ANSWERING A RANT BY ONEHEAVYHAND@hotmail.com Disclaimer ** This story contains subject matter dealing with minors having sex and adults having sex with minors. This in no way condones such activites nor is it intended to represent any factual person or activity. If it is illegal to posses or you are offended by the literature herein described please leave now. I promise I will not knowingly use your work without permission, Please show me the same respect. ** ANSWERING A RANT! I was recently a rant by an erotic author after reading a specific point felt I had to say that any one that thinks that a 6-9 year old prepubesent boy cannot think about sex is wrong. Ok maybe girls dont, I would not know as I am not a female. But I was that prepubesent boy and I was well aware of sex. Perhaps I should start at the start. My family was a very normal middle lower class family living in the foot hills of the San Bernadino Hills in California. Mom n dad had all kinds of friends and we kids were with them and there kids as much as our own parents. I remember quite vividly on my seventh birthday, mom and dad left my older brother and I with Tommy Sr, his wife Belinda and there three boys Tommy Jr,Danny, and Mike to go swimming at the community pool. it was to be something of a birthday present if you will. We had been at the pool maybe an hour when I had to piss and like a good boy I told Tommy Sr. who pointed me to a large building behind the pool. I found when I entered the building that it was some kind of Gym were mostly girls were running around doing tumbles and stuff like that. Asking one of the older girls I was pointed to a door in the back of the building and made my way to it unhindered. I had been in the bathroom just long enough to get my pants down and start pissing when someone came in. I was in the middle of pissing and even if I had been done I had no reson to turn around or look at whomever it was. It wasn't like at that age any one thinks about who is comming into a bathroom behind them. I finished my pee and turned around to see a guy standing right behind me. He was like a foot behind me at the most and in his hand he had his pee pee. I dont remember being scared as he reached down and took my hand, or as he walked me into the back stall and pulled me up to stand on his lap. I remember him pulling my pee pee out and puting it into his mouth and how it tickled for a while then made me feel like I had to pee again. I remember telling him I had to go pee and him sitting in the stall while I stood at the urinal trying to pee. And how when I couldn't pee again I left the bathroom and the man that had put my pee pee in his mouth. I thought alot about what had happened, thought about telling someone, and thought about how it felt. I never told anyone, and I dont believe I was scarred by his actions. I did learn that not only did it feel real good to rub myself down there but it felt pretty good when someone else touched me down there. A few weeks later I found myself in the same bathroom with the same man. He followed me in like the first time and again led me into the stall at the end of the room. He was very gentle with me as he sucked on my pee pee until I felt like I had to pee again, this time however telling me to go ahead and pee in his mouth. A few minutes later when it was really starting to tickle he took my pee pee out of his mouth and put me down on the toilet. There was not one moment I was scared, even when he pulled his pee pee up and asked me to suck it. I tried to do just like he did to me, though I could only get a little bit of his pee pee into my mouth. I dont remember how long we were in the stall but when he came he pulled back from my mouth and let his seamen spill over into his hand. This was not a terrible experience, nor was it a loving experience. It did awaken what I believe are natural sexual urges however. Once I had started I did not want to stop, and any time I thought I might get to play or be played with, I was a more than happy to give it a shot. It was that same summer that I was introduced to a club that my brother and some of the other boy's in the neighborhood had formed. My brother had basically taken over the club house my dad had built us except of course when dad was home. Almost every day I would tell my dad that my brother wouldn't let me in, which usually led to some kind of warning by dad and a solid punch in the shoulder from my brother. About mid way through summer that year dad laid down the law and after my brother got a spanking he decided to let me "tryout" for the club. The tryout was simple, I would be blindfolded and each of the three boys as well as my brother would feed me something. All I had to do was eat or drink whatever it was. When the boys were ready for me they let me up into the club then put an old rag one of them had brought and tied it around my head. After which I was told to open my mouth and only close it when I was told I could swallow. The blindfold wasn't very good as I could see everything below my nose, though not what they were doing. Having had a dick in my mouth before I didn't move as the first boy moved his dick to my mouth while still jerking, shot his load into my wide open mouth. I cant say I enjoyed the flavor or texture, but I didn't wasn't turned off by the experience as the others one by one stepped up and shot there loads into my open mouth. When the last of them had feed me I was told to swallow, only then was the blindfold removed so I could see the four of them with there dicks still in hand. I didn't throw up, I didn't feel used. Nor did I feel like I had been molested or hurt or made less of a man than I was. I did not particularly like the taste as I said before, but it wasn't gross or so bad that I wouldn't do it again. I infact did it many times for the boy's over the next year or so. It wasn't until I shot my first time that the boy's suddenly decided close the club. Something that upset my brother more than anyone I think because after that he started spending alot more time with Tommy Jr and Danny. That was ok with me as well, I was a bit upset but I did not put two and two together for some time and by then I didn't care. I hadfound that there was a girl that lived just behind us that was more than willing to let me play with her in any way I wanted. I found out years later her dad was in prison, her mom however didn't mind if she came over to play so long as she stayed out of the house. I never understood that given she didn't mind if we played in the club house, but the two of us used that club house to its fullest potential until they moved away when I was 10. Much more than I have decribed here happened that would only bolster my inital statement. I simply dont think I need to say any more in order to be able to honestly state... Yes boys as young as 6-9 can be well aware of sex, and to some greater or lesser degree enjoy it. END