Mary (fg Mole)
"Uh!" I waited for him, again. And again, maybe I just keep missing him. I do, miss him so much, but he came back for me, right? I wasn't here, so he thinks I forgot about him, and now he's gone forever! I cried, but it's not like I could wait for him all the time, I missed him again, and now I miss him so much. I love him.
Don't tell mom, she says I'm to young for a boyfriend, but he's so nice, and he made me feel so pretty, and he kissed me, and held me, and.
"Oh," I blinked, "What's wrong?"
"Huh!" A girl, "You wouldn't understand."
"Why?"
"Because, your to young."
"Nu uh, I'm seven." She frowned, "An your to old for the swings."
"No I'm not!" I wasn't swinging anyway. "Snh!" I wiped my face.
"Did you fall?"
"Yeah." In love. "Snh!"
"I fell on the sidewalk, an bumped my knee." She held it up, and pointed. "It hurt, and I cried."
"Yeah," I didn't see any scabs, or anything. "Let me see." I got down, and held her leg. "Smq, there. That feel better?"
She nodded. "You got a boo-boo?"
"Yeah," I looked around, "But I can't show you here."
"Why?"
"Someone else might see. You want to go see?"
"Uh huh?" I smiled.
"The fort." Under the tower, it's like a fort. There's boards up, and benches under there. I can see out over the boards, but they can't see in.
"Where is it?"
"In my underwear." She giggled. "You want to see?" She nodded, so I unbuttoned my shirt.
She giggled, "I don't got underwear like that." Pointed.
"Not yet, but when your a little older, you will." I reached back, to unhook it. "Here." I pulled my blouse out. "See?"
"It still hurt?"
"Yes, you want to kiss it and make it better?"
"Okay." Mommy does this, with my little sister. She's a baby.
"Smooch!"
"Oh, that feels a little better, but you have to kiss it more." I squeezed it, but no milk come out. "Huh!" Rub her hair. "Suck on it. Yeah."
That does feel better. He did it too, but I don't care. Not now, I have a little girl, and she's sucking my nipple too. "Huh! Did anyone ever tell you, your real pretty."
"Uh uh."
"Sit down," I patted my lap. "You are, so very pretty I just want to hug you, and kiss you, and eat you all up!" She giggled, but she don't know how to kiss. She got hot in the face, and I felt her skirt. In her lap, and up her legs. "You feel good."
"I feel funny."
"In your underwear?"
"Uh huh?"
"Me too, let me get these off. Just scooch a little, mhm? Yeah, now let me see what's the problem." Like doctor. "Oh yes," it looks fat, and pudgy, and very dry. "This is very serious, I'm going to have to give you some medicine." I spit in my hand.
"Ew," she giggled.
"It's gross." She nodded, "But it makes you feel better." She nodded, "There, doesn't it feel better?"
"Huh!" She hugged me.
"Yeah." I rubbed it in. The middle.
"Nh?" She winced.
He did this too. But forget him. He forgot about me. The coward, I must have scared him off.
"Nh, nh!"
And I like this game, better.
"Nh, nh!"
I feel good. In my head, it's bad. It's very bad, but how cum men get to have all the fun? I mean, I knew it was bad when I let him do it. He's a bad man, and I know, we're not supposed to show them our underpants. Let them take them off, or touch us between our legs. That was bad, but this.
This feels great!
"Hhhh!" That felt good too.
"Uh! I think." She smiled, and looked down. "I need some more medicine."
"Okay," I pulled my fingers out, and spit in my hand again.
Now, I can do it. Like a bad man, and you know what? It's even badder then letting him do it. It makes me like the bad man.
"Oh," some boys running up, so I fixed my blouse quick. "Better pull your undies up, so they don't see."
"Huh!" She felt it first. Where I touched her, and it was very red, and shiny. I bet I was red too, but the boys ran up.
"Raaah! Take the tower, for the King!"
"Girls!" One spotted us. "Get'em!"
She giggled, and ran away.
Boys. "Uh!" I pushed one down. Made a fist, "Try it." Shook it in his face. The big one, or the biggest. Little boy, stupid. Thinks I'm a little girl, so I'm weak, but I'm not. So, I just walked away. Stupid boys, little boys still think girls are gross, and don't want to play with us.
My bra, is loose in my blouse. I better go fix it, but first I better get my hands in my underpants. Look around for a good place, where they won't see me, but that girl ran off.
"Huh!" I shrugged, but just leaned back on a tree. Pulled them down, and spread my knees. "Yeah." I don't even need any medicine, but that was so bad. I know I'm not supposed to touch myself either, but playing doctor with a little girl is way worse. "Nh!" I wish I could get a chance, so stick my finger in. "Hmn!" In her, I bet she's a virgin. "Nm, nm nm nmnmnmnm!"
I'm not. I already did it, but I can do it again, and again.
"Hihn!"
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Mary (fg Nepi Ince)
"Huh!" she put Elsie down, and fixed up her tops. Her bra, and her blouse. I'm not supposed to watch, either, but I squeezed mine.
I don't do what I'm supposed to. I'm bad, like a bad man.
"Maggie?"
"Yes mom?" I run in place, and stomp louder like I'm coming up the hall, and stop.
"I need to go out," She got her pocketbook. "Can you watch your sister while I'm gone?"
"Oh, mom." Now's my chance!
"I know." she pulled out her billfold, "But here's $5.00 for your trouble, and I'll get you a treat, from the store?"
"Huh!" I'd do it, just to be left alone. "Okay. A coke?" With Elsie.
"Of course."
I have dolls, even a baby doll, with a diaper, so I can feed her, and change her diaper. When she wets, but it's not the same. Not like the real thing.
She just ate, so she should wet soon, but she didn't. She's dry, and sleeping. So, I lick my fingers, and get her wet.
"Huh!" She's fat, even fatter then that girl at the park, but she doesn't have a dress. Just a diaper, and her fat wet little puff.
"Huh!" I feel fat, and wet too, but she's a virgin. Just a baby, so of course she's a virgin, but I hold her open, to look at it.
"Uh?" It's not like the books. I hold her open, and look, but I can't see it. In the pictures, I forget what it's called, but her cherry. I can't see it. Mom had a talk with me, and got out the book. I don't know where she puts it, but when she got pregnant, I asked about it, and she told me. She's not getting fat, she's gonna have a baby, and it's like when I got my first visit, from my friend.
It's not a real friend, it's pretend like the tooth fairy. Only instead of getting nickles under my pillow, I got blood in my underpants. Like when that man put his finger in there, and I felt it pop.
"Nh! Waaaaaaah!" I felt it. On my pinky, and now Elsie is getting her first visit, from the blood fairy.
"Oh," It hurt. I remember. "You get a booboo?" My pinky, "Hihihn!" I licked it off, my finger, and got under the nail real good.
"Let me kiss it, and make it better."
She smells like baby powder. Of course, and it tastes gross. "Stp! Spb!" But I have to clean it up, before mom gets back from the store. She wet herself, and that helped. Wash it off, but I stuck my tongue in there. Real good, and it tingles like when you suck on a penny and a dime together. Or suck on a cut. So, I sucked on her cut, and she stopped crying.
"There there." I picked her up, but I already unbuttoned my blouse, and undid my bra. Sat down, and let her suckle. "Huh!" In my lap, with her diaper spread like a napkin, an the table. "Hihihm!" She sucks real good. Even better then that girl, I didn't even learn her name, but she's still so wet, and shiny, and fat, and pink.
She leaked a little more. So, I felt it, and licked my finger again. "Smq! Hah!" I like it better, sucking it fresh from the cut, but I swirl it around in my mouth, and.
"Wq, wq, wq!"
"Huh!" She's suckling right now. To go back to sleep. She's a baby, she suckles so good, so I just relax, and touch her.
'h.' She falls asleep, still suckling. So, I put her down, and pick up her rattle. She has a great rattle, with a great little handle. So, I pull down my underpants, and lay back on the couch. I'm nice and wet, and the handle slips right in. "Hihn!"
Rattle rattle rattle!
"Nm, hm!"
Shake it real good, and my finger's still wet. So, I can rub my spot. In the top, her spot is so tiny, you can't even see it. Just a little pink raisin in the top, but that girl. I saw her spot, and touched it so she grunted, and got real hot. Not this hot, but still. Pretty hot.
"Nhihmhimhimhim!"
There.
"Huh!"
Better get cleaned up, and powder the baby. Put her diaper back on, before mom comes back. A fresh one, since she wet the old one, and some clean underwear. Wet a washcloth first, but she woke up. Started crying.
"Uh!" My work is never done.
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What's in store
"Ksh!" The bottle broke on the wall, but now I want some candy and stuff. $5 bucks, I can get a lot, but better not spoil my dinner. "Hihihm!" So, I will. See how much I can get!
It's bad, but not like, being bad with Elsie, or that girl. Maybe I can swipe some stuff too, so I don't have to spend it all, and I can come back for more later.
I got another coke, and let's see. Some candy bars, and look up. He can't see over the aisle, so I can drop those in my purse, but he's got the jars on the counter. So, I keep one to buy, and make him get out "Some jaw breakers," those are just a nickle, "And some lolipops," a dime each, "No the cherry ones. Ooh, and some red lickerish, and. Um. This." Put the candy bar on the counter, to ring up so he doesn't know I swiped the ones in my purse.
"Tell you what, I'll take $2.00 for the lot of them."
I look at the bag, it's really full, so I shrug, "Okay!"
I unwrap the candy bar first, and he pops the cap on the coke to wash it down with.
"Um, hm!" It's so good, and sweet, so Ding! I go out, and spoil my supper. Finish the coke, and break the bottle to make that loud KSH! Noise, and pull out a lolipop to suck on.
It's got a line around it I can swirl around on my tongue until the lines go away.
"Mh!" Cherry! "Swop!" It don't taste like a real cherry, it's much sweeter, but then I think about busting Elsie's cherry.
"Hihihm!" I know what I can do, there's this spot where I can get my underpants down, and I'm not really wet yet, but I know what I can do about that. The great thing about lolipops is the taste sticks in my mouth. So, I can taste it a long time, even after it's gone. And I have a lot of lolipops, enough for days if I save them, but I licked the line off, and it's so sticky. And sweet, in my lips. Lick them, and bend over.
I got other lips, to get sticky and sweet. And the ball on the end isn't to big, right? "Nh! hn!" Pop! "Hihihn!" Just like my cherry, or Elsies, so I pop it in and out like that. "Nh, hm!" But it gets dry quick, and I can't really taste it no more, so I suck it again, and "Swop!" There, now it's wet, and sticky again, and my fingers too, so my spot sticks to them, and "HuhuhH!" That feels delicious!
PpPpPoP! "Snh! Swop! Nhnhnhnhn!" Cherry pops are the best, I can just keep popping it, and I'm so sticky and sweet it makes my fingers stick, and my spot.
"Ohhhh! Hohhhh!" Yeah. "Snh!" I finish shaking, and pop it out one last time. "Hihn hihn hihn!" Catch my breath.
I love my cherry pops, and I got lots of them. But this ones small, so I crunch it up so the taste bursts in my mouth, and I can lick it around all over in there, but I just feel so great, and the world just looks so pretty now, walking home. "Hihihm!"
Yeah, I should've got nothing but cherry pops, but I got candy bars, and red twists, and jaw breakers. So, I dig out a jaw breaker to suck on.
But now I need a bath. It felt good, so damn good, but now I'm sticky, and my undies are sticky too, so I don't like it, and I better wash it out before dinner.
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Nitenite
"Hm?" Blink, but it's still dark. I hear Elsie in her crib, and go get her. She's asleep, and wet, so I get the safety pins open in the dark, and pull it off. I don't remember my dream, something bad. Not like a nitemare, but being bad, so I already feel hot and wet.
The pee washed off the powder though, and I got some cherry twists left. In the paper bag, I'm careful not to open it up to loud, but I got a idea. She's too little for the lolipop, she's just a baby, but I already popped her cherry, and she tastes like pee cause she peed. I don't like it, but the red lickerish is sweet, and tastes like cherry. She's wet, so it gets wet, and slippery and sticky.
"Mh!" And sweet, so I can lick her. Her spot, she wakes up, but giggles and kicks. So, I hold her legs, and feel the lickerish in there. Not just in between, but the end, and her little hole, so she tastes sweet inside, and I can lick her inside too.
"Uh? Waaaah!"
So, I have to fix up her diaper, before mom comes in, but I can't pin it in the dark, but she turns on the lite.
"She's not wet." I stick the pin in, "So she must be hungry."
So, she takes her out to the rocker, to feed her, and put her back asleep. So, I get back in bed, and pull up my nighty. I'm supposed to wear underpants to bed, but it's just a little naughty. I got the lickerish wet, though, and sticky, and I like the twists, so I twist it in, and screw it. "Ohohm!" I put the pillow over my mouth, since mom is up. I don't want to be to loud, but I'm glad I got these. Not as big as the cherry pops, but not as sticky neither, so I get wet and slippery, and the twists feel so nice.
So, I keep screwing it in, "Hmhmhm!" Like boys, screw girls, but I don't like boys. There mean, and stupid, and hate girls, so I hate them back. I'm supposed to hate little girls too, instead of play with them, but I like to play with them, especially virgins. They got cherries to pop, and.
"Hhhhhh!"
There, that's better.
"Nh!" It pops back out, so I can pull my nighty back down, before mom comes back. I get up, and it's not too sticky. Like the lolipop.
"I'll check her again," so she doesn't find out she's sticky. And sweet, then she might see she's not a virgin, and I'm bad, but that don't mean I want to get caught. Then, she'd take her away, so I can't play with her at night, and she's so much more fun then my baby doll.
"Here," she gives me a wet wash cloth, but I know a better way to wash her out. Give her a cat bath, but she yawns, and goes back to bed. So, I use the wet washcloth on me, before it gets too sticky, but she still tastes like cherry, and I clean her out good.
Then, I get an idea, and turn out the light. Take her to bed, and pull up my nighty, but she doesn't lick it. She just roots around, but I don't have a nipple in there. Then she finds it.
"Oh, huh?" She sucks my spot. So good, I have to put the pillow over my head, but I didn't finish feeling good before she cried, and mom came to feed her. "Mhhhhhh!" But she sucks, so good!
"Wq wq wq wq wq!"
"Awmmmmmmn!"
"There." I hold her, and hug her, and kiss her, and taste the sweet cherry on her lips. I guess we both fell asleep, but I love her. So much, she's my baby sister, but I love her so much more. Now that I know what to do. My nipples don't work, I don't make milk, but I found something else for her to suck, and that's the best!
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"Candy" (fG Mole)
"Oh," she was crying, so. "What's wrong?"
"My brother," she sobbed, "Vh, he took my money."
"Oh, what a mean boy." I hugged her. "I'm Candy. You like candy?" She nodded, her little head between my breasts. "Come on, lets go see if I can give you some candy." I took her hand, looked around but nobody saw us.
I love my sister, I do, but she's not a virgin. Not no more.
"You like lolipops?" I pulled off my purse. Held one up, "Well, I can give you a lolipop, but you have to give me something. Okay?"
"What?" She really wants it, I can tell.
"How bout your underpants?" She blushed. Shook her head, "Okay," I dug around, "How bout 2 lolipops?" Her eyes got big. "Three? 3 lolipops." Ah ah ah! "Okay, four. 5 lolipops?" Her eyes got bigger, and bigger, and now she was grinning. Excited, but that's just a couple quarters. I can get a couple quarters, easy.
"Okay."
"Take them off." I pulled her skirt up, so I can see. I don't care about her underpants, but now I had them off, and unwrapped one to suck on. Roll it around to take the lines off. "Swop!"
"But," she frowned, "That's been in your mouth."
"Well, you got 4 more." I handed her them. "So, go ahead and unwrap one." I scooched, and got mine down.
"Mh!" Cherry.
"I like them too, they're the best, but you know what's even better then sucking them?" She shook her head, but just kept sucking, like a baby.
One born every minute.
"Look," I grinned, and held up my skirt. Her eyes went wide again, and she almost dropped her lolipop. Her cherry pop, watching me get nice and sticky. "Hm!" I licked my lips, but got my spot nice and sticky, rolled it around.
"You try it."
She looked down.
"Why don't you take your skirt off, so it doesn't get dirty. It's okay, you'll like it. It feels great!" I giggled, and nodded, smiling. Made my eyes wide, and excited. I was, my heart beat so fast, and this is the best. All of it, but I like this game. I always win this one.
"Nh?" I touched her with it.
"See?" I rolled it around, "It does feel good."
"It feels sticky."
"Yeah, and sweet. Bend over, let me clean it out. Mwl!"
"Hihihn!" She giggled. I pulled my skirt down. "It tickles!"
"Yeah, now I'm all sweet, and sticky too. But I can't clean it out." I pouted. Turned around, and bent over. "Go ahead and taste it, it's really sweet."
"Okay," she tried it. "Mh!"
"Huh! Yeah. Isn't that yummy?"
"Mhm?" She nodded.
"Yeah, lick it out good." I think, "You know, this is bad, right?"
"Mhm!"
"Uh! Down, in the bottom. No, here." I showed her. "Mh!" With the lolipop, to make it sticky, and sweet.
"Mh!"
"Yeah, suck it al' uH! Nh?"
"No," she turned around, "Your not sweet any more." And bent over.
"I better get you sticky again, then?"
"Yeah," she wiggled, and giggled.
She likes this game.
Good.
"Uh!" I popPed it.
"Ow!" she rubbed it, "That hurt!"
"Well, I better kiss it and make it better then."
"Uh! Hhihn!"
She tasted like cherry, and tingled on my tongue when I stuck it in there. But then I tasted her cherry. Her broken cherry. She was a virgin.
But not no more! I licked down to her spot.
"Oh!"
"That hurt?"
"No! Do that again."
"Okay!"
Yeah, she likes it, but I used my lolipop. So I could taste her cherry again. "WLOLOL!"
She wiggled and giggled.
She likes this game, too.
"Now, don't tell anyone, or you'll get in trouble."
"Okay, I won't." Or play with anyone else, save the virgins for me.
"Here," I gave her her undies back, and helped her pull up her skirt. Patted her bottom, "Now, run along and play."
"Okay," she skipped off, but I got what I wanted. I'm not sticky no more, but now I can get my bra off, and some fingers in me. Sucking the rest of the lolipop, but soon enough.
"Huhhhhh!" I finished.
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Ivanna (fG Mena Virg)
"Nh," she squirmed. On the bench, I sat down.
"You okay?"
"Huh!" She shook her head, and looked up. From the front of my blouse, "Your older."
"Yeah."
"So, you started, uh." She squirmed some more, crossed her legs. Like she had to pee, but then why didn't she just go pee?
"Oh." I nodded. I know her, I know all the girls in town, she's about 10. "Bleeding?" She nodded, "Didn't your mother tell you" She shook her head. "Well, that means you're going to grow up."
"I know."
"You heard."
"It happened to my sister." Right, she's almost as old to me, and even starting to need bras.
I got an idea, "You ever play Vampire with her?"
"No."
"Well, I guess she doesn't know, but it really helps to clean it up." I did the count voice, "I van to suck yor blood!" I wiggled my fingers at her.
At least she smiled, and giggled, "Ew!"
"It's gross, but it'll make you feel better." I helped her up, "Cummon." I helped her up. Looked around.
"Maggy, right?"
I giggled, "Call me Ivanna," I grinned, "As in Ivanna suck your blood!" She laughed, "Bluh!"
"Your funny, but isn't it gross?"
"I like it." And maybe she's a virgin. So, when she tells her mother, she won't notice if there's a spot of it in her underpants. "Here." I pulled up her skirt, and smelled it immediately. "Ooh, you're a mess. Get up on here." I pulled them off. God, it was everywhere, I could smell it! "Bluh!" I held her legs, "Ymymymymym!"
"Ihihihihihn!"
"Halulawlal!" All over her legs too.
"It tickles!" She squirmed, like Elsie. I love her, but I do it all the time with her, so she's not a virgin.
There was a lot, so it took a while, to get it all. "Hah!" I licked my lips. "You a virgin?"
"Yeah." I put my thumbs together, in the middle, and rubbed her spot. "Uh? OH!" She humped. My thumbs split, but I put them in the middle again, and split her open. "Hold still." Stretched them, wide open, so I can see in there.
Nope, still not like the pictures. Of a normal hymen, I found her book again, or even a perforated ones, but it ran out, so of course. "She tell you about your cherry?"
"Yeah, my sister."
"She had the talk, with your mom."
"Uh huh?"
"Tampons, or pads?"
"Pads."
"Okay, well. It gets in the way, so it won't come all out. Unless I break it."
"Oh."
"It might hurt a little, at first. But I can make it feel good, and then, it makes it come out faster."
"Okay, do it."
Doctor Ivanna.
"Hold still."
I licked her spot, real good, but I had to hold her. I got it all, I think, but bent up like this, it runs in, instead of out. I know where I can get more, and it doesn't tingle, because it's not fresh. I just have to make her like it, so she doesn't feel bad. Because it hurts, but she's squirming, and grunting real good now. I can feel her spot in there, and it's real sensitive. Because she's young, and never done this before, but.
"Oh, oh oh oh hohohohHhH!"
Now it's sucking, in and out, and puckering, and relaxing.
She's feeling it, so it'll still hurt, but now's the time. "Swop!"
"Hold still."
"Ngh!" She relaxes, but now she's twitching, on my pinky. "HhHhH H H!" My bloody pinky.
The doctor is in.
"Now, I can get the rest."
"Swop!" Cherry. Fresh cherry, so it's not even gritty, like her mense. Her menarche, first one, but now she's not a virgin, and I can taste it. Just pull her open, with my thumbs, and tight so I can see it. The cut, all the way around where I scraped it out, screwing it with my nail. "Mwl! Snhhhhhh!"
"Hihnnnnn!"
There, that feels better, and my sweat breaks. Running town my hair, like sweat, anyway. And my neck, across my shoulders, and I shiver. Feeling it tingle in my tongue, and I'm so fat in my underpants they feel like they'll snap right off.
"Hhhhh!" I sit up. 'hhhhhh, yeah." The best, lick my lips, and nod. Now, I don't have to, get my fingers in there. Not for a while, but I can, later. Just remembering this, this is the best. "Hhhhhh!"
"Maggie?"
"Mhm?" Blink.
"Thanks."
"And if you have any more friends, with this problem, you can tell them to come see me. Dr. Ivanova."
"Okay, I will."
I held up her bloody underpants. "Uh! Just throw those out."
They're ruined, but I kept them, and took them home.
It's going to be so good when I get there.
It's weird, but, this is what? My 5th time? I looked through the book, over and over, read everything I could find, but I never saw a hymen, anything like that. Okay, this was my first real good look, but I figured out how to stretch mine, with a mirror, and I felt them. With my finger, at least, I popped that last one with a lolipop. "Huh!" I love the cherry pops, but even then, it just popped through. It broke, but it wasn't like, skin. At all, and mine too. Just a ring, really. It's tight, and it breaks, but they have 4 pictures in the book, and none of them look like that.
I lied, there's no reason her's would get in the way. Stupid, really, it didn't have any trouble running out, but I didn't charge her. That's my price, your cherry. It makes them mine, and there's lots of virgins here. I can take every last one of them, I shouldn't have told her to have her friends come see me, I can get in trouble if anyone hears, and tells my parents. That was stupid, but right after I took it. It's the best, it's still the best, I still feel it just thinking about it, and I know when I get home it'll feel the best, with her bloody undies, before they get dry.
But, did they lie? The doctors, maybe there are hymens like that. I only took 5, but still, if that was normal, you'd think I would have seen one like that by now. But why would they lie about it, then? They're doctors, they wrote the book, so they should otta know, so why would they lie about that?
I don't know, I guess I better keep looking to find out. I bet there's one girl like that here. I like the one with a crack, right down the middle, with ruffly sides, just like her little lips, and her big lips. I bet I can find a girl like that. If I keep looking, maybe I don't even have to break it then. The perfect cherry, yeah. I need to find one like that. Even Elsie's. Now that I think about it, if anyone's got one like the pictures, it would be brand new, like a baby. She never did anything, to tear it, or poke holes in it, why she was only month old when I broke it, but even then. It was tight, and it hurt. She cried, and screamed, but it wasn't like that at all.
But why would they lie about it? Even make up pictures of them, when they know better, if they're really like that?
Never mind, better sneak these bloody undies in, while there still fresh, so I don't get caught with them. Obviously way too small to be mine, she's 10. I haven't worn any this small in years. Like, 5 years, obviously. If you do the math, I'm half again her age. I'm just lucky, I caught her before she asked her mother about it.
I lied, but then, I'm not really a doctor.
I could be, though. When I grow up.
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{Here's where I have to point out child molestors, and their excuses. Because she's starting to think about them. In transition from being a bad girl doing bad things because they're bad, to an unrepentant predator, trying to rationalize what she does as a public service. Denial kicks in at some point, she's not hurting those girls, she's helping them. It's the doctors who're wrong, they lie to them, and I'm just telling them the truth... Don't You Believe It!}
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Victim (f Solo Cops)
"Oh!" I hid. Small town, I guess it was only a matter of time before I saw him again. He didn't see me, thank god, but just closed up his mailbox, and walked back in. Flipping between the letters, but I felt scared.
You know what? He took advantage of me. He hurt me, and broke my cherry, and I guess I had to do that to realize that's just what happened. And stupid, I feel so stupid now, waiting for him, and crying broken hearted on the playground like some stupid lovesick school girl. Exactly, how could I be so stupid, and naive, I mean I was only 13, but still, that's no excuse.
I felt like a little girl again, crying beside a bush in some guy's yard, then he came out and yelled at me. Which just made it worse, so I ran off sobbing, and I just feel terrible. It took a long long time to stop crying, I was halfway home, but I guess I ran out, and stopped to catch my breath. Now, I can think clearly, and at least I know where he lives. After what he did to me, I know he's a threat.
Who knows how many girls he did that to, and he can do it again, and again, before I get to them. But he's an adult, taking advantage of little girls. So, it's a crime, and I know where he lives. So, I'll call the police when I get home, and let them take care of it. I want to go back with a knife or something, cut them off, and kill him, but I'm too scared. He's to big, and strong, and a man, but just thinking about it makes me feel a little better.
"Hey!" What now, "Maggie, right?"
"Leave me alone."
"Are you all right?"
"Of course," that's why I'm crying, "I just have something to do." I wiped my eyes.
"Well, can I talk to you later?"
"I suppose. Snh!" I wiped my face. "What about?"
"Well, I have this friend."
"Right."
"She told me about, playing vampires?" Narrows her down to the one I told that.
Knew that was a bad idea. "Uh huh?"
"Well, huh!" She stopped, and braced herself, I guess.
"You on your period?" She's not like 10, closer to my age, I guess. Just looking at her blouse.
"No, I. Have a boyfriend."
"Okay?"
"And he wants to. Do it, but I'm a virgin, and I heard it hurts."
"Yeah," I nodded. "It does."
"But, she said you made it feel good. First."
"Yeah," maybe not such a bad idea. "You want me to do you?"
"When you have the time."
"Okay, I guess I can fit you in." Dr. Ivanova, at your service. I feel a little better, and you know what'll do the trick? Just what the doctor ordered.
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Harriet (ff Saph. fm NS Post.)
"Huh!" He got up. So, I turned over, curled up, and shivered.
"That was great." He patted my hip, and kissed my cheek. I heard his belt, he fixed up his pants, and left.
"HhHhH!" I felt cold, so I pulled the covers over me.
It wasn't, as nice. As with Maggie, it was over too quick. So, I guess that's good? That wasn't very good. He didn't do, any of that stuff.
"Relax," like rub my leg. He kissed me, but he always kisses me. I like that, but sex? Is supposed to feel good, right? That's what I hear, but it didn't. It didn't hurt, as much. I guess it was just uncomfortable, but he said he loves me.
Now that we did it, I'm starting to think, I don't. Love him back, I thought I did, I liked kissing, and hanging out with him. But, there's no magic with him. Not like there was with Maggie. She didn't even kiss me, she was like a doctor. I guess playing doctor, like playing vampires, but I'm 14. I don't want to play silly games any more, I'm an adult. I need to find a man, a good man, and lest face it, I got a dud instead.
Dr. Ivanova, that's a code. So, we can talk about it, without her getting in trouble, because she doesn't have a license, and she never even went to medical school. She can get arrested, and now the whole town is talking about that man, who's been busting girl's cherries around town for years, and girls are still coming forward to say he hurt them. She didn't hurt me, and now she's doing it, the right way.
And it just felt, so right. With her, even if she didn't kiss me, but now all I can think about is what she said.
"Why don't you have any friends?" I asked. Because she was feeling sad, and she had no one to talk to.
"Sure I do, I have lots of friends."
"Yeah?" Everyone knows Maggie, or all the girls do, "But why don't you ever hang out with them?"
"I don't like it? Just hanging out, it's kind of boring, and all they want to do is talk about stupid boring stuff, like clothes, or boys."
"Yeah," I have lots of friends like that.
"And, I like to keep my options open." Whatever that means, I should have asked, but then we got to her place, and she took me to her room, and locked the door.
She had a shower curtain. On her shower to, but she got another one out, I guess to have a spare, but she put it on her bed, like a sheet. "Go ahead, and lay down."
She touched my leg, he does to, but she felt better. Then him, she just rubbed it, but she asked if I was "Comfortable?"
I nodded, I was, and it feels so much better. When she touches me like that, that's how I know there's no magic with him. I hope he understands, he got what he wanted anyway, but I didn't.
Maybe I can, if I just try. To touch myself, the way she did. She helped me relax, and I'm still naked, but she didn't take my clothes off, right away. So, I push off the covers, and try rubbing my legs through the sheet.
"Huh!" Like she did. He grabs to much. She's gentle, but he grabs my breasts, and my legs, and my bottom, and she didn't do any of that. She just felt them. Well, not my bottom, but my legs, and rubbed my tummy, until it got hot in there.
Like it's getting hot in here, so she undid my blouse, and I just kick off the sheet. "Huh!" She rubbed my tummy, a lot. For a long time, but gently, and just felt me breathe.
"Huh!" Like this. He never really felt my tummy at all.
I did relax. I relaxed completely. I almost fell asleep, it was so relaxing, but she just kept talking, so I couldn't.
"You mind if I touch your breasts?" I didn't.
"Oh!" They feel even better now. Then when she did it, much less when he squeezed them. That almost hurt, but now they're so warm, and soft, and I know just how to touch them. Even better, maybe because I had my bra on, but I didn't want to sit up, or turn over. To undo it, or take off my blouse, I just felt just fine, letting her touch me. I didn't want to stop, but she didn't push it up. She just squeezed them, softly, gently, through my bra.
Then she let go, on one side. Felt back down my tummy, but she put up my skirt. I don't have one on right now, but it just got in the way, and my underpants. She just felt them, but I'm sure not getting up to put some on right now, I'll just skip ahead to when she helped me pull them off.
I can't, kiss myself, the way she did. I wish she kissed my mouth, I really want to kiss her now, and I bet she's a much better kisser too, and it's not like I'm in love with her or anything, but I bet I could be.
"Hhuhuh!" Just nod in the dark, and lick my lips. I wish I could, lick my other lips like that, but they are wet enough. So, I can just get my fingers wet, and pretend they're her tongue, licking up at the top.
"Ohhhh!" Yes, just like that. I was tight, a virgin, much tighter then this, but I just did do it. For real, so I supposed that loosened me up, but she didn't just stick it in. Like him, no she licked me, a long long time until I felt the most wonderful feeling I ever had in my whole life. I know, it was an orgasm, and she asked if I was ready. I nodded, I wanted to say yes, but I couldn't breathe enough. So, I just panted between the twitches, and nodded.
Then, she was inside me.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
Yes! It does feel good. It didn't, it hurt, but now. "Yes!" It does, feel so good. I'm glad, my parents are away, not just so I could be with him, but now, so I can moan. As loud as I want, and screw myself. Not like him, she didn't, but the way I want her to. With her finger, "no," fingers.
"Nhhhhhhm!"
2 now. I'm loose enough for 2.
"Yes!"
I have to tell her, then next time I see her.
"Maggie, Oh Maggie. I love you, so much!"
{Incidentally, this old, semi-rural, and extremely sheltered. They're teenagers, and they have never heard of Homosexuality, much less any difference between sex, and love. Seriously, even if they did, that would be a guy thing, because it's actually mentioned in the Bible. Not even placing any bets on if she's a lesbian or not, because they'll never get the chance to figure it out. Especially with all the bad male examples, and 1 absolutely horrible female one.}
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Mary (ff Roma)
"Nhnhnhn!"
"Oh!" She ran up, and just hugged me. "It's all right."
"No ibs nah!"
"There there." She just petted my hair, and my back, and hugged me until I could stop. "Snhhhhk!" I swallowed it. "Feel a little better?"
"Yeah." She searched my eyes, wiped away my tears, then turned her head, and kissed me. "Snh?"
"Hh."
Yeah, I felt better. I guess, I just never found the right friend. I never wanted, to be bothered, especially when I'm crying, but now she's here, and I just don't feel so alone right now. She made it go away, nobody made it go away before, and she's a good kisser.
"Huh!" I nodded, bit my lip.
"What happened?"
"Well, my momma caught me."
"Doing what?"
"Just playing with myself," Thank god Elsie fell asleep, and was just in her crib. "Well, with my sister's rattle, but she got mad, because my sister was there, but sh'es just a baby, and she wasn't even awake, but even if she was she doesn't know any better, but she was mad."
"Okay, calm down, breathe, relax."
"Who hoo hoo!" I nodded, gulped, but it felt good to just let it all out. Everything that was just going over and over in my head, but I looked around, and here we were kissing right out on my porch. "Huh!" I got up, "We better get out of here."
"Yeah."
"She broke it."
"The rattle?"
"Yeah, she stomped, said something about her touching it, with where it's been."
"I did it last night."
"With, what's his name?"
"Well, yes. But, I wasn't satisfied, and he left. So, I tried it, and." She took my hand, "Huh! I thought about you. Instead."
"Oh!"
"Huh! So, I decided. I don't want to be with him." She stopped, "I want to be with you." She hugged me, kissed me again. "I love you."
"Okay?" I shook my head, "But, we're girls."
"So? I don't care about that. Huh! I tried it with a boy, and it wasn't like it was with you. Not at all, sure he's older, and he's." She looked down, and blushed. "He's got, all the, proper parts. But that didn't work. I like your fingers, and my fingers better. And I want to kiss you, the way you did the other day."
"I didn't kiss you." She just kissed me, for the first time. And the second time, and I kissed her back, and did I mention she's a great kisser?"
"No, not on the mouth."
"Oh," I blinked. "Oh! You mean. You want to, do me?"
"Yeah." She kissed me. On the mouth. "I can't think of anything else, I'd rather do, right now."
"Okay." Nobody ever kissed me, down there before. Yeah, maybe Elsie, but she's a baby. She can't even kiss really, just sicks, but she can do that, and kiss, and she's got, breasts. Maybe not as much as me, but she's the first girl I been with that had any, and little girls are easy to talk to, and virgins, but she's not. A little girl, at all. And even through her shirt.
"Are you wearing a bra?"
"Hihihn? No."
"Oh." I smiled. "Good," they feel better without it, even through her sunday shirt. "Why aren't you in church?"
"I'm sick. You?"
"Well, wait, you just kissed me."
"I don't mean a cold, yeah I coughed it up for mom this morning, but. I know, what we're doing is wrong."
"Yeah," I grinned, "I really like it!" She blushed.
"So, huh. I just didn't feel like facing Him. Today, so I stayed home. What about you?"
"Too late. After what happened this morning. Mother didn't even want to speak to me, so she just took Elsa, and left me, crying."
"Oh, well it's sinful."
"I know," I raised my eyebrows, "So, let's go be sinful together." Then I remembered, or a little later, walking to her house. "Oh, and I'm. Unclean today." Orthodox. Very Orthodox.
"What do you mean?"
"Mahrime, that time of the month?" Got a visit from my friend, the blood fairy.
"Oh, I don't care." She took a breath, "I want to do it anyway, I don't want to wait."
"You don't?"
"What's it like?" Well, I did it.
"You want to find out?"
"Yeah," she giggled, "Bluhhh!"
"Hihihn!" So, she took me home, to play vampire.
"What kind of word is Mah,"
"Mahrime'," I nodded, "Rom."
"What's that?"
"You know Gypsies?"
"You're a gypsy?"
"Not really. I mean my mom, she's got this. I don't know, gypsy thing. It's like a hobby, she plays their music, and reads a ton of books about them, and she even copies their embroidery. I think it's the embroidery, or she got into it first, but she really likes Gypsy and Basque, and Cossack embroidery, music, and food."
"Oh, that sounds cool."
"I guess, you get sick of it after a while."
"So, what's Basque?"
"Mountain folk, from between Espania, and Fancais."
"And Cossack?"
"White Russians, like Caucasians? I think we're Cossack, actually." I crossed my arms, and kicked out to drop down to the squatty dance. Then kicked back up to clap, and wave my arms. "Hey!"
She laughed.
"Like Ivannova?"
"Yeah, it means daughter of Ivan, in Russian."
"Are you a communist?"
"I don't know. I don't even know what Communism really is." Like I said, she's into the vests, and music, not the government. "But that's where my name comes from."
"Maggie?"
"No, Nabakova." My dad's Russian. "I suppose that's why my momma fell in love with him."
"Well, I'm Russian too."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah, rushin to get you home!"
"Hahaha!" She ran, so I chased her.
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Mahrime (or Mary for short, and Irony.)
Back in her room, "She spanked me too." my face heated with blood, but not shame.
"Oh, that's too bad," she turned and saw me. Her face changed.
"I'll say!" I laughed, "I got off on it!"
"Hihihmn!?" She sat down, "Tell me about it."
"Okay, well. I was so turned on, and she was disgusted by the blood. It set her off, and woke up the baby. She pulled up my underpants, but then she was screaming, and I heard Else' crying, and. Huh! She hit me, so hard, she never hit me so hard before, but when she hit me I shook all over."
"With a orgasm." She nodded.
"Not really. Not yet, but she didn't use the paddle or anything, she hit me with her hand, and I felt her hand on me, and it shook my tits." I just lay back, feeling it again.
"Like this?"
"Yeah, shake them, shake them harder. And, hit them. MH! Harder."
Uhn!" She hit the other one.
I couldn't speak, and then it came out. "Kondel tuto nai shai dela tut we o vast!"
"Hihihn, what?" She stopped.
"That's Rom," I turned over. "The one who gives you his finger, willingly will give you her whole hand." From the book of Rom, in her library.
I washed up, after she left. Took Else' away to church, but I didn't just leak. It didn't just shake my chest, it shook my whole body, inside and out. Then, we came here, and.
"Uh!" I bit her blanket. "Mh!"
It didn't just leak out. She held up her hand, bloody, and it shook in horror.
"Mahrime." I saw the horror on her face, and she ran. To wash it, to church, it doesn't just mean unclean. It means curse.
My mother, named me Curse. She never intended to have me. Marry my father, but that's me. The family curse. The monthly curse. I cried, it hurt, and I always hated it when she beat me. For being bad, that's not what I got off on. It just came out, soaked through my underpants, and splatted when she hit it. She stopped, and I heard her gasp.
That's what got me off.
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Hetty (ff Rom Spank.)
She cleaned up. I washed my hands before, but she was so wet, and turned on, I got my whole hand inside her. Ruined my sheets, but I could say it was mine.
"Bluh!"
She laughed, in the shower.
"What was that Gypsy thing you said?"
"It's funny, back in the old world, the myth is that the Rom steal children. When really the children ran away with the Rom."
"Like running away with the circus."
"The circus was started by the Rom."
"Oh." Makes sense.
"My mom ran away from the Rom, to be with my father. If a man gives you his finger, you can take his whole hand. I don't know, that's just what the book said."
"So, now she's Orthodox?"
She got out, dried off.
"I don't know. She still, says Rom things, and makes me do them."
"Like what?"
"Like skipping church today, because I'm cursed."
"Because of your period."
"Yes, the curse. That's what they call it."
"You like it. The blood." I heard about her, "Dr. Ivannova." After her father, Ivan.
"Huh! That was just a game." My friend, she doesn't have, other friends. I guess we are more than friends, but I don't think she likes them.
I threw the sheets in the washer. Didn't get the stain out, but I tried. "I need to get another shower curtain."
"Yeah," her underpants were ruined.
"You want to borrow a pair of mine?" I just want to see if we're the same size, but she just pulled on her skirt. I pulled it up, to pull her underpants down, and spank her. "That was disgusting," but weirdly, sexy?
I don't know, I got my whole hand inside her, and it still smells bloody in here. I threw her underpants in the washer too, but the way it got all over her thighs. I had to mop the floor too.
"Sex is. Disgusting." She shrugged, "I guess that's why so many people think it's dirty. It is, really, but that doesn't mean I'm just going to stop, once a month. It's not a curse, you know."
"Yeah," I guess. I just don't know how to feel about it. You know how people have two columns. Like the centerfolds, Turn ons:
Well, this was, somehow, both. A turnon, and a turn off? "Weird?"
"What?"
"I liked the spanking." I guess. Just the blood. All that blood. "Bluh!"
"But not the blood."
"Huh! I don't know. It only lasts a couple days?"
She nodded, "But you're not, bleeding."
"Not today."
"So, you want to try it?"
"Yeah," why not? She said she got off on it. "Not too hard, though." And I don't think I can take her whole hand. "Ah."
"How's that?"
I shook my head. "Not too hard."
"Okay." She's right, though. I shakes me, especially in the bra, so I bent over, and pulled out my blouse.
Like screwing, I guess. But she can do it longer. "Nhm," I nodded, "I think you can try it. A little harder? Mh! Mhm!" I pulled it off when I got it unbuttoned enough. "Take my bra off."
I guess the best part was how she felt inside. "Hm!" My whole hand, inside her. "Mh! Hm." Even with the blood. I think I can take it. I could stand the sight, and smell of all that blood. Just to feel inside her. My whole hand inside her. "Owh!" She hit it. "Nh!"
"That hurt?"
"Yeah." I bit my lip. "Mh, not, so hard, mh!" She rubbed it. "Mh!" Slapped it again. "Hm!" Not too hard this time. "Take my bra off. Huh!" I held them, shook them with each swat. "Mh, a little harder." While she spanked my sex, and rubbed it. Hot, and raw, but not as dry. "Mh!" I nodded. I can take it. It hurts, but it feels even better, when she rubs it. "Mh!" I shook my tits. "Mh! Hm."
I nodded, and bit my lip.
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Mary May (ff Rom NS.)
"You remember Dorothy?"
I shook my head, "Should I?"
"She remembers you," she smiled. "I caught her hanging around by the old old general store." With the old fashioned register, coke machine with the door, and candies in jars.
"Oh, yeah." Now I do. "Mashkar le Gadjende leski shib si le Romeski zor." I put my finger up over my lips, "Among the Gadje" outsiders, "Our only defense is our tongue."
She giggles. Whispers. 'i didn't like it, that much.'
"Why not?" I looked around, led her away from the other kids.
"Too sticky."
"You cheated on me?"
She giggled again. "Oh, is that what it was? How many cherries have you been popping around town?"
"Ah!"
She put her hands on her hips. I looked down, but she tapped her foot.
"None, since we fell in love."
"Right." She turned on her heels. "I may not be half Rom, but I'm no stupid Gadge', neither."
"That's Gadje!" I called after her.
"Well, let me know when you're ready to stop lying to me." She didn't even look back.
I started crying, so I went back, where i can be alone.
I just hate it. To be alone any more. i used to, love it? i don't know. i miss her, all ready. i looked, up over the bushes, but she just kept walking.
"Whmhmhmhm!" Into my hands, how could she be so cruel? Now that she knows i need her?
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