WARNING, SEXUALLY EXPLICIT MATERIAL! ADULTS ONLY! EMMA (or how Emma thought she was going to lose her virginity to Ben Grant, only to find that she'd unknowingly misplaced it at some earlier date) by Ozman (c) 2001. Amy Grant hadn't seemed to be her normal, happy, chatty self for several days and I eventually asked her why. At first she didn't answer, but awhile later blushingly told me that her brother Ben had felt her boobs under her nightie, not just the breasts, but he fingered her pussy as well as trying to tongue kiss her. "Yu-uck!" I responded, trying to display my sympathy. We'd never talked about sex before, so I didn't know how she felt about it all, particularly in view of what we'd been taught at Sunday-school about avoiding physical contact with boys at all costs. "But it isn't Emmy, true," she told me with a slight whine in her voice. "It's really lovely feeling someone else touching you. I mean it feels good to play with yourself, but it really is so much better to have someone else do it for you." "You liked it?" I gasped, but to be honest my nether region was tingling at the fantasy of Ben Grant fingering those parts of my anatomy. Although I was only eleven, puberty had visited its changes upon me over the two preceding years so I'd become an inveterate masturbator, quite able to bring myself to climax by merely squeezing and twisting my nipples while rubbing my inner thighs together. I wasn't able to discuss my 'self-abuse' with anyone as it was a proscribed activity, but felt that Amy's revelation had opened a door for me, although I had no idea about what I might find if I passed through. "Yes," she told me simply, "I loved it. I know he wants to go all the way with me and I think I'd like it, but it's against the law as well as a sin, but I don't care about that too much. I reckon a lot of the church stuff is just crap." "Phoebe Payne did it, I heard her say," I put in. "What?" she asked sharply. "Had sex with her brother." "She said so?" "Yep. " "Go on then." * Phoebe was the best looking, smartest and most athletic girl at the local high school; excelling in everything she'd tried her hand at. Her circle of close friends were also attractive, but lacked her inate confidence and so enjoyed their popularity by association while tending to defer to her. I'd seen them all on the bus after school, Phoebe, Danuta Koscki, Suzanne Childs and Catriona Li, the other three berating Phoebe for not having had them over to meet him when he'd been home on leave. Hadyn was as naturally gifted as his sister, an absolute spunk and a cadet at an officer training academy. All three girls, from the evidence of their own mouths, would have died happily, on the spot, immediately after having been bonked by him. He was, it seemed, the subject of all their masturbatory fantasies, but they were all deadly serious and quite unembarrassed in discussing the enjoyment of an actual shagging with his sister. "Well we've one thing to be thankful for," chuckled Suzanne. "At least we don't have to compete with Phee for his favours." They all made assenting noises, but then went suddenly silent. Phoebe was blushing profoundly. "Oooh Phee, you haven't? You slut! You moll!" cried her friends. "We're very close," she said by way of an excuse. "We were talking about sexual situations we'd been in, he's been in a lot more than me, so it just happened. It felt so good, bad, we tried it a few more times. So, you see, this little quim has all ready been where yours would like to be." She giggled, something she never did normally, while all her friends sat gaping in disbelief. Cat was blushing beneath her bronzed, east-asian complexion. "I actually fantasize over my big brother giving me a good, sexual workout. He's really cool and I love him dearly, so I don't think I'd turn him down if he asked. It'd be far less embarrassing to do it with your brother the first time and you could really organize everything so that there was no rush or danger of anything untoward occurring. All the first times I've heard about have been chaotic, bordering on the disasterous." "I wish I had a brother," murmured Dani. "P'raps I wouldn't fuck him, but I'd have the option if I wanted to." "You're all perverts," Suze told them. "I'd no sooner let my brother near my pussy than I'd let the dog." "Yes, well that's something I know about," chuckled Dani enthusiastically while Suze looked faint and the others laughed uproarously at Dani's joke. "Now, if you're all good chicks and keep the secret where it belongs, you might just find your dreams coming true. Okay?" They all nodded enthusiastically in agreement before the bell chimed and they all rose to alight as I stared at the floor, face burning. I looked up momentarily to see Phoebe looking back at me with an equally flushed visage. * My story seemed to lift a huge weight from Amy's shoulders and she became quite enthusiastic about having her brother screw her, even co-opting me to be present as a kind of brake if she suddenly got cold feet and decided not to go on with it. I wasn't so sure about it initially, but then the thought of having Benny playing with my young body made me throw my lot in with her, even at the risk of being shagged before I was entirely ready. At least the experience would stand me in good stead when I was ready for sex, allaying the first-time fears of a virgin. The more I thought about it the more certain of wanting to be involved I became, although how the eighteen-year-old Ben would feel about any sexual involvment with an eleven-year-old jailbait, as well as his twelve-year-old sister, was yet to be determined. About each fourth weekend, Amy's folks went off on golfing trips so she'd stay over with me. Around every six or seven weeks mine went off to prayer retreat and I'd stay at Amy's. On one weekend the line of communication got seriously entangled, not merely crossed, so Jane, Amy and I found ourselves home alone, sans adult supervision for a couple days. On Saturday evening Amy suggested that we go to her house next door and play 'dressups' and, as Jane was in her room poring over her bible, so we both snuck out and left. She'd never know we'd gone. Amy got some of her mother's old casual clothing and shoes and we dressed up; she in a black, leather miniskirt and stilletto heeled sandals, pushup bra, g-string panty and a leopard-skin, printed bra-top while I had similar undies and shoes, but with a hot pink, matching microskirt and bra top. The brassieres seemed superfluous as they protruded everywhere and, as out tops were designed to do the same job, we discarded the undergarments. We had never been naked with each other before so it was interesting to compare bodies and so great to feel Amy's hands on my breasts. That was as exciting as she'd claimed so I was disappointed that her touch was so brief as we stood before the big wall mirror in her parents' bedroom. "Oh shit!" swore Amy. "Look at my hairy legs will you." They weren't really hairy at all, just lightly sprinkled with soft, dark down, but she was in fuss mode and determined to rid her nubile body of the 'unsightly hair', as they say in the ads. We went back to her bedroom via Ben's where we picked up his depilation kit, he was a competitive swimmer, changed back into our shortie nighties and proceeded to the kitchen to heat the wax. Well things didn't go exactly to plan as she kept screaming and giggling as I tried to tear off the cloth strips which weren't nearly hot enough to stick, particularly when she moved along the direction of pull. We made so much noise that we weren't aware then that Ben had come in and was watching us with a grin on his face. "You're not very good at it," he chuckled. "Here, let me have a go." He dipped a fabric strip in wax, smoothed along the length and applied it to Amy's calf, causing her to scream again. Tearing it down and away with a flourish, she seemed to have a lot less discomfort than when I did it, her limbs were soon satiny smooth and shiny. He transferred his attention to me without even asking and my limbs were quickly as hair free as my friend's. On changing back into our costumes, we applied make up before tottering out on stilletto heels and excitedly rubbery legs to find Ben sipping a wine in the lounge room. "What do you think Benny?" asked Amy in a strangely husky voice, posing with her right foot at right angles behind her left, hands clasped against her round bottom and her rubbery young breasts pushed as far forward as she could manage, straining against the semi-transparent fabric. I took my cue and posed similarly, hoping that my boobs and buttocks were as obvious as Amy's. "Very grown up," smiled Ben. "Really nice looking." "Can we have some, please, please, please Benny darling?" begged Amy. "You're too young, you're just kids," he chuckled, withholding the plonk from his sister. "Not too young for a naughty, if you thought you could get away with it," sneered Amy. Ben blushed, then glanced at me with guilt all over his face. At least I could be certain that Amy had been truthful with me, not that I'd actually doubted her earlier. "What have you been saying?" he demanded of Amy. "Just the truth," she chuckled. "Look Benny, Emma's not going to tell. We keep secrets." "She's fibbing Emma," he told me. "She said she'd do this to me." I just smiled without saying a word. "Truth or dare, Benny?" she asked of him. He remained silent for a time. "Go on, choose," she demanded. "Oh okay, truth." "When Mum and Dad went to the Lions dinner, did you feel my tits and then stick your finger inside my pussy?" she lead him. He said nothing again. "We're waiting," she sang lightly. "Oh alright! Yes, I did," he shouted. "You didn't look as if you hated it, though." We were silent again. "Truth or dare?" Ben asked Amy. "Truth." "Did you like me touching you up?" "Well, it scared me at first......" "Yes or no." "Both really," she told him. "I liked the feel of it, but was scared you might think I really liked it and want to go all the way." "So, how about now?" "Only one question," she told him and he scowled. "Go on Emma, your turn." I felt embarrassed, but screwed up the courage to ask Ben if he'd had sex with anyone. He was happy to tell me that he and a fellow year nine kid had tried anal sex on each other at the school music camp. The other kid's twin sister had somehow divined that something really extrordinary had occurred and they both had to screw her anally before she wanted to try their pricks in her front passage. "Since then I've asked about and discovered that Lavinia and Llew weren't the first siblings to share their initial experience of love around here. I know of lots more now; I wouldn't be surprised if they were even a majority in the neighbourhood." "Yeah, Emma and I know about a brother and sister who did it." "Who?" "Can't tell, promised." Amy was technically lying, on my behalf, not her own. "All right, but was it a thing they liked, your people? It wasn't a rape or anything, by the guy?" "No," smiled Amy, "they both really liked it, according to the girl." "So what do you reckon about the idea, now you know it's a fairly common thing among the people we know around here?" "It's not your turn, it's mine," she verbally side-stepped his question. "Have you got a stiffy?" "Yep," he grinned. "Like rock, but now you've got a dare for not giving me a choice between truth and dare." "So've you then, for going out of turn." "Okay, you go first." "I dare you to show Emma your stiffy." "And you," he chuckled, then undressed completely to reveal his nice red, upwardly curved cock of about sixteen centimetres' length. "What d'you think of that Em?" Amy asked me. "Mmmm," I intoned non-committally, but thinking it was bloody huge. If it was right up inside my pussy, the knob would be here behind my bellybutton. "I dare you to suck me off," Ben told his sister. "Okay," she agreed, her face flushed as she gingerly grasped his tool and leaned forward to taste it with her tongue, then slide her lips down about half its length. "Now move your tongue over it, 'specially my knob, while you slide your lips on it, but try to keep your lips over your teeth." She complied, making little sucking and slurping sounds as she worked on his cock, her eyes closed tightly out of modesty. "Ooooh Christ!" he gasped and, without warning, stiffened in orgasm as he shot a full day's build-up of warm semen into her mouth and throat, some of it escaping between her lips and his shaft. He jerked and thrusted several more times while he emptied his balls into her milking mouth until he was dry. "Mmmmmmm, yu-um-mee," said Amy who was clearly enjoying the experience of engaging in adult activities and trying to behave as she thought a grown-up would in that situation. "That good eh?" chuckled Ben softly, pleased at Amy's reaction. "So whose turn next, in the game I mean?" "Oh stuff the game," Amy responded impatiently. "Let's just get on with what we really want to do." "What?" Ben asked ingenuously. "Don't be so stupid, Benny," she giggled. "Does the expression 'hide-the- salami' mean anything to you, 'spear-the-bearded-clam'?" "You want to go all the way with me?" "If you do." "How about Em?" "She does too, don't you Em?" I nodded. "Okay," he grinned. "Let's do it, but it's got to be secret, just between us three, okay?" We 'hmmmm-ed' and nodded our agreement before Amy shed her gear and again posed before her brother's gaze, turning just slightly in each direction to display all her physical charms. Falling naked and warm into his arms, she sat back to watch as I too disrobed in a similar performance, happy to see Ben's interest in my body despite her closeness to him. "You eat my pussy and Em can suck your dick, okay." Ben and I got to it, as she had 'suggested', finding nothing repellant in the taste of his penis flavoured by her mouth and set to sucking him with a will. Amy was gasping and cooing at the pleasure his tongue imparted to her hard clitty, pulling his face against her widely exposed crotch to suck and lick and nibble and moan at my busy lips and tongue around his swollen cock, his free hand finding one of my titties to fondle and to pinch and roll the thrilling nipple until I groaned with the painfull pleasure. "You got a stiffy again Benny?" Amy asked. "I can't wait much longer." "Yeah," he told her huskily. "Come over here." He took her over to the dining table and handed her a tube of KY to fully lubricate her tight snatch and his jerking tool before getting her to lean across it and grip the other edge. Her toes barely reached the floor so she got her shoes to make up a bit of height, a good move as her pussy was then at exactly the right height to accommodate his hot organ, but other factors militated against her. His plum-coloured knob parted her plump vulvar lips before tightly stretching her dark-frilled inner labia as it passed through. "Ah-ah-ah-aaaaaw!" she cried involuntarily. "Oooooh shit that hurts!" "You're so tight," he breathed. "It's like a tight rubber band around the neck of my dick. Want me to pull out?" "No, no," she whispered tearfully. "No, I've got to go through with it, the natural way, I promised myself I would." "What's natural?" "Defloration by a dick in real sex," she told him with a wan smile. "Come on then Benny, just push hard and don't stop, even if I tell you to, okay." He put his hands flat upon her shoulders and pressed forward again, then again and again until she was screaming unrestrainedly at her agony and he stopped. "Oh shit Ben," she sobbed. "Why did you stop?" "'Cause you were screaming so much I got scared of hurting you inside." "You're not. Just do it, okay." He looked doubtful, but nevertheless thrust forward gingerly once again, continuing to shove until Amy's cries became a shriek when his penis broke through and I saw nearly half its length slide into her virginal sheath. "It's through Benny, wait a bit, let me rest," she begged, voice choking with abating sobs. "Okay." Ben withdrew slightly, then pushed in further, digging deeper with every shove until his big tool was right inside her to the hilt. "It's right inside you," I whispered excitedly, suddenly feeling foolish at my outburst. Ben then began sliding his cock slowly in and out of her bloodied quim as she sighed and moaned, but was obviously not hurting as much as previously. Within a minute she was rotating her bottom in time with his grinding hips as rude, farty sounds were emitted by their sloppy joined parts. She was so apparently then enjoying the sensation of being fucked after such a painful introduction to sex, but in a moment she cried out again, this time in pure pleasure as her sweaty form stiffened and experienced repeated convulsions of bliss as her climax racked her young body. I was afraid then, afraid of the agony which Amy had suffered and scared of being a wuss and reneging on what I'd said. I'd thought of dressing and slipping away to my place, but was still there when the other two returned from showering. "Still want to do it?" Amy smiled evilly. I nodded. I had to go through with it now that my best friend had put out, not sure why, but feeling a great obligation to share her suffering. They'd said it only hurt the first time, so I knew I could live with that in view of the pleasure awaiting me. I'd grit my teeth to maintain a brave silence and undergo whatever agony lay before me. We sat together on the couch where Benny kissed us in turn, deep tongue- probing kisses as we stroked his still flaccid penis while he massaged our hard titties before lowering his face to suck and tweak our swollen nipples. "Is that how you gave Lavinia her first sex?" asked Amy. "Over a table I mean." "Yeah. We tried it lying at first, but it hurt her too much. Standing up like that was much easier for her because Llew did it really quick." He pushed me back on my elbows as he gently opened my thighs to poke his tongue into my fur-fringed pussy, wiggling it all about in the entrance to my chaste vagina and diddling my swollen clitty, causing my trembling body to jerk wildly with thrills of intense pleasure and pushing the thought of pain far into the background of my consciousness. "What's happening down there Aims," I enquired in a tremulous voice, my vagina suddenly aching to experience the intromission of a stiff penis, but before I could say anything more I felt the sudden, unexpected onset of my climax. "Oh, bugger it all," I groaned in surprise, but I had no need to be worried as Ben was as keen to fuck me as I was to be done by him. "We've got a pretty hard horn on down here," Amy reported as my climactic state abated and I found myself ready for sex again. "Come on then Emmy," said Ben kindly. "You tell me if it hurts too much, okay? I'll stop." I slipped into the high-heels and fastened the instep straps before going over to the table to lubricate my pussy and Ben's organ with KY. It felt so impossibly huge for my innocent vagina to accept, but I got myself into the approved position across the big table to await his attempt to penetrate my uninitiated parts. I thrilled at his knob probing at my vulva, then popping inside me and making me to clamp my sphincter involuntarily and Ben to jerk at the sudden pleasure. He gently pushed his hips forward, twisting at the waist, before I felt his whole length move deep inside me with a strangely intrusive sensation, but no pain. "He's completely inside your pussy," Amy gasped in astonishment. "Didn't it hurt at all?" "No," I replied shyly. "No gibbering," sighed Ben who was carefully sliding his penis in and out of my unctuous vagina. "I need to concentrate here." It felt wonderful, so absolutely erotic as he fondled my boobs and thrust his pelvis to my flexing buttocks in the rapturous rhythm of love, his cock delightfully stretching my narrow sheath. I put my arms behind me to grasp his pumping posterior and encourage him to thrust harder, his taut abdomen pounding on my white bottom as he let himself go to enjoy our fuck without worrying about hurting me. I moved my slim hips and bottom about as much as I was able to do in that position, but found his dick sliding within me to be more than a little distracting, even with only a minimal contact with my clitoris. I had a strong feeling it would feel better if I could turn over, but felt constrained as the junior partner in the game. A familiar erotic tingling grew ever stronger in my lower belly, swelling and filling my whole conscious being with an unstoppable sensation of pure pleasure until I could no longer delay an explosion of which ecstacy filled my stiff, naked form. "Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh," I squeaked as I heaved and jerked in pleasure as he continued to slide his penis in and out of my gripping and relaxing sheath until he rammed in hard and fell on to me as his body shuddered repeatedly with voluptuous spasms of pleasure. "God, I thought you'd squash me flat," I exhaled explosively as he got up off me. "You've done it before," he said. I shook my head adamantly. "I haven't," I whined at apparently not being believed. "I swear. I wish I had now." "It's okay Em," he smiled affectionately. "I've read that some girls just don't have cherries, or such thin ones that they bust while you're playing sport or something." That reassured me. I didn't want him thinking I'd do it with just anyone who asked. "Now we're young women," Amy said to me, her bare tits flattening against mine. "Not girls anymore, are we?" I nodded in agreement. "Young ladies," I said, to hear how it sounded. I had to go home to sleep in my own bed so Amy had her big brother all to herself that night, although it seems that she wasn't quite ready to have a dick inside again her until the next morning when they shared a deliciously painless nooky in Ben's bed. She'd been waiting there to tell me all about it, getting me to undress with her while Ben took a shower, then embracing and kissing me deeply as we fell to the bed. "How's your pussy?" she asked as she made me jump by diddling my clitoris with her finger. "No problems," I told her on returning the favour. "Do you like doing this?" she enquired tremulously as we busily fingered each others twats and sucked swollen nipples. "Ooooh ye-es!" I agreed. "It's gorgeous." I couldn't help myself and, after just a couple minutes, I came, followed closely by Amy. "A nice pair of young lezzies," grinned Ben who'd been ogling us from the doorway while stroking his horn with his fingers. "I like dick too much to be lez," giggled Amy, looking to me for support. I nodded. "Yeah, I suppose You do," he mused before launching himself on to the bed between us and cupping his hands around our furry pussies to happily finger and diddle us both. We kissed deeply, more relaxed and eager to experiment by then, nippling each others lips and caressing other than the most sensitive parts of their bodies to determine any reaction. It seemed that wherever they stroked me I experienced pleasure, but obviously to a much greater degree at my nipples, clitoris and crotch in general, so I was in heaven with the scent of powder on clean bodies and the peppermint taste of mouths as they made love to me. I opened my slender legs widely while Ben moved his body over mine before Amy placed his engorged knob at my vulva, feeling him bear down on his hips to slide his full length easily into my well lubricated vagina, then thrust delightfully in and out of my tingling twat. I clutched and clawed madly at his back and bottom as the cadence of his rhythmic pelvis pumping increased until I could hardly keep up with him, crying out emotionally as I suddenly felt myself overwhelmed by the first, fierce convulsion of orgasmic ecstacy, feeling him stiffen with his climactic spasms of bliss while squirting only minutely inside my belly. * I'd stayed in the school library until late and was alone at the bus stop when Phoebe Payne joined me. "Hi," she greeted. "Emma?" I nodded shyly, glad she at least knew my name. "Did you ever tell anyone? About our conversation about me and my brother on the bus, I mean?" she asked me. I looked at her blankly. "Come on, Emma," she frowned. "I know you heard." I shook my head and blushed, then had second thoughts and told her how I reassured Amy and how she and Ben had got it on, but wouldn't tell. "How about you?" she asked and I nodded. We were silent for a time before the bus came and we sat together. "You don't have a brother?" she enquired. "No," I told her. "Do you think you'd do it with him if you did?" I shrugged, blushing at her personal questions. "How about my brother then?" I smiled and nodded. "Thought you might," she grinned as she rose to alight. "I'll work on it, promise." She was true to her word, although it took another six months to arrange the evening she'd had in mind, on a weekend that I was staying at the Grant house. Ben had purportedly made a date to take Phoebe to the drive-in movie and his folks were happy for us to tag along with them. Around at the Payne's we found brother Haydn, who was on a short mid-term leave, with Phoebe's clique and four boys I hadn't yet met, but two of them were obviously named Li. The other two were Childs. The sexual excitement in the room was palpable as Phoebe introduced us to anyone we knew only by sight. "The whole idea of tonight is for those of us who've so far lived free of sin, to get to sin, specifically to commit incest and/or to have unlawful carnal knowledge of Amy, Emma, Jason or Mike, who are all jailbait, okay?" It was and we went to separate bedrooms to get nekkid and put on a little make-up. I'd developed a lot over the previous months, some of it due to my taking the pill in anticipation of tonight's activities, but most of it due to nature and I was pleased at my figure by comparison with the older girls there. We filed into the family room where there was a sheet covered mattress in a circle of easy chairs and we sat, except for Haydn and his sister. "We'll start off, then everyone in turn," she said as they lay together. They began kissing and caressing, he sucking her breasts and titillating her clitoris as she stroked his penis, before reversing their positions for a sixty-niner. Eventually he mounted her in the missionary position for the most passionate fuck, giving the impression of a profound love between them. Cat and her big brother Malcolm then almost bettered them with a serious screw in the same position. It was, they later revealed, the first time for them since Cat had suggested it to him after learning Phoebe's secret. They were followed by Ben and Amy who were rather more subdued, but both came at the same time too. Suzy childs would only allow Jeremy to fuck her dog-fashion, on all fours as he knelt behind her ramming her juicy slit. He came too quickly for her so she insisted that Jason finish it off and he complied happily, squirting inside her as she came. Then Cat had to do it with Mike to finish that part of the proceedings. Then it was my turn to perform, Haydn leading me to the damp mattress and drawing me down beside him to be kissed deeply before he went to work on my whole anatomy. He licked, sucked, nibbled or kissed every part of me, from inside my ears to between my toes, inside my pussy then into my navel until I was quivering with excitement. We tried a sixty-niner, but he'd no sooner stuck his tongue into my furry slit and I came, hugely and paralytically to the point of stupor. He let me rest for a couple of minutes before he came over me as I spread my legs widely as he prodded at my dewy vulva with his knob until he found a way in and stretched my tight sheath fully as his whole prick slid easily inside me. I still wasn't quite ready for him, but held my tongue as he got a very pleasing, rhythmic thrusting going and once again raised my level of excitement to the brink of climax. He understood my emotional condition and grasped my ankles to lift my legs and hold them widely apart as he pounded my exposed crotch with his energetic hips. There was no use in trying to do anything in that position and I just submitted, coming again before his hot thrusting ended with a huge shove before he dribbled a little semen into me and went into a fantastic series of pleasurable convulsions which caused me to fear being crushed. Phoebe served drinks, both alcoholic and otherwise, so I took a Coke with still-trembling hands, feeling grown up in the company of sophisticated men and young women. I'd only fantasized over sex with Haydn before and it felt truly miraculous that such a precious dream could have been realized. I then had it off with Malcolm, Jeremy and Ben in turn, luxuriating in my feeling so adult and wicked in the flouting of my parents' strict morality. Unfortunately, it would be almost three years before I experienced the joys of sex again. (see "Undercover") *