More of me and Erica

by Nellie of Sweden

Many people have asked me to continue the series My summer with Erica. The summer was over and so was the story. But our love stayed alive for years and years and this is a little bit of that life. Almost evrything in this story is true, only a few things are made up.

I have told you before of the summer of 1975 when I was eight and was seduced by my cousin Erica. She and I had an ongoing love affair for the rest of her life. Erica was killed in a car crash 4 years ago. As I said we had a lifelong love affair although we never lived together.

After our glorious summer we kept seeing each other as often as we could and as we both grew older Erica made me understand that we never would be accepted as a couple by our families and therefore we had to keep our love story a secret. We both agreed it was OK for both of us to see other girls and I told Erica about the time I had sex with my sister. She loved it when I told her how Miki had caressed me and licked and kissed me. It made us both very excited and after a few months or so we started to make up little stories of things that happened in our fantasies just to excite one another.

The years passed and I started to grow breasts some months before my 12th birthday. And a little later the first tiny straws of hair appeared on my pussy. I remember the night Erica first discovered that and it made her cry.

"Oh no," she said. "My baby girl is becoming a woman..."

I felt a little worried by her reaction.

"Won't you love me anymore when my breasts grow bigger?" I said in a worried tone. "I can't help it, you know!"

Erica smiled and gave me a kiss.

"I know, baby! And don't worry, I'll never stop loving you as long as my heart is beating! It's just that I love your body so much the way it is right now. I love that flat chest and the soft skin on your pussy."

"But most of all it's YOU that I love," she continued. "The person Nellie inside that gorgeous body! So... I guess I'll have to find someone to make me pregnant and hopefully have a little daughter for us both to have fun with!"

She said it as if she was joking but we both knew that she wasn't. It didn't happen at once, though but at last it did.

Two years later Erica came back from a long vacation in Thailand with her parents. She had been away for a whole month and I had missed her terribly. We met at a family party at her house but we managed to sneak off to her room and locked the door.

As soon as we were alone Erica was all over me, kissing and caressing me and ripping my clothes off. But suddenly she calmed down and smiled her prettiest smile.

"Guess what," she said with a big smile. "I have a surprise for you, darling!"

"What? What Erica?"

She smiled again and put my hand on the lower parts of her stomach.

"Feel anything? We're gonna have a baby, darling! We're gonna be mummies. Aren't you happy?"

I was speechless at first but Erica kept talking.

"I know of course that it's not OUR baby but I like to think of her as ours."

"Her? How can you be so sure it's not a boy?"

Erica smiled again. "Don't know how, I just know! What shall we call her? You can pick a name but Cornelia is going to be ONE of her names."

I was in shock. Erica was 21 and she felt ready to be a mother but I was only 14 and didn't really want that responsibility just yet. But at the same time I was excited about the baby and the love that Erica gave me all the time. It was that love that made her want me to be "the other mummy" of her coming child.

We made love on her bed and were lying there naked when her mother tried to get in. When she discovered it was locked she knocked hard on the door.

"Erica! Why is it locked? What are you two doing in there?"

Erica jumped up quickly. "Nothing, Mum, what do you want? We locked because we're having a seance trying to call spirits...."

"We're having cake now and I thought you two would like some too," Aunt Monica said.

"OK, I replied. We'll come down in a minute."

I had so many questions but realized they would have to wait. So we went downstairs and after the cake my parents decided it was time to go home. I tried to talk them into letting me stay the night but Aunt Monica said no.

A month later Erica called me on the phone and told me she was leaving home. She had found a 2-room apartment with a rent she could afford and signed the lease just hours earlier. But best of all was that her new place was a lot closer to me and my home. She told me the address and I screamed from happiness.

"That's great Eri," I said happily. "I pass that house every day on my way to school."

"Yes, I know that," she said. "That's one of the reasons I picked that flat. It'll be nice to live closer to my girlfriend!"

Six months later little Daniela was born. A few weeks too early but everything was OK. I had just turned 15 and started getting used to the thought of being some sort of motherly figure to Erica's baby. Erica called me on the phone a morning in early May and told me that our baby had been born 3 hours earlier.

"Would you please come and see us after school?" she begged. "We miss you so much."

I promised and then asked my mother if she could give me some extra money to buy a present for Erica and her new baby.

"What? Did she have the baby already? Why did she tell you and not me? Do her parents know?"

"Mum," I said calmly. "Erica and I are... well we're lovers. We have a relationship. I am a lesbian, Mum!"

It was a big relief to finally "come out" to my mother but she didn't seem upset at all. She laughed and gave me a hug.

"Didn't you think I knew that," she said. "You've been a lesbian all your life. I've seen the way you look at pretty girls and women. I just wondered when you would come out and tell me. I know you've been fooling around with Erica for years and I also know about your little games when you and Miki were sharing a room."

"So.... you're not angry with me?"

"No, baby, why should I be? You haven't done anything wrong. Should I punish you for loving? And... those little games with your sister.... don't tell anyone but Monica and I did that too when we grew up. Nothing wrong with that!"

I hugged my mother with a big smile. "I know I've said things to you sometimes that weren't very nice but you really are a great mother," I said.

She gave me a little money and I ran off to school.

After school I bought a present and took the bus to the hospital to see Erica and little newborn Dani. Luckily enough Erica had a room all by herself and little Dani was sleeping in a sort of glass box on wheels beside her bed. I looked at her.

"Oh, my God, how small she is," I said.

"Yes," Erica answered. "So small but yet so perfect. Wait a minute! I'll show you something..."

She gently lifted Dani up from her bed and put her on the big bed. Erica opened the little baby-overall that Dani had on and showed me the naked upper body of her little baby.

And I almost fainted. The baby girl had breasts. Little round shaped bumps on her chests. I couldn't stop looking.

"Cute, aren't they?" Erica said.

"Yeah... but...."

She laughed a little. "Don't worry. The nurse told me they will go away in a few days. It has something to do with hormones. She said it's quite common for newborn girls to have breasts. And then they disappear. Isn't she gorgeous?"

I slowly nodded my head, unable to speak.

"Don't you wanna kiss them?" Erica said. "Or touch them?"

I sat on the bed and Erica leaned down and kissed the baby's breasts and then encouraged me to do the same thing.

And at last I did and I could almost hear little Dani's heartbeat inside. Then Erica and I kissed for a while until visiting hours were over and I had to go.

The night after my first visit there were some kind of complications and Dani was taken in for intensive care. She was close to dying several times in the weeks after that but survived and first at the age of four months Erica could take her home. The first night Dani was home Erica wanted me to be there with them.

We had a candle light dinner while Dani was asleep and at desert I heard a little sound from the crib. I went into the bedroom and Dani was awake looking at some toys hanging over the crib. I picked her up and she grabbed my hair with one of her little hands. Erica was in the kitchen cleaning up when we got there.

"Hello little sweetheart," she said. "You seem to like Mummy Nellie too! And why shouldn't you? She's Mummy's girlfriend!"

Dani started to cry a little.

"No, no, baby," Erica said. "You are Mummy's girl, Dani, sure you are. But Nellie loves us too and we love her, Don't we?"

She opened her blouse and put Dani to her breast and the baby started sucking loudly. They sat on the living room sofa and I sat down next to them.

When Dani had finished her meal Erica put her to her shoulder to make her burp and when that was done Erica went towards the bathroom and the nursing table. She called me and I followed.

Erica gently undressed Dani while talking to her in a loving motherly way. Her diaper was a mess and I had to go out, couldn't stand either the sight or the smell but Erica called me back when Dani was nice and clean.

"Look at her," Erica said. "Look at that little tiny pussy! Isn't she cute?"

"Yes, darling," I said. "She sure is...."

"Don't you want to taste her? Come on, Nel, take a lick! I know you want to."

I was paralyzed, couldn't move or talk. But Erica could. She opened Dani's legs and spread them wide open. Then she put her hands on the baby's inner thighs and her thumbs gently opened Dani's little pussy lips.

"See? She so perfect... look at her little clit! And the opening... so tiny!"

She slowly leaned down and caressed Dani's little baby pussy with her lips. Dani seemed to be very happy. Not that she laughed or even smiled but I imagine that they protest when they don't like things. Erica smiled at her.

"Yes you like Mummy kissing your little cunt, don't you Dani baby? What? Mummy didn't understand? What did you say?"

I giggled a little because of course Dani hadn't said a word.

"Oh...., you want Mummy Nellie to kiss you too! Yes, baby, sure she wants to! Who could resist such a cute little baby like you." Then Erica turned to me. "Go on, darling! Show her you love her! Give her pussy what it wants. Look she's spreading even more for you!"

I hesitated a bit but Erica put her hand on the back of my head, gently pushing me down towards Daniela's little body.

Whenever I want to, I can still today recall the special smell from her little baby pussy. She was recently clean with a special baby soap and maybe that was what gave her that special nice smell. I could feel the warmth from her little body and gently placed a very soft kiss on Dani's tiny pussy lips. Erica kept motioning me to give her a real pussy licking and I slipped the tip of my tongue inside her little slit. Erica's hands caressed my butt and thighs and I could tell she got very excited from watching me lick the little baby.

I took a little break to get a kiss from Erica's mouth and as I lifted my head up I saw it was in the exact right second. Dani started to pee and I was glad my mouth wasn't there just then.

But Erica laughed and put Dani's diaper back on and removed the towel that had been under her and now was wet from her pee. She put Dani back into her crib and turned to me.

"It was nice to see you eating her," she said. "I did it myself just 3 hours after she was born. Too bad she lost her little tits but before she grows new ones she will have lots of fun with you and me. She is a bit too young to really enjoy sex yet but it's good she's getting used to being caressed and kissed and licked from the beginning. I think that will make sex a natural part of her life later on."

I was thinking of all the fun WE would have in the years to come. Fantasies of Dani at 3, 4 or 5 in beautiful dresses and no panties underneath. When her dark hair was long and shiny and her body hot and horny.

"What are you thinking about, my darling?" Erica gave me a loving smile and took me in her arms.

"Nothing.... or... well, I was thinking of how it might be when she's a little older."

"Aha.... Are you planning to seduce her? Like I seduced you?"

"No... I don't think I'll have to. I guess she will join us in bed long before she's that age."

"She will... and even more as soon as she's housebroken," Erica said and we both laughed. It was a little strange to use that word about a human. Dogs and cats are housebroken, not little girls. But I understood of course what Erica meant.

She kissed me with so much love and affection and her hands came wandering over my firm breasts. My legs started shaking and I opened my mouth to accept her tongue when she leaned in to kiss me.

"Fuck me," I whispered with my lips almost touching hers. "Make love to me darling. It's been so long since the last time!"

"Yes, my darling, way too long. I've missed you so much!"

Her hands were trembling as they released me from the prison of my clothes. Item by item fell to the floor and when we both were naked, Erica put on some low, soft music and pulled me really close to her. We danced closely together kissing and cuddling for a long time before we fell down on the big bed and ended up in 69-position eating each other out.

An hour or so later Dani woke up again and started to cry. Erica put her next to me with my breast very close to her mouth. Dani found the nipple and started sucking it. The feeling was amazing though she soon gave it up since I didn't have any milk for her. But Erica did and it was a precious moment being naked together in bed while Dani nursed from Erica. Dani's diaper was the only clothe-like thing anyone of us had on.

When Dani had finished eating we all fell asleep and I didn't awake until my mother called on the phone worried that something had happened to me.

"Sorry Mum," I said. "I lost the track of time. Little Dani is so cute I just can't stop looking. Please let me stay the night!"

She said yes and I was very happy to stay in bed with Erica and Dani.

* * *

Today Dani is 28 years old and married to a very nice man. They have two little boys and Dani is living an every day life like everybody else, totally heterosexual.

Except for the times she visits her dirty old aunt for some girl sex and some talk about her childhood and youth. But that's our secret, hers and mine. Maybe I'll share some more of it with you some day! And if you're wondering who is the father of her I can't tell you that because I don't know. Erica said that four gay men she knew had mixed sperm from all four of them and given it to her and she had inserted it by herself and got lucky. All four had dark hair and brown eyes so her looks comes from her father but the craving for sex definitely comes from her mother, my darling Erica.