have to meet my friends at the river.” Jenna complained.

“Good! then take your cousins, I’m sure they will love seeing your friends bathing around, Derek, you stay home and take care of the kids.”

I was sure that Jenna wasn’t happy, but she didn’t talk anymore, I think that Sir William’s word was sacred.

“Roger and Laia, take care of the chickens, ask Derek if you need help, Sullivan, you know what to do.” He said after having breakfast and left.

Roger was pulling me out of the house, he was willing to show me the pen.

We were having fun, Roger was telling me what to do and explained me plenty of things about the chickens, he wanted to be a farmer and he knew a lot of things.

“Be right back.” He said and walked out of the pen.

I looked around and then followed him, he turned a corner, when I did the same I saw him peeing.

He was splashing the pen’s wall with his pee.

“Don’t look!” He said.

I turned my face. “Sorry Sir,” I said mumbling, “But I have to pee.

“Oh. Ok, just don’t look at me.”

I turned around, giving my back to him, undid my shorts, pulled down my panties and squatted down.

I think living in a farm is different, at my aunt’s home I was never alone, my cousins were always with me ready to cover my needs, there in the farm, I would have to learn to do things on my own. I could. I had been doing those things before, it was just time to learn again.

I finished, stood up and looked around.

“What now?” Said Roger, I turned to face him and saw him blushing, he was looking down, right between my legs.

“I need a tissue.” I said ignoring his curiosity.

“He walked away and came back with a bush leaf.”

“You can use this.”

I was about asking him to wipe me, but I remembered that he was not like my cousins, I did not want to gross him, so took the leaf and wiped myself. He was still looking at my kitty.

“I saw Jenna’s once, she slapped me for watching, she has more hair down there.” I heard him say.

“That’s because I’m a little girl.”

He shook his face.

“No, you have tits, little girls don’t have tits”

I didn’t like to be reminded of those things. I pulled my panties and shorts up and asked “What’s next?”

We finished our work and went back to the house, Derek playing a video game and Sullivan was watching tv.

“We will eat in one hour, on our own,” Derek said, looking at me.

“You two are a mess.”

Sullivan turned his face to see me.

“Maybe we should bath Laia.” He said looking at his brother.

“You heard Dad. “Roger, go get clean.” Ordered Derek, and Roger left us.

The other two were looking at each other.

“Come on, if we do it, Dad will know he can trust us, and you want to do it”

I was looking at them silently.

“Ok. Laia, do you want a bath?”

I shrugged, I was dirty, and I could feel the pen’s stink all over me.

“Ok... I will get things ready.” Said Derek and walked out.

Sullivan was looking at me. “Better take off your boots before stepping in.”

I did as he told me and then waited in the kitchen.

Roger was back when Derek said the bath was ready.

“Come!” Sullivan said I followed him, and Roger was a few steps on my back, we all stepped into the bathroom. They closed the door and I felt observed.

“Come on, take off your clothes, we don’t have all day.”

I was feeling uncomfortable, being undressed is one thing, doing it yourself is different, also, I could feel some excitement into their voices, Roger was sitting on the toilet, and was the only one acting normal.

I began to undo my shorts and pulled them down along with my panties, six pairs of eyes become stuck into my kitty while I took off my shirt, then, their eyes moved up.

“See, you have tits!” Said Roger, and his comment made me feel a bit more relaxed.

They were around me, looking, it was clear that none of them was going to help me in, so I did it on my own and sat down, feeling better with the warm water.

Again, they didn’t move, so I had to take the soap and began washing.

All the time they were staring me, I washed, and stepped out wrapping a towel and drying myself. They followed me into my room and watched me getting dressed in the fresh clothes. I was missing my cousins already.

We all watched some tv and then had lunch, mom had left our meals ready, so the only thing we had to do was to warm it before serving. Then I went with Roger and we played until Jenna and my cousins were back.

My cousins seemed happy. They hugged me and asked about my day, I told them proudly that I had washed, and how much I had been helping Roger with the chickens.

They smiled and told me how proud they were of me, but I could see that something was bothering them.

Later, my cousins, mom, and William closed themselves into a room. I was afraid because I thought maybe I had done something wrong, so I walked next to the door and listened.

“They’re just curious, we were at first, then we got used and everything went better, she’s this way now, and the best thing is that they get more involved and take more responsibility.” I heard my cousins say.

“Yes, I know, but... I don’t like the way they’ve done it., besides, you two maybe are young, but, you’re the ones more mature here.” I heard mom.

“That’s because we had no choice aunt, don’t give them a choice and they will become just like us.” Alex Said.

“I’m not sure about this, Hanna. I trust my kids, but they are... well, I know how I was at their age.” William said.

“They will stop seeing her in the way they see her now, it’s just a matter of time, just like us and our friends, at first we had to stop them often, they tried to touch and explore, but then, they saw her just like a girl to protect, that’s the effect of her new personality, you love her and only want to protect her.”

“So what we should do now?” asked my mom.

“Teach them... tonight we will wash her with them, we will explain them everything, each step, all the rules, that should satisfy their curiosity, at least for now.” Samuel Said.

“One of us should be there.” Mom said.

“No... they will feel ashamed with you around, even with Jenna, so we will teach her tomorrow. Besides, Laia trusts us, and she’s going to be fine, not a big deal with her really.”

“And Roger?” Asked Sir William.

“He’s important, he’s already attached to Laia, would be wrong to make him feel different.” Alex Said.

“Ok...” Mom said. “Yes, Ok... We’ll do your way.”

I walked back to Roger’s room, happy that no one was in trouble and because my cousins were taking care of everything.

I was relaxed in the bathroom while my cousins explained that they had to dress and undress me, I peed and they taught the rest how to wipe me and then, how to help me into the bathroom and wash me.

All my new brothers helped, while my cousins supervised and explained, Jennifer had taught them everything about a girls body, and they did the same with my brothers.

They showed my kitty parts, and explained that the clit wasn’t to be played with unless it was for masturbation purposes, then, explained that there was no need to stick anything inside me, just making a bit pressure with the hand on my slit was enough to keep my kitty clean, and only the tip of their fingers on my back was good to clean there.

They showed how to massage me, not taking too long in my boobies since mines were sensitive and instead of relaxing would excite me, then, after the kisses, they showed how to apply my daily dose of Puericil-G and explained all the effects. At the end, I was even with my diapers.

My new brothers asked some questions, and my cousins answered each one for them, I was so proud of my cousins that I went to sleep with a smile.

Next morning Sir William washed me again, he was always nice and had a smile on his face, he took care of everything and noticed that his penis never got hard. Daniel’s was often hard, I thought that maybe was just because nobody was touching it.

That day, Jenna would stay at home with us, the younger ones, and Derek would go out.

I went with Roger to the Pen and again, we were busy and had fun, he didn’t complain when I want to pee with him, and he even wiped my kitty and pulled my panties and pants up once I had finished. I thanked him and we went back to work.

After our morning work, we went back home, Roger went first because I was distracted petting the dogs, when stepped in I was surprised that Sullivan wasn’t alone.

I knew that some of Jenna’s friends were home, she had said that they would be tanning in the backyard and made sure we won’t bothered them unless something really important happened, but didn’t know about Sullivan’s friends.

They stopped talking right when I appeared.

“You will see” I heard Sullivan saying to his friends.

“Laia, you and Roger have finished?”

“Yes, Sir,” I said, feeling everyone’s attention on me.

“You can’t get in with those dirty clothes, take them off.” I didn’t move and checked my clothes, they were not clean, but I had been careful to not do a big mess. Sullivan stood up and walked to me.

“I said you to take those off!" He said and smacked my butt, then without giving me the time, he began to undo my pants.

I thought It wasn’t right, and for a moment, I kept my pants in place, he smacked my butt twice, the same way my cousins did show them to do when I was being stubborn.

“Sorry Sir” I said and let him to pull my pants down. Then, he noticed my boots, and while I had my pants on my knees, he helped me to take off my boots, then, he pulled down my panties and I stepped out of them. I heard a few gasps, everyone was looking at me, Sullivan unbuttoned my shirt and then took it off from me. I was naked, not sure about what to do.

“Come meet my friends, Laia,” He said, pulling me into his friends.

“What the hell! Laia! Why are you naked!” I heard. It was Jenna, he was wearing a bikini and a t-shirt, she had put it on just to step inside the house.

“He told me to,” I said scared, and thinking I was in big trouble.

“You little perverts! Wait until Dad knows about this!” She said and took my hand pulling me upstairs. We went to her room and she closed the door.

“Laia! You can’t be so naive! They were watching you!”

“Sorry Miss” Is the only thing I could say.

“She huffed mad and looked at me. Ok, you will stay with us until Dad or Hanna comes home.”

“Do you have a bikini?” She asked, and I shook, the times we went swimming I had a one-piece swimsuit, she looked at me and then searched for something in her closet.

“Here, it’s an old one, but should fit you well.” She said, handing me two pieces of cloth.

“Come on Laia, I know what happened to you, but you can’t really be like this, ” he said but began to help me get dressed, she had a last check.

“Looks better on you than never did on me.” She said, and I think for the first time she smiled.

“Let’s go.” She said and walked out, Roger! put your trunks and come with us.” She ordered while we walked close to his door.

I had been like her, so self-confident and bossy, Jennifer was the same, but in a different way, I think for the first time I wanted to be a bit like the old me.

We walked out and four girls were lying on loungers.

“Girls, this is Laia, Laia those are my friends, Nichole, Sandra, Rachel, and Lorna.”

“Hello, Laia.” One said, and the rest greeted me.

“Hi!” I said, my first impulse was to add a Miss, but I knew that each time I used those words people around me looked surprised.

“Laia will stay with us, my brother and his friends were.... never mind. Here, Laia, let me put some sunscreen on you.”

She applied the lotion on my back, then did the same on my front.

“You can lie there,” She said and pointed one free lounger.

Roger came with us and Jenna did the same with him, put some lotion on him.

Jenna and her friends were talking about their things, and I began to be bored lying there without doing anything, I was looking at Roger, and felt like he was feeling the same. I would love going to play with him, but I somehow knew that I was expected to stay right as I was.

“So, what they were doing to her, Jenna?”

“Let’s leave it like this ok?”

“Come on. Is that bad?”

Jenna sighed. “Ok, Sulli had her naked in front of his friends.”

“What? How? Why?”

“I don’t know. Ok? she’s... like that, she always does as told, he told her to take off her clothes, and she did it”

I was blushing, hearing them talking about me, I thought to do as told was a good thing, but now, it seemed wrong.

“She takes that thing... Puericil, but a version for girls, you know, this makes her just.... like this.”

“Wow! I’ve heard about that, but didn’t know it worked on girls.”

“I neither did, but it works. Do you remember Alex and Samuel? They’re Laia’s cousins, and her... caretakers, they had been bathing her and taking care of everything for the last months.”

“Wait, you mean they.... touch her?”

“Yes... exactly, they even showed my brothers how to do it from now on”

“Your brothers? come on... those boys, yes, maybe... I mean, they seemed fine. I talked with them and they looked into my eyes instead of my tits. But your brothers? they’re always trying to spy on us.”

“I know! I live with them, remember? I just don’t know what’s on my dad and Hanna’s mind”

“I know a boy who is into that thing. He’s 16 but acts like 12 years old, her sister spanks him and such, one time I saw him... you know, playing with his thing, and he didn’t seem to care about it” added one of her friends.

“What do you mean?” Asked Jenna.

“That maybe is ok, I mean, if she doesn’t mind, what’s wrong with the boys watching”

“What if they think they can do the same with us?” Jenna insisted.

“I don’t get that impression from your cousins... they seem all right” the girl added.

“Y... yeah, maybe... I don’t know ok? I just don’t want them bossing her... it’s been hard to show them who’s the boss.” Jenna said.

“Come on, you’re not like her, that’s obvious, she maybe looks like a girl, but is more like a baby...” Her friend added. and saw her walking to me.

“Laia, were you feeling bad? before, when you were naked inside the house?”

I shrugged, I wasn’t feeling like with my cousins, but, those boys hadn’t done anything wrong, so, I couldn’t say I felt bad.

“No. I guess.”

“And, how do you feel when someone asks you to do something?”

“Good... I like to help.” I said without thinking.

“And, when the boys bath you?” She insisted.

“I think it’s nice, they take care of me.”

“Do your cousins spank you?” She asked I nodded. “Sometimes, if I’ve been naughty.”

“See? that’s her... she’s used to it, she feels fine with it.” She said after a smile.

“Ok! I get your point, so what now? I send her to the boys so they make her their toy?” Jenna said.

“Oh come on Jenna, you make it sound totally wrong. but that’s the idea, they watch and touch a little, then, maybe they lost interest and that’s all.”

“I don’t know. I don’t think it’s right.”

“You know they watch porn, I think is better they peek her than us.”

“But what if they go too far? I’m responsible here.”

“Then, you go with them and take things under control”

“No way I’m going there and watch while they... perv her...”

“Whatever, is your choice, Laia, could you bring us some drinks?”

I nodded. “Yes, Miss,” I said, and saw Jenna rolling her eyes.

“Ok, go and bring us some sodas, ok? and a glass of water for Roger”

I nodded and went inside, the boys were watching TV, they saw me, but didn’t talk.

I made two trips to bring all the drinks.

“Thank you, Laia, good girl.” said the girl who had asked me the questions. That made me feel nice, a little compliment made me feel good.

My cousins and Derek were back before lunch, I ran to hug my cousins.

“Oh Laia, you look cute!” They said when saw my bikini.

“Thank you! Miss Jenna gave it to me.”

“And you said thank you, Laia?”

“Uhm... I don’t know.” I said and ran to Jenna to thank her.

I looked at my cousins were normal, talking and saying hello, Derek, on the other side he was silent, watching the girls, I guess that was what the girls meant before. My cousins were different.

My cousins sat on one longe and I saw with them. Samuel put his hand on my crotch.

“Do you have to pee?” He asked, and I realized that I had to.

“Ok, why you don’t go to Derek and ask him?”

I nodded and went to him.

“Sir... I have to pee” He looked at me. “Yeah... sure, let’s go” He said, and lead the way to the bathroom.

Once there he pulled my bottoms down and I sat. He was again staring at my kitty. I looked down myself to check if everything was ok.

I finished and stood up, he took some paper and wiped me a few times, then after putting my panties in place, we walked out. Alex patted the lounge they were sitting on.

“Laia, when Sullivan told you to take off your clothes, he said why?”

“Uhm... he said that they were dirty.” I said.

“And... they were?”

I shrugged. “A little, we had been working at the pen.”

“Ok, why you don’t go and bring the clothes you were wearing”

“Yes, Sir!” I said happily and ran there.

I went back to my cousins, they checked my clothes.

“Roger.” I heard Alex say. “After working at the pen, was Laia dirty?”

Roger seemed to be thinking and shook his face.

“Sullivan told you something about your clothes?”

He shook his face again.

“Ok, thank you, Roger.” He said and stroked my head nicely.

“Did I something wrong?” I asked.

“Of course not Laia, you did as told, and that’s what you’re supposed to do, just to be a good little girl.”

I smiled happily.

“Go and play with Roger sweetie,” He told me, and I went with the little boy who was digging in the yard.

I watched them talking and looking to us from time to time, I knew it had something to do with Sullivan and his friends, Alex had told me that I had done right, but looking them worried made me doubt it.

Samuel left us and came back with a shirt, he took off my top and put the shirt.

“Enough sun for today, Laia, you’re pale.” I smiled and hugged him

“She doesn’t like bras” I heard him saying when reached the girls.

Derek had joined them and seemed to be also talking.

Later we all went inside, Jenna and Sullivan’s friends left and we had lunch. Then, they sent us to Roger’s room.

When Sullivan came back I knew he was mad.

“Roger, you left your plate on the table, go now and put it in the sink!”

“Aww, why?”

“I said go now!” He said, and Roger huffed and walked out of the room.

He walked to me and pushed me back sitting on my tummy before I could react his hand held my nipple and twisted it hard with one hand, while with the other was on my mouth so I couldn't cry out loud.

“If anyone asks, you took your clothes on your own, I never told you to strip, in fact, I tried to stop you, understood?”

He was twisting really hard and I felt tears in my eyes, his eyes were scary, I nodded between sobs.

“Good! remember, do anything I tell you unless you want me to hurt you. And I swear that what I’ve done to you is nothing.” He stood up and left the room.

I was rubbing my nipple when Roger was back.

“He was wrong, my plate was at the sink.” He said and then sat with me to play.

“I’m tired,” I said and went to my bed.

When mom and dad came home, I heard them talking with my cousins and Jenna, then, they called me apart, Sullivan was with me and looked at me mad again.

There, they asked about what happened, and I had to say what Sullivan said, they asked me some more times, I said that my clothes were dirty and I wanted to make a mess, that Sullivan had tried to stop me, but I had ignored him.

When they asked what I had told that he had given me the order, I said that I was scared for being in trouble. At least, they seemed satisfied, but I wasn’t.

That night, my cousins taught Jenna how to take care of me, she acted nice, but I could see she was a bit mad, maybe I had put her in a bad situation with my lies, I was relieved for wearing diapers because I was sure that night I was going to pee.

The following days were a nightmare, Suillivan was acting nice when we weren't alone, but then, the second they left us, he changed.

One time, I knew he was mad and was trying to avoid being alone with him, I had no chance when he ordered me to go to his room.

He stuffed my mouth with an old sock he had under his mattress, it smelled nasty and tasted worse. But I knew that was best not to make him mad.

He sneaked his hand under my dress and panties and pinched my kitty, he was trying new places, until he found what he was looking for. My clit. I lost my breath and cried, but the sock was in my mouth, and everyone else was two floors under us.

He pinched and squeezed me on other places, then, he made me turn around and slapped my butt a few times. Once he was happy, he to stuck one pen into my butt.

A couple of days later he caught me again, I was in my bed and ready to sleep when he appeared. He covered my mouth with his hand and slid under my pj’s reaching my nipple.

“Tomorrow, you want to go with me, you don’t want to work with Roger, you only want to come with me, understood?” He wasn’t squeezing, but pulling my nipple out. I nodded again.

Next morning, while Sir William was washing me he asked.

“Sulli sais that you want to go with him today, is this true?”

I felt bad for lying, but I had no choice. “Yes, Sir.”

“I see, ok, you’ve been working hard these days, I guess a day off is fine.”

Instead of my working clothes he put a skirt, shirt and a nice pair of boots, not the work ones, those were cuter.

We had breakfast, and after a while, Sullivan called me out, we walked out of the farm, and then he turned around to face me. He looked for something in his pocket and then, showed me a pair of scissors.

“That’s for your nipples if I have to repeat you any order, do you understand?”

“Y... Yes, Sir..” I said scared. I was glad I had peed right before leaving because my bladder failed at the same second and felt a few drops.

We went through the forest, he was hurrying me while I tried my best to follow him.

After a while, he stopped again.

“On your knees!” He ordered, I had to process the order before kneeling down.

“You will obey me and only me, ok?” I nodded. “Yes, Sir”

“No Sir, I’m your Master now” He sentenced. Again I nodded, but he was looking at me.

“Y... Yes, Master.” I had to say.

“Bark like a dog.”

“Woof”

“Good, that’s what I expect from you, just do as told, no questions no complaints, understood?”

Yes S... Master”

We reached a cabin and walked to the door, Sullivan knocked three times, waited some seconds, and then knocked two more times. The door opened, and one of his friends showed up.

“You’re late.”

“She’s slow,” Sullivan said and pushed me inside. three more boys were there. One of them closed the door, the cabin was dark, it had curtains and only some gas lamps brought some light.

They all looked at me.

“Are you sure she’s going to...” One of the boys began.

Sullivan smacked my butt. “Laia, you’re going to do as told, don’t you?”

“Y... Yes, Master”

“Take off your shirt.” I was scared, I could see the scissors in his back pocket, I undid the buttons and took off my shirt. Sullivan took one of my nipples and pinched it until I gasped.

“Now off with the rest, we don't have all day”

I did as told, then I had to hold still while the boys touched me everywhere, not only those boys, but from time to time someone knocked the door, talked and gave something to Sullivan. Then the boy came and touched me for some minutes, more and more boys walked by, and I had at all times someone touching me.

I was feeling bad, those were not nice touchings but naughty ones, they were sticking fingers inside me and it was hurting.

I don’t know how much time I was there, but it had been a while since the last boy had left, when he came to me. He had the scissors, and put them on my breast, I could feel the cold metal on my nipple.

“Not a word..if you don’t want to lose those.” He said, only once I had told him I would keep silence he allowed me to get dressed and we walked back home.

My cousins were there and I ran to them, they hugged me and asked how I had been, again I lied, I told them that I have had fun.

Jenna was looking at me and didn’t say a word and each time I looked to Sullivan he had the scissors on his hands.

After lunch, I said I was tired and asked going to bed.

I jumped when heard someone at the door, and then breathed in relief when saw my cousins.

They sat next to me.

“What happened?” Samuel asked while he was holding my hand.

“N... Nothing..” I said, my hand was trembling.

“Laia... you know what we think about lies, don’t you?”

I blushed, both were staring into my eyes, I looked down.

“We’re not mad at you, and we won’t be, but we need to know what happened, because, is obvious that something has happened.”

I began to sob, and Alex hugged me tightly, then, I began to tell them everything, how I had lied to mom and Mr. William, how Sullivan had threatened me and what had happened that morning, they asked me some questions, and comforted me saying that I was safe, then Alex left the room while Samuel was in the room with me.

Sir. William came after a while with Alex, and I had to tell him again what had happened. Then, he left and heard him calling Sullivan.

That evening the house seemed crazy, Sullivan was confined to his room, and I was never alone, someone was with me at all times, and that made me feel good.

That was six months ago, I’m 16 now. My cousins stayed with us for two more weeks, and left once things seemed fine. They’re planning to come back next summer, maybe they bring Samantha since she’s now dating Alex. I’m wishing to see them again.

Sullivan went to therapy, and he’s now taking Puericil, he’s slowly changing, becoming nicer and more dependent, I’m the one taking care of him.

About me... well, after that incident mom talked with a local doctor and they began to reduce my dose of Puericil-G. It’s been two months since my last dose, but they say that some effects will last longer. It seems that the effects are different for each person, and with me, the effects were deeper than should have been.

I wasn’t happy at first, afraid of being bitchy again, but mom says that I have learned how to be a good girl and that I will be fine, with or without the drug. I hope she’s right because I don’t want to be the old me. Now, I don’t want to be the little girl either, but, a mixed version would be good.

Each time I feel mad at someone I think how my cousins would react, and then, try to be more like them and less than me.

I still play with Roger, he’s my favorite brother, he’s sweet, and doesn’t need any Puericil, he’s just like that. I love him a lot, even when I’m not in the mood I try to take time to work with him at the pen or play some games.

There are things I don't want to change back, I never lock or close the doors, and everyone knows that they can step into the bathroom while I'm using it. It makes things easier, and I don't care. A body is a body, not a big deal.

Jenna feels better with the new me, we fight sometimes, but I think that’s normal, we never had a sister before and we’re getting used to it. When we’re not fighting we’re talking and making confidences, I think she’s going to be my best friend forever.

Derek has changed too, he has learned how to talk to girls and he avoids to watch their boobies, I think that now I’m out of Puericil he’s developing some interest into me, that’s weird, but I’m trying to avoid hurting him.

I’m really happy that my aunt put me into Puericil-G. If not, I would still be the total bitch I was, and keep hurting everyone around me. I don’t think it was unfair. It was fair, I deserved and needed it.

Now, I have to make decisions again, and the most important one is to be the best version of me.

Laia

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Response by Paul D. Baker, Ph.D.
(written by Red Rover): [email protected]

Dear Laia,

Well, you certainly had your share of adventures in your trip to your new home and your introduction to your new family. It’s too bad that Sullivan tried to take advantage of you that way, but I am glad that your parents straightened him out and got him into treatment. As you said, some men and boys are good, and some are not so good.

The important thing is that your family accepts you for what you are and is willing to help you grow up in as normal a way as possible. Being put on Puericil-G was probably the best thing that could have happened as it gave you some time to go back to being a little girl again for a while. You tried to grow up too fast the first time and it brought you trouble.

I like the way they gradually reduced your dosage of Puericil-G so your body could adapt over a period of months instead of taking you off it right away. Sometimes stopping one of the Puericil drugs can have bad “rebound” effects and really mess up a child’s body. When Sullivan is ready to come of his Puericil, I hope they taper him off as well.

Now the Puericil drugs can have different results with different people, so your body and mind may have some problems in the days ahead. Make sure your parents schedule regular visits with your doctor so that he can keep an eye on your progress and make the proper adjustments. It often takes a year or more for all the effects to wear off, but if you get the proper care, you should be a normal young woman by the time you are 19 or 20.

Good luck to you.

Hugs.
Paul D. Baker, Ph.D.

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