| Summer Blessing ~ Chapter VI I felt so amazing... Karen and I had taken this most incredible ride... and it was only the first day... and on top of that, Karen had been so understanding... why was I so emotional??? I thought that I had done all the crying... but apparently everything here was I guess my dream... just riding and making friends and feeling... yes... I guess, special... like my gran had told me to pursue... I was very tired... so I showered and saw that it was still about 1 hour until dinner... our first dinner at the camp... I thought it best to lie down for a little bit... take a rest... I lay down... closed my eyes... I felt floaty... dreamy... and I drifted off... I was at my gran's house... I was little... maybe 3... my gran was there... sitting on the small Japanese stool that was so low to the ground... wearing a simple yukata... her silver hair pulled tight in a bun on the back of her head... I was sitting in the shower stall... so happy... warm water splashing... Gran with the white soft wash cloth... her yukata opening and closing as she washed... soaping me with a generous helping of soapy bubbles... she had me stand up... soapy cloth and warm water... so loving... so gentle... feeling so warm and special... I was by myself in my bathroom at home... Gran had died... and I had cried so much... I was in the shower stall... and I made my wash cloth all soapy and bubbly as Gran used to do... I washed myself in the steaming warmth of the shower... my tummy... in round circles, going higher and lower on each circular movement... feeling as if it was Gran... higher and lower... my hand drifted between my slightly spread legs... pressing the soapy cloth against my cunny... but it wasn't the same... it just didn't feel the same... I was on Mizuki... the wind blew through my hair... and I was naked... riding without a saddle... Mizuki's warm slightly damp fur against my naked thighs... between my thighs... I held on so tight... riding... feeling what I had felt that afternoon... I was being chased by Karen... I heard her voice... 'Yuki... little, beautiful Yuki... oh my little darling'... and then I felt her hand stroking my hair... I wasn't on Mizuki... I was in bed... I was... oh GOD... I was awake... I felt my face was wet... I had cried in my sleep... but what was worse... my right hand was in my cotton undies... on my cunny... my sticky, warm cunny... I looked up to Karen... I was frozen as she sat next to me on the bed, looking to my face, gently wiping my tear streaks from my face... whispering... "that was so beautiful, little Yuki..." I started crying again... ~ To Be Continued ~ |