Ann? Where art thou?

I have no intention of purchasing a dog. Moon has nothing to worry about. I kiss the child on her forehead and send her to join her friends in my bedroom.

Joy2x is in my office, sitting in my chair and looking at a website when I returned there.

Of sorry, Boss. I was just looking something up.

No need to apologize. I will leave you be. Just let me know when you are done.

Boss, I am probably done now. May I ask you about what is happening?

You can ask, but I am not sure I know, Joy2x.

Who is with Ann?

Belen, Carolyn’s mother.

She is a lesbian?

Yes. I gather you did not know.

Oh my G! No! How do you know?

Angeli told me. Carolyn is a little bi, but mostly into men. Her mom is a lesbian. She has set her sights on Ann. We need to talk about that and about how that makes you feel. You were the real lesbian here who needed a lesbian lover.

Yes, really true! That is true boss. But I think this is OK and good. You think Ann will want Belen? Noime thinks she wants young girls.

I have no idea. Everyone has a theory about Ann. Except for Ann and me. She and I have no idea what she really wants. We will have to see how things work out. My concern is for you right now. Ann will have to find her own way. I am concerned your heart is being broken.

Me? You worry about me? Boss, I know this is a stupid question, but I think maybe you love me. Is this true, Boss?

I suspect I do. But I know you cannot love me, so you should ignore my feelings for you.

Oh, Boss. I do love you. I dream of sex with women. I admit this. I dream of what a woman feels like, how she will act, how it will be if we are together. Yes this is true. But it is also true that I love you. You know, Boss, you are the only person in my life who wants to give me happiness. You are the only one ever, even though you believe it cannot be you. Yes, Boss, I love you. I love sex with the girls, but I love you too. Boss, it is funny. I have never had so much girl-girl sex in my entire life as I now have. It is because of you.

So it’s OK if Belen and Ann connect? I don’t know that they will… but it will be OK if they do?

Hehe! Boss, you don’t know! Do you?

Know what?

Me and Angeli! She may be your mistress, but she and I are a couple now. She’s great. When she come to me she say, ‘girl, when I am done with you tonight, you will be mine.’ I think she is bragging. She not bragging. And this is good because neither of us will leave you. Angeli thinks Ann will go. Maybe she will. That will be OK. I and Angeli stay with you. Boss, Angeli and me want you tonight. OK?

I will like that, Joy2x. ... Joy2x, if you and Angeli decide to go off on your own, I will understand. She would be very good for you.

No. That will not happen. I stay here.

I smile, shake my head and just gaze at this beautiful female. Yes, lying with Angeli and her is not exactly hard duty. What is hard is the number of people in the house. Joy2x gets up from my desk chair and I sit down, but ask her to take another chair. I have some things I want to discuss with her. On a short term matter, Gina needs to go home. Tonight I need the four little ones, Noime, Rez, Moon and Carolyn to spend the night together. I want Joy2x to understand that I don't want to be with Carolyn, at least not now. If things do not work with Belen, best to send them both off. I know Carolyn will be unhappy, but it will be best.

There is the matter of the house. Maybe we do need more room. We will wait to learn what is happening with Ann, but we need to have a family conference about building on to the house.

As to the matter of children, I want them. Ann is not going to give me any, but I do not know if I can with Joy2x, either. We have clearly already discussed this. I am now fantasizing about seeing her pregnant. I ask her if she might be willing to take fertility pills if she doesn't get pregnant in the coming months. She says she will be happy to do so. We will see how things develop. Joy2x raises the question of pregnancy of Moon and maybe Rez. Both might be able to conceive now or very soon. Clearly Carolyn could conceive from the looks of things. How should that be handled? Birth control is hard to get in the Philippines for minors. Pushing that matter off for later might be a bad idea. Damn, I have not one good idea other than to purchase condoms. I hate condoms. However I ask Joy2x if she would ask Angeli to purchase some today. Joy2x doesn't want to have anyone talk about her related to buying condoms as it might affect her teaching position. We talk in a desultory fashion about what a building project might produce, until Angeli calls all but Ann and Belen to a lunch meal.

Lunch is not a gourmet experience, but it is a joyous affair. The meal is a combination of rice, sitaw adobo, Filipino style corned beef, canned beef loaf fried with egg, and sour mango with bagoong. With eight at the table and missing only Ann and her current 'guest,' the table is filled with smiles and happy faces. Carolyn is having a ball with her friends. Noime though younger than three of the girls, is also recognized as the queen bee among the kids. She sits next to me on one side. Joy2x sits next to me on the other side. I don't serve myself. The two will not allow it. If I need something, they get it. They fill my plate, making sure I am not given too much rice as I need to watch my diet. Though they don't often use napkins, I am given a napkin. I typically have a large glass of water for lunch, and they get that… The other young girls just watched the way I am treated with a mixture of what seems like awe and appreciation. We have not all eaten together before. This is a special time and the fact that Ann is missing seems in some ways a comment on our new life. I guess I expect that this is how things might be from now on.

Shortly after lunch, Gina goes home, Angeli leaves to purchase a supply of condoms, Joy2x and the young-un's clean up the kitchen and I retire to my computer to write more. I am about 30 minutes into my writing when I hear the heavens opening and a torrent of rain washing the world clean. The power remains on, in spite of the possibility of an outage.

About 5PM both Angeli and Joy2x come to me. Ann and Belen had not been heard from all day. Should anything be done? The answer is easy. I tell them to leave Ann alone. She will appear when she is ready. But, they argue, what should we do about food? Ann has not had breakfast or lunch. It is a reasonable challenge to my decision. OK, we will put a tray together and place it by the door. Noime will knock on the door and announce the presence of the tray before withdrawing. We will return later to remove the tray if it has not been retrieved. What, I ask, will we have for supper? The answer, followed by giggles is, Filipino Spaghetti, a sweet dish that is loved here. There will also be hotdogs. I groan.

Off the two go. They have assumed adult control of the house and it is interesting to see it happen organically. I think I get about 30 more minutes of writing in, when Carolyn joins me. I save my work. Something tells me that this will not be a quick interruption.

Sir Lewis, why are you not having sex with me?

Good evening Carolyn. Nice to see you to! Now, what is this about having sex?

Rez say she have sex with you right away. Moon say she meet you yesterday afternoon and you have sex with her only a few hours later. I have been here for many hours, but you do not come for me. Noime say you like to have sex with girls my age. Angeli and Joy2x say I not have sex with you today or tonight. What is wrong with me?

Carolyn, how many females do you think a man should have sex with?

Well, I guess normally, just one. But this is not normal! Mother say this is not a normal place. And it is true. You have sex with many. Why not me?

I think there is a limit to the number, even with me. It is not an issue about you. It is a matter about me. Do you like sex?

Yes, very much.

But you have only had sex with girls. How do you know you will like sex with me?

Oh! I am sure. I will like it good!

Carolyn, I will have sex with Joy2x and Angeli tonight. There is a limit to how many times I can have sex in one day!

Is there anything wrong with me?

Nothing, child.

When will we have sex?

I don’t know. Let us talk about it tomorrow. OK?

No, I want to do something now. May I please?

What do you want?

I want to feel you inside me. I need to have you make me one of this family. Mom is all I have and we are going different ways. You can see that. I need to be safe here. We can do it right here. I can sit on the desk and you can do it here. She is just about to cry. That much I can see. The logic is the logic of a scared little girl.

Damn child. OK I will enter you but not complete sex to the end. That will have to wait. Go find Angeli and ask her for a condom.

No! No condom. I want to feel you inside me. Please!

Carolyn, you could get pregnant even if I just leak a little inside you. That would be a mistake. Get a condom.

No. Please show me there is nothing wrong with me. I want to feel a cock inside of me.

Damn. OK, just jump up on the desk and I will take off your panties.

Hehe. There are no panties.

And by God, there aren't. Carolyn lifts up her skirt to display a bald cunt, glistening with moisture

Are you a virgin?

Yes, Sir. You are my first.

And I am her first. The blood stains my desktop and the stain remains there as I type this. I had wanted to wait until we knew about Ann and Belen. But as time drew out longer and longer it seemed to me that something significant has happened. I have relented with only a few qualms. Carolyn wants to be loved, not just fucked. She wants to kiss me. She wants to make sure I enjoy her and is verbal throughout what follows. The glistening cunt is partially because the girls had applied KY to her before her appearance by my desk.

At 13, there is simply more to Carolyn than there is in any of the other young ones. Though Carolyn's breasts may continue to increase in size, they are already B cups. She is taller and simply damned hard to resist. But I continue to wonder how a young girls like this can want me. I know they do. I have ample proof of that, but the intellectual knowledge doesn't satisfy the gut. I can't internalize it. Still, Carolyn is facing me, her face inches from my face, her legs spread for me. Her arms reaching around my neck. Her heels trying to get purchase on my back to draw my body into her.

What is your nickname, child?

I am not a child! My nickname is Iay¹. You will call me Iay?

Yes. Iay, are you really horny for me?

Hehe, yes of course! Bakit? Why you ask?²

Never mind. Asking is useless. Understanding motivations beyond the most basic seem to be impossible. I swipe my finger across her labia, giving her a little thrill and transferring some of the KY to my finger and from there to my dick which is at this point waving in the air, my trousers and boxers around my ankles. The incipient tears I notice before are gone, replaced with eyes lit up in supreme anticipation of entry into the life of a complete woman. A smile is spread across that lovely face. As my glans press against her labia, her tongue briefly splits her lips before her mouth opens in an, ah, yessss.

I am as far as I can go without breaking her hymen. No sense asking again, I know what she will say. Putting my hands, behind her hips, to stop her from sliding back, and at the same moment pulling her to the very edge of the desk, I push in past the hymen. Iay, sucks in a breath. The pain has been felt but there is no complaint. Instead all she says is, Good.

Slowly Iay and I work to get my dick fully inside her cunt. For as fully grown as she is, I swear she is tighter than is Noime. Maybe it would be easier if she was on her back.

Finally after minutes of patient short stroking, we are pubic bone to pubic bone. Other than the lack of panties, I am now inserted fully in a fully clothed girl, and the only thing that is exposed is my bare ass and a little of my cock and balls! There is no movement, other than the movement of our lips as we kiss. Iay's tongue is in my mouth, doing an inventory of the territory. She seems intent to tell me in non-verbal ways that she is where she wants to be. If it is an act, I am fooled. The more we kiss, the more my member grows inside her.

As she wiggles her pussy on my rock hard cock, she makes a plea for completion. We don’t need a condom, Daddy. Do it. Do it please.

I have already cum in Noime's mouth this morning. I am not going to be a jack rabbit in any case. I start slow fucking Iay. She leans back on her elbows and just revels in the experience for a while. Oh Daddy, that feels so good! Daddy, daddy, love me, daddy.

I am enjoying the sweet and intense stimulation on my cock as it works in and out of Iay. After a while it seems to me that I want to see those pert breasts again. I reach in, get Iay off her elbows and lift her top off her. Gravity has no hold on these beauties. Iay's breasts are magnificent. Perfect B cup cones attached to her ribcage without any suggestion that there is any 'down' associated with mass and gravity. Taking her breasts in my hands as we fuck, only increases Iay's pleasure, but does not take her any closer to climax. As we keep on fucking, Iay kisses me again, pulls back and asks, What do you think your wife and my mother are doing right now, Daddy?

Female fucking?

Oo. And we are fucking to. Mom is making your wife, her wife, and I am making you mine. Finish me off, Daddy. Make us official. Give me your OR³ inside my pussy.

What follows was a lip lock, a tongue attack and a clamping of her cunt on my rigid member. I return by pounding her hard and fast. Iay appears to be hyperventilating before she sucks in a deep breath and holds it. Her cunt starts a complex muscle dance on my cock and I lose it, spewing cum and painting her cunt completely.

As the excitement ends I am still inside her. Her legs are still wrapped around my middle. Her arms are still wrapped around my neck. Her mouth is still attached to my mouth. Her breasts still press to my chest. She backs her head off a little and takes a love bite on my lower lip. Good, she says, I am officially yours now. Daddy? You know? You feel really good inside me.

It feels good to me too. As we kiss again, the rain continues to pound the roof and I have a vision of Belen pounding Ann, Ann's eyes rolled back and her breathing shallow as she commits her heart to Belen. Is that what is happening in reality? Iay wiggles her pussy on my fairly soft member. She nibbles on my lower lip. Iay is going to be a problem. She is too good, too beautiful and far too young to be this good at attempting to claim her own.

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Chapter 18