Andrew Roller Presents FUCK DECENCY Issue No. 248 Naughty Naked Dreamgirls in Cunt Castle Chapter Two Louis beamed down at me. ÒYou are doing well,Ó he said to me. ÒTonight you will have your first good whipping. Branson will deliver it.Ó He saw my eyes widen as he spoke. I could not bear to hear such words. I really didnÕt want to be part of this! Louis touched a finger to my navel. He pressed harder and harder until my eyes finally relaxed. Then he withdrew his finger and reached between my legs and sought my clit. ÒYes,Ó he said, rubbing, seeking. I gasped as he found me. ÒA good, long, thorough whipping, one that really works your bottom. DidnÕt you tell me when we first met that youÕd try anything once?Ó ÒYes,Ó I confessed, my breath rapid now that heÕd found my essence. He put a finger candidly into my cunt, kept at my spot with his thumb. ÒA judicial whipping is what I wish for you,Ó he said. ÒBranson used to work as a jailer down in the government prison before he retired. He knows how to bring a girl fully within the world of the whip, until she is utterly shattered. You will have no ego left when he is through with you.Ó My heart was beating fast in my chest. I could feel it. I thought it might burst out at any moment. Was Louis the Mayan priest come to stab my bosom and lift out my still-throbbing heart? ÒAll your life youÕve been a bratty, snotty little girl,Ó Louis told me. ÒAdmit it. You have. YouÕre a teen runaway, and youÕve never obeyed, not really. Tonight you will. For the first time in your life. I require it if youÕre to be my wife.Ó My eyes bugged. My head popped up, then lay back again on the soft table. ÒYour wife? YouÕll really marry me if I let you have me whipped?Ó Louis smiled. And somewhere, deep within that smile, I knew heÕd never marry me. Yet we girls are foolish, arenÕt we? In a millisecond I convinced myself that yes, he really would marry me. My puppy love dreams of being with him forever, just he and I, no others, would be fulfilled. He would cut wood for us and weÕd live in a little log cabin and our son would be Abraham Lincoln and save the world. ÒYes,Ó I said, and thought it was him saying ÔyesÕ to me, or told myself it was. Louis pushed his finger deeper into my cunt. His thumb stopped over my aching clitty, waiting. ÒYes!Ó I gasped. ÒDo whatever you must to me to make me yours!Ó And he began his cunning work on my clit again, and I swooned with pleasure at his touch. I rolled over on my belly. I spit sperm into a paper cup held under my chin by Rose. Louis patted my bare bottom. It was white as snow, and he savored picking up baby powder and sprinkling it on my heinie. Polly found Andre equally engaged by her bottom, though I know not what they spoke about while Louis propositioned me about Branson. I think Rose had placed her hands over PollyÕs ears and let Joanne finish her off between her legs. There had been a lot of happy screaming from the other table as Louis told me of his plans for me. Our bottoms were made all silky with the powder. Louis and Andre themselves applied it. Their calloused hands on our rears were a bold contrast with the powder. Sylvia and Joanne wiped my face and PollyÕs with hot cloths as the men powdered us. They stuck their cloth-draped fingers in our mouths to let us lick off some of the sperm that was sticking to our tongues. When Louis and Andre were finished with us, they left. I lay on my table, my hands down by my thighs, my bottomcheeks huddled together like worried sheep. ÒDonÕt fret so. ItÕs still several hours Ôtil evening,Ó Rose said. She spoke leaning close to my face, so Polly wouldnÕt hear. We adjourned to Ôthe sitting room,Õ as Rose referred to it. ÔMy outdoor one,Õ she added confidentially, as if she might have many of them, like the parlor near the front door, or the one that lay almost as a secret chamber next to the little girlÕs bedroom that Polly and I had first been fucked in. My hands were brought behind my neck as I lay on the diapering table and reattached to the back of my dog collar. I did not fight it. I was too scared, too confused, and yet too excited, somehow, at my submission, to protest. Sylvia did me, Joanne did Polly. She blurted something, was ignored. Rose put her pacifier back in her mouth and Polly sucked on it wide-eyed, like a trembling child wishing to pronounce upon something but enjoying her pacifier just a little too much to take it out of her mouth. We strolled through the castle. There was little hurry in RoseÕs walk, and none in mine. Yet, watching her smoothly rolling hips, I let my own sway more, feeling the nakedness of my bottom and wondering if someone might see me. How strange I would look to them! My hair done up perfectly, then mussed a little by my exertions on the diapering table. My bottom glossed with silky baby powder, white as snow, yet my hands bound severely to the back of my neck, showing my submission. Before me my breasts wobbled with naked elegance, so high, so round, the tips hard with anticipation and fright, freely offering themselves like stemmed fruit to whomever might wish to pluck at them. Polly allowed herself the same sexy gait. Indeed, we almost could not help it. The binding of our hands, with our elbows upraised over our heads, made our naked bulbing bottoms somehow freer. We were all bottom, it seemed, with our smooth bellies offering themselves up as vacant wombs, ready to be filled and bloated; our breasts were but udders on which future infants might suck, our pussies so mysteriously dipping into our legs, where their unseen cleft provided entrance to the burrowing male. Our legs were but columns upon which we bounced the hemispheres of our bottoms, transporting them, as it were, to the scene of future delights and depravities. I heard a gasp. ÒOh!Ó a female voice said behind me. I wanted to turn but found it difficult with my hands bound up behind me. There was a shuffling of feet. A laugh, as if a girlÕs, then the deeper, more mature, knowing laugh of a woman. I blushed. I could not see those who had found me. Lovers, playing in the castle. One of them knew at least what my fate was. I heard a man laugh last, he seemed to straighten his sleeves and his cufflinks as he did it. Pipe smoke reached my nose from somewhere off behind myself. I had been seen. My plight was known. They would whisper of it in the castle and know my screams when they heard them that night. I must vow not to cry out. I did not want to embarrass myself. If I must serve LouisÕ wicked delights, let it be, but God I did not want to entertain others with it. Polly, I think, was too far ahead of me to hear. I brought up the rear. Sylvia and Joanne walked ahead with Rose, through the castleÕs labyrinthine hallways, as if walking point in the jungle, spreading out at the spearhead of our column to check for enemy entrapments. With my hands imprisoned it was impossible to think of escape. I knew those laughing at my predicament would never permit it. No one would, here at the castle. Girls were expected to resist and were ÔhelpedÕ merely to obey, nothing more. I watched PollyÕs backside. It jigged with youthful eagerness, quite taut and pretty, as if she might be going to a backyard pool to swim with friends. We passed by a collection of whips on the wall, amidst the decorative paintings and tapestries; I saw her bottom cheeks tighten apprehensively, her pace quicken, then she slowed again as the hideous display of whips receded behind us. Our bare feet slapped noisily upon the floor. We were gollums going fishing in our cave. We passed at last through a door that led us into the open air of the backyard. A white-columned sunroom beckoned. I stepped onto its brick floor. The bricks were warm from the sun. Gauzy white muslin swags hung like tremulous female panties beneath the sunroofÕs glass ceiling, providing us with a kind of nebulous shade underneath. We collected around a patio table and sat down on white wicker chairs with generous cushions. A vase of fresh-cut flowers was placed on our table by the old woman maid. She surveyed Polly and I with eyes that knew too much. Had she witnessed our struggles on the diapering tables? Did she know what the evening promised for us? Her bottom was large, long past its prime, rolling with her accumulated flesh of many years. Ours, perched a bit anxiously on our cushions, were small and tight and white and squeamish. I could not tell whether she envied us, pitied us, or only mocked us in her mind. Sylvia received a key from RoseÕs hand and unlocked my hands, then PollyÕs. Gratefully I brought them down from behind my head and felt their freedom. They hurt from being bound up, but I knew the discomfort would pass quickly. I turned my wrists and inspected them. I still wore the steel manacles, but they were so light I hardly felt their presence anymore. Our dog collars, like our manacles, were left on. We would need them again, I knew, but I tried not to think of their purpose. My collar hugged my neck. It provided certainty. Though my bottom trembled beneath me, my collar reminded me of my place and showed me that there was no changing it. I must learn to simply understand and accept. I must say ÔyesÕ to it, I knew, and nothing more, like a woman finally must when she wants a child. She must accept the man, and the changes that come. She must accept the enlargement of her body, the pain at birth, and rising at midnight to feed and diaper. And then, when the baby is my age, she must accept letting it go. There is no good in keeping it penned up, like an animal, for its ÔprotectionÕ until 18. This I knew. My mother had known it once too, but sheÕd forgotten. She did not want to grow old. She did not want to be replaced in menÕs minds by me. She wanted me small always, too young to kiss, to young to draw menÕs eyes away from her. She had accepted having me, but she could not accept letting go of me. I was young now, not her. She must let go of the idea that she was forever young, and I was forever too young. She was old now. I was the one who was young. Springtime was for me now. Springtime and summer. She must resign herself to fall and winter; to menopause, then gray hair, finally wrinkles and old age. It would come whether or not I grew up, or stayed ÔprotectedÕ in her house. It would come as surely as the passing of summer into fall. Yet she fought it, making trouble for both herself and me. It did not help. It only made things worse. It had made me run away and now, perhaps, it brought me to the castle whose name I dared not say to myself. Or maybe, this time, I was on my own journey. Discovering, exploring. Could I blame my mother for this? I looked at Rose. She let her eyes pass over me without seeing me, or so it seemed, yet I knew she drank me in with a passion, consuming me with her gaze. Polly and I were like her little pets, puppies at Christmas. She had tied collars round our necks to keep us. I had traded my mom for Rose. Yet mom offered nothing. Only homework, studies, and Ôgoals.Õ Sexless goals, of course. Here, sex lay parturient within the very walls, the table we sat at, the cushions we sat on. The flowers bloomed with it. It was everywhere, all encompassing, yet always just about to come forth, never bursting in as one might think, except at special moments. Here I could feel myself right out to the ruby tips of my breasts, my naked breasts, and my boldly naked bottom sitting on the white cushion beneath me. I opened my legs beneath the table. I felt the wantonness of my bare clitty and loved the way my pussy seemed to part just a little with my legs, offering itself. There was nothing to protect me. Nothing. I was nude, Venus-like, and I would rise from the seabubbles of innocence into the open air of knowing, seeing all. From the depths of Ocean, mother-like, shrouding me, I would spring upon the beach of life and confront the lifeguard men who ruled there, the women who strolled there, the other girls. ÔLook!Õ I would say. ÔIÕm here. Me! Fleury. I have a body with tits and a bottom that sits and a cunny that wants it. Give me what is mine. DonÕt hold me back or keep me from it. I have the password now, called Ôbreasts.Õ See? Here they are. Now show me what this world is all about, and let me take it within myself. Joanne and Sylvia did not sit with us at table. They sat on hassocks in front of vacant chairs by the wall, perhaps to more readily serve us, yet they had enceinte demeanors, pregnant, as if awaiting something that must happen yet unable to control it. Royal peonies spilled abundantly from hanging baskets. Rose sat down with us at table, casually, and told the maid to bring us summer drinks. They arrived with their straws thrust through fruit. Mine had a lemon speared by a straw, PollyÕs drink had a cherry. Crushed ice coated the surface of our drinks. I sipped mine. Vodka, I think, watered down, made pleasant with a sampling of fresh lemonade. Polly removed her straw and ate the cherry. Then she gulped her drink. ÒMmmm, good!Ó Polly pronounced, setting her glass down at last, quite empty. Rose lifted a linen napkin from the table and wiped a cherry- frosted mustache off PollyÕs upper lip. Joanne, finding garlands on the chair behind her hassock, rose and placed them on our heads. They were made of daisies and dandelions. Had they been left by other partiers? They were freshly woven. Perhaps their party had been interrupted by lifeÕs other necessities. Polly received hers without noticing, as if she were the Mayfair queen, entitled to such a crown. I touched mine, felt the pliancy of the stems and their budding flowers. The maid with her heavy burden of flesh shrouded in an apron and dresses brought Rose a Bloody Mary. ÒOooh! WhatÕs that?Ó Polly inquired as soon as it had been presented at RoseÕs place. The woman let Polly take it and sip it. Polly held the glass with both hands. ÒYuck!Ó Polly declared, giving Rose her glass back. Polly, perhaps remembering her lesson in manners from the linen napkin, wiped her mouth but, seeking to retain her youthful indulgences, perhaps, used the back of her hand. Rose took back her Bloody Mary and drank it with confidence, in long draughts. The maid asked Joanne and Sylvia what they wished to have. A WOMANÕS REVENGE by holy joe I imagine that there are at least a few feminists who read this zine. And you ladies probably gnash your teeth over every issue. You think I have no regard for womenÕs issues, concerns, or problems. (Such as they are.) Wrong, ladies! Holy joe is here to help you. No, IÕm not going to start a talk show where you can whine and complain every day. And IÕm not going to turn this e-zine into some perverted forum for feminist claptrap. However, I am willing to help you. And when youÕre done reading this column, today, I think youÕll agree that this one column gave you more pleasure and enjoyment, and more practical advice, than any number of shows by Oprah Winfrey. Please note, ladies, that in my quest to help you I underwent a great deal of suffering! I was in great pain, just to help your cute little asses. (And your daughtersÕ even cuter asses.) Now the question comes down to this: ThereÕs a guy youÕve slept with. Perhaps heÕs your husband. Perhaps heÕs your (latest) boyfriend. HeÕs finished fucking you, and now heÕs asleep. YouÕre feeling used. You feel like that Bobbitt lady. You feel like cutting off your husbandÕs (or boyfriendÕs) penis. However, you donÕt want to be on national T.V., or have to spend 30 days in a mental hospital explaining yourself to sympathetic psychiatrists. But you still want to cut off your husbandÕs penis. What to do? Prepare in advance. Buy, and carry in your purse, a bottle of taco sauce. For my research, I used La Victoria Red Taco Sauce (Mild). Take out your Taco Sauce. Spill it onto your husbandÕs penis. DonÕt worry, he wonÕt feel a thing. (Yet.) The Taco Sauce will merely feel wet. HeÕll probably think youÕre servicing him with your mouth, if he feels the wetness on his penis. Smear the taco sauce all over your husbandÕs penis. Try to get some into his pee hole. Also, you might try smearing the sauce all over his balls too, although the balls are more sensitive than the penis and might respond quicker. (The whole key to this is that your husband will feel nothing but wetness for the first few minutes.) Now, itÕs time to run. Grab your purse and get lost! You donÕt want to be around when the taco sauce starts taking effect. After several minutes, the taco sauce will begin to burn. It will burn more and more, until your husband wakes up and finds that his penis is on fire!!! He will no doubt run to the bathroom and try washing his penis with soap and water. It wonÕt work. Your husbandÕs penis will still burn. I donÕt know if ice provides any relief because, as a simple hobo, I didnÕt have any access to ice when I tried this experiment on myself. (For you, ladies, so youÕd like me, instead of hating me.) Anyway, your husbandÕs penis will burn for HOURS after youÕve applied the taco sauce to it. As far as I know, there is no relief for ÒThe Taco Sauce Torture.Ó Only the passage of time will bring relief. It will take many hours for the burning sensation on his penis to subside. Eventually, his penis will take on a warm glow, as opposed to the horrid burning. However, it will still be a prevalent aspect of your husbandÕs metal state. He will be constantly reminded of his penis because of the glowing and burning sensation. Fortunately, the taco sauce does not damage your husbandÕs penis in any way. No burn marks are left behind, and there is no peeling away of the affected skin. (As with Binaca breath spray, if itÕs repeatedly applied to the penis.) See, ladies? What did I tell you? IsnÕt that a handy trick to pull on your husband? Now you can always keep him mindful of your needs, by telling him, ÒHoney, if you donÕt help me do the dishes, IÕll put taco sauce on your dick tonight when youÕre asleep.Ó AND IN THE END... 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