Define lesbian for me

It was 11:30pm. Joshua had retired to the Master Bedroom with Mary, Janna and Arlin. Ana Fe had seen to it that Rowena, Febe and Janiza were settled into a bedroom that night with Mhitze and Ricca. They would need more beds, but for tonight, the girls’ mattress had been pulled to the side of the box springs, which was not on legs. Two comforters had been put on top of those. That was the sleep surface for the five of them. Joshua would not have found it acceptable, but these girls were quite happy. The laugher and giggling was so loud that Ana Fe warned them to keep the noise down before retiring to the room that had “Mary’s” bed.

Joydee was already getting ready for bed when Ana Fe entered the bedroom. She really was a beauty. Ana Fe had never really looked at women as sexual partners before Joshua, but now she had female sexual partners; and now she knew she enjoyed it, even though her upbringing told her that is impossible for a woman who loved men. As she looked at this remarkable female before her, she was entranced by Joydee in a way that she had no words to explain. This was her woman. Joshua could have her, he could have any of them, but this woman was hers.

Joydee noticed both the attention she was receiving and the silence.

[In Tagalog]

I am confused. You do not look like a lesbian. When we made love last night, it was not the love of a woman who was unsure of what she wanted. You wanted me and you took me. Now you look at me this way and I feel you will take me again. Do you like sex with Joshua? Which do you prefer? Did Joshua take me so that you could have me while he took my girls? I am not complaining. It is OK with me. I just don’t understand. I know I am both yours and I am Joshua’s. How is it possible?

I don’t know. I only know it is possible. I know Joshua thinks you are incredibly beautiful. He has told me that. You are here because we could not leave you. He cares for you, not just your girls. I am not a lesbian; I want cock. I want Joshua’s cock. But how could I not want you? You are so beautiful!

You are silly. I am not that beautiful. But if you think I am, then that is good I guess, because I think it looks like we will be together a lot. Joshua has all those girls! It is good that you found him first.

Why?

Because if you were second, I am not sure I am as good a person as you are. I do not know if I would have invited you and your girls to join us.

When you first messaged Joshua, I wasn’t going to have anything to do with you. But I learned what Joshua needed and what he was like, I changed my mind. Maybe you would have too.

Maybe, it is something we will never know… But, between you and me… am I your Mistress, or your maid?

I am not sure. Mistress, maid or wife. We will see. For tonight, you are my lover.

And with, that Ana Fe disrobed, and came to bed. This was the third time they had made love to each other in three days. If Joydee was confused, so was Ana Fe. Joydee was loving her each time and she was loving Joydee. Sex and real concern for the woman’s welfare was turning into a real love. It would be hard to treat this woman as a maid. If she was a mistress, whose mistress was she? Joshua’s or hers? What if they functioned as co-equal wives, how would that work? Her mind ran through rabbit holes of what if’s as they licked, stroked, and kissed each other into a blissful sleep in each other arms.

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It was 11:33pm when Ana Fe had closed the door on them. Rowena and Mhitze were the oldest girls in the room. The twins clung to Ricca. Mhitze glanced over at Ricca and signaled a type of assurance, have fun! The activities of the van were now rejoined and enlarged upon, but Rowena needed to be added, as she was not part of that, this afternoon.

If anyone was a bit taken aback, it was Rowena. This all seemed so wrong to her. She knew she needed to give her body to Joshua, but this was not part of any deal. This was purely voluntary. And this was girl-girl. This was wrong. Still, as voluntary as it was, Rowena sensed that if she didn’t ‘fit in,’ there might be problems for her family. This Mhitze was a determined girl. She seemed so serious. Rowena sensed that crossing Mhitze might be a poor choice.

Mhitze was aware that Rowena had a problem. You don’t survive on your own, on the streets, for a year without developing an acute sense of the feelings of others. This girl didn’t want to be here. The girl was by far the prettiest of them all — the spitting image of her stunningly beautiful mother. It was hard not to look at her and understand that there were levels of attractiveness, and that Rowena was in a class far from her own. It was also clear that she didn’t want to be engaging in sexual contact with anyone at that moment.

Mhitze spoke to Rowena. [In English¹] Come.

That took Rowena by surprise.

It ok? No one gets angry?

Yes, it OK. Come.

The two left the bedroom, into and across the sala, and out the front door to the terrace. There were two bamboo and rattan benches there, sitting at ninety-degree angles to one another. Mhitze sat on one and indicated with pursed lips that Rowena should take the other. The girl sat down, fearful over what came next.

Other bedrooms here. Take one.

Will I get into trouble if I do that?

What? What? No problem. Girl-girl sex not rule.

You are all doing it. So yes, I think I will get punished.

No punish for this sex. … It true it. It true we do sex with Joshua … that why we here. We know this. You know this?

I,… yes I have sex with Joshua, but I do it because I must for my family.

Oh! Maybe you do not know Joshua. But maybe it bad decision for you to join us.

See! I know I will be punished!

No one punish no do girl-girl sex. But, if you not want sex with Joshua, that wrong and you not have sex with him. I not know what happen. But I know rule of Joshua. He not want to touch anyone not want to touch.

See! See! I know I will be punished!

No punish by me. Come! We get a bedroom now.

Will you stay with me without any sex tonight?

Two eyebrows went up twice.

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When the sun rose at 6am, it found activity in Joshua’s household. Ana Fe, Joydee and Mary had all engaged in rousting the younger ones, and getting the cleaning and settling in to the new house activities in full motion. Mary was a little surprised at finding Mhitze and Rowena where she finally found them, but not a word had been said. There were trips to the market, there was noise and there were yells of instructions being passed around.

Arlin had been detailed to get food on the table for breakfast, which was ready by 7:30 that morning. It was garlic and egg fried rice, dried fish, shrimp paste², and some chicken longanisa³. Joshua ate the longanisa and rice.

Ana Fe’s brother was back and helping build some shelves that they needed. The only one not working was Joshua, a fact of which Joshua was painfully aware. Still, there was nothing for him to do. So he grabbed a book and ventured out to the terrace, where he chose to read in relative quiet.

As Ana Fe worked, she also directed Mary and Joydee. Those two worked and directed the two broods. As the morning slid ever closer to midday, Mhitze found her way to Ana Fe’s side.

[In Cebuano]

Mother, may I speak with you?

What is troubling you child?

I think there may be a problem with Rowena, Mother.

Tell me

And tell her, Mhitze did. The conversation didn’t exactly end, it was broadened as Ana Fe summoned Mary and had Mhitze repeat the matter. Mhitze was then excused as the other two spoke at length. The two of them were perplexed. Maybe Mitze didn't understand Rowena. There clearly was a language problem. Still, it sounded like Mitze got most, if not all, of what Rowena was saying.

Rowena had not rejected Joshua and had not indicated an unwillingness to engage in the bedroom activities, but she clearly was doing so under extreme familial pressure. It was unclear whether it was internal in the girl’s own head or external. That, in and of itself, was not good. Ana Fe had required all her daughters to ‘want to’ before she acceded to the matter. Mhitze and Arlin were volunteers and were, from all appearances, completely in love with Joshua. Febe and Janiza seemed to be bonding with him and Joydee was seemingly happy to be here as well. But Rowena was clearly a different story.

What was to be done? Should they speak with Joydee? If she was the one providing the pressure, that would not be a good thing to do. Should they speak with Joshua? He might send them all packing. The more they talked, the more questions arose. Where was the pressure coming from? What would happen if Rowena was kept in the family but excluded from activities? If she couldn’t stay but the others wanted to stay, with whom might Rowena live? This seemed like a mess. It was Mary who suggested that Ana Fe speak with the child privately.

Mary scooted off to tell Mhitze what the next step was going to be. Ana Fe located Rowena and pulled her aside.

[In Tagalog]

Who tell you, you must have sex with Joshua?

That’s how it started. It went down from there.

Rowena wasn’t going to say anything. She just clammed up and started to cry. Ana Fe was angry. She called Joydee over.

[In Tagalog]

You tell your daughter she must have sex with Joshua?

No, Po, I never do that. She say I do that?

She says nothing. But she does not want to have sex.

Joydee looked at her truculent daughter. This true?

Maybe

What you mean ‘maybe.’

Nothing.

Child, you will answer me!

He took me. I let him. I am his. I will always allow him sex. But even though he own me, I do not love him. I do not want him inside me. I let him inside when he takes me. He own me. I tell him that. I do not want sex with the girls.

Joydee looked her Mistress. What will you do now?

It is up to Joshua. He must decide.

And so it was. All discussion ended for the time. Lunch was available in the kitchen for those who got hungry and wanted to stop for a bit. Supper was already in the process of preparation. That was Arlin’s task, and she remained busy with it throughout the afternoon. The aromas circulating through and around the house were not to be ignored, and many had comments of how good it smelled. ‘Yes, smell good only!’ was the reply each would get.

As seven o’clock gave way to eight that evening, the chores ended. The house was in order and, for the most part, only the daily tasks would need to be completed from then on. Yes, it was true that Ana Fe did not like the lack of curtains in the Sala and the bedroom. She would resolve those matters in the coming days. They needed internet. Mary would arrange for a line from PLDT on Monday. They needed TV. While the women would have been happy with an antenna and the ability to receive the three channels, ABS-CBN, GMA and TV5, to get something Joshua might want to watch, (in English,) they needed cable. That could be done tomorrow, as well.

They needed two more beds. Joshua would go with Ana Fe to the Mandaue showroom at Kinasang-an, Pardo, Cebu City on Cebu South road. It was relatively close by. Maybe they could find a couple of nice Manduae beds and foam mattresses. Mandaue would deliver and set the beds up. They also needed a new large dining room table. Finding a table that would seat all of them would be a challenge. Something told Joshua that Manduae would not carry tables that large. As it was, they scattered around the sala with plates and ate their meals in a highly informal fashion. There were eleven of them now: Joshua, Ana Fe, Mary, Janna, Ricca, Arlin, Mhitze, Joydee, Rowena, Febe and Janiza.

As supper ended, Ana Fe called out two things. From then on, there would be no Cebuano spoken in the house. The language would be primarily English for now. Tagalog would be used on occasion, and maybe more later, after Arlin and Mitze learned it in their classes. But even English caused a problem for Arlin and Mhitze. Joydee promised to help the girls. The four newest additions did not speak Cebuano, so that language would no longer work here, though they would need to learn it to get along outside this house! Second, there was a meeting of Joydee, Joshua, Mary and her out on the terrace. All others should get ready for bed. And then, as if as an afterthought, Joshua, who will be with you tonight?

Ricca and Janiza! Joshua was well aware that, even in pairs, he would only bed a female once every five days! This was getting to be a little much! As to Ana Fe’s meeting, he knew better than to ask what the meeting was about. If Ana Fe wanted all to know, she would have announced it. He would find out soon enough.

The group of four assembled on the terrace and Ana Fe wasted no time in going over the events of the day for Joshua, who listened without comment. When all was said, Joshua nodded to Mary and spoke. You were not in Manila with us and do not know what transpired there. Your mother and Joydee were, and they know better than I do exactly what Rowena said at the end of our love making. Your mother told me later in translation, and maybe I do not remember correctly, but this is what I think the girl said the one time we made love. ‘mother, this man owns me, my pussy and everything else. I don’t love him. I am a slave. I will do what he says. I swear mother, I am a whore for him.’ Turning to Ana Fe and then Joydee, Is that what she said?

Joydee raised her eyebrows. Yes it is close enough. That is what she said.

Did she say anything to contradict that today?

Yes.

Did she really say said she did not want me inside her?

Yes.

Then she must not be touched.

Joydee was shaking. Can we still all stay?

Yes, everyone stays. But Rowena will not be touched again.

Ana Fe, relieved and pleased with the outcome, announced, OK… good it is done. I will speak with Rowena myself. She needs to be told and best it comes from me.

And so it was done. Rowena was told that she would not engage in any sexual conduct with anyone and that included Joshua. The child was relieved, crying, shaking and almost pissing on the floor, she had been so scared. The release was overwhelming.

But there was something else bothering Joshua. As the story had been related to him, he began to worry about something else. Turning to Ana Fe he asked, My love, how much English does Mitze really understand?

Oh! She understand OK. Just she just not able to speak it good.

You sure?

Yes, Mahal, I am sure.

And with that Ana Fe took her leave of Joshua and called the rest of the girls over to explain the fact that Rowena was not going to be having any sex, and that was both OK and must be respected as her right.

[In English]

Janna asked, Does that mean she gets to stay even though she will not be with Joshua?

Ana Fe, smiling, queried, Jealous? Ana Fe got a snicker back. No one else wanted to stay away from Joshua.

Janna wanted to know, Mother, who tomorrow?

Oh, I’m guessing, but I think, tomorrow he will ask for Mhitze and Febe.

When Joshua entered the bedroom, two twelve-year-old girls were sitting on his bed in panties only. His cock twitched as he surveyed the scene. Janiza had just about gone comatose cumming on his cock last time. It was one of the sexiest things that had ever happened to him. Ricca pulled Janiza up and toward Joshua as she whispered that they should undress him.

The girls went right to work, removing the few clothes that Joshua had worn. He stood now, naked, penis swollen and stiff. Ricca dropped to her knees and took him in her mouth. She was quite the expert by now. With one arm, she tugged Janiza down with her and began to teach the new recruit the techniques she had developed. Now Joshua had two of the cutest little girls, clad only in panties, kneeling before him and giving him head. The sight was unbelievable. But Joshua was not interested in letting his semen loose in these mouths tonight. He wanted his cum in their cunts.

He bent down and lifted each up by an arm. Kissing each once gently, he moved them to the bed. Each panty was removed before he climbed on the bed with them.

Joshua, on his back, encouraged Janiza to climb on top of him, center her pussy on his member, and take him inside her. She did as bidden, her tight pussy walls squeezing his dick, as each centimeter of cock was enclosed with her cunt. It was the most intense feeling for both of them. Slowly, she lowered herself, feeling as if he would at any moment split her apart. But he didn’t, and now, as pubic bone touched pubic bone, she knew she was as full as she might ever feel. This time, she was more aware of what was happening to her. This was the second time ever for her, and the first time he had put her in control. She exercised that control by pulling up at her own speed, and then back down. She felt the sides of her cunt self-lubricate as the movements became smoother. She slid now down and back up. She could move faster. Faster felt better, and better was a good thing. She started bouncing on Joshua, and then she felt it coming. The thing that had rocked her world when he was in her in Manila, it was coming again. She thought that she might be prepared for it, but there was no getting prepared for it. Janiza collapsed on Joshua as her cunt spasmed on his cock. He pushed her shoulders up and, with his hips, caused her to bounce a bit more, encouraging a second wave of the orgasm. This time, she squirted on him, soaking him.

Watching all of this intensely, Ricca saw the pussy shower Joshua had received. She jumped up and ran into the bathroom for a small towel, returning to wipe up some of the liquid and dry him off before she might mount him.

Joshua had not cum and waited for Ricca. Janiza was played out, stretched out and exhausted. Ricca had thought she would mount Joshua as had Janiza, but Joshua had other ideas and took the child’s pussy from the rear. Playing with her clit with his fingers, he rammed his cock into her pussy-juice-lined cunt with a cock that just wanted to pound her until his cum found her womb. For all the women he had in his house now, Ricca was a favorite and would always be so. The child took the wild pounding with joy. He was tight in her. She felt every inch of him. Every inch, as his cock invaded her body. She felt his fingers on her clit, egging on her own orgasm. His other hand pinched one of her nipples, and she exploded. He kept on pounding and she exploded again. His pounding didn’t abate, as her third orgasm delivered her to a world of nonstop orgasmic pulses… and then she felt him get even larger. What followed were ropes upon ropes of cum that exploded in her pussy.

Five minutes later, they were in the shower. After cleaning up and changing the bed sheets, they climbed back on to sleep, except Joshua was not done. Grabbing Janiza, he took her from the rear as he had taken Ricca. She was sore, but she lubricated almost instantly. He pounded the little girl’s pussy, causing her to squirt on the newly changed bed sheets. Janiza came so many times she lost track, and then, as Joshua felt even more warm juices flow over him, he came deep inside her. She screamed with happiness and release before collapsing under him.

Joshua had never, in his imagining, thought life could be so fucking good, as this. He was one happy man. That thought stayed in his mind, as he drifted off to sleep.

He awoke to two little girls giving him head, their mothers in the next room, happy as they might ever be.

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Chapter 24