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 Author: Kathy Mizen
Title: WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
Summary: Early in our relationship, Kathy wrote this entire story about
us for me (I added the editorial comments after we broke up).  It almost
became a true story.  Part 1 is a mostly true account of our early
relationship.  Part 2, alas, never came to be--in my absence after leaving
Cleveland, Kathy was swept off her feet by a rich doctor who she worked
with, ending our relationship and destroying our plans.
Keywords: M/F Fpov Fsub Mdom true rom cheat slutwife cons bondage oral
ws tragic caution
Language: english

   WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN

   By Kathy Mizen

   ************************* * FORWARD BY HUNGRY GUY *
*************************

   Early in our relationship, Kathy wrote this entire story about us for me
(I added the editorial comments after we broke up).  It almost became a
true story.  Part 1 is a mostly true account of our early relationship. 
Part 2, alas, never came to be--in my absence after leaving Cleveland,
Kathy was swept off her feet by a rich doctor who she worked with, ending
our relationship and destroying our plans.

   ******************** * PART 1: WHAT WAS * ********************

   Kitty knew for a long time that Ron was cheating.  She just didn't have
the concrete proof she felt she needed.  She did, however, have her own
proof.  She'd been unpleasantly surprised by high phone bills with 1-900
numbers; she'd figured out the words by spelling out the numbers.  She'd
find cable bills with Playboy pay-per-views she didn't order.  Once she
found a secret email Ron had, and through trial and error figured out his
password to a personals site where he stated he was separated and was
looking for someone for a casual relationship.  She worked nights for
years, and his excuse was he was bored and lonely.  He admitted to going on
a double date after coming home from a college final at 2 AM with a busted
head.  His high school sweetheart called after Ron told Kitty to expect a
call from her because she was selling her house.  Before Kitty gave him the
phone, she asked his ex if she was selling her house.  Of course the answer
was no.  Ron came home smelling of sex twice during their 9-year marriage.
They had two children together.  Kitty already had two of her own when she
met Ron.  She never felt good enough for him.  She was almost four years
his senior.  He was very attractive, a marine.  She was mediocre in the
looks department--especially after having his children, gaining weight and
more scars on her belly.  Her self esteem plummeted.  She'd been mistaken
for his mother a time or two

   Kitty stayed because she couldn't bear to be alone.  She knew that, if
she knew nothing else about herself.  She was even told that a friend of
her family had gone to a bar with Ron and Kitty's brother--and had given
Ron head!  Of course he denied it--for years!  She figured if he was going
to be unfaithful anyway, she'd rather know about it, so she told Ron she'd
be OK with swinging.  They searched for months, on and off, and found
nothing.  Kitty looked at porn with her husband.  She didn't think it was a
turn-on at all.  Then she found sites depicting women being pissed on, and
throat-fucked, and she couldn't get enough of it!  She started looking
without him.  The same old thing became boring.  She found an erotic story
that intrigued her to no end.  She liked the story so much, she read
whatever she could get her hands on by this writer, _Hungry Guy._ Finally,
she answered his ad to be his cum sponge.  She mentioned that she was
married, and she and her husband were seriously considering swinging.  She
wasn't getting much of a response from this guy and was growing frustrated.
She answered more of his ads--to be his slave, to be his toilet.  She told
him her deepest secrets in one of his surveys.  She gave him her cell
number, her real address--not without trepidation.  Eventually, they were
talking almost daily.  Was she teasing him?  She didn't quite know herself.

   In the meantime, Ron decided he didn't like Kitty talking to this
story-writer, and demanded she stop all contact.  Kitty felt that after all
he'd done she didn't owe him, and continued this budding relationship with
Hungry Guy for whom she'd begun to develop feelings.  Ron and Kitty got
into some awful fights--one ending in Ron spending a night in jail for
striking Kitty because she wouldn't share her emails between Hungry and
herself with Ron.

   The next morning, she picked Ron up from court, and they made an
agreement that Ron would let Kitty go to Hungry Guy for a couple of days,
and she would let him have his own fling.  She no longer cared.  Hungry was
her shield against being hurt anymore by Ron's actions.  Kitty had this
Hungry Guy fella as hot for her as she was for him, and they decided they
were going to get together and live out some of their fantasies.  One day,
Kitty hopped in her truck and headed to New York to make this happen.  She
called Hungry on her way and asked him to meet her halfway, which he did.
He brought her to his home and she tried to be his fuckmouth mattress, as
they'd talked about for so long, but she found she couldn't breathe with
him on top of her.  He did manage to fuck her mouth and shoot his load down
her throat while she was tied immobile to his bed.  And he wore her for his
cum sponge for awhile also, until the lack of air under the down comforter
was too much for her to bear, and she took the harness off her head. 
Hungry had as many things to learn about keeping a slave as Kitty had to
learn about being one.  He woke her up twice to urinate into her mouth as
if she were a human urinal.  The second time was sheer torture!  She ran to
the bathroom to drink a gallon of water from the faucet, and when she
climbed back into bed Hungry fastened a chain around her ankle with a
padlock.  The chain was a heavy one and attached to a secure hook in his
bedroom ceiling.  She had mentioned that she'd like to be kept against her
will, and panicked when she realized he really was going to keep her an
indefinite amount of time.  She managed to grab her cell and made an excuse
to use the bathroom, which almost failed because he seriously expected her
to just use a bucket!  Kitty sent a few texts to Ron, and before she knew
it, the police were at his door.  Kitty heard the police mentioning prison
time for her Guy, and she panicked.  She couldn't let him go to prison for
something he wasn't guilty of!  She had to see him, but the cops weren't
letting her out of their car.  She admitted to the cops that this was a
consensual arrangement, and that she just panicked when she didn't know
when he was planning on letting her go.  He was off the hook.  She signed a
statement at the station, then was let go out on the streets to fend for
herself until her husband arrived by car seven hours later.  She realized
she left her coat at Hungry's and sent him a text asking for it.  He told
her he'd mail it to her.  She was heartbroken.  He must hate her.  She told
him she made sure that he wasn't in trouble for any of this, and that he
was mean not to bring her coat to her.  He called her.  Kitty's heart
swelled--he was going to bring her coat to her!  They ended up spending the
day together.  She showered at his house, and he made her lunch.  Kitty and
Hungry spent much of the day at the mall.  They got matching tee shirts. 
He bought her luggage so she didn't have to feel like a bag lady, carrying
her belongings in a ripped, oversized Ziplock bag.  They fell in love that
day.  Leaving him behind, parked down the street from the police department
to watch her safely get into her car with her husband was one of the
hardest things she'd ever had to do.  They were perfect for each other in
so many ways.  They planned to get together again, even if it was only for
a brief time.  This time Hungry came to Cleveland.  Kitty and Ron had found
a swingers' club in The Flats, and went there the following Saturday night.
Kitty slipped away, after having to give some professor a blowjob in order
for Ron to get with the professor's girlfriend.  Kitty had had way too much
tequila.  She managed to slip away and meet Hungry outside the club.

   _(KATHY: Sorry, Hungry, for not telling you about that.  It's not one of
my proudest moments.  I only did it for a minute, and the guy saw how drunk
I was and led me to a sofa to lie down.  He didn't finish or anything yucky
like that.)_

   _(HUNGRY GUY: "Yucky?" Does that mean it was yucky when you did the same
thing with me back in my hotel room later that night?  Shit, Kathy!  I
should have seen you for the cheater that you are that night.  I'm actually
starting to feel sympathy for Aaron, despite the evil thing he tried to do
to me.)_

   They hailed a taxi and made it back to Hungry's hotel room, but Kitty
was too drunk to do anything but complain about how nauseous she was, then
pass out before the subs Hungry ordered for them could arrive.  When she
awoke the next morning, Hungry was removing her top and bra.  Then he sent
lightning through her by suckling her right breast.  She called off work,
then let him tie her up and put a shock collar on her.  They wanted to know
if he'd feel the shock while he was down her throat.  Well, he didn't, and
she didn't like it, so he removed it.  Then he filled her throat with cum
while he lay on top of her, fucking her mouth while she held her breath
until he came in waves of ecstasy.  Then she bucked him off of her, making
her taste some of his seed.  They lay cuddled in the bed, while she
wondered what the heck she was going to tell Ron.  Then she saw his text to
her saying he knew she was with Hungry, and she'd lost him.  Again she
panicked.  She left the hotel after giving Hungry a kiss goodbye, and
begged forgiveness from Ron.  He picked Kitty up just outside the hotel
about a half-hour later.  She loved two men, and didn't know what the hell
to do.  She knew that whatever she did, she couldn't leave her children
behind.

   _(HUNGRY GUY: Jeez, Kathy!  You told Aaron what hotel I was at?  You
once told me that his hands are registered lethal weapons!  What if he came
back to my hotel and killed me?)_

   Hungry and Kitty's love continued to grow.  Before he left town, he
secretly met her at a museum while her family looked at dinosaur bones. 
That's where they had to say goodbye.

   Kitty had to see him again before he left Cleveland!  She showered,
fixed her hair, and lay in bed waiting for Ron to fall asleep, so that she
could at least bring him to the train station.  She was beating herself up
at 4 am, when she realized she'd slept through all of her plans.  She
called Hungry frantic, hoping he wasn't on the train yet.  He was, of
course.  She was going to bring him home to help her pack and leave that
day with all her children.  Ron had left for work before 4:30.  Kitty was
crushed.

   They made plans for her to bring her kids and move in with him.  They
shared another fantasy.  She knew he wanted a human mattress.  What he
didn't know is that she'd fantasized many times about being inside a
mattress and used.  They made plans to get a thick foam mattress and cut a
Kitty-shaped hole in it for her to lie in while he covered her and the
mattress with a sheet--with a custom hole in it of course!  He'd have his
human mattress, and she'd be inside a mattress being used in whatever way
he chose to use his new mattress.

   He bought a full-sized bunk bed for her kids.  She packed a little each
day.  She felt guilty.  He loved her no matter what.  She thought about him
night and day.  They'd be together soon.

   ************************ * PART 2: WHAT WAS NOT *
************************

   They were together at last!  The kids were finally asleep.  She'd been
in New York for almost two weeks now and filed for a legal separation from
Ron.  Letting go of someone she loved so fiercely for so long was hard.

   But she was with her Hungry Guy now.  She was inside his foam mattress!
She was shackled, and the fitted sheet was attached snugly with sheet
grabbers.  Kitty had a ring gag in her mouth and a posture collar on.  She
felt Hungry lie on her, but she could bear it now, because she wasn't
bearing all of his weight--the foam part of the mattress bore most of it.
She lay there in the darkness a moment before she felt his cock push into
her mouth.  With the gag holding her mouth open, all she could do was work
her tongue around his cock.  He started pumping his hips on her face,
forcing his cock deeper, almost into her esophagus.  He had that darned
comforter on, and she was having a difficult time catching any air.  Guy
came long and hard down her throat then laid there until his member went
flaccid.  Kitty felt light-headed at that point, gasping for air in the
oxygen-deprived region under the sheet and the comforter and Hungry.  His
dick quivered, then released the contents of his bladder into her mouth as
she struggled to swallow and breathe what was mostly her recycled air.  She
was grateful for the beer he'd drank to make sure his urine was somewhat
dilute, which almost made it palatable.  Hungry grunted and let out a fart
for her to enjoy.

   * END *