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 Enslaved?

   The story which you are about to read may, at times, may seem quite
preposterous.  I have often wished that it was an episode of a nightmare or
something, but I assure you that it is not.  In fact it is probably true
that I am enjoying my new life.?  I have done so on the explicit
instructions of my mistress's who hopes that in the recounting of my life
story, that in the process of the telling of my story that I may come to
more fully realise how happy I am at being able to satisfy and accept what
I am, her slave-girl with benefits.

   Please note I use a mixture of English spellings as per the Oxford
English Dictionary, plus a few American spellings by courtesy of my spell
check.

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   It all started just after my fourteenth birthday I was quite slim and
small for my age but quite fit.  My widowed mother doted on me and she
really ensured that I had the best of everything.  I think she secretly
wished that I had been born a girl, and at the time I remember her looking
in girls clothes shops and saying 'Wouldn't that look lovely on you, and
sighing to herself."

   But I was no sissy and although I was small for my age.  I soon
discovered that nature had endowed me with a cock that was rather out of
proportion.  The fact that we had to change in the school dressing room
after sports brought my freaky cock to general notice.  In fact many boys
started referring to me as `Donkey Dick' and I think that started the
situation where I became the target for some of the more free wheeling
girls at the school.  After hearing me referred to in that manner the girls
soon cottoned on to the fact that I had something special to offer.

   My first sexual experience came when I was employed to wash the
neighbours two cars It was a long job and the lady of the house told me
that they would be out for most of that day shopping, but their daughter
Judy was still at home in case of problems.  They had not been gone long
when the door opened and suddenly, in walks in a Judy their cute daughter.
I knew Judy quite well, but this morning she looked as though she had taken
a lot of extra care with her appearance.  I knew her only in school uniform
but today she was wearing some make up which was unusual, and she looked
especially lovely in stone washed blue jeans and a very tight dazzling
white blouse.  I knew she was about the same age as me.  She was very cute
for her age and acted in a very cute almost babyish manner at times.

   I had never really had much to do with her at school, but rumour had it
that she had one or two current boyfriends on the go.  Her blouse that
morning was so tight that her breasts were pushing the cotton fabric out
and her nipples could be clearly seen through the fabric of the blouse and
it was so obvious she was not wearing a bra.  I suspected her mother would
object if she saw her dressed like that.  I was no fool and I suspected
that she had dressed as she had because she had an ulterior motive in
coming to see me.

   We got to talking as I carried on working, and pretty soon she popped
out with the question "Why do the boys call you `donkey dick' Tony?  " For
a second I was a bit embarrassed and this seemed obvious proof that she had
much more than a casual chat on her mind.  I replied "Can't you guess?" She
grinned and said "Yes, but pretty please, will you to show it to me." "You
are joking?" I asked.  "No Tony.  I really want to see it for myself." So,
deciding that if that was what she really wanted I would certainly oblige
and see where it was leading to, so I closed and locked the garage doors
and I moved to stand in front of her.  "You will have to fetch it out of my
pants as my hands are dirty." I told her.  She was not in any way shy, as
she just undid my belt and pushed my jeans and my underpants down to the
floor.  By this time I was really hard made very much worse as she let out
a little gasp of delight and took into her small cool hands to fondle. 
"Wow you are about twice as big as my boyfriend." Then she said, kind of
breathlessly, "You don't have a girlfriend do you Tony?" "Not at the minute
I told her, as I leaned down keeping my dirty hands away from her clothing
and kissed her softly on the lips.  "Interested " I asked.  "You bet." She
replied.  Then she pushed me away as she took my arm and pulled me across
to the water tap and said "Lets wash your hands Tony I don't want dirt all
over me when you fuck me.  Tony?"

   I quickly washed my hands not quite believing what was happening, then I
slipped one hand inside the top of her jeans and massaged her teen aged
tummy.  Her arms came round ,my neck as with the other hand I undid the
buttons on her blouse, her boobs although not fully grown popped out into
the open and I lightly cupped one in my hand, gently flicking the nipples.
I leaned in toward her and for a minute or so, we kissed, our lips clung
together, tasting each other's breath.  Then she leaned forward and kissed
me, much harder with a mouth-open, French kiss.  Her breathing was getting
faster and shorter.  By now I was feeling pretty bold as she had made all
the running..

   So I started undoing the fastening on her jeans, first undoing the
fastening at the top .  As her jeans unzipped themselves in answer to my
hand's pressure, I pushed them down to the floor for her to step out of
them and then.  I slipped my hand inside her panties and found a small
patch of hair on her mound.  She repeated the undressing process on me and
soon we were standing naked and kissing our naked bodies clinging together.
My rampant cock slipping between her lugs to rub freely against her warm
wet pussy.

   Then taking my hand she led me to a camping mattress already inflated
leaning against the all and placed it on the floor so that we could both
lay down on it.  Following what I had learned from porno films I was soon
licking away at her pussy.  My tongue was eagerly kissing her teenage cunt
lips with enthusiasm and eagerly searching for her clit and soon she was
writhing and moaning as my tongue did its work very much to her
satisfaction, and I was soon inhaling the scent of tender, sweet young
pussy musk, surely the most wonderful scent in the world at least to me at
the time.

   She was moaning and wiggling around a lot and making a lot of noise to
stroke her little cunt lips, and swirl around her bud.  She loved it,
repeating "Yes, yes, yes!" over and over as she started to have little
orgasms and her juices were beginning to flow over my face I encouraged it,
as I continued to probe inside her pussy with my tongue, squeezing her
little ass cheeks in my hands.

   My cock was now hard as a rock, and soon she was pleading with me to
"put it in." So I moved and pressed my cock gently against her pussy lips.
She was breathing into my mouth, her tongue was playing with mine, She took
my cock into her hand and pushed me just inside her pussy lips She was
dripping wet there, panting hard now.  I rose up a little on my knees and
continued to push, it took a little time as I slipped into her very young
girl's pussy bareback..  It was like an electric shock for both of us as I
sank all the way into her.  I felt a big thrill up my spine as our flesh
and juices mingled, giving us their full effect.

   She was no virgin, but she was very tight, and from her groans I guessed
that I was the biggest she had ever experienced.  But both of us were wet
with our juices so it went smoothly.  I grasped her little butt and fucked
into her slowly, pulling out just as slow so the head of my cock would
scrape the tender, sensitive insides of her tight little channel.

   Slowly, several times I did this, and then I picked up speed, beginning
to fuck her faster and faster...  then I slowed down again, grinding around
deep inside her, my balls pressing against her young butt cheeks, her back
arched hard against me.

   That movement felt so good that I could feel my seed, move in waves
along the way, up from my balls and through my cock and then spurting
inside her sweet young pussy- unprotected, my cock so deep inside her I
could feel the pressure on my balls as she, too, came, her little ass
cheeks pumping against me, moaning into my shoulder, heels pounding on my
ass.

   It was a wonderful debut to the world of raw sex for me..  But it wasn't
the last we shared.  She was insatiable, that morning she helped me finish
my work so that we could move into her bedroom.  I later heard that she had
dumped her boyfriend, and for a time she became mine exclusively until her
family moved away.  But by that time my attentions were beginning to be
taken elsewhere .

   That was the beginning of my sexual education, but shortly after this
incident I became very aware of one of our new neighbour a Mrs Barbara
Watts a well known clinical psychiatrist who had become very friendly with
my mother.  She was about 35, a tall slim blonde who I gathered was
childless, and who had inherited quite a fortune from her divorced husband.
I later found that she ran a secure home for well off female sex offenders.
I thought she was lovely, and my interest in Judy quickly began to wane. 
Barbara became very friendly with my mother and increasingly she encouraged
me to spend more and more time with her.

   My conversations with Barbara became more and more intimate as time went
on.  But I found Barbara absolutely enchanting, but now in hindsight I
realise that her approach to me sexually was quite well thought out and
well planned.

   Increasingly my interest in younger girls waned, and increasingly under
Barbara's influence I became more conscious of the older women around me,
for instance some of the younger teachers at school began to interest me
sexually.  On one occasion I tried flirting with our 28 year old Arts
teacher, but soon found myself firmly rebuffed.  But increasingly I soon
found that I wanted to spend all of my spare time with Barbara.  I was now
very sexually attracted to her, and to some extent other older women.  With
Barbara`s encouragement I hid a lot of the time I spent with Barbara from
my mother, so that she would not get suspicious, and then to my dismay my
mother was suddenly taken ill.  She, had a very short illness in hospital
and passed away.  I was of course grief stricken, but Barbara was there to
console me.  Apparently when Barbara visited my mother she had got her to
sign a paper putting me into her custody if she died.

   Having no close relatives Barbara quickly had her lawyer arrange for the
courts to agree for me to be fostered by Barbara, and then this was quickly
followed some weeks later by a proper legal adoption.  I had moved in to
live with Barbara from the day my mother went into hospital.

   But from the very first night with her she insisted that I slept with
her.  Her explanation was that I must be worried over mother and I was now
in a strange house, and she wanted to be there to comfort me.  I did not
object in fact I was very pleased at her insistence.  That first night I
thought I had offended her because she was very quiet, but after dinner we
had a few drinks, and she insisted that a few glasses of wine would not go
amiss for me as it was a special occasion, and then Barbara suddenly said.

   "Why don't we have a shower and get ready for bed Tony.  We can watch TV
afterwards or perhaps you might like to watch a video?"

   I had just got in the shower and started to wash myself, when I was
suddenly joined by a very naked Barbara, wearing a shower cap, who boldly
said.  "Move over Tony dear let Babs wash you." and she started to wash me
just like my mother had used to when I was much younger.  I was a bit
embarrassed at first and gave a little protest, but then I realised that
Barbara seemed to spend a lot more time washing my groin and my now very
erect cock than was necessary, which without much trouble she had succeeded
in getting me quite hard.  then taking me by surprise she knelt down and
took my cock in her mouth until I came in long spurts into her mouth.

   Then she placed one arm around my shoulder and at the same she pulled me
close against her ample breasts and started kissed me on the mouth.  I was
not objecting in fact I found myself responding avidly "Ooh.  darling" She
said.  You are very big for your age.  I hope you don`t mind me making a
fuss of you like this, and teaching you how to please me as a woman." And
then she put her hand down and slipped my cock between her legs where it
rubbed very sensuously against her smoothly shaven pussy.  Then she started
kissing me again on the mouth.  I did not mind in fact I thought this was
great, this was my wildest dream coming true and I started to respond.  I
took her I my arms and then she said.  "Lets dry ourselves honey and go and
watch some TV."

   I must admit that I was a little disappointed, but that was the night I
realised later that Barbara had begun my training to become what many would
term a male whore.  Soon we were sitting on the couch with her wearing a
thin house coat, and me with just my dressing gown.  However, the TV she
decided we should watch was some very instructive porn films and they all
seemed to be about boys my age having sex with slightly older women and
girls.  then we had two films about boys who liked dressing as girls. 
According to the films they seemed to like the experience.

   As we watched the video she put her arms round me and pulled me close by
now I had got the message that Barbara had carnal thoughts where I was
concerned, and my cock was rearing up and ready for action.  She slipped
one hand under my dressing gown and gently fondled my cock while she
encouraged me to suckle her nipples.

   Suddenly she switched the TV off and taking my hand and without speaking
she took me up to her bedroom.  In the bedroom she stripped off her house
coat and had me take off my dressing gown and she put her arms round me and
said.  "Tony let us pretend that today I have just become your lovely bride
and tonight is our honeymoon and I am your lovely new bride which you are
going to make love to for the very first time."

   As she spoke she was running her soft hands over my body and quite
boldly she was playing with my cock.  In bed we lay face to face, as she
played with my cock while at the same time she was kissing me passionately
on the lips.  I quite naturally responded by playing with her nipples and I
was soon laying in her arms sucking on each nipple in turn, accompanied by
her loud moans and groans, which told me that she was enjoying every second
of it.

   She pulled me away and then so that I was lying on top of her and I
found that she had maneuvered her body and my cock was just pressing
against her pussy lips.  I could feel some moisture running out of her
pussy as she slowly opened her legs and using one hand guided my cock
inside her.  Her hands were clasped tight round my buttocks as my cock slid
inside of her waiting pussy.  I could feel her cunt muscles clenched hard
against my cock and producing a range of sensations that were so totally
knew to me..

   This was my first fuck with a grown woman and I was in heaven as
together Barbara and I got into a rhythm as she pulled me up upwards and
hard against her body.  The rhythm got faster and faster until I knew that
at any minute I was going to shoot my stuff into her.  I felt my back arch
as suddenly I let go a long spurt of my juices into Barbara .  I felt her
tighten around me and just as I thought I had finished, her body clenched
me tight and she let out a loud noise something between a scream and a
groan and I felt her have a massive orgasm as juices washed over my cock as
they leaked out on to the bed clothes

   Her hands were all over me, and she cried out again as she continued to
hold me close.  I felt her fingernails scratching my back as she seemed to
have a whole series of smaller orgasms.  She hugged me close and kept on
kissing me.  I was soon hard again and time after time we came, until
exhaustion set in.  That night we slept together naked, our naked bodies
intertwined until the early hours when we awoke, as Barbara once again
guided my hard cock inside her once again I responded and this time it
seemed even better than before until once again as dawn broke we parted
totally exhausted.

   Then to my surprise Barbara moved her head down my body to take my cock
into her mouth.  She started sucking and moving on me until once again she
brought me to the brink of orgasm And then it happened...  spurt, spurt, as
I came in her mouth.

   She pulled me away and then she carefully pulled me over on top of her
so that I was lying on top of her and I found that she had maneuvered her
body and my cock was just ready to enter her pussy.  I could feel some
moisture running out of her pussy, as she slowly opened her legs and using
one hand guided my cock inside her.  Her hands were clasped tight round my
buttocks as my cock slid inside of her waiting pussy.  I could feel her
cunt muscles clenched hard against the length of my cock, and producing a
range of sensations that were so totally knew to me.  Not even young Judy
had the expertise of my new lover.

   This was my first fuck with Barbara and I was in heaven as together we
got into a rhythm as she pulled me up upwards and hard against her body. 
The rhythm got faster and faster until I knew that at any minute I was
going to shoot my stuff into her.  I felt my back arch as suddenly I let go
a long spurt of my baby seed into Barbara .  I felt her tighten around me
and just as I thought I had finished, her body clenched me tight and she
let out a loud noise something between a scream and a groan and I felt her
have a massive orgasm as her juices washed over my cock as they leaked out
on to the bed clothes

   Her hands were all over me, and she cried out again as she continued to
hold me close.  My cock was soon hard and as I we came again she seemed to
have a whole series of smaller orgasms.  She hugged me close and kept on
kissing me.  We seemed to be going for hours until exhaustion set in, and
we slept our naked bodies intertwined until the early hours when we awoke.
Night after night after that Barbara insisted that we have sex and this
time it lasted a bit longer and it seemed even better than before until
once again as dawn broke we parted totally exhausted.

   Then to my surprise Barbara moved her head down my body to take my cock
into her mouth.  She started sucking and moving on me until once again she
brought me to the brink of orgasm And then it happened...  spurt, spurt, as
I came in her mouth.

   Barbara seemed to have a very high sexual appetite and she seemed to be
intent on teaching me everything it was possible to learn.  Then one night
a month or so after I had moved in with her she said.  "Have you ever
thought what it would be like to be a girl Tony?  I said "Yes I did often
because my mother had sometimes wished that I was a girl."

   "Well honey" Barbara said.  From now on I am going to teach you how to
be a girl.  From now on you will only wear girls clothes when you are home
with me.  And quite soon you will be a lovely girl I am sure.  I am not
trying to make you into a girl I just want you to be able to pass as a girl
when necessary.  I always wanted a daughter and in you I have a wonderful
lover and now it would make my life complete if you also became the
wonderful daughter I never had."

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   Chapter 2 I Graduate with Honours

   By now I was completely in Barbara's power.  She looked after me and
made me feel so wanted.  She was both a mother and a lover." from that day
I was gradually introduced to girls clothes.  I would go to school wearing
girls panties under my clothes except on sports days when I had to change
with other boys around, and most evenings I would be trained by Barbara on
how to apply make-up, and how to look after my growing female wardrobe.  We
had to be very careful to ensure that I was not seen by the neighbours, but
quite soon I began to feel confident in wearing high heels.  I was a bit
conscious that I now had partially plucked eyebrows, and I had to be very
careful to ensure that I did not carry the smell of perfume with me when I
went to school.  But Barbara would inspect me very thoroughly before I left
the house.

   So I was lost and agreed to go along with the change.  I must admit that
I enjoyed the softness of girls clothes, and I had to admit that I had
enjoyed the feelings that it gave me.  About two months after my mother
death when all the legal things had been sorted out and my adoption was
complete Barbara suddenly announced that we were moving house, and that
before we went we would complete my transformation.

   We packed the cases and the next day we left early in the morning and we
stopped at a very expensive hairdressers A short while later, my head was
under the faucet of the sink, as a lady expertly washed my hair with a
sweet smelling shampoo.  Next she rinsed a conditioner through it...or so
she said.  As I was waiting for the conditioner to work, I dozed off and I
was awakened by an odd tickling sensation on my feet.  I looked down and
one of the shop assistants was filing and painting bright red nail polish
onto my toenails.

   "Well, Toni, I think that you are going to be a real beautiful young
lady and I think we shall just have to spell your name Toni from now on
darling" Barbara told me.  Have a look at your self in the mirror sweetie!"
And she whirled the chair around, so that I could look in the mirror.

   There was only one major change so far, My hair had been wrapped tightly
in rollers, and shortly the attendant squeezed a foul-smelling liquid onto
my rolled-hair.  I knew then that I was getting a perm!  "Don't worry Tony
it will be absolutely adorable with that natural golden blonde colour that
you have."

   A short time later, after sitting under a dryer, I was having my
fingernails filed and polished the same bright red colour, by the same
young lady who had previously done my toe nails, while Barbara had come
back to the salon with a whole lot of shopping, just as the assistant
started to comb my hair out, producing a flattering golden blonde pageboy
style, reaching to just above my shoulders.

   As the morning wore on I found that Barbara had spent quite a lot of
money on new clothes for me, to save me the embarrassment of shopping as a
boy for girls clothes.  Next one of the assistants started tweezing my
eyebrows into a thin feminine arch, accenting my eyes with blue-green
shadow, eyeliner, and mascara.  Finishing with a slight blush stroked on my
cheeks which gave me a nice glowing look, while a red lipstick, that
matched my nails, made my lips look wet, kissable, and desirable.  In the
end, I was definitely a Toni--and even I had to admit to myself that I
looked absolutely stunning.

   Barbara took me into a back room where she helped me on with a pink
padded bra, padded out with tissue paper, pink garter belt, flesh coloured
stockings and a white minislip.  Over it all came a red mini dress, the
skirt stopping about an inch above my knees.  On my feet, Julie had found
some red patent leather shoes, with a strap across the instep and about a
two inch heel.

   A look in the mirror together with Barbara and I must admit I made a
very passable girl.  Barbara had also bought me a raincoat and an umbrella,
together with a red handbag.  There were a few other clothes in her bag
like a very sexy nightdress and spare panties.  Just as we had finished
Barbara said "Even I did not think you would be this glamorous.  I just
love my new daughter.."

   Barbara had also bought a few items of jewellery for me, a heavy gold
chain like the one she always wore, then she told me Toni dear we will just
get your ears pierced, so that you can wear some really nice earrings"

   Later over lunch at a local hotel Barbara asked with a big smile "Do you
like being a girl Toni?  But always be clear honey, I also love the real
Tony the one underneath the clothes.  "

   That day was my public debut as Toni, we travelled to a local sea resort
and registered as mother and daughter at a very select hotel.  Barbara
explained that over the next few days I would have to be a girl in public
all the time, to get me used to my new role.  For the next few days we
sunbathed, danced at night and did all the things that mothers and
daughters do, including shopping and trying on new clothes.

   Then on the last day Barbara sat me down and said.  "Tony.  Tomorrow we
go to our new home, but I am not really supposed to tell you everything
now, but I am going to.  First of all I have no intention of turning you
into a girl permanently, although I must admit that most of the men now
seem too want to look at you rather than me.  I and two other ladies
jointly own a clinic for very wealthy women who have fallen foul of the
law, through slight psychiatric problems.  In every case it was because
they had sex with young boys.  But because they are so wealthy and because
they have the right contacts in high places, their husbands have put them
into a voluntary clinic where they will serve their sentence instead of all
the publicity of going to court and prison, but now they are incarcerated
in our clinic until the courts judge them fit to go back into society.

   We don't see why these poor ladies should be deprived of their fun,
especially as they can pay for it, and so you will be their guest, and we
just want you to be as nice to those ladies as you have been to me.  Our
license does not allow us to have any men under fifty years of age working
in the clinic, but we are finding that these ladies or girls in most cases
need young male company.  You are to be that male company, but as far as
outside authority is concerned you are just another inmate with problems .
We have created a complete set of medical records for you in your female
name of Toni Nash, and so you will be treated just like one of the girls.
But after lights out, well I am sure that the girls will keep you very
busy."

   All this happened just before my fifteenth birthday and I said to
Barbara "What about school?" "Well honey I think that your schooling will
be in very good hands as you will see when we get there.  We drove for
about two hours and we were not too far from my home when in a secluded
area of the City we turned down a very woody lane into a magnificent
building surrounded by a large metal fence with a sign which said. 
"Private Clinic.  Keep Out."

   When the car stopped an elderly man fetched our cases and we entered the
building through a door, only opened with an electric lock.  Barbara
punched the number in, and the door opened to admit us.

   Inside it was just like a large home.  The furnishings were expensive
and the décor gave the impression of being very relaxed.  After settling in
and being introduced to a nice looking lady whose name was Mandy who I
understood was the resident Psychiatrist and part owner of the clinic I was
then taken into a lounge and their were four women sat their watching TV or
just relaxing.

   I was introduced as Miss Toni Nash.  The other ladies seemed to me to be
in about their late twenties and thirties, but they were all fairly
glamorous and they were introduced as Joan, Tracy, Elizabeth and Margaret.
They looked at me with interest and the blonde Tracy who I later learned
was a Lady Tracy Lavender, a real lovely looking lady with nice blonde
hair,.  invited me to go and sit by her on a couch.  "How old are you
dear?" She asked as I settled down beside her.  She asked and I said "I am
just fifteen." "How in hell did you manage to get yourself locked away in
here?  She asked.  "Well Pappa has a lot of money, and I was caught with
two twelve year old boys in one week, but I don't know how they did it, but
officially they seem to have me down in the paperwork as being seventeen,
otherwise I suppose I would be in a girls detention centre."

   Barbara told us that we were having a new resident today, someone very
special and I suppose that you must be her.  Just then Barbara came in, and
she must have overheard her comment.  Why don't you go and help Toni settle
in My Lady, so that you can chat, and get to know her properly.  I was
under no illusion what Barbara was referring to, and so grudgingly at first
Lady Tracy took me to my room.

   Once the door was shut I started to disrobe, and Tracy said.  "Why don't
you do that in private girl, but her voice trailed off as I slipped my
panties off and she saw what I had been hiding.  "Ooh she said darling boy
what a lovely surprise as she took me in her arms and started to smother me
with kisses.  "You really are something special."

   My heart had been pumping with suppressed excitement as soon as Lady
Tracy had taken me to my room my heart had been in an accelerated condition
since I had arrived and seen all these lovely ladies.  I wanted her like
I'd never wanted in my life.  All thoughts of Barbara were now out of my
mind as I gazed at this lovely lady quickly disrobing in front of me Like
We sat on the bed, and we kissed.  She toyed with my fingers, and she
kissed me; it was good, it was incredibly good.  It was so warm and
friendly, thrilling yet relaxing to kiss such a lovely lady.

   I felt that she was a woman I didn't need to fear, a beautiful sexy
woman who would look after me .  "Are you afraid?" She asked me.  "Yes." I
answered, truthfully.  She smiled; "Me too." She said.  "But probably more
excited than afraid." My surrender to her, was something I was looking
forward to.  She was younger than Barbara and I was willing to do whatever
she wanted of me.  She could be my lover anytime!.  Her cool fingers
soothed my hot aching cock.  I stroked her face, and kissed her mouth.  It
was so very pleasurable; I felt so relaxed, yet so tense; so helpless, yet
completely happy.  I was going to do it with her, and I knew it.  She
wanted it as much as I did, and I knew that too.  We were making love like
I had with Barbara.  It didn't matter that she was a different age; it only
mattered that we desired each other.  We found each other attractive, and
we wanted to do it together.

   We continued to kiss, our naked bodies intertwined, my hot cock clamped
between our bodies.  I stroked her lean round buttocks her long legs
crossed over me.  I touched her breasts and sucked her nipples,; they were
small and soft, with stiff pink nipples.  She laughed and stroked my neck
as I kissed them, sucking them gently.

   After a time, she rolled away from me, onto her back.  Her thighs spread
apart enticingly.  I looked at her, savoring the sight.  She reached for my
cock; she pulled.  She pulled me to her, between her thighs with my cock
just touching the lips of her wet pussy Both her hands wrapped around my
large cock, and very gently, she urged me forward.

   As usual that first sensation was mind blowing as my cock slid gently
into the warm embrace of her love tunnel, her arms round my holding me
tight and the wonderful smell of her perfume.  The incredible warmth, the
incredible comfort.  The feeling that this was what life was all about. 
The strange euphoria that was suddenly filling me up through my cock.

   The gentle wet pressure of her body against mine, engulfing more than
just my cock, I felt as though my entire being was now held in that wet hot
tunnel, and I knew that this was just the beginning of my new life. 
Slowly, I began to move within her.  Her hands on my hips showed me the
way, her happy smile informed me that I was doing fine.  She started to
move faster, her hands urged me; her hips bucked upwards against me, her
legs and arms wrapped around me.  She squeezed and pulled me, she groaned
her pleasure and approval into my ear.

   I came inside her, holding her tightly.  We lay together in silence
afterwards just holding each other They didn't seem to be much to say; it
had all been said already.

   That night I was joined by Barbara.  As we lay in bed after making love
she said "I was jealous today when I saw you come in here with Tracy.  I
wanted you for my self.  But I know I have got to share you with the
others, but we have a strict rule that they do not talk about being with
you outside the bedroom.  If they do I will be struck off the medical
register, and the clinic will be closed.  "

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   Chapter 3

   There was a lot of tension in the clinic between the ladies at first as
they all wanted to spend time with me, as soon as my true identity was
known to the other ladies.  Suddenly, I literally found myself being
treated very favorably by the ladies.  The following morning passed with a
walk in the garden again with Tracy, and I think given a bit of
encouragement she would have pulled me behind a bush and had her way with
me.

   I never found out how they organised their Rota system, but the next
afternoon I found myself with the lovely blonde Hon Joan Withers, at one
time married to a cabinet minister, but I gather that the divorce
settlement had been kind to her, despite the fact that she had been caught
with a twelve year old schoolboy in her bedroom.  Probably the fact that
his behaviour was not above reproach helped in the divorce settlement.

   Having been forewarned by Barbara I was undressed before Joan came to my
room.  Even at my tender age I had to recognise beauty, and Joan certainly
had everything that most women dreamed of.  I was wearing a silk dressing
gown and Joan was dressed likewise but she only had to come from two
bedrooms away.  She immediately put her face up to be kissed which I
dutifully obliged, and she moved her head and kissed me on the mouth.

   Joan obviously felt my erection as her because her entire body was
pressed up against mine, but she didn't say a thing.  She just put her head
up for me to continue kissing her.

   "You're gorgeous." I said.  "What did you say?" Joan asked.  "I said
you're gorgeous." She looked up at me and I could see the tears just
welling in her eyes.  At my age I didn't have the understanding of women
that I have now, my only real experience was with Barbara.  And I was a bit
shattered by the fact that I had made her cry.  Because of that, I thought
I had made a bad faux pas "You think I'm gorgeous?" she asked.  She almost
seemed anxious to hear me say it again.  "Absolutely.  Without a doubt," I
replied eagerly.  "Wow?" I saw Joan looking at me with those blue eyes and
hers eyes seemed to be searching for something.  Joan leaned up and kissed
me again on the mouth.  She then leaned back for a moment, looking into my
eyes.  "So then, this is for me?" she asked as she ground her hips into
mine.  I had momentarily forgotten about how hard my cock was.  But
standing here with her body pressed against mine, as she looked directly
into my eyes, I felt positive about being able to answer her directly and
without fear.  "Yes, Joan.  That is most definitely for you." As I looked
down at her in that moment, I saw one very beautiful woman who leaned up
and kissed me on the mouth.  I felt her lips part slightly as her tongue
pushed against my lips.  I responded in kind, opening my mouth slightly to
let my tongue slip out.  I could feel her soft, wet tongue begin to play
with mine.  Joan was a good kisser .  It was then that I felt the bed
against the back of my calves.  I held onto her as we descended back onto
the bed, and she gracefully slid on top of my thighs with her head resting
on my shoulders..  Taking her mouth from mine, she said "Then that would
make it mine to do with as I please?."

   "Of course Joan.  It is all yours...."

   Her mouth cut me off, but I didn't mind in the slightest.  I almost
jumped when I felt her hand start to fondle my cock under my dressing gown.
She moaned into my mouth when my hand cupped her left breast.  I could feel
her nipple harden against my fingers.  Her hand felt so soft as it gently
encircled my cock and slowly began stroking me.  I reached down to feel her
nipples.

   They felt wonderful, as I took one into my mouth and started sucking
gently.  Her flesh felt soft and warm.  She moaned into my mouth as my
tongue toyed with her nipple.  I made it a point to gently explore her
breasts.  Her breasts were incredible.  She noticed my gaze and looked at
me with a hunger in her eyes.  She pulled mo over length wise on the bed .
Kneeling in front of me, she wrapped her right hand around the base of my
cock and stared into my eyes.  I kept my eyes locked on hers until she bent
down and sucked the head of my cock into her mouth.

   Joan attacked my cock with a hunger I have never felt before or since.
As she lowered her mouth down onto my cock, her hand travelled down to
fondle my testicles.  As she lifted her head back up, her hand and stroked
my cock.  It took her but a few repetitions of these motions to settle into
a rhythm of stroking and sucking my cock.  I looked up at her to see her
staring up into my eyes, with such a loving look.

   As I came, I could feel just the first couple inches of my cock in her
mouth.  Her hand worked the base of my shaft and my balls, as I pumped
again and again.  When I was done, she just kept sucking the head while
continuing to stroke the base and I think my cock was harder then than when
we had started.  She lifted her head from my cock and started kissing up my
stomach.  When she got to my face, she stopped and looked me in the eyes. I
kissed her deeply and passionately, silently thanking her for the intense
pleasure she had just given me..

   Holding her, I stood up without taking my mouth from hers.  It felt so
good to feel her nipples pressing against my chest.  I moved my mouth to
her neck and sucked hard.  Joan started moaning loudly.  With my hands on
her shoulders, I slowly spun her around.  I brought my hands to her tits,
cupping them.  The weight of her flesh felt great in my hands.  I gently
pinched her nipples and she just groaned while I softly twisted the hard
buttons between my fingers.  I grabbed her hips, pulling her body hard
against mine ..

   "Stay," I told her.  I moved down her body and let one of my hands slide
down her body in search of her pussy.  "Yesssss," she hissed as my fingers
found her clit.

   I started rubbing her clit in circles and she groaned out loud.  Joan
leaned slightly to one side and turned back to kiss me.  As our tongues
met, she started moaning.  Her right arm had reached up and around so that
her hand could grab the back of my head.  My mouth would not leave hers
until she wanted it to.  As she continued to grind her ass against my cock,
I continued to roll her clit in circles with my right hand.  I felt her
body tense up once, then twice, and then she came.  Shaking, Joan groaned
deeply into my mouth as she closed her legs around my hand holding it
against her pussy.  I could feel her sucking air out of my body into hers
and then pushing it back into me as she breathed hard through her orgasm.
This continued until her orgasm passed and she let go of the back of my
head.

   "Don't move," she whispered to me.

   She stood up and quickly turned around.  I could only watch as this
goddess crawled into my lap and straddled me.  I felt her hand hold my cock
against the hot wetness of her sex.  She stared deeply into my eyes.  I
just looked up at her, silently begging her to do it.  She moved the head
of my cock up and down her slit, moaning every time the tip pushed against
her clit.  Joan just smiled as she gradually let the weight of her body
sink down onto my cock.

   "Oh Joan," I groaned.

   The feeling was mind-blowing.  As good as Joan's mouth had felt, it
paled in comparison to the tight, warm, and very wet pussy on my cock.  I
could feel the heat of her pussy walls along the entire length of my cock,
and I felt like I was going to cum without her having to do anything else.
Joan rolled her hips in circles on top of me.  She stared down at me and
grinned.  I could feel her clenching and unclenching her pussy muscles
around me.  The feeling was just out of this world.

   Joan moved slowly at first, using her legs to raise and lower herself.
Then her hands found my shoulders, and I could feel her pace beginning to
increase.  I couldn't hold out any longer and my hands sought out her
nipples.  I felt the harden under my fingers as I gently twisted them,
prompting an unexpected reaction from Joan.  "That's it baby, play with my
tits.  Fuck yes.  My nipples are so sensitive.  Suck them baby.  Suck them
now pleeeese."

   And I did.  Not that I had much choice.  Joan had moved her hands to the
back of the bed above my shoulders.  The result was that her tits were now
pressed against my face.  I moved my mouth to her right nipple, and sucked
it into my mouth.  I pinched the hard little button between my tongue and
teeth.  The reaction was immediate and very positive.

   Joan was now bouncing up and down on me fast and hard.  I put my hands
on her hips to help, pushing my cocks up into her as best as I could, while
using my hands to push her down at the same time.  She was gasping and
moaning as we fucked.  With my cock driving my cock in and out of her
wonderful pussy, I knew it wouldn't be long before I came again.  I just
hoped to make her cum again as well.

   She spoke as she moaned "When you get there ...  don't ...  hold ... 
back ...  Toni ...  cum ...  in ...  me ...  it's ...  been ...  so ... 
long ...  please."

   My balls began to throb in eager anticipation.  With my hands on her
hips, I began thrusting up into her warm wet pussy as hard as I could. 
Joan matched my actions, driving her body down onto my cock faster and
faster.

   "Yes ...  yes ...  do it ...  uhhhh ...  so close ...  so ...  uhhh ...
fucking close ...  do it baby ...  do it"

   That was what pushed me over the edge.  My hips shot up off the bed,
driving my cock as deep into her as I could manage.  I felt the muscles
near my prostate tightening and I grabbed her hips with my hands.  My
fingers dug into her flesh, holding her down on my cock.  Restraining her
in this way seemed to spur her on as much as her words were spurring me on.

   "Do it ...  do it you fucking ...  stud ...  cum in me ...  cum in my
cunt ...  do it ...  cum with me ...  FUCKING DO IT"

   And I did.  My cock pulsed harder than I had ever felt and I came in
this goddess.  Her body shuddered against mine as she drove her hips down
hard.  I felt her pussy working my shaft, squeezing and releasing in an
attempt to pull my seed deep into her body.  She groaned in my ear,
continuing to tell me to cum in her ...  driving my cock to spasm even
harder in her if that was possible .

   "Yes baby ...  yes ...  give it to me Toni ...  feel it ...  I feel it
inside ...  deep inside me baby"

   We sat there for a few minutes, drifting down from our mutual high. 
Although my mouth had left her nipple, my head was still on her chest. 
Turned to the side, the position had my ear pressed up against her body.  I
could hear her heart pounding.  It felt good to lie there with this woman
on top of me, her arms wrapped around my head, holding me to her.  I didn't
have to wonder about her, I knew that right then, right there, Joan felt
the same.

   "Thank you," she whispered.

   "Joan, don't you think I should be thanking you?" I inquired.

   The End





   Epilogue

   My time in the clinic lasted for about two years.  It was a happy period
of my life as I was fussed over and between them the ladies ensured that my
education did not suffer.  I in turn carried out my side of the bargain,
and ensured that the ladies were kept happy.

   But then the day came when Barbara told me that the ladies would all be
leaving, however I never lost touch with them, and now I visit them
occasionally.  Tracy and Joan have remarried and Margaret now lives in
France.  They all left a very generous parting gift of money with Barbara
for me.

   Barbara and I now have a nice Bungalow by the sea, while I finish my A
levels and I hope for a place at the local University as Tony, but I still
dress as a girl in my spare time and what the future holds I have yet to
see.