Written, created, conceived, and masturbated to by AKA.
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Disclaimer:  This story is intended for adults.  It
contains themes and situations that are not suitable
for those not considered adults in their communities.
It also contains naughty words.  All characters in
this story are intended to be portrayed as adults
and therefore legally entitled to perform the strange,
disgusting, and often downright immoral acts they
are described as doing.

The following is part fifteen of the Bob Cocker saga.


a.k.a. Cock Bobber - Undergarments
     by AKA


"You were wonderful tonight, Bobby," purred my beautiful Tonya.

We were lying in bed after another long night on the town.  We'd spent nearly 
two hours parked at the drive-in while cock after cock appeared through the 
car window for me to suck.  And with Tanya softly begging me to do so, I 
sucked off every one.  I couldn't resist her.

Even now, her voice was so soft and loving.  I could scarcely hear her quiet 
voice as she lay with her head on my stomach staring at my stiff dick.  
"You're incredible.  Truly incredible, you know that, Bobby?  I lost count of 
how many nice, juicy dicks you sucked off tonight."

Eight.  I didn't lose count.  It was eight.

"It got me so hot watching you suck them, Bobby.  I get the most delicious 
twinges watching your cheeks puff out when they blow in your mouth.  And my 
whole pussy spasms whenever I see your throat muscles work as you swallow.  
Those are the most delicious little orgasms.  They get me sooo wet, baby."  
She was dragging the back of her fingertips up and down my dick as she talked. 
  God, I was so hard.

She pressed her ear tight against my belly.  "I can almost hear all those 
little spermies wriggling around in your tummy.  They must be so happy to 
become a meal for someone who loves them as much as you do ... instead of 
ending up inside a mean ol' girl like me who just wants them out of her body 
as soon as possible."

Well, it's not like I wouldn't end up eating them afterward anyway, I thought 
to myself sarcastically.

"But of course, they'd all end up down inside your belly anyway, wouldn't 
they, Bobby?" she giggled, as if reading my mind.  "Nothing keeps my baby from 
swallowing down the cum -- no matter how far up inside my holes those big 
dicks pump it."

My eyes rolled back in frustration.  Was her *every* thought directed at 
feeding me other men's semen?

"I'm so glad we can share your love of cumeating, baby," she answered as if in 
confirmation to my thoughts.  "It makes me so happy to give your faggot mouth 
what it needs."

I sighed, but internally.  I'd learned by now not to argue or even show any 
demonstration of my frustration with these conceptions of hers.  It usually 
made things worse.

"But, baby," she said hesitantly, "sometimes I feel like I'm not doing enough 
for you.  I mean look at this thing!"  She lightly pinched the head of my dick 
between the fingernails of her thumb and forefinger and shook it lightly.  
"It's been two and a half weeks!  It's swollen with blood like an engorged 
tick -- and it's almost as big!  I've been doing all I can to make you spew, 
baby, but ... here we are!  You've had an entire bellyful of sperm blasted 
down your throat tonight, but ... nothing!"

Just that light touch made my dick twinge.  "I ... I thought your mom was 
going to talk to you about ... about what I nee-- "

"Oh, yes, mother said something about some kind of touching or holding or 
something, Bobby, but we're beyond that sort of thing now!  You've already 
more than demonstrated that you can give both of us the kind of orgasms we 
each deserve -- orgasms achieved at the exact moment your sissy tastebuds get 
coated with sperm.  Orgasms not caused by boring old physical sensations, but 
more powerful ones derived from the other senses!  Yours when you taste that 
delicious shot of manjuice in your mouth and mine when I see that pale liquid 
you call semen dribbling out of your hard, twitching dicklette.  Don't you 
understand that?"

She sure had a way with words.  "But I ... "

"I know you can do it, Bobby!" she declared adamantly.  "I know you can cum 
the way you were intended to!  Mom once suggested I lock up your pecker in one 
of those control cages -- you know, turn you into a soft-sissy with balls as 
blue as the ocean.  But I talked her out of it, Bobby.  I talked her out of it 
because the beautiful little stiffy you get while sucking cock is one of the 
best things about you!  You know how important that is to me, right?"

"Yes," I replied blankly.  'Soft-sissy?'  Holy shit.

"And I know the feeling of thick dick in your mouth turns you on, baby.  The 
way precum bubbles out of your little dick hole, sometimes I can't tell 
whether or not you've cum."  I felt a thrill through my body as her fingertip 
circled the head of my dick, smearing the clear fluid around the tip.  "See?  
It's seeping out even now -- even though we're just talking about cocksucking. 
  You just can't help it, can you Bobby?"

"No," I admitted.  God help me, she was right.  I'd been rock hard all night.  
Rock hard as I sucked off eight men.

"So why can't you cum for me??!  Why can't you show me what you're really made 
of?  Why can't you show me that you're the kind of boy who cums like a banshee 
as another man's semen slides down his throat?  I know that's who you are, 
Bobby.  I just know it!"

"I ... I'm trying," I sobbed.  "I want to, Tanya.  I want to cum for you, but 
... but ..."  I broke down.  The frustration was just too much.  I started to 
cry.

Tanya heard me and felt my chest heaving under her head.  She turned over and 
straddled my chest.  "Oh, oh, there, there, baby.  Don't cry, sweetie.  I ... 
I'm sorry.  I ... I guess I'm asking too much."

She bent down and gently kissed my cheeks.  As she tenderly pressed her lips 
against my tears, her body slipped downward atop mine.  I felt the heat of her 
shaved pussylips as they pressed against the hard shaft of my dick.  God, even 
as she comforted me, she teased my poor prick.

"I know it's hard, baby," she continued.  "I know you're trying.  I ... I just 
think of you as perfect, you know?  I expect you to be a perfect little sissy 
cocksucker with your mouth as your sole source of sexual satisfaction.  And 
that's ... that's selfish of me.  Nobody's perfect, baby.  Not even a truly 
exceptional faggot like you.  And I'm sorry.  I'm sorry, ok baby?"

"I ... *sniff* ... ok."

"It's not fair of me to ask so much of you so soon, is it?  I mean, you've 
only been sucking cocks for a few weeks now, right?  These things take time.  
It'll be awhile before your body and mind learn that your mouth is now your 
sole sexual organ.  And so ... in the meantime ... I have a solution."

"You ... you do?" I sniffled.  Again, for some reason, some strange hope rose 
up in me that I'd actually get to have sex with her .... in some form.

"Yes, baby.  I think you should masturbate.  In fact, I want you to 
masturbate.  I can't stand to see you this way."

I should have known better.  But, hey ... I'd take what I could get.  "So ... 
you want me to jerk off?  And you want to watch?"

"Oh, God no!"  Her face scrunched up in disgust.  "I mean, I'd probably like 
to watch someone with a real cock stroke it off, but -- watch someone 
frantically slap away at a pathetic little weiner like that?!  Ewwwww ... I 
don't think so!  No, Bobby, I have something else in mind.  Are you ready to 
hear my idea?"

"Um ... ok."  The thought of 'something else' scared me, but at this point, 
I'd do damn near anything.

Her face lit up.  "Goodie!  Wait right here!  Mom and I have presents for 
you!"  With that, she bounced off the bed and disappeared out her bedroom 
door.  I heard some familiar mother-daughter shrieks and giggles come from 
down the hall before she returned in an excited run.  She was carrying a 
couple of plastic grocery bags.

"Here you go, baby!  Mom made you some special panties!"  She pulled out a 
scrap of white cloth as she dropped the bags on the floor beside the bed.

My eyes widened in horror at the word 'panties'.  "No ... no, I dont want to 
wear panti--"

"Oh, stop your fussing.  They're not like the pretty pink ones you picked out 
for yourself before.  These are just some of my plain old white ones.  But 
with a special modification just for you!"

She proudly held them up in front of her.  As she'd said, they were a simple 
white pair of girl's underwear, but with a perfectly round hole in the front.  
I squinted as I tried to examine the design.

She bounced onto the bed.  "See, Mom sewed a little rubber ring into the 
front.  If she did everything right, it should slip around your thingy nice 
and tight.  The panties are mine so they'll be small on you.  Then, when you 
get hard, it will tighten up even more!"

I grimaced slightly.

"Don't you understand, Bobby?  You said something to Mom about liking the 
'tightness' around your pecker.  So now when my pussy contracts and floods 
your mouth with semen or when a cock blows its load in your throat, your 
little dickie won't just have to twitch all alone like before.  It'll have 
this extra tightness to help you cum!  Isn't that great!?"

I have to admit I was conflicted at this moment.  I was truly desperate to 
cum, but ... panties?  However, my own desperation betrayed me and I felt my 
dick twitch in anticipation.

"Oooh!  I can see that Mr. Pinky down there is excited!  C'mon, baby ... let's 
try them on!"

With that, she reached down into another of the plastic bags.  I felt an 
intensely cold wetness as she flopped an icy wet towel into my lap.

"Wooof!" I grunted.

"Oh, sorry, baby.  But this thing will really only go on when you're at least 
half soft."

I groaned in misery, but the cold did cause my hardon to droop significantly.

"That's a good boy," she whispered.  "Now, get up and step into your panties."

I grimaced at her continued use of that word, but ... I'd learned not to argue 
with her when she was excited about something.  I did as she asked.  As she 
pulled the underwear up my legs, she pinched the head of my dick between her 
fingers and poked it through the rubber-ringed hole.  Then she tugged on the 
head until the ring slid about halfway down my dick.  That was more attention 
than she'd given the thing in weeks.  Soft as I was, I still felt pleasureable 
twinges -- just from her touch.  I got hard again almost instantly -- just in 
time for her to stop touching it.

"There!  God, it's perfect, Bobby!  Look at it -- it makes your winky seem 
even smaller than it already is!", she said sounding obviously quite pleased 
with that fact.

I looked down and saw immediately what she meant.  The rubber ring -- it was 
just an o-ring like from the auto parts store -- gripped my dick tightly about 
halfway down its length.  The fabric of the panti-- .. I mean 'underwear' 
stretched outward to meet it leaving only half my dick protruding outside.  It 
sure did make it look rather stubby.

"And with just your dickie sticking out the hole, it looks like you've got no 
balls whatsoever!  God, I LOVE it!" she squealed.  "Come over here in front of 
the mirror and look at yourself, Bobby!"  She beckoned for me to step in front 
of the full length mirror on her door.  I did as requested.  "Perfect, Bobby!  
You look just perfect!"

Shaved and naked except for a pair of girl's panties with only a stub of my 
hard dick stretched tight and sticking out through the front.  She had a 
strange idea of perfect.

"Now kneel down."

"Huh?"

"Kneel down, Bobby.  How can you properly fantasize if you're not kneeling 
down?"

I didn't understand, but I got down onto my knees.

"Oh, yeah," she purred.  "That's right ... hands at your sides.  Now do that 
little twitching trick with your dick -- like you showed my mom."

I tensed up the proper muscles and ... holy shit!  The ring held my dick 
tightly causing the skin to stretch tightly over the head ... and it felt good!

"OH!" she shouted.  "It's working!  It's working, isn't it??!"

"Y-yeah," I agreed.  "I ... I think so."  I twitched again.  Oh, yes ... it 
did feel good.  I watched in the mirror as the head swelled slightly, the skin 
stretched taut.

"Look at it, Bobby!  Look at it in the mirror!"  She stepped behind me and 
bent down so her head was next to mine.  "God, your pecker looks *beautiful* 
like that!" she whispered as we watched my reflection.

Now I couldn't stop myself.  These were actually the first pre-orgasmic 
feelings I'd felt in weeks.  I kept twitching my dick -- watching in the 
mirror as the protruding stub bounced up and down.

"Do ... do you think you can cum, Bobby?" she whispered ... almost begging.

"Yes, I ... I think I can.  I think I can," I muttered mantra-like.  Oddly, it 
seemed to take great effort to keep moving those muscles.  My heart started to 
race.  My breathing faltered.  This was a lot of work!

"Yes, Bobby.  Do it.  Cum.  Cum for me," Tanya's hand had moved to her crotch.

I kept going.  Kept trying.  Kept flexing and pumping those muscles.  Again.  
And again.  And again.  My whole body started heaving with effort.  This ... 
could work, but ... almost there.  Breathing heavily, I looked away from the 
mirror and up at her with frustrated eyes.  I stopped and slumped over 
slightly, catching my breath.

Her excited look faded slightly.  "Don't worry, Bobby.  We'd have been shocked 
if you'd have done it right out of the gate."  Then the sparkle returned to 
her eyes.  "That's why I brought something I KNOW will help!"

As she bounded away, I sat panting and staring at the pitiful scene in the 
mirror.  It couldn't get worse, could it?

"Ta-da!!" she reappeared behind me as I felt a swoop over my head.  Suddenly, 
there was something musky and sticky pressed against my face, covering my 
eyes.  I felt her adjusting something until ...

It was a jock strap.  She'd pulled a jock strap upside down over my face and 
was tying the leg straps tight behind my head.  It was a ... used ... jock 
strap.

"I swiped this from Malph in the lockerroom after we fucked today.  Then I 
stuffed it inside my panties for the ride home.  So it just *reeks* of 
ballsweat, pussy, and semen -- all your favorites!"  She sounded absolutely 
giddy.

Still breathing heavily, the scents she described flooded my nostrils.  They 
were all very familiar scents by now.  With the jockstrap centered on my face, 
I could see my reflection through the legholes.  God, how humiliating.  How 
pitiful.  How ...

No!!  No, please!  Not that!  Anything but that!

Tanya starting squealing with delight, actually jumping and clapping with glee.

As I inhaled the heady trio of aromas, my body started to ... react.  Dammit 
-- the only times I'd cum in months had been when inhaling one of those 
smells, so now the combination of all three was ... giving me a hardon.  Or 
more correctly, a harder hardon.  My dick swelled even further and twitched 
involuntarily.  My 'panties' kept the skin pulled tight and ... it actually 
felt good.  Fuck, she was right!  It .. it was going to make me cum.

"Oh, God, Bobby ... you're going to cum, aren't you?"

"Nooo," I moaned.  I wasn't answering her question.  The scents in each breath 
inward caused my dick to pulse and strain.

"Yes, you are!  Oh my God, you are!  C'mon, Bobby!  You can do it!"  She 
dropped to the floor next to me to get a close up view.  "Do it, baby!  
Breathe in!  Sniff that sweaty jock, my sweet faggot!  Cum for me!"

Please, make it stop, I begged silently.  She was right.  I was going to cum.  
I was going to cum with no other stimulation than a rank, sexual-juice soaked 
jock strap on my face.  My mind was horrified, but my body didn't care.  It 
felt too good.  I tensed up and gave it a few last pumps.  My dick surged.  I 
could feel it building.  But then ... but then ...

  ... the ring slipped.

Tanya gasped, then huffed in disappointment.

No!  No!  Not now!  Please, I was so close!  The ring slid down my dick as it 
strained upward.  The skin wasn't pulled as tight, so ... no, please.  I tried 
harder.  I tried to cum.  The damp fabric of the jock strap was sucked tightly 
against my face by my heaving breaths.  My body bucked and thrashed furiously, 
but this only served to make the ring slip further down.  I looked at my 
reflection.  Most of my dick was sticking out now -- both it and my face were 
purple with effort.

"Honey ... honey ... it's ok," Tanya said soothingly, but I could hear the 
loss of excitement in her voice.

I gave it one last try, then hunched over in defeat.  My head fell forward, 
giving me a closeup view of my bulging hard dick.  Even though the ring 
position hadn't allowed me to cum, it still locked most of the blood inside.  
My dick looked as big as it had ever been with bulging veins covering its 
surface.

"Oh, sweetie," purred Tanya, still staring up close at the the swollen purple 
shaft in front of her, "I can tell your pecker really, really likes your new 
panties.  It's so close to cumming, isn't it?"

"Y-yes," I practically whimpered.

"But it's just not right, is it, baby?  It needs to grab a little tighter, 
doesn't it?  The hole needs to be smaller, right?"

"Uh huh," I agreed.

"You need smaller panties for your tiny, tiny little peepee, don't you baby?"

"Yes," I panted, still nearly delirious from lack of air.

"It's ok, baby.  Mom has promised to keep working on the design.  We'll find 
the perfect sized ring for you.  We'll make sure you can cum the way you were 
meant to, ok?"

This time, I didn't answer.  My eyes had locked again on the reflection in the 
mirror before me.  The defeated kneeling figure.  The hands tightly gripping 
the backs of my thighs ... to avoid gripping anything else.  The swollen, 
shiny dick.  The pair of panties.  The jock strap.  Worst of all, the rank, 
cum-coated jock strap.

"Ok, baby?" she repeated when she didn't hear an answer.

I still didn't answer.  I simply sobbed.

"Oh ... oh honey!  What's the matter?"  She moved over and squatted down 
behind me, pressing her body against mine.  As I continued sobbing, she patted 
my forearm.  "Are you ok, sweetie?"

I continued staring at the pathetic image in the mirror.  "LOOK ... at ... 
me!!" I practically shouted.

Tanya jumped slightly at the sound of my shouting, then put her chin on my 
shoulder, sharing my perspective at the reflection in the mirror.  "I am 
looking at you, honey.  What's the matter?"

"I'm wearing a JOCK STRAP on my FACE!  And I have a HUGE FUCKING HARDON!" I 
screamed/sobbed.  "I have a USED, STICKY ... jock strap ... on my head ..."  I 
started to break down.  Tears streamed from my eyes.

"Well, I wouldn't exactly call it 'huge'.  I mean, it's really, really hard, 
but--"

"TANYA!!"

She appeared momentarily surprised.  "Oh, honey," said Tanya soothingly.  "Shh 
shh shh.  Ok, baby.  You're right.  Shhhh.  I ... I should have known.  Baby, 
look at me."  She clasped my head between her hands and pulled my head toward 
her.  "Look at me."

As my gaze left the mirror and turned to her eyes, I actually saw a look in 
her eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.  It was a look of ... apology.

"I'm sorry, sweetie," she said.  She used the edges of the jock strap to dab 
the tears off my face.  Then with a tender look in her eye, she leaned in and 
kissed me.  On the lips.  With the sticky fabric of the jock strap still 
between us.  I felt the cold paste of old semen press against my face from 
chin to nose, but ... her kiss at that moment was exactly what I needed to 
feel better.

"I should have known, baby.  Can you forgive me?"

I nodded.  She seemed truly sorry.

"I promise I'll make it right, baby.  I promise.  Do you believe me?"

I nodded again.  Upon retrospect, I might have wanted to clarify at that 
moment what she meant by 'make it right'.  She let go of my head and pressed 
my cheek against her busom.  She began to rock back and forth, in a slow, 
warm, comforting manner.  I closed my eyes and rocked with her.  I could hear 
her heart beating.  It felt ... nice.

"I should have known, baby.  I should have known you wouldn't be satisfied 
with such a cheap imitation.  Especially before we got your panties the right 
size."

It took a second for that to register, but when it did, one eye popped open.

"It wasn't fair of me to try to and give you a proper cumsucker orgasm under 
these conditions.  I mean, not only did mom overestimate the size of your 
pecker, but you had to settle for a cold and damp substitute for the warm cum 
you're so used to."  She looked in to the eyes of my reflection.  "How could I 
have been so silly, baby?"

Wait a minute.  Waaaaait-a-goddam-minute.  She wraps a sticky, used jock strap 
around my head ... and then when I get upset, she thinks it's because the 
fucking cold, spermy goop it's coated with isn't FRESH ENOUGH??!  God dammit, 
that's enough, I thought.  That's it.  I've let her twist my words around and 
ended up doing things I'd never even imagined, but ... it had to stop.  It had 
to stop here.  I ... I started to say something.  I was breathing in huffs as 
I worked up the nerve to say what needed to be said.  With each breath in, the 
rank smell of sweat and stale semen reminded me that it was time to set things 
straight.  Saying anything to her about this made me very nervous, but it was 
finally time.  I felt sweat break out on my forehead.

"Listen, Tanya, I've been m-meaning to talk to you for awhile abou--"

"Y'know, Bobby, sometimes Mom says you're not really the faggot that I think 
you are," she idly interrupted.

After building up the nerve to speak, I wasn't going to let her cut me off.  
"No, Tanya, listen to me.  I think you have the wrong impr--"  Wait a minute.  
Did she just say I *wasn't* a faggot?  "What did you just say?" I asked.

"I know, Bobby.  I hope you're not insulted, but Mom's told me that certain 
things you say sometimes make her doubt that you're really the perfect 
cumsucker that I've grown to love so much.  She thinks that you don't really 
love swallowing sperm as much as you claim.  In fact, she thinks I'm putting 
words in your mouth -- well, words and cocks -- and that you're just too quiet 
and mousy to protest."

Oh my God!  Yes!  Yes, Mrs. K finally understood!  Thank God!  With Tanya's 
mom on my side, this long ordeal could finally come to a close.  My body 
slumped with relief. "My God," I huffed out.

"Oh, Bobby, don't be disappointed," she said, touching my shoulder as she 
apparently misinterpreted my reaction.  "I've told her, Bobby."  Her voice 
sounded irritated.  "I've told Mom time and time again that it's ridiculous to 
think that you're just some WEAKLING who's too wimpy and frail to stop real 
men from fucking his girlfriend.  Isn't that crazy!?!"

The way she said 'weakling' sounded so ... harsh.  "But Tanya ..."

"I know, Bobby.  It's insulting!  It's insulting to both of us to imply that 
simple COWARDICE is why you've spent months letting any and everyone fuck me 
silly."

'Cowardice'?  That couldn't be ... damn.  Her voice sounded so ... angry.  I 
tried to calm her down.  "But .."

"Oh, I suppose I understand that it looks bad.  I mean, when Mom's friends 
come over to the house, you just sit there on the couch while they haul me off 
and fuck me.  In my pussy.  In my ass.  Every which way.  And not only do you 
not stand up for yourself, hell ... afterward, you kneel down and reward them 
for fucking me."  She tilted her head a bit in thought.  "You suck the cocks 
of the men you're too GUTLESS to stop from fucking your girlfriend."

"Tanya!  No ... no please ... that's not how ..."

"I know, Bobby!  It's ridiculous for Mom to see it that way!  I mean, what 
kind of girl would want to be with someone like that?"

*Gulp*  "Tanya, wait ..."

"Oh, it makes me mad, too, Bobby.  And get this, Bobby.  She thinks you don't 
even like eating cum!  Can you believe it?  She's saying you been sucking down 
their leftover, sloppy, fuckslime simply because you're too goddam USELESS to 
stand up for yourself and say it like it is.  I mean, she's implying that you 
are such a feeble PUSHOVER that you can't even tell me -- Me!  Your 
girlfriend!  The love of your life! -- she's implying that you're too much of 
a fucking WIMP to even talk to me and tell me that you don't like eating all 
that warm, gooey semen."

Weakling.  Coward.  Pushover.  Useless.  Wimp.

Is that really how she'd see me?  Is that really what she'd think of me if I 
told her the truth?  What would happen then?

"But, don't worry, Bobby.  I told Mom.  I told her that's not you.  I told her 
that I could never, EVER be so in love with a guy like that!"

My heart sank.  As low and defeated as I felt when looking at the image in the 
mirror, the thought of losing her love was worse.  Maybe ... maybe I'd 
overreacted.

"I mean, c'mon Bobby!  With all those guys in school chasing after me, does 
Mom really think I'd be with you if you were some SPINELESS PANTYWAIST??!  
That's ridiculous, right Bobby?"

"R-right," I agreed, unsure of what else to do.  I couldn't lose her now!  
After all I'd done for her, I couldn't lose her over some ... simple 
misunderstanding, right?

"You're not that 'weakling-Bobby' she thinks you are, right?  You're the 
'eager-little-cockgobbler-Bobby', aren't you?  You're not some 
'useless-coward-Bobby' who I wouldn't give an ounce of respect.  No, you're my 
'beautiful-cumsucker-Bobby' ... who I give EXACTLY the level of respect that 
he deserves, right baby?"

"Yes, that's r-right."  There was a bit of truth in that, I figured.

"I told her you're not gutless at all, Bobby.  In fact, just the opposite."  
She clenched her fists and looked upward as she spoke.  "I told her that the 
Bobby I love has BALLS!"

She paused dramatically, but then looked back at me as her hands dropped to 
her sides.  "Oh, not literally, of course.  Don't worry, I just love how your 
itty, bitty little nutbag hides behind these panties so it looks like it's not 
even there.  And I'm not even talking about a big, hairy nutsack like the ones 
you love to lap and lick, Bobby.  I'm talking figuratively.  I'm talking about 
'cajones'!"  Her clenched fists rose again.  "I'm talking about how you have 
the 'testicular fortitude' to be just who you are. Isn't that right?"

"Of ... of ... of course," I stammered.

She reached behind my head and stroked my hair.  "You, Bob Cocker, have the 
gonads to admit just what a beautiful cumsucker you really are!  It takes a 
certain kind of person to get on your knees and happily slobber all over the 
cock that just fucked your girl ... and you're just that type of person, 
Bobby!  You've proven it time and time again.  You've demonstrated your love 
of the cum that flows from my pussy and from the cocks that I shove down your 
throat."

"R-right," I agreed halfheartedly.

"And these panties will give you the chance to prove yourself once again.  I 
know you'll be able to make them work, Bobby.  Show my mom that you can cum 
like a real cocksucking faggot should.  Show her, Bobby!  Show everyone!  Then 
the whole world will know just who you are.  That you're not just some 
wussyboy unable to fight for his own self respect.  No, they'll see that 
you're truly a cocksucker who knows just how to get his jollies the way he 
should!  By gulping down fuckjuice from his girl's fresh-fucked snatch and 
from the cocks of the men who regularly put it there.  It takes a special kind 
of faggot to get off that way, Bobby, and everyone who sees that little rocket 
blast off is going to know that's just what you are!"

I groaned a response -- neither negative or positive.  I went from 'wussy 
coward' to 'gulping down fuckjuice' ... and somehow this was better?

"There are so many supposed 'men' who are afraid to let the world know who 
they really are, but not you, baby.  You're not some sniveling coward -- some 
closet cockcucker who's afraid to be seen with a little cum on his lips.  No, 
Bobby, you're just the type who is proud to swallow it down.  Look, Bobby.  
Look there in the mirror.  That's who you are.  You're my boyfriend!  And my 
boyfriend is on his knees.  His little dickie so hard and desperate.  Cum and 
pussy and cocksweat smeared on his face.  And mine!  All mine!  You're proud, 
aren't you baby?  You're proud to be my boyfriend.  You're proud be all that 
for me, right?"

I didn't answer.  Could I really take pride in what I saw in the mirror?  
Could I really be proud of that purple, straining hardon acheived by sniffing 
a used, cummy jockstrap?

"I love you, Bobby.  I love you for being this.  I love you for being exactly 
who you are.  Tell me, Bobby.  Tell me this is what you want."

"Yes.  Yes, it is.  Yes, it's what I want," I replied in a whisper.  I knew it 
was the answer she wanted to hear.  I knew it was the answer that would let me 
keep her.  But ... part of me knew it was ... the right answer.

"So all that crying before ... that was because this wasn't a real cock, right 
baby?  What you really want is to get a fat, slobbery cock in your mouth and 
fuck your face on it until it makes your stiff, untouched, lonely little 
dickie blow all over the place, don't you?"

"Yes.  Yes, that's exactly what I want," I nodded, tears in my eyes.

"And I want to make it happen for you, baby!"  She hugged my head gleefully.  
"You do deserve a proper orgasm.  You know that, right sweetie?  I want you to 
cum!  Haven't I made that clear?  You deserve to cum, baby.  There is no one 
like you.  You sooo totally deserve it, baby.  You deserve to have panties 
that will allow you to pump out your little boycream while swallowing the most 
delicious loads of man-cum imaginable.  You know I want that for you, don't 
you my love?"

What could I do but nod?  That was a totally accurate description of what she 
wanted for me.

"I promise, baby.  I promise we'll get it right for you soon.  Do you believe 
me?"

I nodded numbly.  Of course, I believed her.

"I promise that you'll only have to practice a little while longer, ok?  Mom 
will keep working on the panties until she gets it perfect for your gorgeous 
little pecker."

I continued nodding.  I was eagerly agreeing to do the thing I'd hated most in 
the world just moments ago.  Dammit, how did she manage to do this every time?

"Then we'll get rid of that nasty jock strap and get a nice, warm, tasty cock 
in your mouth, alright?"

I nodded more firmly.  Anything was better than this thing on my face.

"In fact, I promise it will be Malph's cock exploding in your mouth that 
brings you your first true cumsucker's orgasm, ok baby?"

Uh oh.  "Malph?" I mumbled through the pasty fabric.

"Yes, baby.  I know his cock is your favorite.  I want it to be him standing 
over you, looking down as you eagerly devour that massive fuckstick of his ... 
until you both shoot your loads.  His will fill your throat while yours 
dribbles onto his shoes.  It will be ..." she paused, then continued 
breathily, " ... beautiful."

"But Malph will ... "

"Shhh shh shh.  Don't worry, baby.  This is all part of the pla-- ... I mean, 
I think I have an idea that will make everything work out fine."  She turned 
my head away from her chest and looked me in the eye.  "But it all depends on 
you being able to make these panties work the way they're supposed to.  Can I 
count on you to work with Mom to get them just right?"

I hesitated.  "Do you mean ..."

"Yes, baby, it means wearing a jock on your face while we test each pair of 
panties."

I groaned.

"I know ... I know!" she stammered, almost nervously.  She scampered around me 
and sat cross legged, facing me.  She took my hands in hers and shook them up 
and down.  "But I promise I'll bring you a fresh jock strap every day, ok?  
I'll swipe another one from the locker room and we'll exchange them daily.  
I'll reload one of them every time I fuck some of the football team, alright?  
You won't have to deal with cum any more stale than this, ok?"  She lightly 
pressed her finger against my lips as she spoke, pressing the damp fabric 
against them once again.

I just stared at her.  Cum that was *only* as stale as the cold, rank wetness 
being currently pressed against my face.  Her words were almost unbelievable, 
but ... she was asking so nicely.

"Please, baby?" she whimpered, her eyelashes batting questioningly.

* * *

Nine days later, I found myself kneeling in my own bedroom with two pairs of 
undergarments -- neither of which was mine.

The lavender cotton panties with the lace ruffles around the legs were 
Tanya's.  After four tries, her mother had finally gotten the size and 
stitching just right.  Of course, she'd used up all of Tanya's plain, white 
panties and had moved on to the more colorful ones out of necessity.  At least 
that's what she'd said.

I looked in the mirror at the semi-hard tuft of dick protruding through the 
rubber-ringed hole.  I tugged at the tip to position the ring about 1/3 of the 
way down the shaft, just past the point where the skin became loose.  When my 
dick would harden, it would swell and the ring would grab tight and provide 
just the right amount of tension.  It was perfect.

The jock strap in my hand belonged to ... well, someone on the football team.  
But the semen coating it belonged to Tanya's favorite fuck-buddy, Malph 
Ludder.  Even from here, I could tell by the scent.  Malph's smelled heavier 
than the others'.  Muskier.

Better.

And the scent was ... amazing.  As I lifted the sticky cloth to my face and 
inhaled, I watched in the mirror as my pecker twitched in response.  Just like 
it had every night this week.

Dammit.  Why did this have to feel so good?

I stretched the sticky jockstrap over my head and positioned the rank, sweaty 
cup over my nose and mouth.  As I inhaled through the fabric, my prick bulged 
to its full hardness -- the rubber o-ring grabbing it tight.

Here, in my own bedroom, it was somehow easier to just ... enjoy the position 
I was in.  Kneeling.  Staring into a mirror, watching my dick pulse and twitch 
in response to the aromas filling my nose with each deep breath.  Watching it 
swell, held by the perfectly sized rubber ring sewn into my panties.

Yes, my panties.  There was no doubt about that now.

I hated the way my body reacted, but I had to admit that ... part of me loved 
it.  I looked at the reflection of the pulsing, purple flesh poking through my 
panties.  How could I argue with a stiff, throbbing dick like that?

The last vestiges of resistance were fading.  Tanya was right.  She said there 
was a 'different' kind of boy who got off on sucking cum ... and I was one of 
them.  I may not have liked that fact, but she was right.  After days and days 
of masturbating this way, I couldn't deny that the tastes and smells in my 
face thrilled me.  I wanted and needed the taste of semen.  The smell of 
semen.  The thought of licking globs of it out of her pussy or sucking it hot 
and fresh out of a spurting cock were irresistibly sexual to me right now.

As I looked at the hard-dicked, kneeling figure in the mirror, I knew that 
Tanya had created it.  She had made me this way.  Sometimes I wondered if it 
was all her doing ... or if I'd always been this way.  Had she molded a 
spermgobbling mouthpussy completely from scratch or had she actually unlocked 
some inner semen-thirsty cumsucker that had always been there?  I used her 
words now.  Freely.  Eagerly.  I knew she had put them in my head.  I knew 
she'd made me this way.  And I didn't care.  In fact, I loved her for it.

As my emotions for her filled my thoughts, my dick swelled even further with 
sexual pleasure.  I could cum.  I could cum right now, if I wanted to.  
Everything was just right.  She'd said it was OK.  She said it was alright if 
I proved myself here -- alone in my bedroom.  But I wanted to wait.  Wait 
until she could make the arrangements.  And it was supposed to be tomorrow.  I 
could wait until tomorrow.

Finally, I drew in a deep breath and relaxed.  As much as I was enjoying this 
new form of masturbation, it was time to get some sleep.  I stood up and 
watched myself in the mirror as I gingerly pulled the ring in the panties off 
my aching cock.  I had to be careful; pull just a little too hard and I might 
cum.  But I managed it.

I reached up to pull the rank jockstrap off my face, but ... why not enjoy it 
a little longer, right?  After tomorrow, Tanya swore I'd never 'have' to wear 
it again.  I laid down in bed and tried to fall asleep.  As my breathing 
deepened, the continued surging of my dick told me I'd be sleeping on my back 
tonight.

Tomorrow, I was going to cum.  Finally, I'd get to cum.  While sucking Malph's 
cock.  And not via some trick where I was cramped in a little car seat.  
Tomorrow, I was going to suck his cock like it should be sucked.

And I could hardly wait.


To be continued ...


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Copyright (c) November, 2005 - A.K.A.
The above is a work of fiction, intended solely for
entertainment.  Any similarity to actual persons,
living or dead, is done purely to make them look like
the total perverts that they are.
Remember, the exchange of bodily fluids between sexual
partners -- including the eager and rabid swilling of
a stranger's sperm -- is against the recommendation of
the surgeon general's office.  They think it's pretty
damn freaky, too.                                  AKA