I Almost Didn't, Part 3

by Thom

Laura said that a sleepover was her mother’s idea. I didn’t actually believe her but I wasn’t in any condition to question this decision. It was the middle of the second week of our four-week stay on the island and I was beside myself, horny over this little girl. We had spent quite a bit of time together and our kissing and touching had become, well, common place is a good word for it.

I mean we weren’t touching each other between our legs or anything like that. We were necking regularly and Laura was lying on me as we made out. Mostly, our time together was on hikes where we would find the most remote parts of the island to be together and we might change into bathing suits to go for a quick swim in the cold ocean water. Afterward we might lie together for an hour or two and neck while we dried off and talk about whatever came to mind. I was desperate, as I had been from the first time I laid eyes on Laura to be with her physically and to love her up as only a woman can love another woman or girl in this case. I was just unsure as to how to begin and had decided that I needed to let Laura have the lead on this.

Her mother and father were pretty busy, not to mention pre-occupied, with Laura’s little sister Jessie who wasn’t particularly needy otherwise. One afternoon though they decided that they might like to go out to one of the three restaurants on the island and asked Laura and I if we would babysit Jessica. Actually, it wasn’t really babysitting per se. They were going to put her down for her bed time in their apartment. Laura and I would hang out in my apartment and we would leave all of the doors open and just go retrieve her if we heard her wake up. Otherwise, we could do whatever we wanted. Trish thought it might be nice for Laura to stay over with me so that she didn’t have to sleep in the same room with Jessie. She could stay up later with me and she wouldn’t be disturbed in the morning by her little sister’s early rising.

I couldn’t argue with any of this logic and looked forward to the evening with Laura but I looked even more forward to being able to sleep with her. I wasn’t sure though how I was going to control myself. I decided that I would jig myself off like a million times before she came over so that I would, perhaps, be in control of my urges around her. I absented myself from any afternoon activities that day and closed myself up in my apartment.

I had my clothes off in a heartbeat and lay down on the bed. I pulled my trusty pillow on top of me. Pretending it was Laura, I held it tightly with one arm and my thighs. My feet were pulled up to my butt. I imagined her cunny and mine about the same location with her head resting on my breast, maybe sucking on a nipple or kissing and licking. I snaked my hand down between us and rubbed both of us at the same time. Palm down, my fingers on my pussy lips and her humping the knuckles on the top of my hand. She breathes rhythmically and I feel her shudder to an orgasm. I come and I come and I come and I come. And I came and I came and I came and I came.

I made a cold supper for us, opened the apartment door and waited for her and her parents to show up. Everyone was really bubbly when they did. Her parents were looking forward to going out and I think Laura was looking forward to our being together as much as I was. She was already dressed, or I guess I should say undressed, wearing only a T and panties, for bed. After her parents left, I pulled my shorts off so that we were the same though I realized afterward I was going to have to see her parents again before we actually went to bed. It turned out to be only her mom that dropped in after their supper to see if Jessie had stayed asleep. Jessie had stayed asleep and Laura and I said goodnight to her mom and closed the door. I wondered afterward if she had noticed that I was only wearing my panties or the wet stain in the crotch caused by Laura and I playing kissing games on the bed right before she came home.

We stayed up talking for a few more minutes and Laura thought we should go to bed. My heart was all a flutter. I was doing a lousy job of staying centered thinking about being with her. We did our bathroom routine and headed for the bed. I asked Laura if she were interested in a back rub or massage to help her get sleepy and she liked the idea. She pulled off her T shirt and jumped up on the bed. As I sat on the edge to give her a massage, she reached down and pulled up my T saying we should both have our tops off. I thought that she liked my tits the way I had seen her eyeing them of late when we changed in and out of our bathing suits. I would have liked to ask her. I would have liked it even more if she had just touched them with her hands or kissed them spontaneously.

Laura lay on her tummy and I rubbed her back from top to bottom skipping her bum and then her legs from bottom to top. When I got back to her bottom working up her legs, I let my hand linger inside her thigh and she squeezed her legs together around it which sent a tingle to my pussy. If she had been an older lover of mine I would have left it there until she begged for me to pull off her panties. Instead, I gently pulled it out and kneaded her cute little bottom a bit. I asked Laura if she wanted me to do her front and she surprised me by saying she wanted to do my back first and then I could do her front.

I turned over then and lay with my back to her and Laura crawled on top of me and straddled my thighs, just below my bum. When I rolled over, I purposely put one hand underneath me and the other over my head. I maneuvered it to be between my legs so that I could quietly frig myself while Laura was sitting on me rubbing my back. I snaked my fingers inside the elastic of the legs of my panties and put a couple of fingers on the side of my labia and pushed them into my clit while Laura began to rub my back.

She wasn’t a bad masseuse for a kid her age or maybe I was just in heaven having her touch me. Or in heaven having her dressed only in a pair of panties sitting on my legs touching me while I was only wearing a pair of panties myself. She rubbed my back for several minutes and when I sensed she was getting tired of doing it, I rolled over while she was still trying to straddle me and, now face to face, I pulled her down onto my chest.

Laura squirmed up my torso a bit from where she was and brought her lips to mine and gave me one of her delicious kisses with her little lips on mine. In balancing herself and coming forward, her hands ended up over the nipples of my tits and I grabbed her hands and held them tightly there just in case she might get self conscious and want to move them. I pulled my feet up toward my bum and squeezed her with my thighs. Unfortunately with her head high enough to kiss me, her cunny was up on my stomach or I might have nearly had my earlier fantasy of our cunnies rubbing together.

As we necked, I asked her if she wanted to have me massage her front or if we should go to sleep. Laura chose the latter and we agreed we would postpone the frontal massage until another night. She rolled off of me but I didn’t let her out of my arms. I kept one arm around her and pulled her head close to my shoulder. Laura threw a leg up over mine and an arm over my bare chest and cupped a hand around my far breast and got a firm hold of it.

For a split second I thought maybe that was where her hand just accidentally landed but with such a firm grasp, I concluded that touching and holding my tit was intentional and I was ecstatic with the thought that she was intentionally holding it. To confirm what I was imagining at that moment, Laura tucked her head down further and put her cheek onto my other tit as if it was a pillow and settled in for her sleep. I took my hand that was around her shoulder and brought it down her back and put it firmly on her bum, cupping her cheeks in my palm and pulling her crotch tightly into my thigh. In that way, we fell asleep.

At dawn we hadn’t moved but an inch if that and upon awakening, I kissed the top of her forehead and pulled her tightly into my body. Laura wasn’t ready to wake up yet so I just lay there drinking in her being with me. I could see her flat chest with its little nips that hadn’t even started to bud. If I moved my thigh just a tad, I could feel her beautiful little pussy mound against my leg. I wanted desperately to start humping it but instead, I brought my free hand down my front and quietly began to play with myself. I got myself off a couple of times, being as quiet as I could be. Afterward, I glanced down at Laura to see if she had woken up or noticed my frigging myself. Her eyes were still closed but I thought I detected a smile on her face.

I consider that night where we slept almost naked and my playing with myself the next morning with her in my arms as the turning point for me in my relationship with Laura. I think before those events, I had convinced myself that our kissing and cuddling was all innocent enough and that nothing really had happened that either of us or her parents should be that concerned about. When I came with her in my arms that morning, her naked chest against my naked chest, I knew that I wanted more than what we had up until then and that I could go further with Laura than I had previously thought. I didn’t want to force myself on her though and I still wanted to let her lead. I was just hoping, more desperately I suppose, that it would lead where I wanted it to lead.

Another significant thing happened that morning. After I had gotten over those two times, I stirred Laura and told her that I thought we should get up and at least put our T’s back on incase her mother wanted to stop by. Laura asked me why and at first I said that I enjoyed being naked with her but I wasn’t ready to be naked with her mother. She giggled about that and said she didn’t think that was going to happen. But then I added that I remembered her talking about her and her friend Ellie and how they do things when they are together that they don’t tell their parents about. I suggested that maybe some of the stuff that she and I do is like the stuff that she and Ellie do and that maybe its not the right time to talk to her parents about it or to have them discover us doing something they wouldn’t understand.

Laura considered this, at least she was quiet for awhile, and then she climbed up on top of me and put her arms around me. She kissed me with one of her terrifically passionate kisses on my lips and then told be that she loved me. And she said that she loved me as much as she loved Ellie, maybe even more. Maybe when she got older she would live with me instead of Ellie. I returned her kiss and held her as tight as I could. I told her that I loved her too and that I would like nothing better than to have her live with me when she got older.

I soon realized that Laura’s seeming maturity at certain times, was quite fleeting. At one moment I thought she was dealing really well with the concept of being a close companion to someone that was like 17 years her senior and making wise decisions about our relationship. At the next moment she would be the 8 year old she really was and we would be engaged in incredible silliness and juvenile logic about the most inane things. We continued to hike and to kiss a lot when we were together but the relationship that I was hoping would progress to our being lovers or something close to it didn’t happen immediately after our epiphany in bed that morning.

After my equating our little secret with her little secret about what she and Ellie do when they are alone, Laura began to talk more about Ellie. Do you think I shouldn’t have done that? Did I influence the outcome too much? Well, you can decide. Laura asked me if I had played with myself the morning we had slept together. I asked her what she meant by that and what did she know about that. She told me that she did herself and had for quite awhile and that she and Ellie did that to themselves when they were alone together. It was then that I told Laura that I did indeed touch myself that morning we were together and that being with her made me feel very special and sexy. Being with her had made me want to touch myself like that.

Laura’s parents went out one more time while we were together on the island those few weeks. When it was time for us go to bed, after her mom and dad came home, Laura suggested we both get fully naked instead of just taking our T’s off. I was helpless to protest this suggestion and we pulled off our T’s and our panties. We had been naked together a bunch of times by now out on the trails, changing in and out of our swimming suits but this was the first time we had been naked, alone in my apartment and we were supposed to be spending the night together. We had talked about her and Ellie masturbating together so I wondered if she might suggest it. I know I wanted to start doing it the moment I was in such close proximity to her nakedness in the privacy of my apartment.

Laura wanted us to give each other back and then front rubs. I rubbed her first and as before I started on her back and worked toward her bum and then skipping over it, I worked from her ankles up to her bum. I ended by giving her bum a good kneading. This was the first time that I had my hands actually on her butt without her panties being on. Not only did her flesh feel great to my touch but having her ass crack at my finger tips and being able to see the back of her pussy mound between her slightly spread legs was so arousing. I finished my rubbing her by sliding my hand between her legs at her ass crack and cunny and just brushing her pussy lips slightly with my finger tips from behind. As before, she squeezed my hand with her thighs and held it there a brief moment.

Next it was time for my back rub. I turned over and lay on my tummy and Laura climbed onto my back. As before, I snaked my hand underneath me so that I could jig myself while she gave me a back rub. She caught me this time and asked me if I wasn’t playing with myself. I admitted that having her naked on my back was very sexy for me and that I couldn’t help myself but to touch myself. Really pretty naughty of me, right?

I couldn’t see what she was doing but I think that whole conversation got her thinking about sex too because suddenly I felt a strange movement on my back and I only felt one hand giving me a back rub. After a little bit though, the second had returned and I felt the odd movement stop.

When it was time for front rubs, Laura decided that she was tired and it was really time for bed. I was going to be out of control shortly anyway and not able to stop myself from being more aggressive about loving up my little charge. I welcomed the break even though I would be frustrated for a little bit. I imagined I could outlast her tiredness and would have time to masturbate after she went to sleep.

Laura climbed on top of me and we kissed passionately. It was too incredible having her laying on me, both of us completely naked. I pushed down on her butt, hoping that I would get a full impression of her pussy mound implanted on my abdomen. I was beside myself wanting to touch her there. Wanting to probe her little-girl slit with my fingers. Wanting to have her squatting on my face. Can you imagine being that close to it and resisting? And I hadn’t wanted this for that long, only a few weeks. But it seemed like my whole life when we were together that night.

She slid off to my side, laying her head on my chest, her lips grazing my breast. Her free hand crossed over my chest and cupped my other breast. She caressed its nipple as she settled it. She put her upper leg over both of mine and pulled herself into my body as close as she could. I helped out by grabbing her butt with one hand, cupping both of her cheeks in my palm and pulled her toward me tightly.

Not able to resist any longer, whether she was asleep or not, I took my free hand and fingered myself until I came about a dozen times, biting my tongue so that I didn’t scream out. When I was ready to finally go to sleep myself, I pushed my hand between Laura’s legs, from the front and I felt her squeeze her thighs around it and raise her face toward mine for a good night kiss.