I Don't Hate You Sis, I Love You

by Nellie of Sweden

My glorious summer was over and I really missed sleeping with Erica, my cousin, girlfriend and idol! Now it was October and I was back in town in our small 2-bedroom apartment sharing a room with Michaela (or Miki, as we called her) my eight-years-older sister. What I am about to tell you about took place in the middle of November, a dark and cold Friday night.

I had hoped I could visit Erica for the weekend but my Aunt Monica, her mother, said no this time because she had decided they would go to Stockholm for the weekend to shop a little for Christmas. So I turned in early crying in my pillow, longing for Erica's loving arms. My sister had gone to a school dance and wasn't there when I eventually fell asleep.

I awoke by the sound of the door opening and looked at the alarm clock. It was almost midnight and Miki had come home. I watched her silently as she took her blouse and jeans off. She had only the little bed lamp lighted so my part of the room was all dark and I could watch her without getting caught. At least that was what I thought.

Miki stood before the mirror and smiled at herself. She posed and looked again in lots of different positions. Then she opened her bra and took it off. I held my breath. God, she was gorgeous, I thought! And then I felt a little sorry that she couldn't seem to stand the bare sight of me. I wondered if we ever were going to be friendly with each other.

Miki smiled again and looked very pleased with the picture she saw in the mirror. She put her hands on her tits and caressed them. Her nipples were quite small and light-brown coloured. I remembered what Erica had said about her and I still didn't believe it.

Miki smiled at her own reflection in the mirror and started to do a slow sexy dance while caressing herself. Suddenly a little giggle slipped out of my mouth and the next second I wished I was dead. Miki turned around really fast and looked at me with a very angry face.

"What are you looking at, you little brat!" she said with rage in her voice.

I was scared stiff and almost couldn't answer.

"N... n... nothing! I didn't see anything!"

She came towards me with her finger pointing at me and her eyes filled with anger.

"If you as much as breath a single word about this to anyone in the whole world.... If you do you're dead! DEAD! Do you hear me, bitch!"

I started to cry and turned my back on Miki, sobbing and hugging my pillow.

"Go away," I sniveled. "I didn't do anything to you!"

I was crying my eyes out and my whole body was shaking and somewhere far away I heard a deep sigh. Then steps coming towards my bed and I tried to make myself as small as I could so Miki wouldn't hit me. But instead she sat down on the edge of my bed and gently stroke my hair.

"Hey, Sis.... I didn't mean that! I'm sorry! Do you hear me? I'm sorry, I really am."

I cried so much that I just barely managed to speak.

"It's OK... I'm used to it! Now go away, please!"

I couldn't stop crying and I heard Miki sigh again. She squeezed my shoulder gently with her hand.

"Hey, Nellie... Please listen to me! I have something important to say to you... And of course I won't hurt you."

"What?" I sobbed with my face buried in my pillow.

She stroked my hair again and started talking with a completely different voice. She was now crying too.

"I know I've been a real bitch," Miki said. "I'm sorry, Sis, I really am! I don't know why really. 'Cause as you said yourself you haven't done anything to me. I guess.... well I guess I've been sort of jealous of you."

I managed to calm down a little but I still had my back turned on her.

"Why? Why would you be jealous of me? I don't have anything you don't have yourself."

"No you don't... it's really you that should be jealous 'cause at least I have ONE thing that you don't have...."

"What?"

"A lovely sister.... That I have but you don't..."

Miki was crying heavily now and I started to feel sorry for her. It was obvious she rally meant every word. Then she continued.

"You're such an angel and everybody loves you! I guess THAT is what made me jealous and acting like a real jerk. But I promise you, Nel, that I'll change from now on. I'll treat you better now, I promise! Please believe me and.... please forgive me! Can you do that, Nel? If I promise to make it up to you the best I can."

I felt so relieved and happy although I still was crying a little. I nodded my head and whispered.

"Yes! Yes, Miki I forgive you. Let's forget all about it and start all over. And I'll try not to be such a pain too!"

"You're not a pain at all! It was just me," Miki said. I felt her shivering and suddenly she said, "Aren't you cold? I'm freezing like hell!"

I moved closer to the wall and lifted up the covers and even managed to smile at my sister.

"You can come and lie down here with me if you like! It's warm and cosy down here. I've been warming up the bed for hours."

Miki smiled and wiped some tears from her face.

"Can I? Really, Nellie?"

I nodded my head yes and she smiled at me before getting under my covers. Miki looked really happy.

"Hey, how long ago is it since the last time we were in the same bed?" she said.

"Don't know... years and years I guess..."

I felt her legs against mine and she was really cold. I smiled at my sister.

"You'll soon be warm," I said.

Miki looked into my eyes and giggled.

"Thank you, Nel," she said. "Thank you for forgiving me, I know I don't deserve it! And thank you for having my cold body in bed with you."

I gasped and Miki did too. Then she smiled again.

"Wanna go to sleep?" she said.

"Mmm... kiss me goodnight first," I heard myself saying before I had the time to think.

Miki looked surprised and smiled again.

"Really? Can I do that, Nel?"

I felt so happy that our sisterly war seemed to be over and didn't answer but gently pressed my lips against hers. And.... my sister blushed!

"Wow...," she said. "Wow, Nellie! I really loved that! One more! Please!"

I don't know if it was me or Miki who first opened her mouth but our next kiss was not a sisterly one but a deep French kiss with our tongues dancing in my mouth.

Miki's face was deeply red when we finally broke apart and she looked a little embarrassed.

"Eh... I think maybe I should go back to my own bed," she said with a trembling voice.

"No... please stay," I whispered.

"But.... I'm afraid that if I stay something could happen that shouldn't happen! Maybe I won't be able to keep my hands to myself!"

I giggled and put my arms around Miki's neck.

"Well... then don't," I whispered and moved my face towards her with my mouth half open to let her know I wanted another kiss.

And she kissed me again and again and I could hear her breath getting heavier and then suddenly Miki spoke to me again.

"Nellie, I love you," she whispered. "But who taught you how to kiss like that? Those kisses made me all tingly! You know..., 'down there.'"

"Yeah, I know... me too," I said.

"Really?"

"Yes...."

Miki pulled me really close to her and her hands wandered down on my back and stopped on my firm little butt. She squeezed my ass cheeks and I hissed from expectation.

Miki put her left hand on my hip and gently pushed me over on my back. She kissed me again and whispered in my ear.

"Oh, God, Nel... I can't help myself anymore! Tell me to stop or slap my face if I do anything you don't like!"

I hugged her and pulled my knees up to show her that it was OK to touch me. Miki smiled and I could see in her eyes she understood what my body told her. Her hand stroke over my stomach and down on my thigh. Then back up and stopped at the waistband of my pyjama pants. At that point I grabbed her hand and lifted it away and I saw the disappointment in Miki's face. But I lifted her hand to my face and kissed it gently. Then I put it back down. Right between my legs, right on my pussy, and put my own hand on hers and smiled at her.

"Oh, Nellie, you almost fooled me," Miki giggled. "I thought you would stop me."

I didn't say anything, I just smiled and spread my legs for my sister's hand. She stroked my pussy through the pj's but soon her hand returned to the waistband. Her fingertips came inside and then she stopped.

"May I?" she whispered."

"Yes Miki," I whispered back.

Her soft hand slowly caressed its way down to my pussy and she smiled when she felt how wet I was. Miki's fingers rubbed gently along my slit and my inner pussy lips opened for her. Very, very gently she pushed her little finger against the opening of my childish vagina and she looked a little surprised when it slipped in so easily. She gave me a curious smile.

"Baby... you're not a virgin... Who did this to you? Who molested you, Sis?"

I shook my head and smiled.

"No one, Miki.... don't talk so much, please! Keep touching me and kiss me instead!"

Miki laughed a little and did as I asked. She rubbed my clit and fucked me with her fingers and I felt how my body was getting closer to an orgasm. I spread my legs as much as possible to give Miki complete access to my pink hairless little cunt. Miki noticed my excitement and rubbed me harder and harder.

"Let me make you cum, baby," she said. "Cum for me, my darling baby sister."

I closed my eyes and let myself go completely. My pelvis was moving against Miki's fingers, fucking them as they fucked me.

So at last I reached climax and I may even have made a little scream because I remember Miki putting the pillow over my face.

After that first orgasm with Miki we held each other tight for a while and kissed while I caught my breath. We didn't talk at all for a while, we just held each other tight. Then Miki spoke again.

"Nellie.... who took your virginity? Was it Dad? Has he been fooling around with you?"

"No!!! No, absolutely not! Why do you ask that? Dad has never touched me that way."

"He did with me," she said. "He tried to rape me once when I was ten but Mum caught him. He was drunk of course but still...."

"But... but Dad doesn't drink at all!"

"No... now he doesn't! I think Mum made him promise to stop drinking not to report his abuse. So.... if he didn't, who did?"

"Nobody, a girl can loose her cherry in other ways too."

"I know that, silly! But I also know that a girl your age should be a little tighter than you are down there, even if her hymen has been broken from riding a bike or a horse. You're tight but not that tight!"

I didn't answer but just a second after that Miki smiled at me.

"Oh, I know... It was our sweet lesbian cousin! Right? It was Erica, wasn't it? She seduced you at Grandma's last summer, didn't she?"

I couldn't lie to Miki so I slowly nodded my head.

"She loves me," I said. "And I love her! We're girlfriends and me lying here with you is sort of cheating on her... I didn't think of that till now!"

"I'm sure she wouldn't mind," Miki said. "Did she tell you that she has made love to me as well? A year ago or so..."

"Yes... and she also told me that she didn't think you really hated me! She said that deep down she was sure you really loved me, despite of all."

Miki smiled.

"She's a terrific judge of character," she said, "almost a mind reader!"

Suddenly I became aware of the heat in my bed. I was all sweaty and I looked at my sister and smiled.

"Miki... don't you think it's hot here? Would you mind if I took my jammies off?"

She giggled and stroke my cheek.

"No, of course not! Wanna be naked together?"

"OK..."

I quickly removed my pyjamas and Miki took off the tank top she had put on before coming into my bed. I admired her gorgeous breasts.

"You're really beautiful, Miki, I said with admiration. I wish my breasts will be as pretty as yours when I grow up. Can I touch them a little? Please!"

"Sure you can! Touch them all you want!"

I put my little hands on Miki's breasts and gently caressed her already rock-hard nipples. They were dark brown and bigger than Erica's. Miki was more woman all over and Erica was still a girl. Her brown eyes looked at me with a love that I had never experienced from her before and she giggled when I gently pinched her nipples with two fingers. I crawled down in the bed a little and Miki giggled again when I took one of her nipples in my mouth and started sucking it. I kissed and sucked her tits for a while and let my hand wander down over her flat tummy till I reached the waistband of her lace panties.

"This is unfair," I said in a very self-conscious childish way. "I'm naked but you're not! Unfair!"

Miki laughed.

"And what are you gonna do about it?" she said smiling with her whole face.

"Take 'em off of you," I said. "Can I, Miki? Can I take your panties off?"

"Yes, baby, sure you can!"

She lifted her butt enough for me to draw her tight lace panties down over her thighs and she laughed as I slowly removed them totally. I was now standing on my knees by Miki's feet looking at her naked body and she smiled at me and actually blushed a little.

"What are you gonna do to me, she said giggling in a childish way pressing her legs tight together and covering her pussy with her hands.

"You're beautiful, Miki," I said. "Remove your hands, please, and let me look at you properly!"

She did and even blushed a little more. I crawled up on top of my sister feeling her soft naked body against mine. I kissed her tits some more and then her tummy. It tickled her and she laughed a little. Then I went ahead lower and Miki spread her legs at my first touch. Her pussy hair was very neatly trimmed, a small triangle with shortly trimmed hair on the front and her pussy lips as bald as mine. I saw, despite the darkness, how wet she was. Pussy juices were flowing all over her clean shaved pussy lips and I couldn't wait to taste her. Miki was almost crying again.

"Oh God, Nellie, you're too good to be true! Do it to me, Sis! Eat my pussy! Lick my horny cunt, baby!"

My lips and tongue were the first parts of my body to touch Miki's lovely pussy and she tasted wonderfully. I licked her as Erica had taught me and Miki soon was shivering all over. I stuck my fingers inside her and discovered to my surprise that my sister still was a virgin. I could feel her hymen in there. Gently I inserted another finger inside her and Miki was moaning with pleasure.

"Aaaoooowww," she said when I let a third finger penetrate her anus but she relaxed again almost at once and started to fuck my mouth and fingers. And just moments later she orgasmed and she took my head between her both hands and pressed it hard against her pussy.

A little later we were cuddling again and Miki held me in her arms.

"Wow, Nellie! Erica sure did a good job teaching you how to give a girl pleasure," she said. "Let me just catch my breath a little and I'll pay you back for that great licking!"

Shortly after she smiled at me and said, "Come on, Sis! Sit on my face and let me taste that sweet little cunt of yours! I've always dreamed of licking a totally hairless pussy."

I got up standing on the floor beside the bed and Erica stroked my pussy with her hand and then she said, "Come here, Sis! Give it to me."

I placed my knees on each side of Miki's head and lowered myself down till I felt her warm breath on my pussy. And then she stuck her tongue in my wet little slit and started to fuck me with it. Her hands wandered up to my non-existing breasts and pinched my nipples rock hard while she was slurping, licking and sucking my bald little pussy.

My orgasm was so strong and intense that I almost fell down to the floor but Miki got hold of my hips just before I lost my balance and held me still. I bit my own hand to keep from screaming and maybe wake Mum and Dad up. I bit till I could taste blood in my mouth. Then I collapsed beside Miki in the bed. She held me and kissed me.

"Oh, Nellie, what a great lover you are," she said. "Let's make love often from now on!"

I looked at my sister and smiled with a naughty glance in my eyes. I nodded my head.

"Yepp, that's the best idea you've had in years! How about at least once a day?"