Mother's Discovery, Part One

by Naomi

Laurie Markham, 31, got her divorce when her daughter Ellen was an infant and so now at age 9 she had never known her father.

Laurie raised Ellen openly and lovingly and kept her own womanly feelings in check to do so without distraction.

She fully was ready for the questions about boys and sex to come when Ellen was about 11 but they were coming now.

When Ellen asked about kissing and making out it was easy to be open.

But when she asked what it felt like to be "touched on my panty" or how old a girl should be before she "does things", it was much harder.

But Laurie maintained her cool.

One lazy Saturday afternoon she passed Ellen's room and heard different sounds.

Since she and her daughter shared a bathroom Laurie was able to go into it from her bedroom and to the slightly open door to Ellen's bedroom and peek in. She saw her daughter trying to masturbate. She was on her belly rubbing against her bed and a pillow and moving her hand under herself and at the same time in tears because she was not able to get anywhere.

The next time Ellen was not home Laurie went into her daughter's room and tried to find something that might point to the person driving her attempt at masturbation. Of course there could be many but she looked anyway.

To Laurie's surprise she found not one indication of boys or a boy. Not a picture of a penis, hard or soft. Not a picture of a classmate.

But she DID find pictures of girls...actually just two and one in particular clipped inside a school notebook.

Laurie now knew that her daughter liked other girls. So not only was she precocious in her sexual feelings but they were toward girls...and maybe women. Of course at age 9 lots could be dependent on that age but Laurie felt that her daughter's feelings ran deep.

Laurie herself, even though she was not sexually active, was bisexual and so feelings for other females were not a stranger to her. She knew she could help Ellen but had to bring it out from Ellen.

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The next time they talked about sex Laurie said, "I know sometimes girls have feelings for other girls and if you do don't be afraid of them or of what I would think Ellen."

Ellen did not suspect anything but indeed was relieved to hear he mother open things up for her.

"I...I do like girls Mom," she said. "I guess a lot."

"Well maybe your feedings can be expressed better knowing know and am fine with it and understand it," Laurie said, choosing not yet to reveal her own bisexuality.

Ellen was ready.

"When I talked about being touched on my panty I meant...I meant by another girl. And I mean touching a girl on HER panty,"{ she said, the words now spilling form her freely.

"So you have thought of that with a friend at school?"

"Yes. More than one and...wow...well...my English teacher and my friend Karen's grandmother. She's older I know but...well..something...I just...well...."

"It's all right. Who we like is hard to explain so it is all right,"

Laurie said.

"Have you masturbated?": Laurie asked, knowing the answer.

Ellen blushed deeply and nodded."I...I've tried. It...it doesn't work for me I think because there's more than one I like and I feel like...I know it's silly..but...sort of disloyal to think of one and then another."

"It's not silly, your feelings are not silly and do not be afraid to say them.. For boys masturbating is easy but for girls usually it's not and you need to feel more deeply about someone and hope they feel that way about you."

Ellen smiled broadly and nodded.

"I am so glad to be talking about it," Ellen said.

"How do you masturbate?" Laurie asked.

Ellen described what Laurie had seen.

"I can help you if you want," Laurie said.

The words out of her mouth Laurie realized she WANTED to help Ellen masturbate for sexual reasons and not just to help her daughter. The feelings put aside were showing themselves now that talking with Ellen was open and totally without holding back.

Ellen did not see anything wrong with her mother helping her masturbate. Her feelings toward Laurie were an emotional mix and the sexual part of them was vague still.

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When she was younger Ellen used to cuddle with Laurie after Ellen's bath and now with a new intimacy she wanted to again and Laurie loved the idea.

So here they were lying on Laurie's large bed with both in their terry robes, Ellen after her bath and cuddled comfortably and lovingly in her mother's arms.

"So do you have more questions about yourself and your feelings?"

Laurie asked.

"I...not so much but...you...said about helping and I thought maybe now would be...a time I could find out about...my big questions about being touched on my panty," Ellen said hesitant in her wording.

"I think that is a good idea," Laurie said and undid the terry robe belt and with help from Ellen opened it.

It had been some time since Laurie had looked on her daughter naked only in her panty. And now it was not just accidental but filled with meaning.

"You know you are a beautiful girl, Laurie said, being biased but truthful too and showing her feelings without realizing it although neither did Ellen.

Ellen blushed. Then she moved her knee out and back some signaling to her mother who gazed with feelings she knew she should not have at the crave of the reinforced crotch stitching of Ellen's little girl white panty.

Pointing her fingers down Laurie very carefully placed her hand over the crotch of her daughter's panty, her palm feeling the full warmth of her daughter' totally virgin vulva beneath, the lips clear and the slit clear to Laurie.

Ellen almost swooned and took in a breath at being touched there, never having been before in any intimate way.

"It feels so good Mommy...so good," the girl said quietly with her thigh moving more open still.

"I can feel how beautiful you are under your panty," Laurie said. "I remember too but now you are closer to being a woman there."

Ellen did not want her mother to remove her hand ever. It felt like it belonged there and the subtle increase in heat in every part of her body was also wonderful.

"Now you have an idea of what it would be like for a girl you like...or the grandmother...to touch you there," Laurie said.

And the vague feedings for he mother now became more defined as Ellen realized that more than anyone she wanted her mother to touch her on her panty, just as she was.

"Do you want me to show you how to masturbate?" Laurie asked.

"Yes, please Mommy," Ellen said.

Laurie took her daughter's hand and led it to where Laurie's hand had just been and moved it over Ellen's panty.

"This way you are feeling yourself like you want to be felt," Laurie said.

"Wouldn't it feel better if YOU were touching me?" Ellen asked, knowing it would.

Laurie did not answer but now returned her hand to her daughter's panty and began a slow, sweet, uninsistent caressing over the crotch of that panty, loving the feel of her daughter's clearly needing vulva beneath.

And Ellen thought she was in heaven. All the thoughts of other girls, of touching...of the grandmother...all now focused on her wonderful mother as the girl sank into the sweet cavern of her mother's wonderful caress.

It was as if each lip of her vulva was living its own life of sweet warmth and gnawing pull and as if the slit those lips framed was meant to be felt so gently by her mother's loving fingers.

All those feelings Ellen was having could be seen openly on her face, a kind of innocent lust. The girl moved rhythmically in he mother's other arm and her head went side to side with her eyes as her arms reached out sometimes for he mother's hair or face.

Under the guise of teaching her daughter to masturbate Laurie was feeling her, caressing her, loving her sexually and she saw how her daughter was settled in those feelings. Refraining from obeying her own desires Laurie did not do anything more than what Ellen desired, asked for.

"An I...feel you on YOUR panty...to see what touching another girl is like?" Laurie's daughter asked even while Laurie's hand still was over Ellen's panty.

Laurie thought how much she wanted that and knew Ellen wanted it and put all other thoughts aside.

Leaning out from the cuddling of her daughter gave Ellen her cue and the girl now opened her mother's robe belt and drew it open and for the first time looked openly and lovingly and with sexual feelings moving through her at her mother only in brassiere and panty.

"You said I was beautiful but you are Mommy, very," Ellen said, her eyes moving up and down over her mother's body.

"I love you," Laurie said and she leaned her head back and got ready for that first touch of her daughter's hand on Laurie's panty crotch.

The touch was too much for Laurie to take without some showing of her feelings and she drew in a breath and made a small sound.

And so as Ellen felt the fullers of her mother's pubic hair beneath her panty she suddenly became aware that her mother had sexual feeling for Ellen that matched her own for her mother.

Perhaps it was an excess of sensations as Ellen thought to decide which felt better, being touched on her pantry or touching he mother there. It would take time and learning and Laurie's careful attention so Ellen realized ti wasn't choice but a wonderful combination that made two women one in their love.