HELP, GIRLS! IÕM TURNING INTO A FAG! Steve showed the man his naked ass. ÒAh, yes, the backside,Ó the man said. ÒTell me, Steve, have you ever participated in anal sex?Ó He pulled from a bag next to his chair an enormous phallus. ÒGo ahead,Ó Steve said. ÒEveline warned me this would be necessary.Ó P A R T Y P U S S I E S (Or is it ÒPartying Penises?Ó) Now available from FTP site: members.aol.com/nnd66 FTP access by browser: ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66/PartyPussies1 holy joeÕs COMPLETE GUIDE TO WEB BROWSER VIEWING AND DOWNLOADING OF FTP FILES Many people have asked me, ÒHow do I download ftp files using my web browser?Ó I assumed it wasnÕt possible. But today, thanks to all the guys at ICLnet who are praying for my soul, Jesus came into my life and showed me how to do it! (ICL, by the way, stands for ÒInto Cunt Love,Ó for guys who prefer cunts to breasts and asses. It may also stand for ÒInfant Cunt Love,Ó meaning pedophiles, but IÕm not sure about that so I wonÕt say it.) (DonÕt get mad, ICL guys, Jesus himself told me about you. He showed me Judges 21:16-23) But I digress. HereÕs how you download my stories from my ftp sites. LetÕs take the above ftp site as an example: members.aol.com/nnd66 First, boot up your web browser. (I tested this method using a Macintosh version of America OnlineÕs Microsoft Internet Explorer browser.) Your browser may default to a particular address when it first boots up. Delete that address. Now type in this one: ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66/PartyPussies1 Hit ÒreturnÓ on your keyboard. (Sometimes called ÒenterÓ.) The story will be transmitted to your computer. (This takes about a minute.) Now, you must open it in order to read it. Look at the little box that has appeared on your screen. It should have the word ÒPartyPussies1Ó across the top of it. Below that word, you will see three buttons. At the left, you will see a button marked ÒOpen.Ó In the middle is a button marked ÒSave.Ó To the right is a button marked ÒCancel.Ó To open ÒPartyPussies1,Ó simply press the ÒOpenÓ button. The ÒPartyPussies1Ó story will open into a new window on your screen. You can now sit and read it. Perhaps you would like to download ÒPartyPussies1Ó. To do this, press the middle button. ItÕs marked ÒSaveÓ. This will download ÒPartyPussies1Ó to your computer. Would you like to see what my ftp site looks like, to examine a complete list of all the stories that are stored there? Then delete whatever is currently in your web browser and type in this address: ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66 Now hit ÒreturnÓ on your keyboard. After a minute, you will find yourself looking at my complete ftp site. You can now look at all the various stories that are stored there. Note that you are looking at a LIST of stories. LetÕs say you want to open the story at my ftp site titled: KiddieClitties1 You should already have the ftp site address typed into your web browser: ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66 Simply type a slash / Then type in KiddieClitties1 Now hit your ÒreturnÓ key. (DonÕt leave any spaces while youÕre typing all those words in.) Your web browser will now transmit ÒKiddieClitties1Ó to you. When itÕs finished, you will see a little box on your screen. Press the ÒOpenÓ button in the little box to read that story. Andrew Roller Presents FUCK DECENCY Issue No. 230 Naughty Naked Dreamgirls in Cunt Castle Chapter One ÒNo,Ó Louis and Andre grunted, no doubt wondering how a castle that promised them utter freedom wound up having them bare their holes. ÒI expect you both to be as demanding with your girlfriends as I am with you,Ó Rose said, sending a chill down my spine. I pushed my tummy out, struggled with my handcuffs. No use. My breasts jiggled on my chest. My ribs showed. Graceful as she was deadly, Rose turned away from the men and lifted her cane above her head. But for the fact she was topless, I might have thought I was watching high culture, a ballet in New York or Berlin. Rose touched a finger to the tip of the cane, bending it toward herself, watching with upraised eyes a moment as it flexed in her hands. Then she released the tip, lowered her head, and whirled about and struck Louis right on his ass. ÒYeeeeow!Ó Louis shouted with all the force a man might muster. His head shot up. His balls bounced beneath him, though they were, fortunately, not a recipient of the blow. His ass clenched and then released, clenched again. Spittle flew from his mouth and hit the floor. His cock waggled like an old ladyÕs finger. I drew in my bottomcheeks tightly as I watched LouisÕ buns contort from the blow. His asscrack shrank to a narrow threadlike line, then, his cheeks releasing themselves at last, his hair within showed again. He did not get up. He remained bent double, though he might have stood, grabbing his ankles tight. I admired his fortitude even as I pitied his pain. A slim line, no more than a pencil, announced itself across his backside. It was deep red. Louis received his in turn. His antics, complete with his penis flying and his balls bounding like twin balls in Jacks, burned deep into my mind. I found myself liking the show, even as I knew I stood a good chance of getting equal treatment myself before the night expired. I prayed IÕd be somehow forgotten. Let Rose whip the men, and fuck them afterward. Polly and I would be good girls and just watch. Her footing sure, her aim precise, Rose gave each man a half-dozen strokes of the cane over his tense, sweating rump. She never hit anyplace twice. That would have been truly cruel. It would have burst those tight little buns, right across their surface, and made them bleed, possibly marking them for life. I thanked God Rose had a practised hand. I could tell these werenÕt her first victims. Her expertise was daunting. She told myself and Polly where she would hit from the second strikes onward, describing the menÕs asses in loving detail. And then sheÕd hit right where sheÕd promised. Louis and Andre gritted their teeth. They said nothing, except to howl and moan. I felt their cocks got ever more huge, though, despite the obvious pain they were suffering. At last Rose permitted the men to stand. Their hands flew to their hineys and they ground their teeth as they worked their palms over the injured surfaces. Their knees moved back and forth a little, as they stood in place still, examining the damage and trying to assuage it. ÒOh, come on!Ó Rose teased. She made Andre howl by sticking the end of the cane straight into his asscheeks. ÒThatÕs nothing, boys. A little starter. Turn around and letÕs see how your things are doing.Ó The men turned about, their eyes wincing, their penises bigger than IÕd ever seen them. Rose poked at the tip of AndreÕs cock with her bow-pointed cane. Andre lurched backward to avoid a second touch. ÒLetÕs adjourn briefly to the sitting room, where we can contemplate whatÕs to be done,Ó Rose said, turning with a meaningful look at myself and Polly. Louis, apparently guessing at its purpose, went to the side of the bedroom and drew open a door. Beyond lay not a bathroom, as I had expected, as youÕd find in any ordinary bedroom, but an upstairs parlor instead. Walking toward it, I realized that the bedroom we were in was not for sleeping at all, but for training a girl, pure and simple. The sitting room served as a place where a man might talk with Rose and plan the girlÕs denouement. It was fed by a back stairway that meant a visiting girl, perhaps in olden days brought up from the village, could immediately be debauched. The front entrance, the grand staircase, the long hallway leading past the other rooms, all could be avoided. A girl of 12 might be slipped within the house with nobody seeing. She could be used, her hymen torn, and then taken away again, all through the rear of the house, perhaps while a formal dinner transpired below, or an elegant ball. I heard heavy footfalls on the steps. A maid entered into the concealed little parlor just as we ourselves walked in. There were no windows in the room. It had the feel of a hidden chamber, like the bedroom itself, which also allowed in no light from outside. It was sumptuously decorated, however, with overstuffed chairs, paintings, a few books. The wallpaper was damask, not paper at all, but silk, finely patterned with natural dyes. Rose told us this as we stood and looked at our place of confinement. She warned the men not to shoot themselves onto the walls. ÒBring a comforter for each of the young men,Ó Rose told her maid. The men stood with squirming legs and buttocks, obvious in their condition of agony. Their pricks stood out like thick, throbbing spires above their strainingly-tight balls. The maid, whom IÕd glimpsed as we sat so calmly in the parlor downstairs, was an old woman, perhaps 60. SheÕd spied on us a little downstairs. IÕd dismissed her from my mind at the time, hardly paying her any attention. I thought she was the cleaning woman. She looked too old to serve us. I wished we still had the young girl. She was polite, attentive, helpful. The old woman, whom IÕm sure the men never saw at all as they relaxed downstairs, was dour and mean. I doubted not that she felt the men had just gotten what they deserved. They were rich boys from the city. Her husband, IÕm sure, was no more than a peasant farmer, laboring in the fields by day until his skin cracked in the sun and his hands turned to gnarled claws. His sex would have shrivelled by now, leaving his wife bereft. She was worn and lined from age and years of hard work. She had no pity for us. I shrank back as I looked at her. It was so humiliating, where was the girl? She IÕd felt a little embarrassed about being nude in front of, but this woman! Her eyes grazed me like a toad eyeing a tasty bug. It was so shameful to be stripped naked in front of such an old hussy, her hands gnarled, her breasts hanging low and flat like pancakes, her hips huge and matronly. Worst of all, she wore her clothes as neatly as if she were going to church. Layer after layer of clothing hid her figure from our view. A heavy dress of white showed its hem beneath a second dress of black, each flowing down from her middle. I knew she must wear bloomers beneath, encasing each of her legs. I could hear them rasping together as she walked. Above her rustling, heavy dresses was her blouse, with a firmly buttoned vest over it, and a full-length apron tied down her front. She wore a maidÕs hat. It looked like it was so well-secured to her head that she expected to meet a typhoon. Only her arms and hands were bare, her sleeves rolled up, as if sheÕd just been doing the laundry. Her arms were thick and manly. They were spotted with age, as was her face. She glowered at us, but with a trace of amusement in her eyes, cynical amusement, jealous and wishing the worst for us. Her hair, neatly drawn up into a bun, gave her a business-like look. It was a sharp contrast to my own hair, flowing and free and playful, and PollyÕs. Even RoseÕs pretty coiffure, slightly mussed now, looked utterly uninhibited compared to our maid. I thought the maid would turn and have to go back downstairs, but she opened yet another door, into a closet, and drew out two comforters and set them on chairs for the men. With gritting teeth our loves sat down, each in his own princely stuffed chair, but with his bare buns smarting fiercely as he sat on the downy white-ruffled cushion brought by the maid. Standing in my birthday suit, with my titties twitching, my muff moist, I tried to avoid the maidÕs eyes. Polly too seemed to find her modesty. She had the added discomfort of a shiny heinie-hole, obvious from the traces of fingermarks Rose had left behind. They trailed out from the center of her backside, leaving no doubt what had been done. All vaseline trails lead to the greased butthole, as a Roman might say. She wore her hair with a My Little Pony ribbon tying off a few of her long locks, a kind of ponytail that bound a few ropelike strands of her hair together but left the remainder underneath free. The effect was to make her look even more schoolgirlish than she already did, and all 60-year-old maids know where a little schoolgirl should be on a Saturday night. Home preparing her lessons, so she could go to church on Sunday, both morning and evening, and say her rosary. Instead Polly stood with her hiney packed with vaseline, her hole prepared for the menÕs cocks which stood up so heedlessly. ÒGet the potties out for the girls,Ó Rose said with a refined air, as if we were to be entertained at an embassy instead of made ready for sex. The maid glanced at myself and Polly and, as we stood hoping to claim seats for ourselves, waiting only for RoseÕs permission, she brought out two childrenÕs potties and sat them down on the top of a dresser along the back wall. I blanched. I think I felt my blood rush to my face and my toes simultaneously, with all parts between equally pink. Were we to sit up on the dresser? The menÕs chairs, I saw, were angled to give them a perfect view of the potties. The maid brought a stepstool out of the closet and sat it down in front of the dresser. Rose, swishing her cane, turned to myself and Polly. ÒGirls, do you have to go to the bathroom?Ó she asked. Polly and I quickly shook our heads no. ÒWell, then youÕll just have to sit on the potty until you do,Ó she smiled. We looked at her with woebegone eyes and nervously constricted throats. ÒMarried women have sat on them,Ó Rose said. ÒYou two are practically Ôof ageÕ by comparison. DonÕt worry, IÕll hold your hand as you mount the stool. I donÕt want you to fall. Once youÕre settled on the potty you wonÕt have any worries. The dresser is nice and big. Come, girls, I want to make sure youÕre both toilet trained before I put you to bed for the night!Ó I ADMIT. I admit... I donÕt really understand a family like this. They dump this guilt all on one girl who couldnÕt deal with it, or understand it, but would have taken it, for just some love. Maybe she thought this was love maybe she told herself this was how it was supposed to be. ItÕs crazy, cruel, is this real life, so far removed from my dreaming? IÕve seen this cold cutting style. Her sister jabbing the emotional wounds that she could find there. With denial, rationalization and lies... no, lies is not too strong of a word... and like I promised you, the whole story, no names, this part I may edit. IÕm amazed at how much emotions can hurt every time the pain is surprising. (I can only imagine their pain) And for me, pain brings the anger- how could I have ever waited 14 years for this? ItÕs sloppy, and only neutral ground keeps me here. How much trouble could a simple phone call be? ItÕs impossible for me to describe the amount of pain this must have caused her. Brings all the years back to her, clearly, maybe, of the chilling meetings, the put downs, and the simple omissions of regard to her, from her sister. - from Will DockeryÕs zine, Teri Baal, a 16 page chapbook. Will Dockery, P.O. Box 3663, Phenix City, AL 36868, U.S.A. Order April Bullets! $1.00 for 32 pages of chapbook poems. AND IN THE END... 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