HELP,  GIRLS!    IÕM  TURNING  INTO  A  FAG!

         Steve showed the man his naked ass.
         ÒAh, yes, the backside,Ó the man said.  ÒTell me, Steve, have you ever 
participated in anal sex?Ó  He pulled from a bag next to his chair an 
enormous phallus.
         ÒGo ahead,Ó Steve said.  ÒEveline warned me this would be 
necessary.Ó

                                       P A R T Y   P U S S I E S

                                  (Or is it ÒPartying Penises?Ó)

Now available from FTP site:  members.aol.com/nnd66  

FTP access by browser:  ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66/PartyPussies1

holy joeÕs COMPLETE GUIDE TO WEB BROWSER VIEWING AND DOWNLOADING
                                              OF FTP FILES

         Many people have asked me, ÒHow do I download ftp files using my 
web browser?Ó  I assumed it wasnÕt possible.  But today, thanks to all the 
guys at ICLnet who are praying for my soul, Jesus came into my life and 
showed me how to do it!  
         (ICL, by the way, stands for ÒInto Cunt Love,Ó for guys who prefer 
cunts to breasts and asses.  It may also stand for ÒInfant Cunt Love,Ó 
meaning pedophiles, but IÕm not sure about that so I wonÕt say it.)  (DonÕt 
get mad, ICL guys, Jesus himself told me about you.  He showed me Judges 
21:16-23) 
         But I digress.  HereÕs how you download my stories from my ftp 
sites.  LetÕs take the above ftp site as an example:
members.aol.com/nnd66
         First, boot up your web browser.  (I tested this method using a 
Macintosh version of America OnlineÕs Microsoft Internet Explorer 
browser.)  
         Your browser may default to a particular address when it first boots 
up.  Delete that address.  Now type in this one:
ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66/PartyPussies1
         Hit ÒreturnÓ on your keyboard.  (Sometimes called ÒenterÓ.)  The 
story will be transmitted to your computer.  (This takes about a minute.)  
Now, you must open it in order to read it.  
         Look at the little box that has appeared on your screen.  It should 
have the word ÒPartyPussies1Ó across the top of it.  Below that word, you 
will see three buttons.  At the left, you will see a button marked ÒOpen.Ó  
In the middle is a button marked ÒSave.Ó  To the right is a button marked 
ÒCancel.Ó  
         To open ÒPartyPussies1,Ó simply press the ÒOpenÓ button.  The 
ÒPartyPussies1Ó story will open into a new window on your screen.  You 
can now sit and read it.
         Perhaps you would like to download ÒPartyPussies1Ó.  To do this, 
press the middle button.  ItÕs marked ÒSaveÓ.  This will download 
ÒPartyPussies1Ó to your computer.
         Would you like to see what my ftp site looks like, to examine a 
complete list of all the stories that are stored there?  Then delete 
whatever is currently in your web browser and type in this address:
ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66
         Now hit ÒreturnÓ on your keyboard.  After a minute, you will find 
yourself looking at my complete ftp site.  You can now look at all the 
various stories that are stored there.  Note that you are looking at a LIST 
of stories.  
         LetÕs say you want to open the story at my ftp site titled:  
KiddieClitties1
         You should already have the ftp site address typed into your web 
browser:  ftp://members.aol.com/nnd66  
         Simply type a slash / 
         Then type in KiddieClitties1
         Now hit your ÒreturnÓ key.
         (DonÕt leave any spaces while youÕre typing all those words in.)
         Your web browser will now transmit ÒKiddieClitties1Ó to you.  When 
itÕs finished, you will see a little box on your screen.  Press the ÒOpenÓ 
button in the little box to read that story. 

                                      Andrew Roller Presents
                                              FUCK DECENCY
                                              Issue No. 230

                                   Naughty Naked Dreamgirls in 
                                               Cunt Castle

                                               Chapter One

         ÒNo,Ó Louis and Andre grunted, no doubt wondering how a castle that 
promised them utter freedom wound up having them bare their holes.
         ÒI expect you both to be as demanding with your girlfriends as I am 
with you,Ó Rose said, sending a chill down my spine.  I pushed my tummy 
out, struggled with my handcuffs.  No use.  My breasts jiggled on my chest.  
My ribs showed.  
         Graceful as she was deadly, Rose turned away from the men and 
lifted her cane above her head.  But for the fact she was topless, I might 
have thought I was watching high culture, a ballet in New York or Berlin.  
Rose touched a finger to the tip of the cane, bending it toward herself, 
watching with upraised eyes a moment as it flexed in her hands.  Then she 
released the tip, lowered her head, and whirled about and struck Louis 
right on his ass.
         ÒYeeeeow!Ó Louis shouted with all the force a man might muster.  
His head shot up.  His balls bounced beneath him, though they were, 
fortunately, not a recipient of the blow.  His ass clenched and then 
released, clenched again.  Spittle flew from his mouth and hit the floor.  
His cock waggled like an old ladyÕs finger.
         I drew in my bottomcheeks tightly as I watched LouisÕ buns contort 
from the blow.  His asscrack shrank to a narrow threadlike line, then, his 
cheeks releasing themselves at last, his hair within showed again.  He did 
not get up.  He remained bent double, though he might have stood, grabbing 
his ankles tight.  I admired his fortitude even as I pitied his pain.  A slim 
line, no more than a pencil, announced itself across his backside.  It was 
deep red.
         Louis received his in turn.  His antics, complete with his penis flying 
and his balls bounding like twin balls in Jacks, burned deep into my mind.  
I found myself liking the show, even as I knew I stood a good chance of 
getting equal treatment myself before the night expired.  I prayed IÕd be 
somehow forgotten.  Let Rose whip the men, and fuck them afterward.  
Polly and I would be good girls and just watch.
         Her footing sure, her aim precise, Rose gave each man a half-dozen 
strokes of the cane over his tense, sweating rump.  She never hit anyplace 
twice.  That would have been truly cruel.  It would have burst those tight 
little buns, right across their surface, and made them bleed, possibly 
marking them for life.  I thanked God Rose had a practised hand.  I could 
tell these werenÕt her first victims.  Her expertise was daunting.  She told 
myself and Polly where she would hit from the second strikes onward, 
describing the menÕs asses in loving detail.  And then sheÕd hit right where 
sheÕd promised.  Louis and Andre gritted their teeth.  They said nothing, 
except to howl and moan.  I felt their cocks got ever more huge, though, 
despite the obvious pain they were suffering.
         At last Rose permitted the men to stand.  Their hands flew to their 
hineys and they ground their teeth as they worked their palms over the 
injured surfaces.  Their knees moved back and forth a little, as they stood 
in place still, examining the damage and trying to assuage it.
         ÒOh, come on!Ó Rose teased.  She made Andre howl by sticking the 
end of the cane straight into his asscheeks.  ÒThatÕs nothing, boys.  A 
little starter.  Turn around and letÕs see how your things are doing.Ó  The 
men turned about, their eyes wincing, their penises bigger than IÕd ever 
seen them.  Rose poked at the tip of AndreÕs cock with her bow-pointed 
cane.  Andre lurched backward to avoid a second touch.
         ÒLetÕs adjourn briefly to the sitting room, where we can 
contemplate whatÕs to be done,Ó Rose said, turning with a meaningful look 
at myself and Polly.  Louis, apparently guessing at its purpose, went to the 
side of the bedroom and drew open a door.  Beyond lay not a bathroom, as I 
had expected, as youÕd find in any ordinary bedroom, but an upstairs parlor 
instead.  Walking toward it, I realized that the bedroom we were in was 
not for sleeping at all, but for training a girl, pure and simple.  The sitting 
room served as a place where a man might talk with Rose and plan the 
girlÕs denouement.  It was fed by a back stairway that meant a visiting 
girl, perhaps in olden days brought up from the village, could immediately 
be debauched.  The front entrance, the grand staircase, the long hallway 
leading past the other rooms, all could be avoided.  A girl of 12 might be 
slipped within the house with nobody seeing.  She could be used, her hymen 
torn, and then taken away again, all through the rear of the house, perhaps 
while a formal dinner transpired below, or an elegant ball.
         I heard heavy footfalls on the steps.  A maid entered into the 
concealed little parlor just as we ourselves walked in.  There were no 
windows in the room.  It had the feel of a hidden chamber, like the 
bedroom itself, which also allowed in no light from outside.  It was 
sumptuously decorated, however, with overstuffed chairs, paintings, a 
few books.  The wallpaper was damask, not paper at all, but silk, finely 
patterned with natural dyes.  Rose told us this as we stood and looked at 
our place of confinement.  She warned the men not to shoot themselves 
onto the walls.
         ÒBring a comforter for each of the young men,Ó Rose told her maid.  
The men stood with squirming legs and buttocks, obvious in their 
condition of agony.  Their pricks stood out like thick, throbbing spires 
above their strainingly-tight balls.  The maid, whom IÕd glimpsed as we 
sat so calmly in the parlor downstairs, was an old woman, perhaps 60.  
SheÕd spied on us a little downstairs.  IÕd dismissed her from my mind at 
the time, hardly paying her any attention.  I thought she was the cleaning 
woman.  She looked too old to serve us.  I wished we still had the young 
girl.  She was polite, attentive, helpful.  The old woman, whom IÕm sure 
the men never saw at all as they relaxed downstairs, was dour and mean.  I 
doubted not that she felt the men had just gotten what they deserved.  
They were rich boys from the city.  Her husband, IÕm sure, was no more 
than a peasant farmer, laboring in the fields by day until his skin cracked 
in the sun and his hands turned to gnarled claws.  His sex would have 
shrivelled by now, leaving his wife bereft.  She was worn and lined from 
age and years of hard work.  She had no pity for us.  I shrank back as I 
looked at her.  It was so humiliating, where was the girl?  She IÕd felt a 
little embarrassed about being nude in front of, but this woman!  Her eyes 
grazed me like a toad eyeing a tasty bug.  It was so shameful to be 
stripped naked in front of such an old hussy, her hands gnarled, her breasts 
hanging low and flat like pancakes, her hips huge and matronly.  Worst of 
all, she wore her clothes as neatly as if she were going to church.  Layer 
after layer of clothing hid her figure from our view.  A heavy dress of 
white showed its hem beneath a second dress of black, each flowing down 
from her middle.  I knew she must wear bloomers beneath, encasing each 
of her legs.  I could hear them rasping together as she walked.  Above her 
rustling, heavy dresses was her blouse, with a firmly buttoned vest over 
it, and a full-length apron tied down her front.  She wore a maidÕs hat.  It 
looked like it was so well-secured to her head that she expected to meet a 
typhoon.  Only her arms and hands were bare, her sleeves rolled up, as if 
sheÕd just been doing the laundry.  Her arms were thick and manly.  They 
were spotted with age, as was her face.  She glowered at us, but with a 
trace of amusement in her eyes, cynical amusement, jealous and wishing 
the worst for us.  Her hair, neatly drawn up into a bun, gave her a 
business-like look.  It was a sharp contrast to my own hair, flowing and 
free and playful, and PollyÕs.  Even RoseÕs pretty coiffure, slightly mussed 
now, looked utterly uninhibited compared to our maid.
         I thought the maid would turn and have to go back downstairs, but 
she opened yet another door, into a closet, and drew out two comforters 
and set them on chairs for the men.  With gritting teeth our loves sat 
down, each in his own princely stuffed chair, but with his bare buns 
smarting fiercely as he sat on the downy white-ruffled cushion brought by 
the maid.
         Standing in my birthday suit, with my titties twitching, my muff 
moist, I tried to avoid the maidÕs eyes.  Polly too seemed to find her 
modesty.  She had the added discomfort of a shiny heinie-hole, obvious 
from the traces of fingermarks Rose had left behind.  They trailed out 
from the center of her backside, leaving no doubt what had been done.  All 
vaseline trails lead to the greased butthole, as a Roman might say.  She 
wore her hair with a My Little Pony ribbon tying off a few of her long 
locks, a kind of ponytail that bound a few ropelike strands of her hair 
together but left the remainder underneath free.  The effect was to make 
her look even more schoolgirlish than she already did, and all 60-year-old 
maids know where a little schoolgirl should be on a Saturday night.  Home 
preparing her lessons, so she could go to church on Sunday, both morning 
and evening, and say her rosary.  Instead Polly stood with her hiney packed 
with vaseline, her hole prepared for the menÕs cocks which stood up so 
heedlessly.
         ÒGet the potties out for the girls,Ó Rose said with a refined air, as if 
we were to be entertained at an embassy instead of made ready for sex.  
The maid glanced at myself and Polly and, as we stood hoping to claim 
seats for ourselves, waiting only for RoseÕs permission, she brought out 
two childrenÕs potties and sat them down on the top of a dresser along the 
back wall.  I blanched.  I think I felt my blood rush to my face and my toes 
simultaneously, with all parts between equally pink.  Were we to sit up on 
the dresser?  The menÕs chairs, I saw, were angled to give them a perfect 
view of the potties.  The maid brought a stepstool out of the closet and 
sat it down in front of the dresser.
         Rose, swishing her cane, turned to myself and Polly.  ÒGirls, do you 
have to go to the bathroom?Ó she asked.  Polly and I quickly shook our 
heads no.  ÒWell, then youÕll just have to sit on the potty until you do,Ó she 
smiled.  We looked at her with woebegone eyes and nervously constricted 
throats.  ÒMarried women have sat on them,Ó Rose said.  ÒYou two are 
practically Ôof ageÕ by comparison.  DonÕt worry, IÕll hold your hand as you 
mount the stool.  I donÕt want you to fall.  Once youÕre settled on the potty 
you wonÕt have any worries.  The dresser is nice and big.  Come, girls, I 
want to make sure youÕre both toilet trained before I put you to bed for the 
night!Ó 

                                                 I ADMIT.

            I admit...
            I donÕt really understand 
            a family like this.
            They dump this guilt all on one girl
            who couldnÕt deal with it,
            or understand it, but would have taken it,
            for just some love.

            Maybe she thought this was love
            maybe she told herself this was
            how it was supposed to be.
            ItÕs crazy, cruel, is this real life,
            so far removed from my dreaming?

            IÕve seen this cold cutting style.
            Her sister jabbing the emotional wounds
            that she could find there.
            With denial, rationalization and lies...
            no, lies is not too strong of a word...
            and like I promised you,
            the whole story,
            no names,
            this part I may edit.

            IÕm amazed at how much emotions can hurt
            every time the pain is surprising.
            (I can only imagine their pain)
            And for me, pain brings the anger-
            how could I have ever waited 14 years for this?
            ItÕs sloppy,
            and only neutral ground keeps me here.

            How much trouble could a simple 
            phone call be?
            ItÕs impossible for me to describe
            the amount of pain this must have caused her.
            Brings all the years back to her, clearly, maybe,
            of the chilling meetings, the put downs,
            and the simple omissions of regard to her,
            from her sister.

- from Will DockeryÕs zine, Teri Baal, a 16 page chapbook.  Will 
Dockery, P.O. Box 3663, Phenix City, AL 36868, U.S.A.  Order April 
Bullets!  $1.00 for 32 pages of chapbook poems.

                                             AND IN THE END...

                                          AMERICA IN THE 90Õs

ÒThe toilet could prove to be a gold mine of evidence,Ó says coroner Dr. 
Cyril Wecht.  - Globe, April 1, 1997, pg. 25.

(Who needs the summer of love when you can be looking down a toilet? 
-h.j.)

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