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 (Incest, M(32),g(10), reluc, cons, oral, anal)

   Hello, my Name is Krystina, or just Tina.  I have tried to put my story
into a form that can at least be followed so that you will understand who I
am, and why I am the way I am.  I am a messed up little girl, to be sure,
but perhaps after reading this you will know why.  As I write this, I am
eighteen years old, but, as you will see I grew up very early.  To begin
this story, of a love most forbidden I need to make you understand how my
life was shaped.  I didn't grow up as most children do.  There was no
perfect image of picket fences, birthday parties, or a loving 'set' of
parents.  This isn't to say I was unloved, just to say my life didn't fit
into the standard image that pops into peoples minds when you mention a
young girl growing up in America.  By the time I had reached the age of
four, my mother had become highly addicted to drugs and alcohol and had
become very abusive.  By the time I had turned six, my mother was in prison
for cocaine possession and assaulting a police officer.  My father tried to
sever ties with my mother several times, but in the end he was given all
legal authority to deal with her debts and assets.  He was given sole
custody of me, and acted no differently than any other loving father.  My
father always made sure there was food for the table, warm clothes to wear,
and a roof over our heads, even as he delt with the problems my mother
would cause again and again.  It was obvious that he loved my mother, as
again and again he would pay for rehabs, extended stays at clinics, and
therapy designed to get her off her horrid addiction.  Despite his
generosity, she just got worse.  If memory serves by the time I was ten my
mother had been in and out of prison four seperate times, and I have
certainly lost track of the number of rehab clinics and stays she went to
in an attempt to get 'better'.  When I was just days away from turning
eleven, my mother came home from rehab to rob my father blind, steal his
car, and run off with some pimp to continue her cocaine habit.  Needless to
say my father was devestated.  I had grown up close to my father.  He was
my only parent, I had no aunts or uncles, and all of my grandparents had
died before I was born.  In essence my father was my life.  It was very
common for me to cuddle up against him while home at nights to watch
movies, or read books.  It was also very common for me to run around in
panties and a t-shirt, but mind you I was not a sexual being, or aware of
any sexual tensions or frustrations my scantily clad young body may have
been causing my sexually denied father.  Naive would be a term that could
describe me.  I was about to turn eleven after all, what could I have
possibly understood of a sexual world.  I knew nothing, nothing at all. 
And this innocence perhaps would lead to my greatest failing and weakness
in life.  The night after my mother stole the car, and all of my fathers
saved money I found my father sitting at home in the dark, alone, crying.
To a girl, her father is the strongest most unfallable man alive, and the
sight of seeing my father crying made me understand how bad this world can
be, if it could shake the strongest person in my life.  I cuddled up
against him, and hugged him tight, with the consolation of the words 'I
love you daddy!' being the only comfort I could offer him.  My father cried
softly, and wrapped his strong arms around me, caressing my back and
pulling me tight against him.  'Oh Krys, at least we have each other.' he
said his voice wavering.  'I hate her daddy, for making you cry.' I
whispered.  'Please don't blame your mother baby girl, she is sick, and she
can't control when the sickness will make her do bad things.' My father
sighed, and held me to him for a while our breathing the only sound that
filled the room.  His voice broke the silence after quite a while of just
sitting cuddling.  'Krystina, you are growing up, so I need to show you
something.  It is time I think, after all your about to turn eleven.' 'What
do you want to show me daddy?' I asked.  'Go get ready for bed hun, and I
will bring something up to your bedroom so you can look at it.' My fathers
voice wavered, but I wasnt sure why.  I climbed off his lap, giving him one
last hug, and went upstairs to begin getting ready for bed.  I brushed my
teeth, and my hair.  It was long, to the middle of my back, blond then
though I dye it alot now.  I stripped out of my clothes in the bathroom
letting them fall to the floor, and hopped into the shower just long enough
to wash my body and, shampoo my hair.  My father stepped into the bathroom
while the water was still running, and the soap was still in my hair. 
'Almost ready hun?' he asked.  'I am just rinsing my hair daddy, and then i
will be done.' I said.  It was not uncommon for him to come into the
bathroom while I was showering, sometimes he would help me wash my back or
hair.  I assure you there was no inkling of sexual urgings behind how he
would take care of me.  None that I saw back then anyway.  'Do you want any
help hun?' he asked.  'If you want to daddy you can help me rinse.' I said.
My fathers strong arms reached in to the shower and helped me lean back so
the hot water could run through my hair.  I leaned back against his arms
with trust and love, and he supported my weight as he ran his fingers
through my hair to remove the suds.  His hands never strayed away from my
back, neck, and hair.  They didn't wander, or touch me innappropriatly. 
Though he could see every inch of my wet body.  Smooth, hairless, no real
hint of womanhood having yet come to me other than this slightest hint of
budding breasts.  He did nothing out of the ordinary from any other father,
he helped me rinse my hair, and then shutting off the water, he helped me
towel off.  He stepped out of the room as I pulled on a clean pair of
panties, and a big baggy t-shirt to sleep in.  I stepped out of my bedroom
to find him sitting in the chair next to my bed.  In his hand was a
magazine, glossy and bright, with a naked girl on the cover.  'Come sit in
my lap Krystina, this is what I have to show you.' I was curious.  Why was
the girl on the magazine naked.  I had no clue.  Climbing into his lap, his
hands began to gently rub my bare legs, still slightly damp from having
just toweled off from the shower.  He moved the magazine so it was on my
lap, the title was 'sweet loli dreams' and the girl on the cover was maybe
13 or 14 at most.  'Do you know anything about sex hun?' my father asked.
'Not really daddy, just what the other girls have joked about at school,
kissing and stuff and how a man's thingy will get hard.' I really was naive
and didn't know much more than that.  'Well your getting to the age now
where you really should understand, so, lets look here and I will show
you.' he said.  He opened the cover, and there inside was a girl maybe nine
years of age, stroking a full grown man's hard cock.  A word bubble above
her head said 'Do you want me to do it faster daddy?' 'Krystina, there is a
simple truth in this world, that as a girl grows up, she will begin to be
very pretty and men will want to touch her, love her, and have her touch
and love them.' My fathers voice was slow, and calm.  'Daddy, this girl is
touchign her daddies thing.' I was a little in shock.  I didn't know what
to think, to do, to say.  'It is uncommon, but sometimes a daddy and his
daughter will be the only ones who can love each other the right way.  When
they love each other this much they have to keep it a secret, because the
world gets jealous and will punish them for their love.' 'But daddy, Isn't
that wrong for them to touch like that?' I asked?  'The world says so, yes,
but does that little girl look like she is unhappy?  Does she look like
anything is wrong?  They have a very special love.' My father answered my
question with a calm voiced answer, and a hug from his arms around my body.
I was so tiny in his lap, I remember feeling so safe and warm there.  I
looked at the girl in the picture.  I thought about the look on her face as
she looked up at her daddy.  'No, it looks just like she loves her daddy.'
I stammered.  'That's right baby girl.  She loves her daddy, and when a man
loves a girl, sometimes he wants to love her physically as well as in his
heart and mind.' 'Do, do you want to...  love me physically too daddy?' I
whispered, a little frightened.  'Oh baby girl, I would never dare to ask
you that.  I have been so alone since your mother got sick, but I would
never dare to ask you to do anything you didn't want to do.' My fathers
voice was rushed, and he cried once more.  'Daddy I love you, I love you, I
do, but, but I don't know anything about this stuff.  I don't know what I
want daddy.' I cried too scared, but wanting my daddy to be happy.  'It's
ok baby girl.  I am not asking you to do anything ok.  I won't ask.  You
look at this magazine ok, and I will let you go to bed.' My father lifted
me off his lap with his strong arms, gave my legs one last little caress
and set me onto my bed.  "I love you krystina." he said.  'I love you too
daddy!' I whispered as I cried.  'Don't cry now!' he said.  'Just take a
look at the magazine and go to bed, I will see you in the morning.' With
that my father left my room, and shut the door behind him.  That was all
that happened that first night.  He had pet my legs, caressing them up and
down between the knee and my panty line, but he had caressed me like that
many times before.  He had never touched my privates or done anything
innappropriate.  I looked down at the magazine, curious yes, but frigtened
at the same time.  I was only ten, how could I do anything adults do.  I
flipped the pages, seeing girls between the ages of seven and fourteen
engaged in sexual acts, but all of them looking happy, loving, even excited
by the things they could do.  The pictures were quite graphic, and I began
to wonder just how daddy had gotten this magazine.  I wondered who the
girls were, especially the younger ones who wanted to play with a man's
cock as much as the older girls.  Some of the pictures frightened me,
especially the ones where the man was putting his cock inside the very
young girls.  How could a man's hard cock ever fit into girls so small, but
the girls seems to enjoy these sex acts more than the others, so they must
know what they are doing.  I closed the magazine, and set it on the night
stand, nearly crying.  What should I do.  I thought of my daddy, how he was
so alone.  So very alone, and how sad he was that he cried.  This was the
only thought that was driving me.  I had no sexual desire, no real sexual
knowledge.  The pictures were just that, pictures, and didn't awaken any
hungers within me, only fears.  But my daddy being sad, that did awaken a
feeling in me, a feeling of regret.  I would never want him to suffer.  If
I could help in any way, any way at all I would.  I knew it.  I laid there
thinking about this most of the night, not once were my thoughts sexually
driven, not once did I think I wanted my daddy to touch me, my only
thoughts were that I could make it so he was not hurting any more, that I
could help so he would not be sad.  When morning came I had barely slept at
all.  Daddy knocked on the door, and stepped in.  I was sitting on my bed,
leaning against the pillows.  'Hi daddy.' I said timidly.  'Hi baby girl.
Did you sleep well?' he asked.  He was wearing his work clothes for the
day, and must have just put them on after the shower.  His aftershave was
pretty strong.  'I didn't sleep much daddy.' I admitted.  'I'm sorry Krys,
perhaps I should have waited to show you that magazine.' he sounded sad. 
'Daddy, I was thinking about that.' I rushed out.  'You were baby girl?' he
asked surprised.  'Daddy I never want you to be sad.  I dont want you to
hurt.  I dont want you to be alone.' I was speaking very fast.  'Shhhhh,
shhhhh Krystina, calm down.' he soothed me with his words.  'I decided
daddy, that I would do anything, anything at all to make you happy!' I
blurted out the last part.  'Are you sure baby?  I want you to be sure.' he
said slowly.  'I am sure daddy!  I will let you love me like that if you
want it!  I will and I will never tell, and you can be happy again!' I
sighed out the last part because it was what I wanted more than anything, I
wanted my daddy happy again.  He sat at the edge of my bed.  'You really
mean it don't you?' 'Yes daddy, I do, I don't know how to do anyting
really, but, I want to make you happy and let you do what you want.' He
reached down to his pants, and undid the button, then the fly.  'Krystina,
come here then, sit next to me.' I was scared again, very scared, but I
slid over on the bed next to him.  He pulled out his thing, and it was
pretty long and hard already.  Smooth, but with blue veins I could see
along its length.  I thought it was the largest thing in the world, but I
can tell you now it was only 7 inches.  Thats huge to a girl about to turn
eleven, who has never seen one other than in the pictures in the magazine
on my night stand.  'Babygirl, can you touch it now?  Use your hands, and
just hold it for the start ok?' My fathers voice came out deeper than
normal, his voice sounded breathy, like he was having a hard time to pull
in the air in the room.  I reached out tentativly, and touched it with my
left hand, then my right.  One hand on top of the other.  It was smooth
like I thought it would be.  Warm too.  As my fingers wrapped around it to
give it a little squeeze it jumped a little.  'Oooh baby girl!' daddy
gasped out.  'Just hold it a moment while I look at you.' Daddy was smiling
down at me, and I looked away from his growing cock to look into his eyes.
I swear they were filled with tears and love, just for me.  'I want to make
you happy daddy.' I said softly.  'You are Krys, you are.' he replied and
kissed me softly on my forehead.  'Am I supposed to do something daddy?' I
asked, so very naive.  'Not yet baby, not yet.  Here, I want you to lay
back on the bed before we begin.' He spoke softly.  I lay back on the bed,
my head resting on my pillow.  I had to let go of his now fully hard penis
to lay down.  With no warning really he reached over and pulled my panties
off my body in a quick tug.  I am sure I gasped.  He smiled down at me, and
added, 'Lets take off that t-shirt too hun.' His hands slid it up over my
head and tossed it to the floor, so that I was laying completely naked
before him.  My hair spread out under my back and around my head, and I
cant begin to explain the fear, the vulnerability, and the pure feelings of
love inside me for him.  I both wanted to run from the room crying from my
fear, and wanted so much to tell him I loved him and would do anything, if
he would love me and be happy.  Instead of acting on my conflicting
feelings in my head, I just lay there, so still.  Frozen in the moment. 
'You are so pretty baby girl.' he said, his eyes moving up and down my
body. When they focused between my legs I knew something was about to
happen.  He leaned in slowly, and I held my breat afraid I was going to
start crying.  His lips brushed my belly button, and then moved with a lick
and a kiss down until he was kissing the outer baby lips of my private
place.  I was shakign with the fear.  What if he didn't like it, what if I
couldnt make him happy?  It felt wierd, wet, as with no more words his
toungue slid between the soft curve of my outerlips and into a place I had
never even touched myself except with toilet paper.  I need you to
understand how this was for me, I had no sexual hunger from this, no sudden
awakening to a feeling in my gut saying I needed it or was going to be
turned on.  It was just a feeling.  Wet, but firm, as his tongue worked
into my folds.  With his hands he pried apart my frozen knees, and pushed
my legs apart so they were spread wider.  This allowed him to work his
mouth deeper against my privates.  His tongue wiggled and wiggled, and I
wanted to cry even more, but I held my breath and waited, wondering if
something was going to happen.  I felt the pressure of his fingers slide
along my left leg, from where it had been gripping my knee to hold my legs
spread.  The finger slid up my thigh and began to poke between my outer
lips as he continuted to fully lap at my little pussy, and then I could
feel it pushing inside a place I didn't know even exhisted.  I suppose now,
an orgasm is what I had then, for my whole body locked up with sparkles
flying in front of my eyes and a squeal escaping my lips.  Yes, just like
that, like flicking a switch.  I went from being scared, and having no
understanding of what was happening, to full orgasm as his toungue worked
at my outer pussy and his finger put pressure on my little opening to slip
inside just the tip.  I shook, from the shock of it.  I gasped, and I even
cried out a little.  As this new warmth splashed over my body daddy pulled
his mouth away from my privates, and then pulled his finger away too, and
just watched my body convulse from the feeling.  'Thats it baby girl.  You
just came for me Krystina!' daddy smiled down at me as he said these words.
'I, I, um.  Im sorry daddy, Im sorry!' I remember being afraid that I had
just dissapointed him, because I came before he did, and wasnt he supposed
to be the one feeling happy?  'Why are you sorry baby girl?  This is what I
want for us?  Don't you want this baby?' He asked, and there was a hint of
fear in his voice.  'I'm sorry I didn't make you happy daddy!  I'm sorry, I
will try harder I promise!' I sobbed.  I could barly catch my breath I was
hyperventilating from the sudden influx of fear and emotions.  A mix of
fear and emotions is really the only way I know how to explain it.  The
orgasm had just been an unexpected physical reaction, and really did
nothing to stop the pure overwhelming emotion and fear that washed over me
after it had passed.  'Oh baby girl, your doing just perfect!' Daddy
soothed me, petting his hands down my back and through my hair as he lifted
me like a child, and I was a child really.  He hugged me against his chest,
and whispered how proud he was of me into my ear.  One of my hands fell to
his lap where his cock was still sticking out of his pants hard as a rock.
My hand froze for a moment as it brushed it.  Oh no I thought.  What do I
do?  I wrapped my fingers around its tip, hoping this would be what daddy
would want.  After all he had told me earlier to just hold it.  I gave the
soft, yet surprisingly still firm head a squeeze.  When I did, daddy let
his head fall to my shoulder and he began to cry.  'Oh Baby girl, its been
so long since anyone has touched me.  I needed someone to love me so bad
Krystina.' 'I love you daddy.' I whispered.  Kissing my forehead again,
daddy stood and took off his work clothes.  I remember his red shirt, with
his name embroidered on the patch bouncing as he undid each button.  He
stood and let his pants fall to the ground and then I was seeing him naked
for the first time.  The size of his penis really scared me that first
time. As I have told you, it was seven inches long, and fully hard and
hungry.  Two inches thick the things was nearly bigger around than my wrist
and arm.  I thought to myself, god that will never go inside me, it would
kill me.  Daddy must have seen my fear.  He smiled at me and said, 'Don't
worry baby girl, we wont go too fast.' He laid back on the bed beside me,
his penis pointing straight at the cieling from how hard it had become. 
'Put your hands on it again baby girl.' He said, looking at me.  I was
frightened, but I didnt want him to be unhappy.  I reached out and again to
its soft smooth rock hard length into both hands, my left hand at the top,
my right hand lower on the shaft.  'What do I do daddy?' "I want you to rub
your hands up and down slowly Krystina, slowly, and gently, just rub your
hands up and down on the skin, and I promise you daddy will love that very
very much." I tried just as he instructed, I glided my hands up and down
the full length of this huge cock.  From base to the very tip I left no
part of skin uncaressed, I worked its length and stroked it with both my
hands.  Up and down, up and down.  I watched as my hands rose and fell,
watching as daddies breathing became even more strained.  He was watching
me too, watching my hands, my face.  His eyes moved up and down my body as
I continued my hands motion up and down, again and again slowly.  'Oh baby
girl.  That is so good, that is what daddy has needed for so long.' he
sighed.  Up and down my hands went, squeezing the skin, stroking him for
the first time I had ever even seen a penis.  With no warning he came, his
cum was shooting up in the air at least two feet, it splashed back down all
over my hands, and I jumped pulling my hands back, afraid, so very afraid
that I had hurt him.  'God!' he yelled 'Oh god!' 'Im sorry!  Im sorry!' I
cried.  'Oh baby girl, no, that was a good thing baby!  That was what daddy
needed!' He tried to calm me down but he was still shooting cum, and as he
turned to try and comfort me a shot hit me in the chest, and another on my
belly.  I sat there crying slightly, cum dripping down my hands and arms,
and down my chest and belly as my father came down from his high.  'Did I
do it right daddy?' 'Oh yes baby girl, you did everything right.  No tears
now, that is exactly what daddy likes, and you did it so well just because
you love your daddy don't you Krystina.' 'I love you so much daddy!  I want
you to be happy and know I love you.' I whimpered.  'Oh baby, I love you.'
My father reached for my t-shirt he had tossed aside and used it to wipe
away the cum on me, and then on himself.  'We will have so much fun
toghether baby girl.' he gave me a soft kiss on my lips, slowly, gently
pulling me onto his lap.  His cock was still pretty hard under my legs,
pressing against my bottom and back as it was stuck between our bodies as
he hugged me.  A bit of cum smeared against my bottom as he pulled me tight
into a loving embrace.  Sliding me up on the bed, he spooned against me,
arms holding me in the safest warmest hug of my life.  He continually
kissed the back of my neck, and my face and lips as he whispered in my ear.
'I love you baby girl.  I love you so much.  You have made me so happy.  So
very happy.' He kept whispering over and over.  'I can't live without you
baby girl.  I need you Krystina, so much, I need to love you this way.' 'I
love you too daddy!' I love you too!' I whimpered over and over.  'Daddy
loved his orgasm baby.  So much.  Did you enjoy your orgasm baby girl?' he
asked me softly.  'I don't know daddy!  Is that what that warm feelign was,
the tickling one that made me forget where I was?' I asked totally sounding
naive.  'Yes baby, when your body shook, and you let out that little
squeal. That was your body orgasming.' he said, his hands now petting my
belly and little nipples.  His hand petting me felt good, but with no real
breasts to speak of my tiny nipples could only rise to attention so high.
'I didn't know that would happen daddy!' 'Yes baby, there is a lot you dont
know, but I will show you everything in time.' He assured me.  'You didn't
put your thing inside me daddy?  So, does that mean I didn't make you
happy?' I asked, timidly.  'Baby doll you were amazing.  You made me very
happy.  There are many many ways for you to make me happy Krystina.  We
wont try putting it inside you just yet, your still too small for that.' he
hugged me tight as he reassured me.  A wash of cool relief seemed to bathe
me as he said this.  I was after all so afraid of how big it was.  'I will
if you want daddy, I will, I would do anything you wanted if it would make
you happy!' I said.  'Oh baby girl, you are so sweet and perfect.  We will
see what we cant do later, but its ok, we wont do that just yet ok.' he
kissed my lips again softly.  'Ok daddy.' I sighed laying in his arms.  I
could feel his hard cock pulsing against my but cheeks and back.  It was
pressed firmly between us, and just beginning to demand attention again. 
'It has been so long since I have been happy like this Krystina.' Daddy
said.  "I am afraid my hunger for cumming hasnt quite gone away yet.  'What
can I do to help daddy?' I asked, nervously.  "spread your legs just a
little baby girl.' my father replied.  I moved to comply, lifting my top
leg and as I did my father repositioned his cock so that it moved between
my legs.  The top of the shaft moved against my bottom and virgin pussy as
the sides stroked against my legs.  In moments daddy was slowly thrusting,
grinding his cock against the pressure of my body against his.  He did not
penetrate me, he simply allowed my legs and body squeezing against him to
provide the stimulation he needed.  'Pet the tip with your hands Krystina,
as I rub it between your legs, ok baby girl?' he asked me as he was
thrusting.  'Ok daddy!' I was releived that he didn't seem to be trying to
put it into me.  I wrapped my fingers around the thrusting shaft and head,
and so nearly its full length was being rubbed, as he thrust against me. 
He must have really liked this because soon he was thrusting harder.  I
tried very hard to keep ahold of his cock and rub its head as he slid
between my legs, pressing as much of his shaft against my skin wrapped
around him from squeezing my legs together around his cock.  He started
moving back and forth too fast for me to hold it properly however, and his
thrusts were moving my whole body as we lay spooning on my bed.  He gripped
my hips so hard it almost hurt and came again, grinding my bottom against
his cock.  This time not as much cum jetted out the end, and the small
spash that did landed right on my bed covers.  'Oh god, oh god baby girl,
that felt so good!' he gasped as his breath came back to him.  I laid back
against him, feeling his heart beat racing in his chest.  'So this makes
you happy right daddy?" I asked.  "Oh so very very much baby girl.  You are
the best.  I love you Krystina." he whispered to me.  "I love you daddy." I
whispered back.  We lay cuddled like this for a long while, and we both
fell asleep clutching against one another.  His now soft and dripping cock
pressed firmly between my legs as we lay together as only lovers can.  I
was much much smaller than he was, but it didnt seem to matter, he wrapped
around me with his embrace so that I felt like I was in the safest warmest
place I could be.  We awoke later that afternoon.  Cum had dried in several
places on our bodies, and on my bed as well.  'It looks like we are going
to need a shower baby girl.' daddy laughed.  'Daddy you didn't go to work!'
I said a little surprised, 'And I missed school!' 'Its ok baby girl, I will
take care of that.' he smiled and petted my little bottom.  'You go hop in
the shower now before this cute little bottom of yours makes me hard
again.' I did as I was told, and got into the shower.  As I stood under the
hot water, my body shook from the adrenalin and emotions that had taken
ahold of me.  I was afraid now even more than I had been in the bed.  If
anyone ever found out what I was doing with my daddy, they would take him
away from me.  Oh god no, I couldn't do that, I couldnt let them ever find
out.  I had to keep this secret.  I was so wrapped up in my worries and
fears, that I didnt hear daddy come into the bathroom.  I nearly jumped out
of my skin as the shower door slid open.  Daddy smiled in at me, a jar of
vaseline in his hand.  'Baby girl, I was thinking about what you said about
me putting it inside of you, and your pussy will just be too small baby. 
It might hurt you if we tried to put it inside of there.' he said an odd
look in his eye.  'Ok daddy.' I said ' we can do other things right and
make you happy?' I asked, eyeing the vaseline and wondering what in the
world it could be for.  'I was thinking we could try a different way, if
you like?' Daddy said.  "I will do anything for you daddy anyting!' I said
almost too hastily.  'Oh you might want to think about that baby girl,
there are two ways I have thought of that I would like to try with you.  Do
you remember the pictures of the girls who were kissing and sucking on the
men's cocks?  That is the first way I would like to try it.' He looked at
me hungrily with the water pouring down over my body.  'I could try doing
that for you daddy.' I answered.  He stepped into the shower with me, and
sat down on the seat.  'Come get on your knees here in front of me baby
girl.' He said.  I stepped out of the spraying water towards him, and got
down on my knees, kneeling in front of him.  His cock was already growing
again, as if in hungry anticipation of what I was about to do.  'Do I just
kiss it daddy?' I asked nervous.  'Yes baby girl, and try and suck it a
little, try and get as much of it into your mouth as you can ok?' he smiled
down at me.  I leaned foward, the slit at the end of his penis seemed to be
staring me right in the face.  His cock twitched, and I giggled slightly. I
kissed just the tip, hesitant, and looked up into daddies face for his
approval.  His smile was one of the biggest I have ever seen.  Kissing the
tip again, I tried to lick the head just a little, curious whether this was
going to taste bad.  His cock was a little salty, but not unpleasant, so I
opened my mouth wide and slid just the head into my mouth.  The head alone
nearly filled my mouth so much I didn't think I would be able to fit any
more.  But as I stopped moving forward, daddy put his hands on the back of
my neck and pulled me closer to him.  His cock slid past my tongue and into
the back of my throat.  My body started to panic, I put my hands on his
legs, one on each side, and tried to push away.  But daddy just held me
there, and soothingly said, 'It's ok baby girl, relax, it's ok.' He eased
me away again, and I gasped for air.  'Good job baby girl, let's try again
now.' he said.  His cock hadn't even left my mouth, it had just pulled out
enough for me to catch some air, and already he was pulling my head back
down onto his shaft.  It pushed past my tongue once more and into my
throat, but this time instead of stopping at the back, he pushed it deeper.
Here I was with this monster cock going down my throat, my hands pushing at
my daddies legs trying to free myself, and all the time I remember the only
thoughts I was having is, god please let this make him happy, I want him to
be happy so much.  Easing me back off his cock once more I gasped for
breath again, tears filling my eyes.  'Do you want to stop this?' he asked
softly.  'Does it make you happy daddy?' I asked once I had enough air. 
'Oh yes Krystina, this is amazing.' he said and kissed me on the forehead.
'It makes me feel like I am going to choke.' I said looking up at him. 
'That is because your not used to it yet baby girl.  But don't worry, I
wont choke you.  I wont keep it in too long.  See how I keep pulling back
to make sure you can breathe?' 'Yes daddy, but my body still wants to
panic.' I admitted afraid this would dissapoint him.  'I know baby girl,
but we will teach your throat that it is ok to love me this way, ok?' he
coaxed.  'ok daddy.' I said, assuming he knew what was best.  'Let me feel
you suck it a little more and then we can try the next thing ok?' he asked.
'Ok daddy.' I said, and sucked just the head into my mouth again.  Like
before he pulled my mouth and throat onto his cock, each time pulling out
to let me breathe as my body hit the panic state.  My hands involuntarily
tried to push him away each time.  Soon he had a rythym going, fucking his
cock into my throat and pulling it out.  He was gentle, but firm at the
same time, never letting me pull away as he throat fucked me in and out. 
As he would thrust into my throat, he would murmer whispers of
encouragment. 'thats it baby girl, suck it, swallow your daddies cock now,
yes thats it, its ok, its ok, take it deeper now, oh you make your daddy so
happy.' over and over he said these words as he fucked his cock all the way
into my throat.  Eventually the panic reaction did slow down, I was able to
breathe each time he pulled out, but he didn't pull his cock all the way
out until he had fucked my little face for at least ten minutes.  'I really
want to try the next way now Krystina.' He said pulling his cock out of my
mouth.  I cought my breath, and looked up at him unsure.  'This next way
might hurt a little krystina, but it would make me so very happy I promise
you." He said.  I hesitated.  'What do you want to try?' I asked, my fear
rising again.  'Sometimes baby girl, a man puts his penis in a girls bottom
instead.  Its very tight and makes the man cum so hard from the good
feelings.  And some girls really like it too, but some girls just find it
painfull and only do it because they love their man.' He held out the
vaseline.  'We would put this on your bottom and on my penis so it wouldnt
hurt as much.  And you do love me right, so maybe you would like it.'
Thoughts raced through my head faster than I can describe.  How could his
huge cock possibly fit into my bottom?  But before my mind could catch up
with my mouth, I blurted out.  'Lets do it if it will make you happy?  Will
it" make you happy?' 'Oh yes baby girl it will make me so happy.  I need to
cum so bad now baby girl, you have me so excited.' He smiled so wide and
stood up from his seat in the shower.  He moved the water away from our
bodies, and I could tell his cock was already hard.  It looked so big, and
I wondered how it had ever fit in my throat.  I was scared at what it was
about to do too, knowing without a doubt that it would never fit, and that
this would be where I failed, and just couldnt make daddy happy.  'Bend
over away from me Krystina, let me rub some of this on you.' Daddy picked
up the vaseline again, and twisted open the top.  What was I doing, god no,
this couldnt happen could it?  I turned away and bent over, obeying his
instructions.  My mind jumped from fear to excitment to love so quickly I
didn't know what was driving this will to let him do what he wanted.  I
barely felt his fingers as he pushed apart my butt cheeks and rubbed a good
dollop of the greasy vaseline on my hole.  He also rubbed it up and down on
his shaft, but I didnt notice, I was too busy gritting my teeth and staring
at the shampoo bottle on the edge of the tub.  I felt his hands take my
waist, and a pressure between the cheeks of my bottom.  I gasped as I could
feel my bottom start to open.  He was pressing it into me, it was slipping
inside, right up inside my little poop hole.  It was going to tear me up I
just knew it, but no pain came.  He almost pulled on my hips, and gah it
felt so full already he slid further and further in until I thought he must
have the entire thing inside.  'Ahhhh, daddy, ahh slow please slow down.' I
gasped.  'Such a good girl, its going in Krystina, I have the head inside
now, just the head.  Can I put in more?' Just the head, oh my god I felt so
stuffed full of cock I thought it must have all been in there.  'Daddy,
I... Daddy...  its...  too big...' I panted, scared out of my mind.  It
must have been an awkward sight, there I was bent over in the shower,
holding myself up with my hands on the sides.  My face level with shampoo
bottles and soap, my little butt lifted to meet daddies hard cock.  His
hands had lifted my feet right up off the floor of the tub I realized as I
looked about franticly.  It felt like he was buried inside of me, but only
the head of his cock had invaded my virgin bottom.  'Its ok baby, calm
down.' He said softly.  He held me up with one hand, that was how strong he
was, and with his other hand he began to caress my back.  'You love me baby
girl, don't you?' he asked gently.  'I do daddy, I do!' I panted back.  'I
want to put some more inside now Krystina, you want me to don't you?' he
coaxed me with his words.  'Daddy, its too big.' I pleaded.  'It would make
me so happy baby girl.' he replied.  'Is it hurting you?  Is that why you
want to stop?' Tears were starting to well up in my eyes.  "It doesn't hurt
yet, but its too big, it feels too full inside.' 'Just a little more baby
girl.  Daddy wants to cum inside.' he spoke so soft and calm that I felt
reassured.  He must know what he is doing more than me, I was too new to
this to know what is ok and what wasn't.  'Go slow daddy, go slow!' I
practically begged.  Gripping my hips again with both hands I could feel
him pulling me onto his cock, wich was plunging deeper into new terretory.
With a thrust and a tug, he slid in at least three more inches, and cried
out 'Oh baby girl, it feels so good.' I didn't think it felt good.  Not at
all.  Pain is not the right word however, it was just, uncomfortable.  Very
uncomfortable.  It was like a fist was being pushed up inside of me, and
considering how big his penis was when it was hard it almost was like 'my
fist' was being pushed up inside my virgin bottom.  'Daddy, I...  do you
like it?' I asked with a tremor to my voice.  'I love it Krystina, love it
so much.  I'm going to fuck your bottom now baby girl.' he said, and with
that as the only warning his cock began to slide in and out very slow. 
Each thrust was a moment of fear, but with each thrust he also buried in
another inch until with a sigh he said...  'I'm all inside of you baby
girl. You took my whole cock inside your baby bottom.' The sudden heat of
him spurting seemed to fill my insides, and with the splash of heat another
type of heat filled me as well.  I was orgasming again, stronger and better
than the first time.  Orgasming around his cock in my bottom.  My body
shook with the intensity of pleasure that filled me, all at the same time
his cum was jetting into my bottom.  'My god baby girl, are you having an
anal orgasm?' he asked surprised.  'I, I, I, god, I...  daddy!' I couldnt
really reply as my muscles clenched to feel every inch of his rod in my
little butt.  I guess its rare, but true, some girls really do need a cock
in their little butts, because this orgasm was hundreds of times more
powerfull than the one i had from having my clit licked.  As his jets of
cum subsided in my bowels, my own orgasm came to a close as well he stroked
his fingers through hair and rubbed his hands down my back.  'Daddy, I...
was that good?  Did i do it all right?' I asked as he slid his cock out of
my tight little butt.  'God Krys, you do everything right.!' He smiled down
at me.  Repositioning the shower head so that once more it sprayed warm
water down on us, he gently washed my bottom and his cock.  It felt so good
to let him wash me.  I felt safe and warm again, pressing against him in a
hug as he massaged my bottom with his hands, and the soap let them glide
over my skin in a pleasant riding sensation.  'I love you daddy.' I
whispered.  'I love you too baby girl.' he whispered back and gave me a
soft kiss on the lips.