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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Our Town - 1 (Mm/f, rom, ped) by Lor Oldmann (jamwad@hotmail.com) *** Coming of age and the awakening sexuality of a teenage brother and younger sister. Non-incestuous. *** In an odd way I was flattered and he made me feel good. I had just turned sixteen and Jed had been a GI in Vietnam. He had been drafted, sent there as a boy of eighteen, and served for less than a year when we had to evacuate our soldiers from Saigon. It was our greatest national humiliation and our returning fighting men were made to feel it. "I knew it would happen," declared Jed's father when the boy finally reached home. "You are a fucking failure, a fucking recipe for disaster wherever you go. And now you've done it on a grand scale and lost us the fucking war!" Jed and his father never got on. I suppose that is why he hung around our place so much. At least, I had convinced myself that was the reason. It made me feel superior, because I got on well with both my parents and my young sister Deri. I was quite convinced that we had a close- knit, normal, happy family; there was an arrogance about the way we 'took Jed in' so to speak. When Jed and I were alone, which was practically every day when I was not in school for a couple of years, we used to throw a football at each other or play a kind of baseball, but it was difficult with just the two of us. We fished in the local stream or went for long walks. And when we had nothing better to do, we would watch television or videos or play cards at my place. We lived in a small town in Kansas near the state line with Colorado and Oklahoma. There used to be a thriving mining industry there, but now it is nothing more than a sleepy watering hole with a filling station and a diner for truckers or passing tourists. Jed worked in the filling station, did the odd turn at fixing automobiles or the Keaton's or Mason's tractors, cleaned up for old Mrs. Chessip at the diner, and kept the half dozen lawns in the town tidy. There is an old Catholic mission church, but there hasn't been a service there in my lifetime, and Jed's dad said that he could only vaguely remember the last priest moving out of the stone-built house attached to the church like a ramshackle lean-to. There is also a general store that reminds the old folk of a frontier trading post, and an elementary school with less than twenty kids. It was freaky, but in the actual town, apart from Jed and me, there was only one other boy, a skinny, gawky kid called Theodore Webb, who was a year younger than my kid sister, Deri, and she was around nine or ten years old at the time I am writing about. There was one other girl called Shirley Verne; she was quite a bit older than Deri, nearer my age, but she was an imbecile and never allowed out beyond the family property without either parent or both taking her by the hand. Jed and I used to talk dirty or stupid to her in passing when she swung back and forward on the garden gate. Occasionally, when there was no one else around, Jed would feel her up; she always wore ridiculously short dresses or skirts and loose knickers, almost like boxer drawers. But it was scary the way she stared at me while Jed groped her. All the other kids in the town school apart from Deri and Theodore came from outlying farms. The junior high was thirty miles away, and the senior high even farther, and an old-fashioned, yellow minibus transported me and half a dozen farm kids there and back during schooldays. And that about sums up our town. Jed started coming round to our place when Deri had just turned nine. She had an instant crush on him and he encouraged her every inch of the way. He used to play checkers or poker with my dad on the porch at the weekends, and Deri occasionally sat on the double stool beside him. I did not think anything of it at the time, but sometimes they would rub legs together under the table. When there was only the three of us around, she would snuggle up close to Jed as they sat on the swinging garden seat and he would put his arm around her. I would pretend to do some gardening, or practice my golf swing. From time to time they would whisper secrets to each other. And they would look over at me, then Deri would giggle and Jed would snigger. "Greg's my best buddy!" he would declare, and Deri would say, "He's my favorite brother!" And they would laugh as if they had made a great joke at my expense. "Fat choice either of you have!" I would retort. "In this town!" I could hardly help but notice that they rarely sat together this close when my parents were anywhere near. When we were indoors watching television Deri always sat with my mom or dad in one of the massive armchairs in our sitting room or on a kind of footstool. And then, one night three-quarter way through Deri's tenth year, when it was only the three of us again watching the new Aliens video, I noticed Jed's hand playing guitar with her chest. Her tiny pimple nipples were sticking out rigid under the tight tee-shirt. And her hand was rubbing up and down Jed's upper thigh. I felt a kind of sickness in my stomach for it was obvious that Jed had been aroused, and it was this great bulge in his pants that my kid sister was caressing. I had great difficulty in deciding whether my feeling was one of nausea, outrage or jealousy. It was only a few weeks later, at the start of the long summer vacation from school, that another small step was taken by Jed and a giant stride for me. It had been a stiflingly hot day. My dad was away. He was a kind of claims investigator and trouble-shooter for a company of insurance brokers. His office was in Ulysses, but it was not unusual for him to be away from home for days or weeks at a time. On this particular occasion, he was in Hawaii. My mom, who was secretary to Dr. Winsonleigh, a veterinary surgeon in Richfield, phoned to say that she would be late home, and would I take Deri to the diner and tell Mrs. Chessip that she would settle the bill when she got back, but not to let us make pigs of ourselves and to feed us only what she would give her own children - if she had had any! I had a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach as mom was speaking; I could not help toying with the notion that she always seemed to be working extra hours when dad was away from home. And on this occasion her talk was rambling and her voice was slurred and hesitant as if she had been drinking. "My treat," said Jed grandly when I made the announcement. "And you can eat your fill of what you want." He sniggered in his own peculiar way. "And I'll take the blame for it and any shit that's thrown when your mom gets home." Afterwards, we returned to our place because Jed had fallen out with his father again. Deri went immediately to her room. When she reappeared she was wearing outrageously abbreviated cut-aways and a loose off the shoulder thing that hardly reached her navel. I suggested playing lawn quoits or badminton. The other two scoffed at the idea and sat together on the garden lounger. "It's almost dark, Greg," my sister pointed out with contempt. "Enjoy the cool of the evening, man!" exclaimed Jed. Deri had switched on her portable radio. They were listening to the latest pop chart favorites. I felt surplus to requirements. Then I noticed that Jed had his arm around my kid sister again and that his hand had slipped under the off-the-shoulder tank top and was rubbing her chest. Then they started kissing - not the kind of kissing you would expect with a near-ten year old, but a full blooded, open-mouthed, tongue and teeth, slobbering, passionate kiss. And then he was groping between her legs and under her shorts. I was really angry; I felt somehow betrayed, but I had no idea how to express my outrage. Deri's thighs were widely splayed, the narrow crotch of her shorts and been brushed aside, and I could see her little pink pussy being stroked by Jed's invading fingers. I was shocked to realise that my kid sister was not wearing anything underneath. That seemed more important to me than the fact that her hips were lifting and dropping with increasing tempo to accommodate Jed's explorations. The phone rang. I let it ring three or four times before I went inside to answer it. I was concerned about my little sister, but at the same time I was sexually aroused by what was happening. I was sure that if I left the scene of the crime Jed would be raping Deri by the time I returned. And I was well aware that if I tried to defend her honor, Jed was capable of smashing my face to a bloody pulp. I had seen him doing such a thing at the filling station to a so-called 'tough guy' from up north who tried to get gas without paying. It showed me a dangerous side of him, and it was scary. It was dad on the phone. He seemed upset when I told him that mom was not there. He asked what we had done about an evening meal. He seemed further upset when I explained about going to Mrs. Chessip's diner. "At least Jed was with you," he grumbled. "Jed's a good lad!" I cast an anxious glance in the direction of the grunts and moans from the garden. I wondered if he would change his opinion were he to know what was happening out there. We chatted for a couple of minutes, then he asked to speak to Deri. I sighed relief. It was a let-out! "She's only a kid, Jed!" I voiced my objection to Jed the following day, "She's not even ten yet!" "It was only an innocent bit of fun," explained Jed. "Kids like Deri like to be fussed over." "But she blew off!" "So?" Jed looked puzzled as if I had pointed upwards and told him the sky was in that direction. "She's not even ten yet," I repeated. I did not want to admit my ignorance. So much for sex education in school; I really and truly believed that you had to be an adult before you could get an orgasm. At sixteen, at least I had rid myself of the notion that you had to be married in order to have sex! I tried desperately to justify my objection. "I read somewhere it could be dangerous for someone as young as Deri to blow off." This was a lie. Jed laughed. "That is shit! It would have been a hellish way more dangerous to leave her dangling. Christ, Greg! Once a kid gets up like that, as high as Deri was last night, you can't leave them dry! That's cruel. You have to give them satisfaction; bring them off." He sensed that I was unconvinced. "It makes them feel great, especially with someone who's a bit older." "A lot older," I corrected. That seemed to subdue him. He was more than twice Deri's age. "What's the harm in a little bit of fun?" he demanded grudgingly. We were fishing in the river. We had caught nothing, but it helped release the volcanic tension that had been growing up inside me. "I had a kid like Deri in 'Nam," said Jed after a long, sullen silence. "She was beautiful. Lin Fi she was called." He sighed. It was a sad sound. "Beautiful!" he repeated in a whisper, but with greater emphasis. "She used to ride me like a fifty dollar whore. I tried everything I knew to get her out of Saigon when we left, but no one was interested. I was not important enough. She was of no importance to anyone but me. It broke my heart, but what could I do? Nothing! I have never felt more hopeless in my life when I had to leave her behind. You should have seen the look on her face when I told her." I was shocked. He was crying. And quite suddenly Jed groping my kid sister to an orgasm did not seem all that bad, or all that important. Later that day he showed me a photograph. It was obviously posed in a studio. Jed in full dress uniform was sitting on a kind of chesterfield with Lin Fi at his side. She was wearing a traditional kind of high-necked kimono. He had an arm across her back and his hand rested on the young girl's shoulder, in the same way he did with Deri. I had to admit it: although the girl in the photograph was around the same age as my kid sister, she had a quality of beauty that rightly belonged to a much older female. She was like a fully mature woman in miniature. A few days later, I remember it was a long weekend off from work for both my parents, Jed suggested we go camping. My folks agreed, but drew the line at Deri accompanying us. My sister protested at the injustice. She ran outside where Jed, who had been swinging on the garden lounger, comforted her. I had no idea what he said; the pair clammed up as soon as I appeared. All I caught was Deri demanding, "You promise?" and Jed vowing on his mother's grave and the pair gazing stardust at each other. The outcome was that mom and dad took Deri to Florida for the weekend while Jed and I were away. We set up camp by the side of the Arkansas, at a point where it must be close on being the most beautiful river in America. We soaked up the late afternoon sun, threw a football to each other and generally fooled around. We had planned on doing some serious fishing late at night, because Jed said it was always best after dark. But somehow things became slightly unstuck. Jed had brought along a bottle of single malt scotch, a crate of beer and an old ice box. It was not the first beer I had tasted, but it was the first time I drank the full bottle which became the first of several that night. I was light- headed. Jed drank the whisky with lots of ice, but resolutely refused to let me try it. He had been telling me about Vietnam and the final chaos in Saigon. "Your kid sister is a nugget." The comment, oddly enough, was not as unexpected as it was sudden. I blinked in an attempt to follow his reasoning. Being a nugget was the highest compliment that could be paid to someone in our corner of Kansas at that time. But it had nothing to do with the war in Vietnam. I tried to follow the leap from one subject to the other through an alcoholic blizzard. "Genuine, pure 24 carat!" He had been making such asides about her on and off all day. "Like a little bit of perfection." I found it hard to disagree - and it was not only the beer that inhibited me. I liked Deri; I really liked her, but she could be a right bitch and a rotten little bastard at times. Nevertheless, I reckoned that we were as close as it was possible to get in a brother and sister without becoming illegal. Jed was not exactly the proverbial fly in the ointment, but increasingly of late he had displaced me in her obvious affections; she didn't joke like she once did, and she had stopped coming into my bed on Saturday and Sunday mornings, and when we did have sibling time alone she always wanted to talk about Jed. I voiced my rambling thoughts, and Jed eyed me curiously, then suddenly he said, "I was a virgin before I was drafted!" The confession confused me further. It was the way he spoke. On the one hand it seemed to be a patronising accusation, as if he knew I was still a virgin and felt sorry for me. On the other hand, there was the tone of voice to suggest it as a statement of intent. And I thought to myself, "Jesus! I have to spend the whole weekend with this guy, and we are sleeping in the same tent!" I remembered the filling station fracas and the bloodied face of the would-be smart guy, and thought, "Christ! It could be me! What if he tries to rape me?" As the night wore on and we sat drinking at our makeshift campfire, however, I found myself relaxing and indeed unburdening my soul to him. I had to confess: I didn't even know how to jack off properly, and it was perfectly true, I swear it! "You're kidding me!" Jed gaped at me across the flames. "I feel stupid doing it to myself." I felt every bit as stupid trying to explain my difficulty to another male. Jed shifted to sit beside me. "It's the easiest thing in the world," he said. He had undone my flies, almost without my realising what was happening, and was rubbing my genitals. "Let me do it. I'll show you how easy it is." He started pumping my enlarging meat. "The trick is in the mind!" He snickered. "Think of a girl; one you like, preferably naked!" He was animatedly pumping his hand up and down. "Think of Deri! Coming into your bed! Wearing only her knickers! And lying alongside you!" I tried, I really did try, but the image that flooded my mind was not of Deri. It was a shock to the system. I was thinking of Shirley Verne wearing her short, button-up dress that Jed had opened up to her crotch, and of him probing under her loose panties and of her hungry eyes fixed on my face. And I blew off! It was one of the most exhausting experiences of my life. Sweat poured from me as I lay like a soiled napkin on the grass. I could not even make up my mind whether or not I had liked the sensation. Later - it seemed hours later, but could only have been a matter of minutes - I suggested that I do the same thing to Jed. He sneered. "I'd kill any man who tried to touch me like that!" Again it was the oddest conflict of emotions: at one and the same time I felt relieved and a bit more comfortable with the idea of sharing a tent with him, but at the same time I felt let down and tainted. It was good enough for me to be jerked off by another male, but not for Jed. If Shirley Verne had been capable of it, I am sure she was have had the same feelings when Jed and I fooled around with her with the deliberate intention of degrading and demeaning her. I felt truly and enduringly sorry for the kid and sort of half-promised not to treat her badly ever again. Part of my problem was that I could not erase the memory of her image in my mind as I blew off. It was the first time in my life, as far as I could remember, that I had a genuine regard for another human being. I felt that I should volunteer for the International Peace Corps or go on a mission to the third world with the Red Cross. But I knew there was not a blind thing I would do about it! Jed blitzed into my reflections. He looked at me dangerously and growled, "And I'd kill anyone who tried anything on with Deri!" Then, soon after that weekend, like a flooding of the Arkansas or the trembling of an earthquake along the San Fernando fault, like the tornado sweeping across the mid- west plains or the mythical Greek thunderbolt, a series of events occurred to shatter the shallow complacency of our narrow little corner of Kansas. Theodore Webb died from some rare form of blood cancer. The shock came from nowhere. I had never spoken much to the boy, perhaps no more than a dozen times in his entire life, and until the week before his death, he seemed a normally healthy, albeit spare, raw-boned kid. Deri hardly knew him any better than I did; she met him at school and had danced with him a couple of times at the discos and fetes organized by the town committee. His death, however, had a disproportionate effect on both of us. Old folk in the town had died before and we had accepted it as normal; old Mrs. Bartholomew, our nearest neighbor died at the age of ninety-eight and we had shrugged it aside as something that was bound to happen when you were old; her husband lingered on for another couple of years before he too died. Theodore's death was something quite different. Mr. Bartholomew's parents were alive during the Civil War; Timothy's parents were born during the second world war. It seemed so illogical and unfair. But it served as a gruesome kind of preparation for what was to follow. One immediate effect on Deri, however, was that she started coming back to my bed, mostly at the weekends. She also started asking awkward questions about God and life and sin. "We're going to die, aren't we?" she demanded one Saturday. I tried to make light of it. "I don't have any plans about dying in the near future," I said. I pulled her close to me to comfort her. "I mean, some day!" she insisted. "We are all going to die! Mom and dad, you and me, Jed; we are all going to die!" Soft, silent little sobs made her body jerk. "Not for a while yet!" I tried to reassure her. "What about Theodore?" she persisted. "He didn't live long." She looked up at me with moist eyes. "He wanted to kiss me at the last town dance, and I refused, and he pleaded because he said that he had never kissed a girl." She began sobbing seriously. I said, "Poor little bastard!" "He tried to put his hand under my skirt and I slapped his face! And now he's dead!" She was inconsolable for a long time, then, quite suddenly she twisted upwards and kissed me in the same way that Jed and her kissed - open mouthed and tongue. She grabbed hold of my cock. I pushed her away, a bit more coarsely than I had intended. "No way!" I exclaimed. I really was outraged this time. "Jesus Christ! Deri! Do you know what you are doing? That's wrong. That would be incest and rape. I could go to jail and they'd put you in some kind of juvenile detention center and it would get into the newspapers and dad and mom would probably lose their jobs." "Aw! Forget it!" She threw aside the bed covers and stalked away from my bed. "Fuck you, Greg!" Gone were the tears; the contempt had returned, cold disregard of any close kinship between us. "I'll get Jed to do it!" The entire town had turned out for Theodore's funeral. A preacher came from Dodge City, a slimy, crafty-eyed individual who ogled the females, young and no-longer- quite-so-young, and talked about the dead boy being cradled in the arms of Jeeeeeessssussss! Apparently the Webbs belonged to one of those weird religious groups that refused blood transfusions or transplants or drugs in any shape or form, and this, according to the preacher, was a measure of their faith in Jesus and a demonstration of His truth in their lives. What was meant to be a solemn send-off turned out to be a bit of a French farce that left a sour taste in the communal gullet. Soon after the funeral the Vernes received word that their adult son, whose existence came as a shock to the rest of the town, had been arrested in San Diego and charged with first degree murder. It struck me that we did not have such a close-knit, know-everybody's business, kind of community after all. What other secrets were there in town still to be revealed? It was a really eerie awakening to the facts of small town life. I shuddered. "The Webbs have offered to look after Shirley while we are away," the girl's mother explained to my parents. She shrugged. Her husband shook his head in assenting despair. "Well! What are we supposed to do? What if she turns sick?" The woman prodded her daughter. "And suppose she needs medical assistance? Well! You know what the Webbs think of doctors and drugs and medicines!" She raised her eyes heavenwards for some sort of divine corroboration. "And that preacher! My God!" "Of course we'll look after Shirley while you are gone," said my mother. My dad nodded his approval, but he looked doubtful. There was still a couple of weeks left of the long school vacation. "Greg and Deri will take care of her when we're not here!" It was assumed that the care for the retard would be for only a day or two, a week at the very most. The girl stared at me with huge empty, hungry eyes. She wore one of her baby short, tight dresses that buttoned all the way down the front. It struck me that she had really fabulous legs with firm tapering thighs and fleshy calves. The contours of her breasts were clearly defined and threatened to burst out of her bodice. If only she were normal! The thought about this vulnerable and sensually attractive little dish in the same house as me, with mom out to work most days and dad off on one of his investigations, was having embarrassing side effects. I was terrified anyone would notice. I let my clasped hands fall in front of my crotch. Deri grinned wickedly. And of course, the inevitable happened. Mom was off to work at the break of day and phoned to say she would be working late, and dad conveniently found that he had some claim he had to look at in California. Shirley woke about eight thirty in the morning and Deri woke me shortly after. "You'd better get up," she said. "Your dream girl is walking about nearly naked. I think she has peed her bed and she needs to be cleaned up!" She snickered. "And I don't intend doing it!" Shirley had found her way into the garden and was swinging on our gate. She was scantily clad, to say the least. Her nightdress was minuscule and almost completely transparent and she had indeed soiled herself. I hauled her inside, led her to the bathroom, stripped her and turned the shower on her. She seemed to enjoy being soaped and rubbed up and down. I rinsed her off and dried her, then took her back to her bedroom and dressed her in the shortest dress I could find among her stuff and the briefest panties of Deri's. After that she trailed after me all day. I admit that I touched her up some while bathing her and dressing her, and I recalled what Jed had said: 'It would be unfair to get a kid high and leave her dangling!" Then I took her back indoors, straight to my bedroom, laid her across the bed, brushed back the skirt of her dress and splayed her legs. And instantly shot off in my pants. Continued in part 2... *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not "real life." Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 19