Burning

by TruePassion

I honestly do not know how I can contain my lust for my mom. Yes, my desires are real and my heart burns for her. She is the most beautiful woman from her heart to her soul. She is selfless and her devotion is impassable.

She is 30 year natural 34 b, size3 waist and 5 foot tall, emerald green eyed and thick full lips.

I am her 10 year old daughter. I am a carbon copy of my mom with the exception I have golden brown eyes.

My love for her as a daughter is that, We have a natural mother daughter relationship. I am not like the kids today. My parents are strict and hold discipline. Through that I am a well rounded girl. I respect people and expect the same. I am hard working student. I like track and cross country running. My school activities are that I am a drummer. I assume I receive my gift from my dad. My dad is a drummer. My mom is a pianist. Their music influence is that of classical and progressive rock. The band YES is a major influence. ( Research YES. A band that is not given the credit they deserve. They started the progressive rock era ).

Anyhow, my mom has always been my foundation. More so now that I am maturing. We have a "link." I cannot not describe the feeling and bond that we have, but it is special.

I have always known I was attracted to girls and I did not let that feeling confuse me or interrupt the decisions i have made as any ten year would make. I said I am mature for my age and I am. I was never babied. I was always loved and guided in the right direction. My attraction to my mom is that of pure love and respect toward her. Her beauty is undeniable. Any girl or man will see that. It is also her wisdom and soul that are the attraction.

As the days go by, I am always with her every chance I have. We clean, do laundry, grocery shop and of course clothes shop. We read and suggest books to each other. We play music together. She is teaching me to learn piano and I love that I sit next to her and feel her energy. I know she feels this energy as when our hands touch or when i kiss her ( on the cheek or a quick lip peck ) the energy is static. We briefly look each other in the eyes and at that moment I feel my body pulsate with love. I see this in her eyes as her eyes glaze over.

Now, it is difficult to restrain my feelings for her.

I am in love with my mom.

I want her to understand my feelings that are more than lust.