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    The following piece of fiction contains strong sexual 
    content and is meant to be read only by adults.  If you 
    are not at least 18 years old, or if you are offended by 
    this type of material, please do not read any further.
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"Snow Flake"

by DG 


      Christmas Eve in the Adirondacks, and the snow was coming 
down hard, big fat flakes that reflected the light from my 
headlights into a sparkling display.  The flakes were swirling 
gently toward the ground, since the night was perfectly still, 
but the motion of my truck made them stream past the windshield 
in a mesmerizing rush, like that computer screensaver that was so 
popular a few years back.

      This thought reminded me of my own computer and monitor, 
firmly belted into the back seats like a pair of precious 
children, and from there my thoughts turned once again to my 
thesis, and to the mountain of work that awaited me over the next 
two weeks.  

      It had all happened so suddenly:  I was a typical lazy grad 
student, finishing up my Ph.D. research at a leisurely pace and 
just starting to think about writing it all up, and then, out of 
the blue, I get offered a great job.  A dream job.  Just one 
catch:  they need me report to work in less than a  month, Ph.D. 
certificate in hand.  I had reluctantly decided that my only hope 
of writing a 200 page dissertation in such a short time was to 
seclude myself in my parent's cabin, away from the distractions 
of the holiday season.

      The truck shimmied and started to slide off to the right as 
I hit a deeper snowdrift, and I reluctantly slowed down again.  
For the first time, I admitted to myself that I was getting 
nervous about the snow.  I still had several miles to go, and the 
last stretch of road, a long private driveway, was going to be 
very hairy.  I turned on the radio to search for a weather 
report, twisting the dial several times before finding anything 
but static.


   "...power outages throughout the area have put police, 
   fire, and rescue services on full alert.  Once again, the 
   National Weather Service predicts additional accumulations 
   of up to three feet by morning for most of the southern 
   Adirondack region.  Police are cautioning people not to go 
   out onto the roads for any reason..."


      That was just great.  I turned the radio off in disgust, 
deciding to concentrate fully on driving.  As long as I didn't 
slide off the road, I should be fine.  My four-wheel-drive truck 
was designed for just these sort of conditions, if you could 
believe the commercials, and once I got to the cabin I would be 
set for days.  Surrounded by a cocoon of snow, there would be 
nothing to distract me from pounding out my thesis.

       Something caught my eye off the right, outside of the 
bright cone of my headlights.  A yellowish glow, apparently 
coming from the ground near the treeline.  I drove for another 
few seconds while my brain processed what I had seen, and then I 
swore out loud and carefully braked to a stop.

      After grabbing the flashlight out of the glove compartment, 
I hurriedly got out of the truck, feeling like I was wasting 
precious time.  It was well after sunset, and the combination of 
the snowstorm and the distance from any civilization created a 
suffocating blanket of darkness and silence that city dwellers 
never experience.  I swung the flashlight back and forth as I 
jogged back along my own tire tracks, hearing my heart pound in 
my ears. 

      Then I saw it:  a diffuse yellow glow coming from under a 
large, rounded drift of snow.  The car had probably gone off the 
road within the last few hours, and it was already completely 
buried, only its headlights giving any clue as to its presence.  

      I scrambled down off the roadway and found myself wading 
through chest-high drifts as I approached the eerie patch of 
glowing snow.  There was something sticking up a bit from the 
rest of the shape, and when I brushed the snow away I saw it was 
a tire.  Wonderful: the car was upside down.  

      Working quickly, I dug down into the snow along the side of 
the car with my hands and feet, exposing a door and then a window 
of what appeared to be a late model sports-utility vehicle.  I 
lay on my stomach, leaned down into the hole I had just cleared, 
and shone the flashlight into the window.  An upside-down face, 
as white as a sheet, was inches away on the other side of the 
glass, and I was so startled that I let out a high-pitched 
shriek.

      It took me another five minutes to clear enough snow away 
from the door to wedge it open.  The person, whose age or gender 
I hadn't yet determined, was hanging upside down, firmly belted 
into the driver's seat.  I wormed my way into the car, almost 
losing my flashlight at one point, and determined that there was 
only the one occupant.  

      "Are you all right?" I shouted, feeling like an idiot.  No 
response.  'Are you alive' was more to the point.  The face 
looked chalky and stiff, and the eyes were half open and staring 
straight ahead unresponsively - the close resemblance to a corpse 
couldn't be ignored.  On the other hand, the car didn't appear to 
badly damaged so it seemed likely that the belted-in person 
hadn't been injured in the original accident.  

      I fumbled for the seatbelt release, and quickly discovered 
what the situation was.  The woman (yes, I had decided the person 
was a young female) had fastened her belt with the release button 
facing inward instead of outward.  No big deal, unless you get 
happen to get flipped upside down.  The weight of her body 
against the belt had made it impossible for her to press the 
button, and so she had dangled here helplessly, like a side of 
beef slowly cooling inside a meat locker, as the snow buried her 
car.

      My fingers quickly grew numb as I tried unsuccessfully to 
reach the button, and a wave of panic and claustrophobia started 
building inside me.  Finally I stopped, took a few deep breaths, 
and realized what I had to do.  I put my hand on her stomach and 
pushed upward, taking enough of the load off the belt so that 
finally, with a feeling of triumph, I was able to pop open the 
release.  The body then fell on top of me, flattening me against 
the roof of the car and knocking the wind out of me.  

      Under much different circumstances it might have been funny: 
my moment of success immediately followed by an easily 
foreseeable pratfall.  I wasn't laughing, though.  I rolled the 
body off me and inched my way back out the partly-open door, 
dragging the victim along feet-first behind me. 

      By the time I staggered back to my own truck with the woman 
awkwardly slung over my shoulder there was six inches of snow on 
it.  Using the surge of strength that desperation conveniently 
provides, I opened the passenger door and positioned the woman 
inside.  Then I ran around to the driver's side, started the 
engine, and turned the heater on full blast.

      Driving slowly, I made it to the turnoff leading up to my 
parent's cabin without incident.  

      "Here goes nothing," I said out loud.  I aimed the truck at 
the narrow opening and gunned the engine to plow through the 
large drift left by an earlier snowplow.  Once I made it onto the 
winding driveway, I found the traction better than I had 
expected.  Concentrating fiercely, I swung the truck along the 
path, anticipating each turn as much as possible so as not to 
lose valuable momentum.  If I had to stop, it was unlikely I 
would be able to start up again.  

      Just when I was starting to feel optimistic, I felt the 
truck sink into a patch of softer snow.  My speed dropped, until 
I was just crawling along, and then there was the sickening whine 
of tires spinning with no traction.

      "Fuck!"  I pounded the steering wheel in frustration.  The 
inside of the car was sweltering now, and I felt a bead of sweat 
run down the side of my face.

      "N-N-N-ow what?"  Despite the chattering teeth, the voice 
was calm, with a hint of humor in it.  Normally I would have been 
intrigued.

      "Jesus!  That's twice you've startled me.  How long have you 
been awake?"

      "I-I-I'm n-not sure.  A few minutes, I g-guess.  Y-You 
seemed so int...intent on d-driving, I d-didn't want to bother 
you."  

      I took a closer look at my passenger:  a small white face, 
with pink spots of color just appearing on her cheeks.  Short 
brown hair, brown eyes.  Probably very pretty, when she was above 
room temperature.

      "Well, this is the end of the line," I said. "We won't get 
out of this drift without a shovel and some daylight to see what 
we're doing."

      "W-Where are we? A-Are we going to die?"

      "Die?  No, I don't think so."  I took a closer look out the 
window, and realized we were closer to the cabin than I had 
thought.  "It's only about a quarter of a mile farther.  I think 
I can carry you from here."  

      "M-m-my hero."  Her smile was sweet, and unexpectedly wide, 
like Julia Roberts.  Then her eyes closed, and her small body 
seemed to slump down into the seat.  I summoned to mind what I 
knew about hypothermia, and realized she wasn't out of the woods.  
Literally or figuratively.


			******


      The cabin was originally built by my great-grandfather in 
the 1920s, and it has been a work in progress ever since.  What 
started as a rustic two-room shack has been expanded and updated 
by each succeeding generation, and the current version is a 
comfortable four-room structure with indoor plumbing and 
electricity.  I carried the unconscious woman (who's name I 
hadn't yet gleaned) up to the porch and managed to unlock and 
open the door, causing a huge drift of snow collapse into the 
kitchen.  To my relief, the electricity was working.

      After laying the cold, limp body on the couch, I quickly 
built a fire in the Franklin stove, filling it up with prime, dry 
oak.  I waited until it was roaring and crackling cheerfully, and 
then I adjusted the flues to let the stove heat up and went into 
the bathroom to find a thermometer.       

      Before I even finished taking her temperature, the bluish 
tinge to her lips told me all I needed to know.  Ninety-one 
degrees, about eight degrees below normal, and well into the 
range for hypothermia.  When the human body temperature falls 
below a certain level, natural responses like an increased heart 
rate and shivering no longer work, and piling on blankets is 
ineffective.  More aggressive measures are needed, or the person 
could die.  Yes, I was a Boy Scout.

      "I hope I can explain this to you later," I said.  I sat her 
up and took off her sweater, and then her shoes.  She was wearing 
jeans and a loose white t-shirt underneath.  Feeling like a 
criminal, I unbuttoned her jeans and slid them down, making sure 
to leave her panties in place.  She opened her eyes and stared at 
me dully, but didn't say anything.

      I quickly took off my own clothes, leaving just my 
underwear, and then I lifted off her t-shirt.  She wasn't wearing 
a bra, and I felt a jolt of guilty pleasure when I saw her small, 
round breasts.

      "I'm going to share my body heat with you now," I said 
brightly.  "Got to get your temperature up!"  I sounded like a 
nurse cajoling a balky Alzheimer's patent.  

      I lay down next to her on the couch and pulled her up 
against me, face-to-face.

      "Holy shit!"  

      It was like hugging a block of ice.  On the plus side, I no 
longer felt quite so guilty - this was going to be an ordeal 
after all.  Gritting my teeth, I pulled a thick blanket over us 
and maximized our flesh-on-flesh contact.

      Well, it was an ordeal for the first hour or so.  Then, as 
our body temperatures equilibrated and the living room warmed up, 
I finally fell asleep, lulled by the crackling fire and tired 
from the tense drive.  


			******


      "Excuse me..."

      I found myself looking into a big brown pair of female eyes 
just a few inches away from my own.  My patient appeared to have 
pulled through.  I had my left arm encircled around her slim 
body, and I could feel her breasts pressed against my chest, skin 
on skin.  Pretty cozy for a couple of strangers.

      "Oh, you're awake,"  I said.  Nice opener.

      "Yeah, finally."  She smiled at me, and my heart did a 
little flip-flop.  She had a great smile.  "Thanks for rescuing 
me, Alan."

      "You're very welcome.  How're you feeling?"

      "I was shivering like crazy for over an hour - I'm surprised 
that didn't wake you up.  But I feel fine now."

      "You certainly feel a lot warmer than before."  As I came 
fully awake I realized that not only were our torsos in contact, 
but our legs were intertwined as well, and that I had an 
erection.  Embarrassed, I tried to subtly shift my hips to keep 
from poking her.

      "You saved my life, Alan.  Thank you."  She kissed me on the 
cheek.

      I realized what had been nagging at me.  "I don't remember 
telling you my name..."

      "It is Alan, isn't it?"

      "Yep.  But when did I tell you?"

      "I guess you didn't."  She paused for a second, and then 
said "I'm psychic.  Just so we're even, my name is Dee."

      She didn't seem to be kidding.  

      "Um, psychic?  Really?  You read my mind to get my name?"

      "You don't believe me."  She didn't seem offended.  
      "Well...I'm a scientist.  We don't believe in that sort of 
thing," I said carefully.

      "I know."  

      "Uh-huh, I guess you would.  So tell me, Dee, what else have 
you figured out about me?"

      She looked at me seriously.  "Well, let's see.  You're very 
nice and very intelligent.  But lately you've been under a lot of 
pressure, and you haven't quite been yourself.  You feel like 
you're at a crossroads in your life - and you have a very 
important decision to make."

      Not bad, actually.  "That's true as far as it goes," I said.  
"But that's pretty vague.  Could just be good guesses based on 
observation."

      She wrinkled her nose playfully.  "You science types are the 
toughest to convince."  She put her hand on the side of my face 
and closed her eyes.  "Let's see..."

      The movement caused the blanket to fall away from her 
shoulder, and I could see her right breast, firm and round like a 
young girl's, a tan areola and a small brown nipple.  I gave up 
on controlling my erection.  

      After a few seconds she gave me a funny look and said "I'm 
not really getting anything else right now."

      "Well, let me know if you come up with anything."

       "I will.  Oh wait...now I'm getting something..."  Her 
other hand closed around my cock through the thin cotton of my 
underwear, and I gasped and froze, taken completely by surprise.

      "You're attracted to me!"  She giggled like a little girl, 
her whole face contorted with mischievous delight.  Her smile was 
so infectious that I was smiling back at her without even 
realizing it.

      "Brilliant deduction, Ms. Holmes."

      "Thank you."  Her hand left my cock, and I felt a flash of 
disappointment, but it was only to slip it under the waistband 
and touch me directly.

      "This is moving rather quickly, isn't it?"  I regretted it 
as soon as I said it.  One of my many faults is a tendency to be 
overcautious and analytical.  Why couldn't I just react like a 
man and let nature take its course?

      "I want to give you a reward," she said.  Under the blanket 
her touch was feathery and just slightly cool, making my cock 
twitch and strain.  Although I had engaged in my share of casual 
sex over the years, I had never slept with what could fairly be 
described as a complete stranger.  But something about Dee made 
it seem natural and right.  Maybe it was the utter lack of self-
consciousness on her part -  her uncomplicated delight in the 
prospect of sharing physical pleasure.  Or maybe it was the 
crackling firelight and the blanket of snow that insulated us 
from the rest of the world.  And on some level I probably felt 
that I did deserve a reward, according to a sort of caveman code 
of ethics that predated the age of chivalry by thousands of 
years.

      I brushed my hand across her breasts, playing with the 
nipples that I had been feeling against my chest, making them 
grow and harden.  She wriggled out of her panties, and helped me 
out of my underwear, and then she lay on top me, her body seeming 
to conform itself against mine.  My cock was an anxious pole 
between her thighs, and she slowly slid herself back against it, 
aligning herself by feel, until I felt the head pressing against 
her warm sex.  

      When I was fully inside her she sat up, and we squirmed 
against each other, my cock never sliding very far out of her 
tight, warm embrace, until, sensing my impending climax, she 
reached around and massaged by balls as they emptied themselves 
inside her.

      "Now that we have that out of the way," she said a little 
while later, as we were eating peanut butter sandwiches and 
drinking hot cider, "I have a little confession to make."

      "What's that?"      

      "Before, when I said I wasn't getting a reading from 
you...that wasn't true.  I actually sensed something troubling 
you deeply.  But I wanted to give you your reward before I 
mentioned it."

      "Well I can certainly forgive you for that," I said, meaning 
every word.  "I'm not surprised you got some negative vibes - 
I've got to really put my nose to the grindstone to get my 
dissertation finished."  I explained to her about my graduate 
research, and about the recent job offer with an expiration date 
shorter than ground beef.

      She daintily licked a smudge of peanut butter off her finger 
and took a sip of cider.  "Maybe it's none of my business, but I 
sensed something else besides your worry about finishing your 
thesis.  Something darker...more sinister."

      "Sinister?"  I tried to keep my voice light, but I couldn't 
seem to look her in the eye.  I kept having to remind myself that 
I didn't believe in psychic abilities.  How the hell had she 
known my name, anyway?

      "I sensed a deep moral ambiguity about something to do with 
your research.  And when a scientist has a deep moral ambiguity, 
that to me is sinister.  Tell me about your research - what 
exactly are you doing?"

      "I study the replication of viruses.  My research is aimed 
at developing ways to synthesize large amounts of a virus in a 
laboratory.  It should help in the search for vaccinations, cures 
for deadly viral infections - any research involving viruses."

      "Sounds like messing with Mother Nature to me."

      I shrugged.  "In a way, that's true.  Messing with Mother 
Nature has given us modern medicine."

      "And the atomic bomb."

      I decided to change the subject.  "Your turn to tell me 
something about yourself.  All I know about you is that you're 
generous and warmhearted, but a lousy driver.  Oh yes, and 
psychic."

      "Not so fast...we're not finished with you yet."  She rubbed 
her bare foot along the inside of my leg.  "I still want to know 
what's troubling you.  Tell me about this job you're going to 
take."

      I sighed, not really wanting to get into it.  "It's a 
prestigious research lab outside Washington.  They've developed 
hundreds of patents and made several major breakthroughs in 
genetic research.  They get hundreds of applications from 
scientists to work there; I was lucky to get an offer."

      "What do they do with viruses?"

      I didn't answer for a few seconds.  What, indeed, did 
GenTech want with a viral researcher?  "To learn how to design 
new types of viruses," I said.  Had I ever really thought this 
through?  

      "Why would anyone want to do that?  What benefit would new 
viruses have?" 

      "It's not that simple...viruses are the most basic form of 
life, and we need to understand how to manipulate them, to lay 
the groundwork for future advances in genetics."

      "But couldn't someone use this research to design deadly 
viruses that could be used against people?"

      "Theoretically, that would be possible, I guess.  But that's 
not what it will be used for, believe me."

      "I wish I could believe you," she said softly, looking very 
sad.  "But you don't believe it yourself.  This is what's 
creating all the negative psychic energy that I'm sensing."

      I marshalled my thoughts, preparing to defend myself with 
rational arguments, but she let out a huge yawn and leaned her 
head on my shoulder, and I realized she was completely exhausted.

      "Let's go to sleep," I said, kissing the top of her head.  
"We can talk about it more in the morning."

      We climbed into the big oak bed and she fell asleep 
instantly.  It wasn't quite so easy for me, and when I did 
finally fall asleep I was plagued by strange dreams.  


			******


      I woke up with bright sunshine in my eyes and the sound of 
flowing water gurgling in my ears.  I lay motionless for a few 
moments, warm and comfortable under the goosedown comforter, yet 
strangely disoriented.  Eventually I figured out that the slim, 
brown-haired girl snoring gently next to me was my grateful ward, 
and that the sound was melting snow from the roof dripping into 
the gutters.

      I slipped out of bed and looked out the window.  Last 
night's dark, suffocating landscape, glimpsed occasionally 
through flickering artificial light, had been transformed into a 
brilliant, sparkling wonderland.  The virgin snow lay perched in 
thick, improbably-balanced piles on every vertical surface, 
giving a comical appearance to the surrounding forest.  

      I slipped back into bed and Dee opened her eyes and smiled 
sleepily at me.  

      "Merry Christmas," I said, smiling back.  "Or whatever you 
like to celebrate this time of year."

      "Happy Winter Solstice, Alan."

      "No offense, but that doesn't have much of a ring to it.  
How does one celebrate the winter solstice?"

      "I was hoping you would ask me that..."

      She proceeded to explain to me, with extensive physical 
demonstrations, how ancient peoples had long held uninhibited 
celebrations and performed acts of fertility to mark the shortest 
day of the year and to ensure the return of spring and another 
growing season.  

      When I finished pumping my last ounce of semen into her 
warm, inviting loins, we threw our clothes on and ventured 
outside.  The temperature was well into the forties, a true 
winter thaw directly on the heels of the worst snowstorm I had 
experienced.  The snow, although still several feet thick,  had 
compacted into a firm, glistening carpet that we could walk on 
easily. 

      "It's so beautiful!" she gasped.  She turned around 
completely, almost losing her balance, her mouth open with 
childlike wonder.  "This day is like a gift.  Or maybe it's a 
sign."

      I looked at the section of woods that I had been 
tramping around in all my life, that had been in my family for 
generations.  Squinting against the glare, I tried to see it 
through her eyes.  To my surprise, I was successful - it looked 
like a magical land out of a fairy tale.  For a moment I felt the 
beauty and complexity of nature all around me, and I had a sense 
of my own place in the greater scheme of life.  I suddenly felt 
as if a great weight had been lifted off me.

      "I've been thinking," I said.  "Maybe I won't take that job 
after all.  Let some other schmuck figure out how to wipe out the 
human race."

      "Oh, Alan..."  She jumped into my arms, almost knocking me 
over, and gave me a long kiss.  "I'm so happy...for your sake."

      We wandered around the property for an hour or so, laughing 
and joking, and I showed her the first tree I had ever climbed, 
the place where owls had been nesting for as long as anyone could 
remember, and the little clearing where deer gathered early in 
the morning.

      After a while we began to feel cold despite the sunshine, 
and we went back inside, holding hands.  Dee went into bathroom 
to take a shower, and I put on a pot of coffee and sat down on 
the couch to try to sort out my thoughts, which were spinning 
wildly in a hundred different directions.


      As the coffee finished perking I noticed a low-pitched 
whining sound, faint but steadily growing louder.  I looked out 
the window and saw a man on a snowmobile approaching.  He stopped 
and dismounted a good hundred yards away, and proceeded to 
inspect the cabin carefully through a pair of binoculars.  There 
was something vaguely familiar about him, particularly the odd, 
turned-up style of his fur hat, and I realized it was the local 
sheriff, whom my family had known for years.

      I opened the front door, waved, and called out  "Sheriff 
Braxton, hello."

      He dropped his binoculars in surprise and then waved back.  
"Why hello, Alan, I didn't expect to find you here."

      "I drove up from Cornell last night to work on my Ph.D. 
thesis.  Thought I would be more productive if I got away from 
the campus.  I guess I should have checked the weather forecast 
first."

      He came up and shook my hand, breathing heavily, a red-faced 
man in his late fifties who looked more like a banker or a lawyer 
than a cop.

      "That was a hell of blizzard wasn't it?  Almost a record 
breaker.  And now today it's more like Easter than Christmas.  
That El Nino thing, no doubt.  Anyway, I saw the smoke from your 
chimney this morning and thought maybe I had myself an escapee."

      "What?"

      "Somebody escaped from the Van Sigel complex last night.   
They had a power outage during the storm and when they got things 
sorted out they were one short on the head count and a staff 
vehicle was missing."

      I smiled.  "Must be a pretty low security prison if the guy 
could just drive off."

      "No, no, it's not a prison, it's more of a, how should I 
say, a mental health facility.  A loony bin, if you'll pardon the 
expression.  And it wasn't a man, it was a woman, if you can 
believe that."

      "A woman...?"  My knees suddenly felt weak, and my heart 
turned over heavily in my chest.  Behind me, through the open 
front door,  I could hear the faint sound of the shower running.

      "Ayup.  Caucasian female, aged twenty-seven, presumed to be 
driving a white Jeep Cherokee.  Your place is one of the few 
turnoffs before the roadblock we had set up, so when I saw 
someone was here..."

      So she's the same age as me - that's funny, she seems 
younger, I thought to myself.  I wanted very badly to sit down.

      The sheriff had a polite, expectant look on his face, and
I realized he had asked me something.  Had I seen a woman 
driving a white Jeep last night?  

      "Um, no, I didn't see much of anything last night - 
visibility was close to zero.  Almost didn't make it up here - 
truck got stuck on the driveway, had to walk the rest of the 
way."

      He nodded sympathetically.  "Didn't think so.  Oh well, 
she'll turn up soon, I'm sure, once her medication wears off, 
unless she wandered off into the woods and got herself froze to 
death."

      I swallowed hard, and said "These patients...are they 
dangerous?"      

      He shrugged.  "Wouldn't think so, no.  They aren't violent, 
I don't think, they just aren't in touch with reality.  
Psychotic, I guess is the term.  You know..."  He twirled his 
finger next to his head and winked at me.

      I gave him a weak smile in return.  "Sorry you wasted a 
trip."

      "Oh, no, that's all right.  It was nice to see you again, 
Alan.  Give your folks my best."

      He trudged back to the snowmobile, but before he reached it 
he turned and took a few steps back toward me.

      "Oh, Alan, one more thing - I almost forgot..."

      He wants to come inside, I thought, with absolute 
certainty.  He wants to use the phone, or maybe the bathroom.  
Part of me was relieved, part of me tried to think of an excuse 
to send him away.

      "Merry Christmas!"

      "Merry Christmas to you too, sir."

      He climbed awkwardly onto the snowmobile, gunned it to life, 
and followed his own tracks back into the woods and out of sight.


      Dee came out of the bathroom a few minutes later, wrapped in 
a big, fluffy towel, her hair still damp.  "Your turn," she said 
gaily.  "Hurry up and get clean, so we can go into the bedroom 
and get all messy again."  She poured herself a cup of coffee 
while I just stood and watched her.

      "Aren't you expected somewhere?  Isn't someone going to be 
worried about you?"

      She shook her head.  "Not really.  I wasn't going to arrive 
at my aunt's house until late today.  I can just call her and 
explain the situation.  Why, is something wrong?"

      "You just haven't told me very much about yourself, that's 
all.  I'm not psychic, remember?  Or maybe I am...wait, lets 
see..."  I put my fingers to my forehead.  "Yes, I'm getting 
something...you're twenty-seven years old.  Not much of an 
insight, I know, but I'm new at this."  My voice was dripping 
with sarcasm.  

      "What a strange thing to say...what's going on, why are you 
acting like this all of a sudden?"

      "You didn't tell me if I was right."

      "For your information, I'm only twenty-three, so don't quit 
your day job.  I'd show you my driver's license, but my purse is 
still in the car."  She was getting agitated now. 

      "Right, I guess I forgot to grab it when I was dragging you 
out - sorry."

      "I didn't say you should have grabbed it - that's 
ridiculous!  Alan, I told you how grateful I am for saving my 
life - why are you so hostile all of a sudden?"

      I opened my mouth to tell her about Sheriff Braxton's visit, 
to tell her that I knew the truth.  But I took a deep breath 
instead, and then said "I'm sorry, Dee.  This has been a very 
confusing twenty-four hours for me.  I need to do some thinking."

      She nodded wordlessly, her eyes glistening with tears.  

      "Why don't you get dressed and have some breakfast," I said.  
"I'm going to go see if I can get my truck the rest of the way up 
here now that the snow is melting.  My computer and all my 
supplies are still in the back."

      "OK."  She turned and walked into the bedroom.  I felt 
hollow and deflated, like I had just come down from a wonderful 
high.  Whatever magic we had shared was gone.

      I grabbed a shovel and headed down the driveway, filled with 
anger and confusion.  I do something good, save someone's life, 
and now I'm the one who's going to be in trouble for harboring a 
fugitive.  I thought about Dee's evasive answers regarding her 
past, and her ridiculous claims to be psychic.  Just add two 
letters to psychic and you get psychotic.  I thought about 
GenTech, a perfectly respectable company with no plans whatsoever 
to destroy mankind.  And I though about how right it had felt 
when Dee and I made love that first time on the couch.

      The truck was stuck on the outside edge of a sharp right 
turn, at the top of an embankment.  I had been lucky not to go 
right off the driveway.  It looked like it would be pretty easy 
to get it moving - I just needed to dig out around the wheels.  I 
went to work, glad to have something physical to do, but the snow 
was heavy and slippery, and the digging was harder than I had 
expected.

      "Damn her and her stupid psychic intuitions," I said, 
slamming the shovel into the snow.  

      "Damn my stupid research project."  I yanked out a heaping 
shovel-full.

      "And God-damn this fucking snow..."  I turned and hurled the 
snow down the embankment, almost wrenching my back.  It landed on 
a big mound of snow at the base of a tree with a strange, wet 
thud.  Then, like a miniature avalanche, a big pile of snow slid 
off the side of the mound, revealing the back end of a white Jeep 
Cherokee.

      Time stood still for a few seconds, and then my mind slowly 
began working again.  I remembered Sheriff Braxton saying that 
our turnoff was one of the last ones before the roadblock.  I 
also remembered how the drive had been easier than I expected, 
until I reached this particular curve.  Because someone had 
already been this way, clearing a path through the snow.  

      I stumbled down to the Jeep and looked in the back window, 
feeling a sense of deja vu.  But this truck was empty.  

      "I'm such a fucking idiot!" I shouted.  The words echoed 
mockingly through the woods.  I clawed my way back up the 
embankment and started running back up the driveway, my feet 
sliding around on the slick wet snow and my breath rasping in my 
ears.

      When I was within sight of the cabin I started shouting her 
name, and she came to the front door as I approached.

      "Alan, what is it?"

      I was so out of breath that all I could do was look at her 
and pant.  Finally I gasped "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry."

      She walked out into the snow in her bare feet and put her 
arms around me, and held me patiently as my gasps turned into 
sobs.  Eventually I was able to explain the situation to her, and 
she turned pale and held me even closer.


			******


      Dee's Aunt Carmen lived in a comfortable Victorian house 
with a wooden sign out front that read "Psychic Readings, Dream 
Interpretations, Past-Life Regressions."  

      Carmen turned out to be an attractive woman in her middle 
forties with smooth, light-olive skin and a friendly smile.  If 
she was surprised or dismayed to see her niece show up for dinner 
escorted by a strange man, she didn't show it.  She welcomed me 
inside her home with a hug and a kiss on both cheeks, and I 
embarked on my next research project, which was to learn all 
there was to know about Deanna Frazier, my Christmas angel.

      They found the frozen body of the runaway mental patient the 
day after Christmas, in the woods about a mile from the Jeep, 
just as Sheriff Braxton had predicted.  


The End, "Snow Flake"

©1997 by DG. All rights reserved.

Author's notes:

1)  "Jeep" is a trademark of the Chrysler Corporation.  Jeeps 
have a nasty tendency to hurtle off the road into snowbanks.  
Just kidding.

2)  The Adirondacks are a mountain range in northern New York 
State, which give their name to the surrounding region.  
Adirondack State Park is the largest state park in the US.

3)  I took the sign in front of Aunt Carmen's house from an 
Elmore Leonard book.  In fact, several of my stories have 
something from an Elmore Leonard book in them.  Somehow I doubt 
Dutch will ever find out.

4)  Thanks to Baird Allen, I have a nice web page with all my 
stories on it.  Please drop by and check it out some time:
http://baird.pair.com/dg.htm