Angels in Heaven

by Nellie of Sweden

I had a dream the other night. A wonderful dream that started with... Well the first thing that happened was that I died. You may not think that sounds lovely but it was.

I was driving my car on a highway when I suddenly lost control of it and went into a cliff beside the road. I didn't feel any pain at all but right after the crash I found myself some 10-15 yards over my wrecked car and I could see parts of my body under me. Parts that had been separated from the rest of my body. Among them my head. Cars stopped and people came to rescue and I heard a man's voice saying... "It's no use! She died at once. Just call the police!"

There was total chaos around my demolished car when I suddenly heard a soft sweet voice. "Come on! Time to leave, honey! The big lady is waiting for you. Get your wings going and follow me!"

I suddenly realized I had wings and we flew through space as if I'd never done anything else. Soon we reached a very beautiful place with green meadows, lovely flowers, blossoming apple and cherry trees and hundreds and hundreds of naked little girl-angels flying around, running around, kissing and hugging and making love to each other or to women of all ages.

My angel took me in her arms and held me as we landed in the soft grass. Then I heard a wind from the sky and when I looked up I saw a beautiful woman as big as the sky itself coming closer. She shrank bit by bit until she had about the same size as myself and landed right in front of us.

"Welcome to heaven, Nellie," she said. "And congratulations to your death! We are all so happy that you finally died and came to join us."

"Thank you," I said in a confused tone. "Excuse my ignorance but... Who are you?"

The lady laughed.

"I'm God, of course. Who did you think I was?"

"But... I was always told about God as if God was a man..."

"I AM a man! AND a woman! And a dog, a hyena, a snake or a little baby girl! I am everything you love so to you I am sometimes a woman and sometimes a little girl or a kitten."

"So... this is heaven, huh?"

"This is YOUR heaven, Nellie! Heaven is so much bigger than you can ever imagine and has billions and billions of departments. This is your department, filled with everything that you have ever loved or wanted. I've put a lot of little girl angels here only for your pleasure! They are all yours and they all want the same things you do."

I looked around and everywhere there were smiling faces and lovely little naked pussies. A little one came flying towards me and landed in my arms. And strangely enough, her wings just disappeared as soon as she landed and I noticed that my wings were gone too. The little angel looked about 4 years old and she smiled at me.

"Can I call you Mummy," she said. And when she said that I suddenly saw how much she looked like my sister's daughter did at the same age. But Emilia was still alive so it couldn't be her.

"Sure you can," I said. "What's your name, sweetheart?"

"I don't know! You tell me," she said. "My name is what you want it to be. This is your own heaven and you decide! Doesn't she, God?"

God smiled and nodded her lovely head.

I could hardly believe what I was hearing. God saw my confusion and stroked my hair.

"You'll get the hang of it soon! After all it's only been a few days since you died so give it a little time!"

"A few days??? But, I just got here... minutes ago."

"Oh, you Earthlings! Time is not interesting, you'll understand eventually. I must go now, Nellie! You see... your father is due here in just a year and I'll take him to see you as soon as he has settled into his heaven. He has something to tell you that I think may surprise you! Why don't you play with your angels for a while. Lots of wet little pussies here, you know!"

Then she flew away and I looked down on the angel in my arms.

"OK, I'll call you Angela," I said. "That name means angel and you were my very first angel."

"Thank you, Mummy! Will you make love to me now? Or do you want me to call some of the others and we'll show you heavenly love?"

I didn't have to answer, she already knew. Angels of all sizes came flying and some of them lifted me up in the air while others were kissing every part of my trembling body. Little lips and tongues licked my pussy and my anus, little fingers and hands penetrated me and fucked me gently. I made a wish that Angela would put her whole hand up my pussy and she did without me saying a word. I had a series of marvellous orgasms and angels circled around me taking turns licking and kissing my body. They sucked my nipples, my toes, my earlobes and let my hands explore little chubby girl bodies. I almost fainted and at last I heard Angela's voice.

"Girls, girls, stop! Mummy has had enough for now!"

A disappointed sigh was heard and Angela spoke again.

"Don't complain! She'll want us again, you know that. Have fun with each other while you're waiting!"

I wished I had a cold drink and as soon as I had the thought an angel put a glass in my hand and I sipped it happily. Angela smiled at me.

"So... do you want to return to earth?"

"Never," I said. "Nothing there can beat what I have here."

"I'm glad you like it," Angela said and suddenly wings grew out on her back and she flew away.

The next minute God came back. She had my father with her. He was naked and I was naked but that didn't bother me at all. He looked about 25 years old so I asked him when he had died.

"Well... back in 2043," he said. "So I guess I am 89."

Time was really confusing. Days, weeks, years melted together and I didn't understand how it was possible. My father took me in his arms and gave me a big hug.

"I wish I had hugged you more often when you were little," he said.

But I was so afraid you would discover my true feelings for you. I noticed that his penis was growing and at the same time my own body was shrinking. My breasts disappeared and so did all hair except for the hair on my head. I suddenly realized that now I was part of one of HIS fantasies. And I wanted to be.

"On earth I never had the courage to make love to you," Dad said. "But God told me that I could do everything I never did right here. And he also said that you were going to want it as much as I do!"

"I do, Daddy," I said.

The next second I felt that he wanted me to take his penis in my mouth and I did. I knew exactly what he wanted. Just like he knew exactly what I wanted. His dream was to fuck the 9-year-old version of me and right then my body took that very shape and let him have his way with me. Both of us loving it.

When dad left to be in his own heaven for a while God came back and asked me if I was happy.

"Yes, I am," I said. "But why do you ask? Can't you read my mind?"

"Only when you're on earth! Up here I don't need to since there's no evil here. I don't have to check you all the time. Did you enjoy your father's dream?"

"Yes I did! Thank you God! But... where are all my angels!"

God smiled again.

"They are where you want them do be! Doing what you want them to do! Just make a wish and they're back in a flash!"

After just a blink of my eye the angels were back and Angela came flying towards me with open arms. I sat there with Angela in my arms for a good while and she started to tell me a little more about life in heaven. All my questions were answered! As soon as a thought came up in my head Angela knew and could answer it.

"Well, Mummy," she said. "I am the daughter you never got down there and I'll stay with you until it's time for me."

"Time..???"

"Time to live on earth again, of course! I still have a lot to learn so I can't stay here for more than maybe a thousand years or so."

"Do I have to go back as well?"

"I don't know, Mummy, but God will let you know in good time."

I laughed and looked at Angela with love in my eyes.

"I must remember to thank her for you, baby! You are all I've ever dreamed of!"

"I know that, Mummy!"

"Yes, of course you do! Tell me... Did I behave well on earth? I must have since I ended up here and not in hell!"

Angela laughed out loud.

"Oh, Earthlings... There is no hell, Mummy! The Earthlings have invented that to scare people."

"OK, but... what happens to the souls of those who have been really mean and cruel. Like Hitler, for instance."

"Adolf isn't here, Angela said. His soul was judged when he died. Even God makes mistakes sometimes and some souls develop into monsters. He had lived several times without being wicked or cruel but sometimes things happen that even God can't do anything about. And then she has to judge the souls when they die. And then there are some who don't get in here but get another chance on earth. Do you remember Mrs. Lindberg, your neighbour when you were a child?"

"Well... yes, what about her?"

"She wasn't very nice on earth. But God saw that it was because she was so unhappy so she gave her a new chance at once. She was reborn just seconds after she died and she is still down there now as a sweet little girl of 3. But you wouldn't recognize her because she is black this time."

She hugged me before she continued.

"Most souls come here directly after dying, just like you. And God makes their own spot for each and everyone and creates the angels that they want and need. Then they live here for a while learning more and more and most of them discover that they have to go back to earth for another life to learn even more. Your father's mother, for instance, is going back soon. She has chosen to be born in Africa this time and her life will be very short but there is a reason for her going back. There always is!"

"How many lives hade I had," I asked.

"You have had many! And you and I have met on earth several times, In the 12th century I was your daughter and when you died you decided to go back almost immediately to be my daughter. There's been a special bond between you and me for about three thousand earth years."

It was thrilling to hear all that wisdom coming from a little child and I got more and more interested.

"Angela... have you and I ever made love on earth?"

"Yes! And more than once! First when you were my daughter I kissed your pussy almost every night in your room and my husband, your father, was so jealous of you so he could have killed you! He didn't know about the sex part but me spending all that time with you made him furious. Then we met again in 1825 in Paris. In that life we were both prostitutes and shared a little one-room-flat where we made love to each other when we didn't entertain customers."

The next second my body started to change again. Into a little baby this time and Angela became a very beautiful woman who made lesbian love to her little baby. When we both were ready our bodies changed back and I held her so tight and she laughed.

"It's lucky we don't need to breathe anymore," she said. "Because when you held me so tightly just now I never would have been able to breathe."

We walked around for a bit and looked around. everything was so beautiful and I felt so happy. Angela held my hand and looked up at me with loving eyes.

"Mummy," she said. "Are you ready to meet some souls that want you?"

"Want me???"

Angela laughed. "Sorry! I mean people who wanted you on earth. There are a few who wished to have sex with you at different ages of your life there. Some may surprise you, I think!"

"OK..."

A female angel came flying and at first I didn't recognize her because first she looked her age when she passed over but when she came closer she became younger and I recognized the lady next door from my early teens and as we passed a little pond I looked at my own reflection in the water and saw that I looked 12 or 13. Miss Larsson (her name) smiled at me.

"Hello Nellie," she said. "You never knew but I was so in love with you on earth. Seeing you with your friends almost broke my heart!"

"But... why didn't you say something," I asked. "I don't think I would have resisted you because at that age I knew I loved girls and women."

"Because I was a coward," she said. "How did you die?"

"Car crash," I said. "You?"

She opened her skin over her breasts and showed me that her body was full of cancer. Then it disappeared and her skin was unharmed again. She took my naked body in her arms and kissed me.

"Let's make love," she whispered. "Let's make love right here, right now!"

And we did. We kissed and hugged and rolled around licking each other and suddenly I saw my father flying over us. He stayed for a little while just watching us and Miss Larsson was even more aroused that he could see what she was doing to his little girl. I added Angela to the scene and Marie (Miss Larsson's first name) giggled a little.

"Hey, you naughty little girl... This was MY fantasy," she said.

"Sorry, just wanted to help a little. Let her fist fuck you, she's just great at that!"

And Angela did and for the next half hour I was deeply in love with Marie. Then she was satisfied and left us. But only to be replaced by a really handsome man. There was something familiar about him and when he came close enough we both changed bodies again. I became 15 and he became about 12 and I recognized him as my cousin Jimmie who had died when he and a friend climbed up on a train and got electrified with several thousand volts and were killed. I was really glad to see him. I knew he had adored me on earth but I always thought that he regarded me as a big sister or so.

"Jimmie! Did you have such feelings for me? I never had a clue...."

"I know... but I'm gonna show you now!"

Then 12-year old Jimmie made love to 15-year-old me and we both loved it.

When Jimmie was gone Angela looked at me and smiled.

"Mummy, you look happy and that makes me happy too! Let's rest a little under those trees and when we wake up I can show you some souls that YOU wanted but never got!"

Sadly, this was the point when I woke up and discovered it was all a dream! I've never been so disappointed from waking up.

So now I pray to God each night that she will give me the same dream again!