| My Diary, Part 3 August 21, 2006 Dear Diary, I left my Holly. :( God I will miss her. I love her so much. I didn't want to leave her. I was very sad when I left. :( I wish I could take her away and spend my life making love to her and being with her. I told her mom I had something to give her. Her mom said OK and went to her car. When I was alone with her for the last time we hugged. God I can still feel her small little body. I then gave her a long kiss. caressing up and down her body, feeling her one last time. I then gave her my cell number and email. I told her she can call any time and we should keep in touch. When I got home I was greated with my other sweet little girl Ashley. She came ruuning in my arms. I picked her up and held her tightly to me. She put her little arms around my neck. God! I needed that. I was missing Holly so much. I needed to feel a warm little body against mine. I wish I got a warmer welcome from Jessie. She was pissed that I didn't call. I told her I got a flat and my cell was out and there was no phones at the hotel. So now I'm riding the couch. :( August 22, 2006 Dear Diary, I finaly went up to bed last night. I was feeling a little horny :) and stared to think about Ashley. I was really getting into it and started making noise and Jessie woke up. I forgot when I masturbate I'm in Ashley's room. We made up and we started fooling around. When Jessie was kissing me it didn't feel right. Her touch, her fingers weren't doing anything. God I feel so sick saying this. I want a kiss, touch, and fingers from her 5-year-old daughter. I mean I did have an orgasm, because I was thinking of Ashley. I had to bite my tongue 'cause I almost yelled out her name. So that's why sometime in this week I'm gonna be with her. :) This is it for now. I'll put in more of my diary. kisses & licks, Cheyenne :) |